I didn't say anything, just nodded. I didn't want to admit it, but I felt like I needed a listener at this moment. I don't expect him to give me any advice, even if it's just to listen to me. After all, this is one of my secrets, and there are so few people who know my secret...... And even fewer who understand and are willing to listen......

"What's wrong? Are you confused? Li Yaowen looked at me with a worried look, so he asked me tentatively. I don't know how to answer, because I seem to be confused, but I don't know what I'm confused.

I was silent for a long time, and a thousand thoughts flashed through my mind, but until the end, I didn't catch it. I had no idea what to say, or how to say it. I have a lot of things in my heart, and I want to say so much......

Li Yaowen, I suddenly resented him...... complains that he talks a lot, why do you ask these inexplicable questions...... It disturbs my state of mind and makes me uncomfortable......

"Bu Yi......" Li Yaowen saw that I was silent for a long time, only lowered his eyelids and stretched out his hand to shake it in front of my eyes, and shouted tentatively. I silently raised my eyes slightly. However, the devil knows why, why Li Yaowen's eyes were so gentle at that moment, and why was my own heart so fragile at that moment......

Bu Yi, Bu Yi, can't you be strong? Anyway, you don't want to save face? In that case, then what's the matter with you crying in front of him three times and twice?

It turns out that your so-called strength from beginning to end is just a pretense, and you are not strong at all...... On the contrary, everything you pretend to be the most vulnerable thing in this world......

"Li Yaowen, you are so powerful, it seems that no kind of problem can be difficult for you. Can you answer me a question? I looked at Li Yaowen and asked, letting tears fall from a pair of sad pupils. Why...... I'm the closest person in the world, but I'm still at a loss...... Or maybe it's me who is not good...... I'm the one who was wrong...... But I really don't know what I did wrong, or why would I be the one who was discarded......"

Li Yaowen looked at me, and did not answer my question immediately, but reached out and gently wiped the tears from my face...... "Bu Yi, you are so strange...... Li Yaowen sighed lightly, as if helpless, as if he pity, and as if he had a thousand words in his heart, but he didn't know why, so he didn't tell me......

But I said strange words, Li Yaowen, in your eyes, or in your heart, am I really strange? Or maybe you see things that I don't even know about, but you see them very clearly?

"You've been crying, but do you know why you're crying?" Li Yaowen looked at me and said, "Are you really unwilling, or do you regret something?" Or resentment of someone? Like the ...... that you think discarded you, who don't understand you, who make you sad."

I do not know...... Li Yaowen, I don't know what you're talking about......

I don't know what I'm crying for, or if I'm going to cry, just for what you said. But...... I don't want to admit it......

Don't want to admit that I'm the one who was outcast, I'm superfluous...... I don't want to admit that I'm narrow-minded, and a few simple words can make me sad...... I don't want to admit that I don't even have a person in this world who understands me, and I am the loneliest existence from beginning to end......

But in that case, since I don't admit any of this, why do I still cry? Lee Yiu-man...... Can you tell me some more answers......

Thinking like this in my heart, I raised my head, but I didn't see Li Yaowen's usual warm expression anymore...... Instead, he looked up and saw the inky eyes hanging down under his hair...... It is as deep as the water in a deep pool, without a trace of waves......

But it also makes people feel that the depths are not so peaceful...... It's not what you see......

Li Yaowen didn't know when he stood up, obviously a table away, but he could still stretch out his hands and hug me...... And at that moment, I was confused, shocked, and even more overwhelmed......

But with so many emotions in mind, I ended up stunned......

I didn't know how to react, I felt completely stupid. I just sat there stunned and let Li Yaowen hold it like that, I don't know how long it took before I heard Li Yaowen's long-lost warm voice ringing in my ears. He said, "Bu Yi, you must know that there are some things in this world that are not as beautiful as we imagined. But it has a reason for it...... Just like if you lose, you will grow, just like if you are hurt, you will be strong, just like everyone in this world will have a person who needs it......"

"So, Bu Yi...... No one has abandoned you, it's just that the people who need you have changed to the people you are now......"

Originally...... Is that so? It turned out that no one abandoned me, but ...... Did the person who needed me change to the current one? It turns out that I have been ...... Is it still needed? So happy...... Thank you, Li Yaowen...... Tell me something like that, and thank you for hugging me......