Chapter 089: Actually, I'm Fine

Thereupon. "Ya * Wen * Yan * Love * First * Fa" I finally came to my senses. Instead of begging. I can't get your mercy. It's better to go far. Ignore it. Let this feeling slowly cool down. I believe just give me time. I'll always be able to let go.

And. I know. I'm not that important. Once. You can give up your childhood sweetheart Lin Yan for something. Now it is naturally easier to abandon me, a wife who has no emotional foundation.

I understand how guilty you feel about me. Whether it's a life-saving grace or not. Or take my innocence. That's all in the past. I wouldn't mind. And you don't have to be responsible for it. Shen Zeye. You never owe me. Because of emotional matters. There is no one right or wrong. Only willing or not.

I, Yan Qingwan, am willing to give everything for you. And you, Shen Zeye, have no intention of being with me. This. I know. I'm not going to stalk either. Please fulfill my last bit of pride. ”

When Yan Qingwan said this. didn't look at Shen Zeye. She didn't want to face his eyes. His eyes can always give her an invisible oppression. Let her involuntarily indulge in it. But he had spoken so bluntly to her. After refusing, you can stand calmly in front of him. It had already taken her all her strength.

Listen, listen, listen. Shen Zeye found that his heart couldn't be calm. He didn't expect that this good-looking woman in front of him could bring him such a big influence. This was something he had not expected. It was also something he could not imagine. Perhaps many things have changed subtly. And he still thinks he is still the same as he was at the beginning.

.In fact. It's not been anymore for a long time. She's not as carefree as she was at the beginning. There is no girl in the city. And he is not the cold man who had no desires and no desires.

"Did you really decide to let it go? Lasted so long. Can you be willing? Shen Zeye asked himself inexplicably in his heart. Is he too harsh. Treat a woman who likes her like this way. Now the situation is like this. Wasn't that what he had been waiting for. Why is it time for things to really happen in their own way. He'd be so stunned.

"My only advantage in Yan Qingwan is that my words count. You know. I never lie. Since I said I would give up. No matter how tough it is. I'll put it down. You don't have to worry. I'm not going to pester you. It's true. ”

Yan Qingwan was a little helpless. Is her image so bad? Or in his heart Shen Zeye. The woman has no chastity. They can't survive. Therefore, it was impossible for her to let him go.

But. Such a reason is so ridiculous to her. Whether she is from the open society of the millennium or not. Even if she was originally a primitive human. She's not going to get stuck on that.

"Don't look at me like that. You don't think I'm going to blackmail you with sex/sleep with you. Yan Qingwan said this. I saw that Shen Zeye's face suddenly became dark.

Shen Zeye was about to go berserk. What the hell does this woman think. This kind of thing can be said. And it's so easy to say. No blushing at all. Really. Her mind was never normal.

"Wan'er. Don't run away from the question. That's a big question. The woman is not chaste. And married. Do you know how difficult the road ahead will be. Shen Zeye said with some blame. There was indescribable disapproval in his eyes.

Hear here. Yan Qingwan found that she couldn't calm down. Is it because of this question? Can't she have a new life?

"Shen Zeye. You don't think so badly. I can go to a place where no one knows me. Then start over. Yan Qingwan didn't even think about it. He directly said his plan.

This time. Marquis Shen did not reply directly. Instead, he stared at her for a long time. It made her fidget. Finally, he sighed: "Go to a place where you are not familiar with life." Do you know how hard it can be on that day? ”

To put it bluntly. He just didn't believe he could survive on his own. Yan Qingwan was a little angry. She hates men looking down on her the most. So he said a little angrily, "I'll be fine." I'm not the pampered lady anymore. I'm just an ordinary woman running around for life.

I could go to a small mountain village. Be a traveling doctor. It can also save lives. And then. Put down roots in one place. Have a new life. There was no deceit in that place. It didn't hurt my heart. There are no emperors and grandchildren.

Blue sky. White clouds. Fresh air. Green grass. Verdant mountains. Crystal clear lake water. Then I built a hut by the mountains and rivers. Live a life away from the hustle and bustle. ”

Talking and talking. Yan Qingwan smiled. It's a beautiful life.

Look at the look she longs for. Shen Zeye was a little unbearable. Actually, she was right. There is no one in this world who cannot live without it. He had never looked down on her. From the moment she could save him. He knew that this weak-looking girl was not that simple.

It's just that. He can really let go. Let her pursue such a perfect life? In fact. He didn't tell her. That kind of life is also what he yearns for. If only there was no hatred. Those long-cherished wishes. He also wanted to live in seclusion with her.

Merely. He couldn't say those words. There was no way to explain that to her. After all, it's something to be missed. Shen Zeye lamented in his heart. That being the case. Then he couldn't go on and say something more.

"If you think about it, you can do it. I won't embarrass you anymore. Shen Houye finally compromised.

The nth battle between Miss Yan and Hou Ye Shen. Finally there was the first victory. But she couldn't be happier. Because. Her only victory. It turned out to be in exchange for his own feelings. And he backed down only out of guilt for her. She knows all of this. In fact, she was far more intelligent than he imagined. Although he never admitted it.

"Wan'er. Actually, you're good. Even if I don't accept you. It doesn't mean you're not good. ”

Such words can come out of the mouth of Marquis Shen. It's like the sun coming out of the west. But Yan Qingwan smiled. She said the moment he pushed open the door, "Zeye." Actually, I'm fine. The winner in the relationship. It's not about how good that person is. but in the hearts of those who love him. She is the best. ”

Hear her say that. Shen Zeye suddenly realized in his heart. In fact, she never needed to be taken care of as much as he saw it. She is not a flower in a greenhouse. It's a tough cactus.