【Chapter 264】If you are silent for a long time, you will collapse

Su Wenruo swallowed the cheesecake in a few bites, and after drinking a whole cup of coffee, he felt better.

People who come here are either drinking coffee and knocking on their books, or couples or girlfriends are chatting and killing time.

She was alone, and the completion of her set of movements, no more than ten minutes before and after, was purely eating and drinking for the sake of eating and drinking.

I took out a tissue from my bag, wiped my mouth clean, carried my bag and lifted the shopping bag, and got up to leave.

When I turned around, I crashed into someone else's arms, and I could smell an incomparably refreshing faint fragrance.

She looked up, and the bottomless black eyes were clearly reflecting herself who had nowhere to dodge.

Qin Jianglan stood behind her at some point, and couldn't help but lock her in his arms: "Sure enough, it's you!" ”

He drove by the avenue outside the shopping city, saw a lonely and thin figure into the shopping city, hurriedly parked the car on the side of the road and got off to follow up, but found that he couldn't find her figure after coming in, so he kept standing in the middle of the lobby, looked up at the aisle upstairs, and finally saw her on the third floor from a mother and baby store walked out, hurriedly took the escalator upstairs, but after going up to the third floor, there was no one again, he looked for a store on the third floor, and finally found her in this café.

Su Wenruo was like a panicked bird, struggling in his arms to escape, but he didn't have enough strength: "Qin Jianglan, you let go of me!" ”

He didn't let go of her, but hugged her tighter and tighter, and his very soft but obviously sad voice was in his ear: "Don't move, just let me hold for a while, okay?" ”

If you miss it for a long time, you can't help but cry.

If you are silent for a long time, you will collapse uncontrollably.

Pretending to be a strong person often collapses in the middle of the night, but her disguised calmness still needs to be strong at night so that people don't see it.

She thinks that she has learned to disguise, no matter what happens, whether she is happy, sad, or on the verge of collapse, she can remain quiet, deal with her emotions by herself, identify right and wrong by herself, and grow up by herself.

Su Wenruo buried his face in his arms and cried silently.

For several months, there was always a scene lingering in her dreams, she was wandering alone in a barren land, silently following her must be Qin Jianglan, she turned around suddenly, but found that he was missing, and then raised her eyes to see the unknown road in the distance, I wanted to find someone to ask, talk about the confusion in my heart, but no matter how she shouted, there was only the dead silence of no one responding, and then I lowered my head to look at myself, it was just a weak and desolate wind with nowhere to live.

The wind has no heart and no sense, and if it is false and wrong from the beginning, then why does the heart hurt.

Even if she had finished drinking such sweet coffee, she didn't make herself feel better, only more and more bitter and painful.

Until I heard his voice in pleading pain, and said that it would be good to let him hug it.

She finally understood, and only then did she dare to think in her mind about what she wanted.

All she wanted was one of him.

But can she?

No! She doesn't have that right!

She has a son who knows how to squeeze his parents' pillows together, and Yu Lin, who has given everything for her, in this life, she does not belong to herself.

Su Wenruo swallowed and sobbed in Qin Jianglan's arms, letting all the tears flow back to his heart, and then stretched himself out of his chest, raised his hands to hold his beautiful but obviously much thinner face, looked at his dark eyes with tears, shook his head desperately, and then vigorously broke free, ran out of the café, ran to the far road, and looked back to confirm that no one had caught up, before squatting under a tree and crying loudly.

You can't see it when you want to see it, and you don't dare to see it when you can.

She was numb from crying, her heart was about to suffocate, it seemed that even the blood was about to coagulate, her eyes were red and swollen from tears, and the tears were still flowing uncontrollably.

The cold wind blew through the dry cold day, and the teardrops slid down her cheeks and were quickly dried by the wind, and the salty tears brought chapped pain, falling drop by drop, being blown dry over and over again, and then feeling the scorching pain.

For a long time, she didn't move, and she didn't let herself cry and fall down by holding the roots.

I don't know how long it took, a person squatted beside her, helped her steady and said, "Wen Ruo, get up and go, I'll accompany you home." ”

She wiped her tears and saw clearly that the person in front of her was Yun Yutong.

Su Wenruo staggered to his feet, and asked weakly, "Did he let you come?" ”

Yun Yutong didn't hide it, nodded and said, "Mr. Qin called Li Chengyu and asked me to send you home." ”

"What about him?"

Yun Yutong shook his head: "I don't know where Mr. Qin is, so I came to this place directly." ”

Su Wenruo turned his head and searched between the distant buildings and greenery behind him with his aching eyes, but he didn't see his figure, so he said to Yun Yutong, "Let's go." ”

The two walked for a while, Su Wenruo's mood calmed down a little, and in front of Yun Yutong, she felt no need to show how sad she was.

Yun Yutong suddenly stopped and said, "Wen Ruo, I'll take you to a place, will you go?" ”

Su Wenruo asked, "Where to go?" ”

Yun Yutong stopped a taxi from the side of the road, stuffed her in, and said, "You will know when you go, don't worry, it wasn't arranged by Mr. Qin, I want to take you to see someone." ”

The taxi only traveled a few kilometers and stopped at the entrance of a hospital, and Yun Yutong walked in with Su Wenruo.

When I came to a hospital room upstairs, I looked through the glass on the window, and a girl was sitting on the hospital bed reading quietly.

Su Wenruo shouted unexpectedly: "Lan Fu? ”

Yun Yutong smiled and pushed open the door of the ward and shouted, "Lan Fu, look who came to see you." ”

Lan Fu put down the book in his hand and looked up at Su Wenruo, his eyes were full of joy: "Wenruo, you're back, it's great, I thought it was ...... Thank you for saving us! ”

After returning to China, Lan Fu has been receiving treatment in the hospital, and his current physical condition is quite stable, and some charities and social enthusiasts have donated medical expenses to be able to live in the hospital for treatment.

However, this disease has always been a problem in the world, and it can only reduce the viral load to the maximum extent and last, so that the Lanfu body can gain immune function, so as to rebuild and maintain the body's immunity.

In order not to worry his family, Lan Fu did not tell his parents in the mountains, and because their family was in difficulty, the local government found that the per capita monthly income of his family members was lower than the minimum living security standard, and helped them apply for the minimum living security treatment to improve their living conditions.

Compared with Lan Fu, Su Wenruo found that he was really lucky.

Everyone who feels that they are uncomfortable and can't live, as long as they look at the desire for life of people who are even more miserable than themselves, a surge of strength will spring up from the bottom of their hearts.

Tell yourself that this sadness is nothing, time will slowly fade away and you dare not think about it, and keep your duty wholeheartedly to live this life.

After coming out of the hospital, Su Wenruo calmly said to Yun Yutong: "Yun Yutong, you are finally no longer obedient to others for that little salary, you have indeed spent your heart and soul to enlighten me with your sincerity, now I am much better, you go back, I want to go alone." ”

After Su Wenruo finished speaking, he really walked up unhurriedly along the sidewalk alone, and Yun Yutong, who was standing in place behind her, shouted to her: "Wenruo, whether you want to take me as a friend or not, I will always be your friend, Li Chengyu and I are about to get married, I hope you can also find your own happiness, and ask what you really want!" ”

She didn't look back, looked at the sky with red circles and smiled sadly, when did this cloud and rain tong become crepe, don't you feel numb when you say this?!

returned to the herb garden, brought the corset to Xiaoxiao, and then went back to his house, closed the door and cried in the dark.

She knew it was useless to cry, but there was nothing else she could do but cry.

If one day she is blind in her eyes, it must be crying blind.

Su Wenruo didn't expect that Yu Lin rushed back from Hong Kong in the middle of the night, calculated the time, drove over in the afternoon, and came back, it should be after putting down Mu Mu, he had already rushed back after sitting at home in Hong Kong for less than an hour.

Yu Lin said that he didn't worry about her being home alone.

Early the next morning, Yu Lin got up and said that he was going to Wenlin Company, but he hadn't been there for a while.

The small shares of this company have already been fully recovered, and only Yu Lin, Qin Jianglan and Li Chengyu understand the cattiness.

I heard that it was operated by Qin Jianglan's revised share acquisition contract, which contained a condition restriction on small shares, and if the specified conditions were not met within the specified time, the small shares were automatically transferred to the major shareholder, and the acquisition contract was full of six pages.

Su Wenruo was bored at home alone, and he was afraid of being cranky when he was alone, so he told Yu Lin that he wanted to go to work in the company.

Yu Lin began to disagree, because her body needed to be well recuperated, and even gave her a fitness card and let her go to the gym to exercise every day, but she couldn't stand Su Wenruo's silent silence, Yu Lin thought about it and gave up her insistence, thinking that as long as she was happy, it would be fine.

Su Wenruo changed from the first secretary of Anlan Company to the boss secretary of Wenlin Company.

He is only responsible for the daily work of Lin Office.

The predecessor of Wenlin Company, is the fire design company of Yu Lin and Qin Jianglan's colleagues, the scale of the heritage is good, Qin Jianglan's Anlan Company in front of Wenlin Company, can only be called the little brother, since the emergence of the smoke detection automatic spray system, Anlan Company has risen rapidly, side by side with Wenlin Company.

Most of the funds in Anlan's experimental plant in the suburbs came from Lin's original investment, and it can be said that the two companies are now closely linked and jointly own a large-scale experimental plant.

Wenlin's office has been moved from its previous location to a building across the road from Anlan, and the floors are not much different, and even the office by the window, as long as the curtains are opened, you can see the brother company opposite.

In addition to the financial differences, the employees of the two companies can be transferred at will, where they need to go, regardless of each other.