Chapter 352: The Beginning of Trouble
"Have you ever thought that they are children that you have witnessed grow up with, and that you have ever hesitated to watch them grow up step by step? Have you ever thought about stopping it?! ”
Ling Hao's eyes flashed for a moment of dodge, he slowly turned his head to look at Jin Ge and Huan Sheng standing here, and in just a moment, he turned back and said coldly: "I gave them life, gave them life." ”
"You're really wrong again, you didn't give them life, you just changed their fate. It is their destiny to be born into this world, and it is their own willingness to come into this world. The dog begged earnestly, as if advising a lost child: "The newborn baby is really innocent, how can you do it?" Not to mention your own blood relatives! You have already hurt one generation, and will you harm the next? Do you feel good when you see your beloved child being tortured?! The things I studied back then were selfish and dehumanizing, and I didn't try it myself, but I have paid the price for it, so why do you ...... it?"
The words of the dog beggar echoed in Ling Hao's mind for a long time, lingering.
How did he say no? I have loved Jin Ge since I was a child, and the kind of love that transcends my own flesh and blood, is it because of guilt? Is it atonement?! For so many years, he has also secretly observed Huan Sheng silently, and often heard good stories about Huan Sheng and Wen Su, how excellent the two children are, pinning everyone's hopes.
But no one knows, but they also pin on his sins.
He was destined to plan his life before he was born.
Seeing that Ling Hao was a little distracted, the dog begged and said, "Could it be that for so many years, you have never put your true feelings into account, just for your own selfish desires?" ”
Ling Hao flashed a trace of emotion, the past flickered in front of his eyes, the soft whispers of his wife and children, the happy smiles of Jin Ge, and the innocent and pure eyes of the baby......
He smiled bitterly silently, the matter has come to this, what is the way back?! immediately covered his face and said coldly: "Yes, how can I have any true feelings, I have been cold and dead as early as twenty years ago, I have long been a ruthless person, what other true feelings can I speak of, it is the cruel world that ruthlessly deprives me." ”
For his obsession, the dog beggar suddenly lost his words and went around in circles, it was precisely because he couldn't get out of this obsession that he was so persistent, obsessed with wanting to redeem and want to change, but the things in this world, gone, how can he pay it back?
If he can't wake up and get out of his obsession, no one can save him from the abyss.
It seemed that these words had stirred up the pain and hatred in his heart, and made him linger all other emotions, leaving only hideous. After that, Ling Hao suddenly turned around and looked at Jin Ge, this is the first time for so long, he, and she, have mustered up the courage to look at each other, and they are also naked to face the bloody truth, and the heart-tearing pain is becoming clearer and deeper in this pair of eyes.
"Jin Ge."
Hearing the familiar voice calling out her name, Jin Ge couldn't help but shake her body, the tears on her face had not dried, and her eyes that had always been clear looked at him blankly, as if they were covered with a layer of gray mist, making her doubt the world in her eyes.
"Jinge, you should have known it a long time ago, but you are still a child, or that ignorant child, after so many years, watching you grow up little by little, whether you are stubborn or well-behaved, your eyes have never changed. You hate me, you don't have to be your uncle, I don't deserve this uncle all along. ”
Although he knew these words, he was pale and weak, but Ling Hao still wanted to finish, he knew that he could not be forgiven after he finished doing this, and at this time, he had never thought about the consequences. Succeed? Fail? What are the consequences? He didn't think about it......
It seems that after so many years, he has become accustomed to it, and such thoughts have taken root in his mind and life.
"I'm the one who, since you were born, growing up, using you, framing you, designing you, and those around you, for so long. Don't hate your brother Ling anymore, he was also forced by me, you hate me...... But I hope you don't hate. ”
This sentence shook the hearts of those present like a strong wind. Huan Sheng couldn't help frowning, he saw hope and sparks in Ling Hao's eyes, such sparks were familiar to him, and that kind of pity and intolerance was what he could understand and experience best, which showed that Ling Hao cherished Jinge's pure and pure heart, he didn't want her to be changed and tortured by hatred, and he didn't want her to suffer because of these things......
Could he ......
Huan Sheng squirmed his lips and looked at Jin Ge on the side, hesitating, but Ling Hao on the other side did not stop talking, he continued to talk about the past.
"You are a timid child, like your mother, you are afraid of the truth and always run away. If you had Liu Huansheng's courage and strong endurance, you would have been able to understand the truth a long time ago, but you never did. ”
Listening to these words, Jin Ge was like a puppet, motionless, letting the past situations come like a wave, but it couldn't calm down and make her unable to see clearly.
"When your mother married your father, I personally sent her on a sedan chair, and traveled a long way from the Ling family to Yuzhou City, watching her step into the gate of the Xue family, that road, after two days, I hope to be slower. Your father didn't break his promise, he was very good to your mother, but a few years later, your mother still didn't get pregnant with a child, which became her regret. I told her, but sent the temple to beg for a begging, where the temple of the child is famous for its miracles, asking for a noose, and the middle decided to give birth to a boy and a girl, from the pool...... Hehe......" Ling Hao said, smiling suddenly, but couldn't tell whether his smile was bitter or sneering, "I hope she can give birth to a daughter." It's just that I didn't expect to knock down the mud doll on the case, so by mistake, it turned the doll yin and yang upside down, but the two families just got in the set, but no one knew. Isn't this providential? Not a mercy from above? Not a twist of fate? God help me. ”
Ling Hao learned these truths over the years, and slowly guessed them, who could know that the child was born with a soul exchange? What's more, it's Huan Sheng and Jin Ge themselves.
Huan Sheng remembered the past when he returned to the temple of sending children, and the old master said, it turned out that all this was like this, and the so-called artificial change of life started here.
The destiny is established, and it conforms to the destiny of heaven.
Huan Sheng is right, it is not that they were born in the Xue Liu family that they were spared so many disasters, but because they were born in the Xue Liu family, they had this fateful accident.
But from beginning to end, he never thought of obeying the destiny of heaven.
In fact, all Ling Hao wanted was a pair of children.
"You were born in the meridian hour, when the pole is yang and yin, and it is also due to my established destiny for you, but because the Tao is still shallow, there are only three children born in Yuzhou City that year."
Jin Ge and Huan Sheng, Wen Su.
A pair of locks, a key.
"When you were eight years old, your bones gradually became stronger, so I took you up to Lianmeng Mountain. I just wanted to test your physique, but I didn't expect you to be naughty and fall into the lotus pond. That pool is full of countless toxins refined in the mountains, and you miraculously withstood those poisons. ”
How could Ling Hao not know that that evil hand did not reach out after all, and did not have the courage to push it to a child, although he persecuted him, but he, the son he knew very well, could not do it.
"Since you fell into the lotus pond and survived, you have completely become my weapon, I did it to feed you countless poisons, and it was also my idea to use you to raise Gu, I forced Mo'er to do it, and he was unwilling in his heart; It all started with me, and I was the one who took your child. ”
These words penetrated Jinge's ears little by little, eroding her heart.
Speaking of 'Mo'er', a trace of pity flashed in Ling Hao's eyes, and he had never shown such a look for a long, long time.
Such a look was seen in the eyes of Ling Mo, who was standing at the door and had never appeared, he could only clench his fists silently, and even breathe in distress.
Jin Ge only then understood that this was the case, no wonder the female Gu was about to break out of her body, Ling Mo told her that there was no way to save her, because even he didn't know it, he was tortured at that time, struggling, tangled and contradictory.
Ling Hao is also such a struggling and contradictory person.
The torment of good and evil, right and wrong, made him struggle and contradictory incomparably, but he was numb and didn't know the depths of his heart.
"I thought about letting Mo'er marry you, as long as I could achieve my goal, but he ...... I don't want to, and you are the yin body and yang soul, and Liu Huan is born yin and yang yin and yang are reversed, but it is the best body, if the two of you can be used by me at the same time, it will be even more wishful. Ling Hao said, as if he sighed from his heart, he must have softened his heart, although he didn't want to admit it, but he thought about keeping the innocent, that was the evidence.
After a short silence, his voice resounded in this space filled with smoke and dust, and continued: "Since the beginning of birth, I have locked the life of the two of you, but Liu Huansheng is too stubborn, always struggling and destroying, so that I have to constantly find ways to do it, and I can't even do it. Finally, at the end, I could cast a spell to design the Yin Ghost Accumulation Birth, and I saw hope again. You have loved to eat the snacks I gave you since you were a child, but you don't know that every time I send you food, you put talisman ashes into it, and invade your soul little by little, and eventually you will be completely controlled by me, even ignorant of cold and warmth, completely unconscious, and can give birth to a natural child smoothly. ”
At that time, everyone was cold, and their minds were shocked in disbelief, and they were even curious about the secrets in between.
Huan Sheng suddenly remembered that night in the Tangli Courtyard of Lingxian Villa, why did Jin Ge walk alone in the courtyard, and the wind blew off his clothes and did not react, fortunately he woke up and interrupted Jin Ge and made her wake up, and in the night, he saw that figure, but he was afraid that he had eaten something, or something he had hit, and he drank the herbal tea to wake up.
"If it weren't for Mo'er's many blockades, you wouldn't have been born prematurely, I had already calculated your fate, but he was disturbed from time to time." Ling Hao said, as if an inexplicable emotion overflowed in his heart, he didn't talk about it again, then slowed down his tone, looked at Huan Sheng and said slowly: "I really underestimated Liu Huansheng, he can really change his life, he constantly destroys plans, fights and changes, and even uses Mo'er, and in the end, even Mo'er is with him and secretly helps him." ”