It wasn't until the cool hand touched my forehead again that I came to my senses, feeling my heart beating like a drum and my cheeks were hot, I was not embarrassed to look up at him at all, I only lowered my head and said, "I'm sorry, I'm not in a good state today." ”

I lowered my head, but I missed his slightly frowning eyebrows: "It's okay, I forgot, you still have a fever, so I'll practice here today." Let's go, I'll send you back, rest well, drink plenty of water, and don't think too much. ”

I nodded, but he didn't let go of the hand holding me, leading me out, I struggled lightly twice, but the slightly cool hand was getting tighter and tighter, I had to look up and say to him: "Gu Xi, hand ......"

He seemed to realize that he gently let go of my hand and walked ahead, the faint light of the street lamp stretched his figure very long, and the night was long, and only the sound of the leaves being blown down by the wind could be heard.

I followed him, and the lyrics of "The Light Chaser" suddenly swirled in my head: "I am chasing your eyes, always looking at the night sky when I am lonely." I can follow you like a shadow chasing the light. I can wait at this junction, whether you pass through it or not......"

A voice in my head told me to confess to him.

I don't know if it's because of the fever, my perceptual thinking overcame my rational thinking, I stood still and called him loudly: "Gu Xi!" ”

He stopped, turned to look at me, and I mustered up my courage: "Gu Xi, I like you!" I like it very, very much, since you hosted the opening ceremony of the sports day in the ninth grade, because you are in the S middle school student union, I joined the student union; If you read Y Middle School, I will try my best to get into Y Middle School; If you are in the Y Middle School Student Union, I will try to become the head of the propaganda department so that you can know that I am a person. Gu Xi, I really like you, so, can you borrow me to copy it? I don't expect me to be with you, I just want to go to the same high school, the same college with you, and watch you continue to shine......"

He interrupted me: "You're making me a little passive." ”

I'm a little excited, is this a success?

However, his next words poured a basin of cold water on me: "Gu Yi, you have a fever today, and your brain may not be very clear." First of all, I thank you for the love you have for me, which will form my memories later. We are only teenagers, I have just reached adulthood at the age of eighteen, you may only be seventeen years old, I think you may have lost your dreams, you have a long road in life, you may meet someone better than me in the future, wait until you are mature enough, and then choose. I'm not as good as you think. ”

"But you are the best in my heart, if there is really someone better than you, I can't see it!"

In the dim light, I seemed to see him laughing self-deprecatingly: "The world is big, let's broaden your horizons." Let's go, or the doors will be closed later. ”

He walked forward, I followed him, my heart was full of loss, confessed for the first time, alas......

When I arrived at the door of the girls' dormitory, he took out a fever patch and a box of cold medicine from his bag and handed it to me: "Go back and drink a pack of cold medicine, sleep well, today's incident should be as if it didn't happen, put it on before going to bed, and you will be fine tomorrow." He paused and said, "Remember to wait for me after school on Friday to change the dressing." ”

I bowed my head and said, "Well, thank you." ”

He waved his hand and turned and walked into the night.

I looked at his back and didn't feel tears, what should I do, I still like you so much, I like it so much......