Chapter 175: Heavenly Destiny True Heart
Jin Ge spoke slowly, as if she wanted to say everything in her heart.
"When did you know that the two of us were reversed?"
Huan Sheng hadn't answered yet, and Jin Ge continued to talk to herself, she didn't seem to care about Huan Sheng's answer, because these were no longer important.
"It was Ling Mo who told me, I just knew, when I learned that you raised Gu for him, I was so scared, I have never been so afraid, I don't want you to die, I don't want to see you leave in front of my eyes......"
"As soon as I thought that you agreed to raise Gu for Ling Mo because of me, I was moved, sad, guilty, and blamed myself......"
"But I only know now that your transaction was calculated by you at the beginning, you can even guess Ling Mo's thoughts, I know that I don't know you at all, I thought you were the most amazing one among ordinary people, but you are becoming more and more difficult for me to see, and the mystery makes me feel more and more distant."
"Are you really amnesia?"
After saying this time, Jin Ge didn't say anything more, but was waiting for him to answer, she had doubts about this question before, and she wanted to know.
"Yes." Huan Sheng replied affirmatively, without the slightest hesitation, he really lost his memory, because of the devouring of the Gu queen, he lost his heart.
"When you promised him, did you know the consequences?"
Huan Sheng paused and said slowly: "I know...... Just ......"
Huan Sheng still had something to say, but was interrupted by Jin Ge.
She didn't continue the subject: "You know, I still think you're amazing, and the most surprising thing is that you can hide it from everyone. ”
While the two were talking, they had already walked to the door of Liufu, two lanterns were hanging under the eaves, gently swaying by the cool breeze, the dim light shone on the body, pulling a long figure, Jin Ge stopped his steps, looking at the plaque on the door and struggling.
Huan Sheng was slightly worried in his heart, would Jin Ge still go in? \t
I thought I saw the two of them through the crack in the door, and the door opened with a 'crunch' and was one person wide, only to see Ah Song and Tingzhu walking out of the door one after another.
"Young master, young lady, you are back, I thought things were not going well tonight, but fortunately, I heard the good news from the county government, and the old lady just put her mind at ease and went to rest, so the two of us stayed here to guard."
Listening to what Zhu Gang said, Ah Song saw Jin Ge's abnormality at a glance, it stands to reason that she should be the happiest one when this matter is over.
"Miss, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm tired." After all, he took the lead.
The two of them turned their eyes to Huan Sheng again, and seeing that Huan Sheng's face was not good, he didn't say anything, and went straight to the door, leaving the two of them looking at each other.
Jin Ge, who returned to the other garden, waited for Ah Song to call hot water, freshen up, and then took off his coat and lay on the bed. In the past, Huan Sheng went out early and returned late, and often did not return late at night, she was like this, lying on the bed alone, falling asleep slowly, and she was not used to it.
But Huan Sheng is very unaccustomed to this kind of Jin Ge, the more calm she is, the more worried he is.
Even if she beats and scolds him, questions him, or anger, it's better than such a dead silence.
At this time, it was already five watches, and it would not be long before dawn, and the entire Liufu had fallen into silence, only the bedroom of the other garden was still brightly lit.
In the past, it was often like this, it was silent, only in the bedroom of the other garden, and Jin Ge still kept a lamp for Huan Sheng.
But in the past, Huan Sheng would not be too late to return home.
Huan Sheng slowly walked to the side of the bed, looked at Jin Ge curled up on the bed, and approached cautiously, as if he was afraid of frightening her.
Looking at her appearance, Huan Sheng's hand that wanted to soothe her stretched out halfway and retracted it, only to feel that his heart was throbbing, what was he still insisting on, if he couldn't even take care of her, what was the point of the so-called good? What's the difference between himself and him, under the guise of being good for her, he is constantly hurting her.
Why don't you just tell her that it's up to her to judge whether things are good or bad.
"Jin Ge." Huan Sheng called her softly and sat on the edge of the bed, although Jin Ge did not move or respond, he knew that she was not asleep.
"I've known the abnormality of my body since I was a child, but I don't know where the soul of my body itself is, because the yin soul is too weak for my body, so I have a strong body since I was a child, but I often have an ethereal soul, so I also need to wear a jade pendant to calm the soul all the time."
"I think you feel the same way, your martial arts talent comes from itself, on the contrary to you, my body is born as a martial arts body, but the absorption of martial arts is insufficient, so I have a lot of difficulties in practicing martial arts, and the internal strength is taught by my grandfather since childhood, which is why I rarely practice martial arts, but my martial arts attainments are not shallow, but I can't show it from the outside."
"In the dark, there is a providence."
"Until I know you, I know that the person who has gone wrong with me is you, and I have found many ways to reverse yin and yang."
"I haven't figured out how to reverse it, but I've stumbled upon a secret in your body. When I was trapped in a cave deep in the mountains, I found that your blood burned the leaves, and it must be highly poisonous, and I left the hairband that I bandaged for you, which was stained with your blood, and as I expected, I didn't expect that there were countless poisons in your body, and I thought that someone had intentionally injected toxins into your body since childhood. ”
"Since there is a plan to use you for your purposes, then your blood must be the key, so I secretly noticed that after you were seriously injured by the arrow in Qiansong Village, someone came to spare your blood at night, I chased him to fight him, and he saw his face clearly, he really didn't beat me, but he said to trade with me with the highly toxic antidote on your body, as long as I help him raise Gu."
"I think you know who that person is."
Speaking of this, Huan Sheng clearly saw that Jin Ge had a slight movement.
"Ling Mo is right, I did calculate that he would mention this deal with me, and I also knew what the price would have to pay to raise Gu for him, but I still agreed to his request."
"I don't know what the use of him raising golden silkworms is highly poisonous, but I agreed to raise Gu because I want to reverse yin and yang."
When Jin Ge heard this, his heart still sank.
Reversing yin and yang, or for practice.
"Because there is a Gu queen in the body, the body's resistance is even weaker, the jade pendant left my body and caused me to lose part of my memory after being injured, one is the influence of the Gu queen, devouring the heart, and the other is because the soul suppression bead is separated from the body, the soul is ethereal, and the memory is damaged; So I really have amnesia. ”
I didn't lie to you......
Huan Sheng didn't say this, because although he didn't lie to her in this matter, he did lie to her and hide her in other things.
"Ling Mo once said that the birth of the two of us is a bargaining chip, and I know that the two of us have souls intertwined not by accident, but by premeditation, which means that we have been designed in a trap since we were children, but they are two chess pieces cultivated by others, if we want to change this fate, I can only keep trying to find a way to let the two of us change."
"I've tried to exchange souls, and you know, it's not the best policy; And your words sobered me up, you said that since you were a child, you knew that you were a daughter, and you couldn't become a man, what the two of us want to exchange is not souls, but yin and yang, and it is useless to exchange souls. ”
So how do you know about the exchange of yin and yang? Jin Ge thought to herself, but didn't make a sound.
"Grandpa once told me to be unlucky to protect my relatives, I only took him as a joke and had a bad idea, and later I learned that it was the way to reverse yin and yang."
"When we left the island, the dog beggar used internal strength to tell me that the soul of the living and the heart of the knowing are reversed, and the combination is life, and the division is dead, and the lock of life is untied, and the soul of yin and yang is reversed."
"The two of us are destined by providence, if we are together, we will live, and if we are separated, we will die."
Providence, so are you just doing it in accordance with Providence? After listening to this, Jin Ge did not let go at all, because this was not the source of depression in her heart.
After Huan Sheng finished speaking, he fell silent, he thought that what he should have said had been finished, and he should have solved all of Jinge's doubts, but the person on the bed did not move at all.
"Providence, you said that you will live three lifetimes, if I don't marry, is this also providence?"
After a period of cold silence, Jin Ge suddenly spoke up and asked lightly.
Seeing Jin Ge talking back to him, Huan Sheng's calm heart eased slightly, and he hesitated to think about her question, always feeling that Jin Ge couldn't want a general answer.
Therefore, Huan Sheng replied cautiously, and grasped it carelessly: "It is fate, I will not marry you." ”
Everything is predestined, but it is not your true heart.
Jin Ge thought, slowly sat up, turned to look at Huan Sheng, the sadness in her eyes stung Huan Sheng's eyes, and his heart was distressed.
"Actually, if I didn't have such hope in the first place, I wouldn't be so sad now."
Jin Ge slowly opened her mouth, and after that, she leaned over, hooked his head with both hands around Huan Sheng's neck, and raised her head to kiss the corner of his mouth gently.
Close your eyes and tears roll down your cheeks and down the corners of your mouth.
Huan Sheng hadn't reacted to the meaning of Jin Ge's words, and was suddenly confused by Jin Ge's initiative, he subconsciously leaned over her and kissed her.
There was a pain on his lips, Huan Sheng didn't say anything, Ren Jinge bit his lips hard, and the taste of blood instantly stimulated the taste buds of the two, and the sweet smell was mixed with the salty taste of tears.
As if sensing Jin Ge's sadness and despair, Huan Sheng raised his hand and hugged Jin Ge tightly in his arms and kissed her back.
After a long time, Jin Ge finally couldn't hold back her crying, she left Huan Sheng's lips and hugged him tightly, tears couldn't stop soaking into Huan Sheng's shoulders.
Listening to her crying, Huan Sheng's intuition was like a knife, he was in turmoil, and wanted to coax her and comfort her, but he was so flustered that he didn't know what to do, and he was speechless.
"Jin Ge, Jin Ge, don't ...... like this"
The more he heard Huan Sheng's words, the more sour Jin Ge's heart became, and she cried so much that she sobbed sadly.
"Jin Ge...... Don't cry...... Are you talking well, are you talking to me...... You feel sad, you blame me, you hate me, it's okay if you scold me and beat me, I must not hide, I will not hide, you don't cry...... Is it good ......?"
No matter what Huan Sheng said, the person in his arms couldn't stop crying, he raised his head to stop the wetness in his eyes, his hands and feet were at a loss, the sad cry made his brain unable to think clearly at the moment, he could only guess Jin Ge, where the sorrow came from.