Chapter 181: Look at me

The next day, Shen You stayed awake all night. He handed over the report last night, and the discipline in the army was very strict, including who fired the gun and how many shots were fired, and all the words must be truthfully reported, so when Shen You typed the report, it was already dawn.

At six o'clock in the morning, he went out of the study, and as he passed the bedroom, he paused for a few seconds before choosing to open the door and enter.

The heating in the room is on, and the temperature difference with the outside temperature is formed, causing the windows to fog up, and you can't see the scenery outside the window.

The room was quiet, Shen You walked to the side of the bed with light steps, and saw Su Yan sleeping sideways in the big bed, breathing evenly.

Shen You walked to the side of the bed and raised his hand to pull the quilt for her.

He stood by the bedside and looked at her.

Her cheeks were much thinner, her face was pale and bloodless, and her figure looked very thin.

Last night, Chen Zhen kept calling back to report, not to mention Lin Gui, they hadn't even found the specific location of Lin Gui's fall off the cliff.

The mountains and forests are too large and rugged, and no one knows where Lin Gui was thrown in the process of falling.

Shen You asked them to continue looking for it and report back when there was a situation.

After that, every half hour, Shen You would go into the room to see Su Yan.

It wasn't until 8 o'clock that he heard Su Yan suddenly screaming in the room, and he immediately rushed up!

When I opened the door, I saw Su Yan sitting on the big bed with his hands against his head, looking very painful!

He immediately ran to the side of the bed and grabbed her hands tightly to prevent her from scratching herself: "Little smoke, little smoke." ”

He called her name, but she was unmoved.

His face was full of horror and he couldn't speak.

He tried to hug her, but she pushed him away.

His hands turned to hold her face, making her look up at herself: "Xiaoyan, look at me, I'm Shen You." ”

Su Yan's eyes suddenly flowed out a drop of eyes, and smashed on the back of Shen You's hand, she moved her lips, and it took a long time before she spit out: "Dead." She lifted her right hand, which had been clenched into a fist, and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand.

Shen You hurriedly wiped away the tears for her with his thumb and fingertips, and said while wiping: "Shen You is not dead, you have always been by your side, be brave, stand up and see if I am okay." ”

Su Yan sniffed and looked up, his eyes full of blank expression.

She could feel that the man in front of her was very gentle and kind to her, but who was he?

Seeing that she was looking at him with an unfamiliar look, Shen You didn't force her to be strong, and after that, Su Yan lay down again under his comfort.

Until noon, Shen You took her down for lunch, he wanted her to familiarize herself with everything as soon as possible, so he refused the suggestion that the maid should bring it to her.

He wanted her to grow up quickly.

And Su Yan didn't seem to resist him as much as he did at the beginning.

It's just that in just one night, she seemed to have relaxed her vigilance against him, and realizing this change in hers, Shen You inexplicably felt a little happy in her heart.

In the restaurant, Shen You sat next to Su Yan, they ate rice, but what Su Yan boiled was lean porridge to facilitate her eating.

At the dining table, Shen You handed her a spoon, and Su Yan took it, but the way she held the spoon was completely wrong, Shen You had no choice but to take the spoon in her hand, hold it in front of her eyes with the correct posture, and asked, "Do you understand?" ”

Su Yan looked at him and shook his head gently.

Shen You didn't show a hint of impatience, and re-demonstrated: "This time." ”

Su Yan nodded.

After that, Shen You shoved the spoon into her hand.

Su Yan stared at the spoon in her hand, and after turning it around, she used the method that Shen You taught her just now to hold it accurately.

Shen You smiled, looking pleased.

When Shen's mother saw such a scene, she only felt that her nose was a little sour. But she didn't want to add to Shen You's burden, until the sourness in her nose faded, Shen's mother walked to the dining table: "Oh, it seems that there is a little girl in the family." ”

"That's right, looking at the young master like this, the little young master and the little young lady will definitely be very happy in the future." The maid brought a bowl of rice to Shen's mother, and when she saw this scene, she could only say something festive.

Shen You took some food and put it in Su Yan's spoon, and it wasn't until he watched her eat it that he rarely teased himself: "I'm happy to be a father now." ”

Su Yan ate slowly, and Shen You sat next to her all the time to accompany her.

When Su Yan finished drinking half of the porridge, he took a tissue and handed it to her, Su Yan took it, and his small face showed the same blank expression as always.

Shen You smiled helplessly, so he had to reach out and take out a tissue again, and wipe it on his lips: "So? ”

Su Yan nodded.

When Shen You thought she understood, she stretched out her arm and wiped it with paper at the corner of his mouth, and asked as she wiped, "Like this?" ”

Shen You was stunned for a moment, and turned his head away from looking at her.

It took a long time before he turned his head back to look at Su Yan, grabbed her hand holding the tissue and put it on her mouth, and said softly: "Fool, that's the case." ”

After eating, Shen You took Su Yan back to the room.

And when the servant was cleaning up the table, he saw the two tissues on the sheet, and suddenly felt that his eyes were a little wet. Just now, in the two or three seconds when Shen You didn't look at Su Yan, she clearly saw Shen You's eyes flush with red.

The maid raised her hand to wipe her eyes, hoping that the young lady would get better soon.

While Su Yan was taking a nap, Shen You stood in front of the wardrobe and rummaged through his clothes, planning to take a few sets and put them directly in the guest room, so as not to always walk around and disturb Su Yan.

Hearing the sound of rustling on the bed, Shen You was about to turn around, but with a bang, there was a sharp pain in his left arm!

Shen You turned around in pain, but what he saw was Su Yan holding a pistol in his hand, and there was still a trace of green smoke from the muzzle

And the gun was the one he kept in the drawer of his bedside table.

"Little smoke!" Shen's mother heard the gunshot downstairs just now, and thought it was her auditory hallucination, but it was too real, and she ran up uneasily, but what she saw was that Su Yan was holding a gun in his left hand, facing Shen You.

And she, with a calm face, seemed to have no idea what a dangerous thing she had just done.

Fortunately, her marksmanship was not accurate, but it only hit her arm, just in case, just in case, if she didn't happen to hit her heart next time.

Shen You covered his left arm and shook his head gently at Shen's mother who was standing at the door, signaling her not to shout like this, it would scare Su Yan.

"Xiaoyan, give me the gun, okay" Shen You tried to approach her.

Su Yan shook his head and took a step back, the gun was still held high, looking like he would shoot at any time.

Mother Shen was about to die when she stood by the door!

The left hand is the daughter-in-law and the right hand is the son, she really doesn't want to see such a scene at all!

"Little smoke? If you shoot like this, Shen You will be unhappy. Shen You had no choice but to put his name on the table again.

Although he knew that every time he said his name, she would cry.

Sure enough, Su Yan heard Shen You's name and moved his head, and Shen You knew that this was a reaction.

"Well, give it to me." Shen You stretched out his left hand and handed it to Su Yan.

Blood flowed down his arm, staining his left palm with a blinding red.

Su Yan stared at his red palm, and suddenly, she took two steps forward, and Shen You didn't know what she was going to do, so she kept her movements and stood still.

I saw her put the pistol in her pocket, and then lifted her white shirt to wipe the blood in her palm for him, her movements were a little impatient, Shen You saw this, and finally couldn't help it, and stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms.

It was the first time he dared to reach out and hug her for the first time after her illness.

She was quiet, obediently burying her face in his chest, and soon he felt a wet patch somewhere in his home clothes.

Ask for tickets

"Mom, what are you talking about?!" Shen You's left arm had been bandaged, and in the living room, he looked at Shen's mother with a somewhat unhappy tone.

"Hey, I'm not afraid you'll get hurt. At least someone in that place can watch her 24 hours a day, and then there are defenses to prevent her from hurting herself and others, and there are doctors here, why can't it. Shen's mother saw that Shen You was as stubborn as a cow, but after discussing it with him, he reacted so much, and knew that it was impossible for her son to accept her plan.

Mother Shen sighed: "And we can arrange a single room for Xiaoyan to separate her from the others, and it's okay for us to go to see her every day, isn't it." ”

"Mom, if you're worried about her danger, I'll take her back to live in a house in the city." Shen You was resolute, he would never send Su Yan to the hospital.

And where will a general psychiatric hospital treat this disease.

Shen You also asked people last night, and now there are two endings, one is that he grows up with her again like a child, this growth refers to the aspect of personality, and the other is to think about it for the better, and suddenly she suddenly broke her self-defense and walked out.

However, the latter requires a lot of willpower on the part of the patient to have a chance of success.

So Shen You doesn't have hope for the second one anymore, he is an atheist and doesn't think about illusory words like miracles.

What he wants now is to follow the first method to help Su Yan slowly build up everything that was broken, at least to teach her the daily skills of life.

"Mom didn't mean that, Mom was just worried about you!" Shen's mother frowned, Su Yan even did something to deal with Shen You with a gun, who knows if Su Yan can do anything else out of the ordinary, she just wants to send Su Yan to a safer place first and stay for a while, observe and then find a way.

Shen You groaned: "I've already put the gun away, and there are no sharp objects in the room, so it shouldn't be okay next." ”

"That's good, Mom is afraid that she will hurt herself. You just live here, what you said just now was just a suggestion from your mother, don't take it to heart, your mother doesn't dislike her. It's not that much of the turtle's grandson. Speaking of Lin Gui, Shen's mother suddenly remembered a very serious matter: "Have you found the whereabouts of the turtle grandson?" ”

Shen You shook his head, in fact, he was also wondering, did Lin Gui use other special methods to escape when he fell? Judging from the number of bullets in Lin Gui's body, he shouldn't have escaped very far.