The spring love is so thick in the night that I can't dissolve, and the mood is full of unprecedented expectations and tension, as well as some overwhelmed.

His gentle kiss fell like raindrops, and he bit his ear to comfort: "Madam, take it easy." ”

"Hmm...... "I was like a drowning man, clinging to the only driftwood.

He was in charge of the affair, very patient, and the whispering words in my ear gradually made me relax my body.

It wasn't until dawn that they fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was different from usual, I had never been so intimate with anyone, and my limbs were entangled. It feels subtle, and if last night felt like an unreal dream, the current entanglement makes it all real.

As if remembering something, I got out of bed, only to feel sore, and fell back again.

In the next second, the whole person fell into a strong embrace, and he felt that his whole body was about to burn, and he wanted to refuse but approached involuntarily.

"Madame can sleep a little longer." He gently brushed the hair around the side of my neck and kissed the base of my ear.

The tingling sensation made me shrink my neck: "No, I still have to go to school." ”

"Isn't it a holiday?"

This sentence made me wake up from a dream. He forgot about it, and went back to sleep.

Chu Nantang laughed lightly: "Are you hungry?" ”

He was really hungry at the mention, so he nodded, and he got up from the bed, the silky sheet slid to his waist, his heart pounding, and he hurriedly avoided his gaze.

This slight movement was discovered by Chu Nantang, and he chuckled: "Madam is still so shy. ”

"No, no...... It's just a little unaccustomed. ”

He suddenly leaned forward and whispered, "In the future, if you have more times, you will slowly get used to it." ”

At that moment, the blood of the whole body flowed backwards, as if the whole person was about to burn, I pulled the quilt violently to bury myself, but I heard his cheerful laughter, slowly pulled down the quilt, and couldn't help but look at his smiling appearance, handsome and extraordinary.

Chu Nantang and I finally had our first home, like a floating boat, and finally found a harbor to dock, stable and happy.

The days with him are very peaceful and comfortable, and he is also a very quiet man with an elegant petty bourgeois atmosphere in his bones.

It seems that with him, all worries and worries have disappeared, and he does not live like a mortal, and he does not have to think about mundane things.

He is very serious about life, but he is a little slow and lazy, he will often drink with Bai Yiqing under the big tree in the yard, and will lie on the couch for an afternoon and read a book.

I couldn't help but ask him curiously: "Nantang, did you use to be so idle all day long?" ”

He frowned slightly, as if he had a sense of crisis: "Madam...... Think I'm too loose? ”

I leaned on his shoulder, watched the flowers fall in front of the court, and watched the sunset.

"Just curious about everything about you."

"Uh...... I don't know what to say. He thought for a moment. Lost laughter: "Okay, you can imagine the daily life of the idle young master of the rich family, nothing more than appreciating flowers, listening to operas, and teasing the young lady." But born in troubled times, there are also many unknown troubles. ”

I stared at him suspiciously: "Tease the young lady, listen to the play, and enjoy the flowers...... How pleasant, what can you worry about? ”

His expression became more and more solemn, and he said: "The country is broken by mountains and rivers, and the city is deep in spring. When I feel the tears, I hate the birds. The fire has been on fire for three months, and the family letter is worth 10,000 dollars. ”

I couldn't help but sink to the bottom, and I can imagine how difficult it was for the people who were alive in that era of endless wars.

"You see the people in a desperate struggle, you see the Gentiles endlessly trampling on our territory, unequal contracts, saying that if the land is divided, it will be divided, and those who do not obey will be killed.

Our great rivers and mountains can only watch those people rape and plunder, and do all kinds of evil. Even your right to live has been stripped away, but you have no ability to resist at all.

One person's power is too small, it's not that he doesn't want to do it, but he really can't do it. Many Qing officials joined the Beiyang warlords and ruled the people brutally and ignorantly, and my father did not want to participate in these political disputes anymore, so he retired to the small towns in the south, and watched the rest of his life leisurely, but he was not happy.

Appreciating flowers, listening to plays, and playing wild is not so much insensitive, but rather a silent resistance to reality and cruel fate. ”

I sighed lightly: "Come to think of it, life is much happier now." Love is free, the country is stable, and people's lives are peaceful and contented. ”

"Yes, although there are many unfair things, darkness and light coexist, the water is too clear, there are no fish, and where does black and white really exist?"

I nodded thoughtfully: "It seems that you, the idle young master, are not so easy to be." ”

"Madame, don't worry, although I am indeed a little unmotivated, I can still ensure that you have no worries about clothes for the rest of your life."

I pursed my lips to hide my smile and nodded repeatedly: "I don't dislike you, really." ”

He actually breathed a sigh of relief, and coughed lightly uncomfortably: "Even if the family wealth is really exhausted one day, I still have a skill for my husband." ”

This time, I couldn't hold back my laughter: "What is it? ”

"It's good to be a feng shui gentleman." He laughed half-seriously and half-jokingly.

"Well, I can also go out and work and earn money to support my family."

"How's that going to work?" He frowned.

"Why not? Now we advocate equality between men and women, and there is no difference between you raising a family and me raising a family. ”

He said: "I don't want my wife to be tired of running around for mundane things, because once people are worldly, they will lose a lot of the joy of life. Don't worry, madam, I'll take care of the family. ”

His serious eyes made people believe in it, and I nodded: "Nantang, you are the same." I like to see you the way you are, at ease, and there's nothing wrong with that. ”

"Madame......"

"Huh?"

When I looked up, he had already leaned over and kissed me on the lips, thinking it was just a simple kiss, but I think I was thinking too innocently now.

Before I could get completely lost in the kiss, I nudged him. buried his head and whispered: "Nantang, will ...... will be seen. ”

He smiled lightly, pressed me underneath, and whispered, "Xiaobai is out." ”

"But here......"

"Why not?"

Looking at him, I couldn't say no: "You look at someone who is obviously very strict......"

"It's not rigorous once in a while, but it's also fun." Saying that, his hands have begun to poke under his clothes to make a mess, for Chu Nantang, at any time, he doesn't want to refuse, and he can't bear to refuse, so he can only do whatever he wants.

And I seem to be getting used to doing these intimate things with him. The shame fades away.

A week after the school incident, Fu Jingzhe suddenly found me.

I just went to the cafeteria that day to cook a meal, and when I sat down, Fu Jingzhe also took the meal and sat opposite me.

"Classmate Fu, is there something wrong?"

Fu Jingzhe twisted his eyebrows: "I only heard about Anqi coming to you yesterday, why didn't you tell me?" ”

"It's all in the past, let's not mention it, okay?" I glanced at the left and right sides weakly, Chu Nantang was probably taking a nap.

"Angel and I have made it clear what is going on between us. It has nothing to do with you. ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, and suddenly I was in no mood to eat lunch: "Classmate Fu, you eat slowly, I'll go first." ”

"Wait a minute." Fu Jingzhe stepped forward and stopped me: "Lingsheng, are you angry?" ”

"I'm not angry, and I don't know her, so there's nothing to mention to me again."

"Can we still be friends?"

I thought for a moment and said, "I'm sorry, let's just pretend we don't know each other." ”

I bought a loaf of bread and a bottle of milk in the commissary and sat on the lawn behind the school. Chu Nantang suddenly appeared beside me.

"Madame seems to be hiding something from me?"

I panicked and my heart skipped a beat: "No, it's nothing. ”

He looked at me for a long time and sighed lightly: "Forget it, if you don't want to say, I won't ask more." ”

"Nantang, it's really okay......"

"I don't think so." His tone was a little sour: "That classmate Fu is very interested in you." ”

"Are you wrong? People can't even look down on school flowers, so how can they take a fancy to me? I took a bite of the bread and added, "Besides, I already have you." It's completely impossible to talk to him. ”

Chu Nantang laughed comfortably: "I also think that it is better for Madam to stay away from this person, seeing that his Yin Hall is black, I am afraid that there will be a bloody disaster in the near future." ”

I choked on the milk and looked up at him in surprise: "Bloodlight disaster? ”

"What's the expression of Madame?"

"No, no." had to make up for it, Angel hated because of love, and then caused a tragedy.

Who knew that this person, since that time, has come to wait for me to get out of school, which made Chu Nantang a little unhappy.

I remembered Chu Nantang's words and reminded Fu Jingzhe: "Classmate Fu, there is a saying that it is better to mess with villains than women, in fact, I think you Anqi are quite compatible, talented and beautiful, so you can make a good match." I have a boyfriend, and if you pester me like this, he will be very upset when he sees it. ”

"Madame, I am not upset." He paused: "I'm very upset. ”

"Lingsheng, don't lie to me, you said you have a boyfriend, but I've never met him, unless you let me meet him. Otherwise, I wouldn't have given up. ”

"Student Fu, what do you like about me? I can change it. ”

Fu Jingzhe smiled: "I like the feeling and temperament you give people, it seems that when I see you, my heart is very calm and stable." ”

"Do you have a mother-love plot?"

"Lingsheng, you misunderstood. I'm not ......."

"I have to go home, I'm sorry classmate Fu, you better go and coax Anqi." It doesn't feel like she's a woman who will give up.

Fu Jingzhe chased after him without giving up: "Then let's go to the movies next week, I have two movie tickets." ”

Chu Nantang suddenly paused and raised two fingers to draw a small charm on his forehead, Fu Jingzhe suddenly froze, his eyes blank.

Chu Nantang ordered: "Young man, go back to your mother." ”

"Looking for my mother, looking for my mother......" Fu Jing Zhe Muran turned around and left.

I looked at Fu Jingzhe's back as he left in surprise and smiled: "Nantang, what's wrong with him?" ”

"After a short hypnotization, when he found his mother, he naturally broke the spell and woke up."

"You teach me, I'll use it next time."

Chu Nantang said seriously: "This spell is not well controlled, it will hurt people's lives, there is no complete certainty, it is best not to use it indiscriminately." ”

"Oh, then I still don't need to." I let out a long sigh: "Send him away this time." He'll still come to correct it next time, what should I do? ”

"If he wants to see me, let him see me."

"Huh?"

"Heh......" Chu Nantang sneered: "Help him open his eyes of heaven." ”

It seems that he is really angry. I quietly took his hand: "Nantang, don't be upset. ”

Chu Nantang looked helpless, and his eyes were a little melancholy: "Madame and I must have a lot of inconveniences when we are together." ”

"Nantang ......"

He disappeared before my eyes, and no matter how much I called him, he didn't appear. He wasn't such a narrow-minded person before.

After going back to dinner, Bai Yiqing glanced at me in surprise: "Why didn't Grandpa Zu come back today?" Could it be that you've been busy with other things lately? ”

He ...... He might be sleeping. ”

Bai Yiqing listened to it and didn't doubt it at all. nodded: "In addition to the spells of the ancestor and grandfather, I also admire his sleeping skills." ”

"Can you 'praise' him like this in front of him?"

Bai Yiqing shook his head like a rattle, I thought he wouldn't appear again that night, lay on the bed and read a book for a while, turned off the headlights and lay down.

Not long after I slept, I felt that there was a person lying next to me, I subconsciously turned my head to look, and saw Chu Nantang staring at me for a moment.

If it weren't for the fact that his face was handsome and incomparable, and he was stared at like this by this ghost in the middle of the night, ordinary people would have been scared half to death.

I put my heart down, turned around and kissed him twice on the lips.

"Nantang, don't be angry."

"I'm not angry." He raised his hand and stroked my face with a heavy heart: "I'm just a little sad......"

"Why are you sad?" I thought about it and immediately explained: "I'm not interested in Fu Jingzhe at all, Nantang, don't be unhappy." ”

He smiled bitterly: "I'm not because of this, it's because of ......"

"Because of what?"

"My wife and I are different after all, people and ghosts have different paths, and sometimes I feel that this is very unfair to my wife."

"I don't care."

"Madame can not care, but I can't care." He sighed: "The more we stay together, the more I dare not think about the future, I don't know how much I can keep." ”

My eyes ached, and I stepped forward and hugged him desperately.

"Look, Nantang. I can touch you, I can feel you, I can understand your happiness and your sorrow. Whether you're a human or a ghost doesn't matter to me at all! ”

He looked at me helplessly and smiled: "Madam, you are too stupid. ”

"If I can be with you for the rest of my life, I'd rather be said to be stupid for the rest of my life, Nantang, Nantang...... I really don't care, don't leave me. ”

I choked up and prayed. In the past few years, although it is not vigorous, it is a fine stream of water that penetrates every cell.

Zhang Lingsheng has the shadow of Chu Nantang, and the peace and precipitation they see in me are given to me by Chu Nantang, and when our lives are integrated together, they are ultimately inseparable.

If it is divided, it is like going to go to half a life.

He kissed me on the lips, lingering as much as I could, and I tried to respond to him, trying to make him forget the unpleasantness, and in my eyes, in my heart, in every inch of blood and skin, I could only feel my love.

Tonight, he is not as gentle as before, with a little domineering and strong, his strong possessiveness does not make me hateful, but makes me feel at ease, because only at this moment, can I feel so deeply that he needs me, he loves me, and he can't do without me.

"Madam, I never want to leave you."

"Hmm." I had red eyes and hugged him desperately, as if I was floating in the ocean with every impact he made......

After a long night, the exhaustion made me no longer think about those worrying things, and then Chu Nantang never mentioned such sad things again.

But we both know in our hearts that this relationship may not blossom, so now we love without scruples.

I don't care about the future, I don't care about the different paths of people and ghosts, I want to wake up every day, and he is still by my side.

Can be a day is a day, can be a year is a year......

In order to make Fu Jingzhe die and disturb the relationship between me and Chu Nantang, I took the initiative to ask him to go to a café near the school.

He looked around and saw that I was alone. Smiled and asked, "Didn't you say bring your boyfriend with you?" Where is he? ”

"You close your eyes."

"Close your eyes?" Fu Jingzhe smiled: "Lingsheng, isn't it possible to conjure up a boyfriend by closing your eyes?" ”

"You just close it."

"Okay." Fu Jingzhe leaned back in the sofa chair and closed his eyes.

Chu Nantang appeared beside me, and I turned my head away, stunned on the spot.

He ...... today It looks so different!

is still a neat sea of streamers, wearing a white shirt and casual trousers, dressed up like this, a little less lazy, more handsome and shrewd.

I swallowed quietly, a little handsome that I couldn't take my eyes off it.

He smiled at me. He drew an incomprehensible spell in front of him, wiped his eyes, and nodded at me, "That's it." ”

"Fu Jingzhe, you can open your eyes."

Fu Jingzhe opened his eyes casually, and when he saw Chu Nantang beside me, a smile froze on his face.

"He's ......"

Chu Nantang smiled lightly: "Didn't you always want to see me?" ”

Fu Jingzhe looked at me in disbelief, and then at Chu Nantang, his expression was slightly embarrassed, and there was a look of loss in his eyes: "I thought you lied to me, but I didn't expect you to really have such a ...... I don't know how to describe it, it's a bit devastating. ”

He pursed his lips, a little incoherent.

"I didn't want to hit you, you had to see it, and now you believe it?"

He gasped hard, and seemed to be in a bad mood: "Okay, I admit defeat, go first, I wish you happiness, goodbye." ”

Chu Nantang smiled, sucked out the heat of the coffee, and stretched his eyebrows: "Why did you give up so quickly?" It's not challenging at all. ”

I twitched the corners of my mouth, this man, much worse than I expected.

"He may feel that the opponent is too strong, and he feels hopeless."

Chu Nantang turned his head and looked at me with satisfaction: "Thank you Madame for the compliment, I accept it." ”

However, it is really a sincere compliment, and I was really amazed by the way he dressed today. It's the first time I've seen him look in modern clothes.

Just as I was staring at him and looking at him obsessedly, I don't know when he actually came up: "Madame staring at me like this, what is it implying that?" ”

"You...... It's outside, no. ”

"They can't see me, what's the matter?"

"But you can see me. We'll go back ......."

Before he finished speaking, he continued: "Go back and make love again, this is a very good decision." ”

I only felt a heat on my face, took my backpack and walked in front quickly, the night breeze brought some coolness, and also made the agitated mood gradually calm down.

"Nantang, will Fu Jingzhe's Heavenly Eye always be useful?"

"No, it's just a mana blessing, and when it expires, he will regain his mortal eyes."

"So, will it cause any trouble?"

He sneered: "It's time to come, you can't hide." ”

I shuddered, and I had a bad premonition, always thinking that something would happen to Fu Jingzhe.

Sure enough, three days later, I heard someone say that Fu Jingzhe had not come to school for a few days, and that he had been hospitalized with a very serious injury.

Thinking of what Chu Nantang said about the bloody disaster, I couldn't help but ask him curiously: "Nantang, what is going on with Fu Jingzhe?" ”

Chu Nantang was silent for a while before he said, "There are unclean things around him, or lurking in his house." The resentment does not seem to be light. ”

I suddenly looked up at him: "You opened the eyes of heaven ...... him"

"Let him see what is bothering him, and by the way, let him remember. Did you ever do something bad? ”

I stared at the man in front of me and secretly breathed a sigh of relief, Chu Nantang was not soft on his rival in love.

"I thought that the bloodlight disaster you said was related to Angel, didn't it?"

As soon as the words fell, I saw the domineering figure walking quickly towards me from a distance, and there was no way to avoid it.

I bit my lip and had to bite the bullet.

"Zhang Lingsheng!" Angel's eyes were full of anger, which made a good face a little hideous, no wonder some people said that jealousy makes people ugly, but it is not unreasonable.

"I don't know what you're looking for me, why are you looking for me?"

"You're a broom star! When Jing Zhe didn't know you before, well, after I met you, he went to the hospital, what kind of method did you use? ”

Chu Nantang has always been moody, but for An Qi, his clear eyes were full of disgust.

"Ma'am, she's too noisy." After that, he cast a fixation technique, fixed the ugliest moment when Angel was angry on the playground, and smiled with satisfaction: "Go home." ”

"Nantang ......" Actually, I want to say, do you want to go and see Fu Jingzhe, so that you can understand what is harming people.

But thinking of having a bad experience with Fu Jingzhe, he didn't continue.

But those who know me, Mo Ruochu Nantang also. How could he not know what I was thinking?

"You want to see what's going on?"

I thought for a moment and said, "I...... Don't go. ”

"Oh?" Chu Nantang looked at me in surprise and laughed: "I originally wanted to go and see it, but since Mrs. said not to go, then let's not go." ”

"No, I, I thought you didn't want to go."

Chu Nantang let out a long sigh: "I thought that Madam could disguise for a while, but I didn't expect it to be revealed so soon." ”

It turned out that he was actually testing me?!