When Chunxi thought that she had the opportunity to take the lead and arranged everything, an unexpected thing made her feel powerless.

A person may not care about his life or death, but watching a person die is more painful than dying himself. What's more, the person who left was nothing more than a child less than two years old.

Sitting in the courtyard in front of the dormitory, looking at the small fish in the fish pond, her eyes were empty and blank. The fish food was held tightly in her hand, and she did not notice that the fish in the pool were gathered around her seat.

Mu Hui stood far away, looking at her distressedly. Thinking about the thing that made her who she was made made even felt guilty.

But they could only watch it happen, and they couldn't do anything. Even, it's too late to stop.

The images of that day are constantly replaying in my mind, and I can't get rid of them.

Three days ago

Chunxi felt that since Rong Guiren gave birth to a new little brother, she didn't have time to take a look. It was easy to get free, and I picked up a lot of good things and went to Zhongcui Palace.

Watching Rong Guiren sit on the couch, gently shaking the cradle on the side. Chunxi suddenly stood still in front of the door, and her tears fell down. Such a scene, she also wants to have it.

"Little Lord." Shu Sleeve on her side looked at her, knowing that she must have remembered that her child was uncomfortable.

Chunxi turned his head to look at her, reached out to wipe the tears on his face, and smiled sadly: "This place is really not for tears." ”

Wiping away the tears from her cheeks, she smiled and walked inside.

"Sister Rong." She screamed softly, afraid that her louder voice would wake her sleeping child.

Rong Guiren raised his eyes that were immersed in that little face when he heard the voice, saw the person clearly, and also showed a smile.

Chun Xi took a few steps forward and looked at the child in the cradle who was sleeping with his eyes gently closed. A few bubbles also spit out from time to time in the small mouth.

"Why are you taking care of it yourself?" Chunxi asked.

Rong Guiren got up from the couch and put on his shoes and socks, and pulled Chunxi to the outside: "Let's talk outside." ”

Chunxi was pulled by Rong Guiren to sit down, only to hear her say: "The child is so young, I want to watch it myself, rest assured." ”

Hearing her say this, Chunxi immediately thought of her previous children, and her heart couldn't help but feel sour, the two of them had such similar experiences.

Now that the child is still young, he can find a reason to keep him by his side, and when he is a little older, he can't stay by his side to take care of him personally. This is also the rule of the palace, the elder brothers cannot be raised by their own mothers, most of them are raised by the head of the first palace or by the minister of the interior.

But now there are only two lords in the palace: Concubine Tong of Chengqian Palace and Concubine Wan of Yongshou Palace. Although Concubine Yun's position should also be yes, she lives with Concubine Wan, so it can't be counted.

Hui Guiren's little brother was taken away soon after he was born and handed over to the wife of the Minister of the Interior to raise him, and even Hui Guiren himself rarely saw him. Until not long ago, the little elder brother often walked around Yanxi Palace when he entered school.

In the past, the little brother born to Rong Guiren was not by his side, and he didn't watch it in person, and he could only take one last look when he died as a mother. That's why Rong Guiren is so sorry for his children now. While the child is still around, everything is done by himself.

Thinking of this, Chun Xi suddenly wondered: "Didn't my sister never suspect the reason for the premature death of the three little brothers?" ”

"Naturally, I doubted, but I couldn't find any flaws." Rong Guiren tensed his body, and the hands in his sleeves were clenched unconsciously, and he didn't even notice that his long nails were sinking into his palms. She paused, and then said: "I almost can't see the children since they were confined, and when I saw them, they were all fine, but when I couldn't see them, I really didn't know what happened to them." If every accident is an accident, then I am unlucky. ”

Looking at her uncomfortable appearance, Chunxi felt bad in her heart. suddenly remembered that when she was pregnant before, Xuan Ye promised to canonize her as a concubine as long as she gave birth to a prince, because she wanted her to have the ability to take care of the child.

For a moment, the whole room fell silent. Chunxi didn't know how to comfort her, but when she thought about it, she was also happy now, and immediately showed a smile: "Sister, now that the two little brothers are alive and well, I believe it will be fine." ”

"If someone really makes trouble, then I don't even have a chance to save them." Rong Guiren sighed.

Chunxi regretted why she had to talk to her about such a topic, which reminded her of those sad pasts. Do you have to envy the happiness of others if you are uncomfortable, and pull her to be uncomfortable together?

No, she's not. Chun Xi hurriedly changed the topic: "Sister, don't talk about this." Today I brought gadgets, all for the kids. ”

Chun Xi called out to Shu Sleeve outside the door and asked her to bring in the prepared gifts, but she couldn't hear an answer. I screamed several times in succession, but there was still no movement. Chunxi stood up curiously and walked out, but there was no one in front of the door.

Where did this man go? Chunxi looked around, but still didn't see Shu Sleeve, only the box used to put gifts in front of the door. Chun Xi picked up the box and turned around and entered the house, smiling at Rong Guiren embarrassedly: "I don't know where I went crazy." ”

Chun Xi opened the box, which contained a box full of children's clothes and supplies. Rong Guiren picked up one of them and glanced at it again.

"This is all prepared by me, and this one is specially prepared for my little brother." Chun Xi picked up a baby dress from the box.

Rong Guiren's heart warmed, this thing is newly made, and this material should have been rewarded by the emperor a few months ago. She actually made a dress for the child with her own hands, although the craftsmanship was not very good, but what kind of mood was she in at that time?

Looking at the sincerity of the smile on the corner of her mouth, she must have regarded this newborn child as her own child.

"I don't know how old the garment is to wear, it's all made of it. There is a lady in my palace named Fu'er, who does needlework well, but she doesn't know how big a child's clothes should be. This job is not good, and I hope my sister will not dislike it. ”

"No, it won't." Rong Guiren was so moved that he almost shed tears: "This size is suitable for a year old, so it's just right to wear it next year." ”

"Oh, that's so big." Chun Xi was annoyed, remembered something again, and said happily: "It's better to give the bigger one first, this small one, I'll go back and make a new one and send it." ”

Rong Guiren naturally knew that the older one in her mouth was her one-year-old little brother, whose name was Changsheng. Thinking that I have only met him a few times since I was pregnant, I haven't even been able to see him in the past two months because of childbirth and confinement. She sighed under her breath, "I may not have seen him in a long time. ”

But Chunxi stood up and walked out, walked a few steps and then turned back to her and said, "I'll go and carry him." ”

Since Rong Guiren was pregnant, Changsheng was taken away from Zhongcui Palace and has been raised by Concubine Shuhui of Shoukang Palace.

Chunxi didn't know why she was so ghostly that she wanted to bring the little brother over. Maybe I can't bear to see Rong Guiren's mother and son separated for too long, or maybe I want to see the clothes I made with my own hands on the child's body, so that she can feel the happiness of being a mother.

Chunxi walked very fast, Shu Sleeve had long since disappeared, and she was the only one walking on the palace road alone.

"Little Lord." On the way, I met Mu Hui, who had just come out of Cining Palace and wanted to go back.

"You go back first and see if Shu Sleeve also goes back." Earlier, I instructed Mu Hui to send the dim sum she made by herself to Cining Palace and Qianqing Palace, and she should have finished her work and wanted to go back.

"Where are you going, little master?" Mu Hui saw that she was in a hurry, and she also chased after her.

"You go find Shu Sleeve first." Chunxi commanded.

"What's wrong?" Mu Hui refused to leave, still following her.

"Just now I asked Shu Sleeve to go with me to Zhongcui Palace to visit Rong Guiren, but I didn't expect her to leave the gift box outside the door, but I didn't know where I went." Chun Xi explained.

Mu Hui felt bad when she heard it: "The little lord has asked the people of Zhongcui Palace?" ”

"Oops." Chunxi suddenly stopped: "I came out in a hurry, where did I think of getting here." ”

"Didn't the little master come out to find Shu Sleeve?" At first, Mu Hui thought that Chunxi was in such a hurry, and when she heard her say that Shu Sleeve was missing, she thought she was coming out to look for her.

"Naturally not. I came out to take little brother to see Sister Rong. Chunxi's face was full of remorse, why did he forget it.

"Then the slave and maid will look for it." Mu Hui said busily.

Chun Xi nodded, and was about to go separate from Mu Hui, but suddenly heard a scream. A cry of help followed.

"Over there." Mu Hui pointed to the small garden not far away.

Chunxi and Mu Hui hurriedly ran over to the source of the sound and stopped by a lotus pond in the small garden.

They all froze, looking at the scene in the pool, unable to take a step again. There seemed to be a thousand pounds on their feet, and they tried to struggle to move, but it seemed to be useless.

Looking at the pool, there was a small body, wearing a red spring dress, fluttering in the pool water, and there was a large blue shadow next to it.

After a while, the blue shadows grabbed the little red body and lifted it up. They swam to the case, and Chunxi finally breathed a sigh of relief and walked over with heavy steps.

"The nobles are auspicious."

Chun Xi didn't have time to pay attention to the palace maid and eunuch who knelt on the ground, and only looked at the little red body. At a glance, she knew that this was the immortality she was looking for.

"Look at him...... There is nothing to ......" The sharp voice crossed his ears, and the little eunuch who had just rescued people hurriedly reached out and touched the little nose.

A trembling voice replied, "Back to ...... Back to the little master...... Not...... It's out of gas...... It's out of gas. ”

She suddenly pulled them away like crazy, hugged the smaller body in her arms, and kept muttering, "No...... It couldn't be ......."

How can God be so cruel, she just made a dress for the child, and wanted to put it on for her own hands, why did she have to take him away.

The tears were out of control like a burst, and she hugged Changsheng tightly, refusing to let go no matter how the people around her screamed, as if this child was her own.

Mu Hui sat on the side, the scene just now was like an illusion, they watched such a weak child drown in the pool.