(59) A dream of Nanke
The snow was falling one by one, but I didn't feel anything.
Why is there no feeling? It's going to be cold.
"Why don't you stand in the snow without a coat and just stand in the snow, won't it be cold?" A pair of warm arms suddenly slowly embraced me from behind.
Wrapped in your arms, that familiar feeling?!
I froze, turned around slowly, and then my eyes widened to see a face that was so familiar that it hurt my heart.
"Zhong ...... Ying......" voice instantly became hoarse, and I turned around and looked at him intently.
"Why are you staring so wide?" Dong Zhuo laughed.
I'm still stunned.
"What's wrong?" He lowered his head and gently rubbed the tip of my nose, and there was a tenderness in his eyes that could not be dissolved.
"Zhong Ying......" I opened my mouth, but it was as if I couldn't say anything except these two words.
"Well, hehe, don't scream, I won't forget the gift I should have given you......" he laughed, raising his hand into a fist.
I looked at his fist in a daze, and I couldn't get back to my senses.
Gift? He didn't forget the gift he should have given me! I knew, I knew, how could Dong Zhuo forget the gift he gave to Xiaoxiao......
"Guess, what will it be?" He smiled mysteriously.
"What?" Parroting, I looked up at him.
"Look." He slowly unfolded his hand and handed it to me.
In the palm of his hand is a puppet, he had given me a puppet before, but the one in front of him was not carved by me. It's a female doll, between her eyebrows, smiling, and seven points like me.
"What is this?"
"Daughter."
"What?"
"Our daughter, Dong Zhuo and Xiaoxiao's daughter......" Dong Zhuo laughed.
"Daughter?" I'm stunned, where is the daughter?
"Well, our child, I hope to be a daughter, to look like you, I will give her the best in the world, and make her more honorable than a princess." Dong Zhuo's expression said gently, "Why don't I name her?" ”
"Name?" I looked down and saw my belly bulging slightly.
"Well, what's it called? Lele? Is Lele good? Happy for a lifetime, mmmm. Dong Zhuo nodded again and again, as if the more he thought about it, the more satisfied he became.
"Zhong Ying really doesn't have the talent to choose a name." I subconsciously laughed, "You forced a messy name on me, and now you want to do the same?" ”
"Let's call it Lele, smile and Lele." Dong Zhuo smiled a little proudly.
"Am I dreaming?" looked at Dong Zhuo's pale brown eyes in a daze, and those eyes were full of happiness that was about to overflow. Lowering my voice, I spoke in a low voice, as if I would have a dream if I heard it higher, "If it's a dream, then never wake up." ”
With a slight pain in my abdomen, I suddenly opened my eyes.
What you see is the roof of the pastry shop.
"Lele!" Sitting up in a hurry, I raised my hand and pressed my abdomen.
"What's wrong?" Zhao Zilong rushed in, and when he saw me sitting on the bed in a good manner, he couldn't help but glance at me, "What's the name of a good ghost?" ”
My abdomen was flat, and I bowed my head slightly and tugged at the corners of my lips.
"Me...... I had a strange dream that I was pregnant......"
"And then?" Zhao Zilong was not very interested in politeness.
And then ...... I had a stomachache and woke up. "Tears that I thought were long gone, slowly slid down my cheeks.
"You slept until three o'clock in the morning, and you didn't even eat breakfast, you were hungry." Zhao Zilong complained very shamelessly.
In a rare way, I didn't talk back, and got up very uncharacteristically to wash and eat breakfast.
At the beginning of the snowfall, I lay on the windowsill and watched the sun melt the snow on the ground inch by inch......
Snow, stopped.
Gifts, only in my dreams.
I remember when I was a child in my hometown, my grandfather taught me to train a dog, to make a piece of bone to make a piece, to make a piece of bone to make a piece...... Over time, the puppy understood a truth, and he could eat bones if he made a move.
I heard that thing is called conditioning; I heard that humans are primates, and that set will not work for humans. However, I was saddened to find that I had a tendency to degenerate and return to my ancestors......
When it snows, get a gift; When it's snowing, take a gift...... Now it's snowing, why are there no gifts. It is said that snow is not cold, and snow is cold. Now, I'm really, so cold.
The snow on the opposite street had gradually melted, and the sound of horses' hooves could be heard in the distance.
I squinted and saw a man not far in front of me who was walking with his eyes closed, leading a red rabbit horse, in a groping way.
Lu Bu?
I was slightly shocked, what is he doing here?
"I saw her here this time, right?" Muttering to himself, Lu Bu tugged at the red rabbit horse, "That Diao Chan, we met here that day." ”
Turns out he's looking for me?
On that day, he had not yet regained his sight, so he did not know where he had come from, so he ...... He led the red rabbit horse and pretended to be blind so boring, just to find me?
But what is he looking for me?
"Do you smell it, it's the smell of rouge cake." Touching the red rabbit horse, Lu Bu closed his eyes and curled his lips.
The red rabbit horse neighed very much and agreed.
Lu Bu patted the red rabbit horse lightly, opened his eyes cautiously, and glanced around. Then, through the window, he saw me.
Looking at me steadily, his eyes lit up, he grinned, still a little boyish, standing in place, he waved at me: "Laugh ......"
Well? I raised my eyebrows.
"Diao Chan girl." Putting down his raised hand, Lu Bu raised his hand and coughed lightly, hiding the irrepressible joy between his eyebrows, leading the red rabbit horse to the window quickly, and bowing his head very politely.
I laughed, such a clumsy performance was really a small thing in front of me, should I be glad that his city was not deep enough? It's just that, in the face of him like this, I know what wishful thinking he is thinking about, but I can't even bear to blame.
It's just that since you know his wishful thinking, how can you let him succeed?
"Does this boy recognize the little girl?" There was a slight surprise in my eyes, and then I raised my sleeves to cover my mouth, as if I was shy, but in fact I hid the smile on my lips.
If the enemy does not move, I will not move, and when the enemy moves, I will move first, this is the royal way.
The joy in his eyes was shattered, and Lu Bu was immediately stunned and looked at me with a stunned expression.
The smile on my lips widened slightly, but it wasn't as you wished.
"You...... Don't recognize me? With a tense face, Lu Bu spoke softly.
"Perhaps...... I think I recognize it. I frowned, thinking for a moment.
"yes, yes, I knew that." Lu Bu nodded hurriedly and softened his complexion, "I went to Situ Mansion several times, but Wang Yun's old man hid you and didn't let me see you." ”
"But......" I bowed my head, looking timid.
"But what?" Taking a step forward and holding my cold hand on the windowsill, Lu Bu was so nervous that he forgot to breathe.
"The doctor said that I was depressed and had a serious illness, so I ...... I don't remember anything. Tears faintly spread over my eyes, and I said it pitifully.
"Depression?" Lu Bu froze in place, his eyes full of sorrow.
I stared blankly at the melting snow in the distance, looking like I was amnesiac, completely oblivious to the deep self-reproach and sorrow in his eyes.
"Xiaoxiao, I'm a little medicine pot! Don't remember? I'm Bongxian! Gripping my hand tightly, he was a little incoherent.
I thought he could last a little longer, but just like that, did he panic? Lowering my eyes, I gently withdrew my hand: "It hurts." ”
"Ruoruo." Guo Jia pushed the door in, "It's snowing outside, it's a little cold, close the window." ”
I smiled back.
Guo Jia noticed Lu Bu outside the window: "Hey, he ......"
"This boy says he knows me." One step ahead, I spoke.
Guo Jia glanced at me and said softly: "Well, this son's eyes were cured by you." ”
"That's right." Guo Jia, I really didn't hurt you in vain.
"Ruoruo? Why is she called Ruoruo? Lu Bu swept towards Guo Jia angrily, faintly hostile, "Who are you?" ”
"My brother." I hurriedly spoke.
Guo Jia smiled bitterly.
Slightly stunned, Lu Bu was furious: "Where is the younger brother?" Damn it! Why are you lying to her! What did you tell her? With anger on his face, Lu Bu jumped into the room and raised his hand to pick Guo Jia's collar.
Guo Jia stood in place with an innocent face, his thin body looked like he would fall down when the wind blew, and then look at Lu Bu's brave skills. Oh my God, it really angered him, and ten Guo Jia were pinched to death by him.
I secretly screamed that it was not good, and I was busy with righteousness and awe, and I blocked in front of Guo Jia with a sad and angry face: "You ungrateful, I healed your eyes, why do you want to take revenge and hurt my only brother......"
Guo Jia was completely speechless.
"Xiaoxiao, he's lying to you!" Lu Bu shouted angrily.
"Why did he lie to me?"
"How do I know!"
"That's it, the little girl has no money, no looks, but my younger brother is working hard to maintain this pastry shop, and he is even more careful with me, and he is thoughtful about food and clothing, what did he deceive me?" I said it calmly, with a faint sense of conscience.
Guo Jia held my hand and burst into tears.
was staging a drama of sister and brother love, but Lu Bu came over with a halberd: "Damn! ”
I looked up at Lu Bu and was silent.
"What about you...... Do you remember Dong Zhuo? Lu Bu finally spoke, a little unwilling, and his face was full of bitterness.
I lowered my eyes to hide the emotion between my brows.
"Even if you don't remember me, you always remember Dong Zhuo."
I saw Lu Bu clenching his fists, and his finger bones were slightly white. It must have hurt to say such a thing from his mouth. I bit my lip lightly and remained silent.
"Bastard!" Lu Bu was furious.
I was slightly stunned. Yes? Annoyed and angry?
"Bastard me!" Lu Bu yelled and slammed his fist on the door frame.
I was stunned for a moment, looking at the faint blood on his fist, my heart ached, and I hurriedly stepped forward to hug his fist to stop his self-harming behavior.
His fist was large, embedded deep into the doorframe, with sawdust piercing into the flesh.
Seeing me holding his fist, Lu Bu was slightly stunned, looked down at me, and then there was a faint expectation in his eyes: "You...... Remember me? ”
Pursing my lips, I didn't look into his eyes, and I was ruthless.
"If the door is broken, you have to pay for it." Gently blowing the sawdust off his fist, I took out a handkerchief from my sleeve and tied it for him, "Also, the parents of the body are affected by the skin, it is unfilial piety to waste it like this." ”
Lu Bu came back to his senses and grabbed my shoulder tightly: "Xiaoxiao, I was wrong, I shouldn't selfishly deny you, make you sad, and make you outcast." I was wrong, it's all my fault...... Please don't punish me like this......"
Such a deep sense of self-blame and sorrow, such a deep sense of powerlessness, reminds me of the night when he fell blind in my arms......
"You wait for me, I'll go to my father-in-law, I'll go to Dong Zhuo! I'll bring him to see you......" Let go of my shoulder, Lu Bu ran out.
"Lu Bu!" I hurriedly looked up and chased out the door.
Lu Bu had already flown on his horse and left all the way.