Chapter 198: It's Time to Say Goodbye to Her
"This is your house...... Fang Weiyu asked in a very small voice, "why am I here...... It's inconvenient, isn't it...... I still don't eat breakfast anymore, I ...... Let's go first...... "Fang Weiyu thought that she was in Yan Feifei's house, thinking that he was married or had a girlfriend or something, which would cause unnecessary trouble, so she just wanted to escape quickly.
Yan Feifei saw that she was hurriedly taking her bag and leaving, and said in a low voice: "I'm the only one at home, let's leave after eating......"
Fang Weiyu's hand holding the bag unconsciously loosened, "Oh......" she replied again, and sat down at the table obediently.
She mechanically picked up the bread on the table and wanted to gobble it up, but she didn't want to be scolded by Yan Feifei: "Go wash your hands first!" She quickly put down her bread and went to the bathroom in disgrace.
Entering the bathroom, Fang Weiyu closed the door and stood in front of the mirror in a daze, she pinched her face twice, thinking that she was dreaming! As a result, the pain in her heart woke her up, she wasn't dreaming, everything was real!
The door was pushed open from the outside, Fang Weiyu's nervous heart was about to jump out of her chest, she raised her eyes to look at Yan Feifei, he stood at the door and said unhurriedly: "The toothbrushes and cups there are all new, you can use them!" He closed the door again and turned to leave.
Fang Weiyu came back to her senses at this time, picked up a mouthwash cup and a toothbrush, and washed up. Now she can't control that beating heart no matter what she does, and she can't believe that she can get along with him like this again!
She returned to the table, reached for the bread and took a bite, then picked up the glass of milk and brought it to her mouth.
"Ah......h
Yan Feifei sat on the sofa and was about to tell her to be careful, but she didn't expect that she had already drunk it. He had to look down at the computer in front of him and pretend he didn't know anything.
Fang Weiyu covered her mouth and secretly glanced at him, glad that she was not noticed by him, so she ate cautiously again.
After eating breakfast, Fang Weiyu got up to leave.
"Aren't you going to work......" As soon as the words came out, Fang Weiyu couldn't wait to tear himself in half, and he didn't look at what time it was, obviously he got up too late and delayed his work time, and now he still asks him like this!
Fang Weiyu walked to the door and said, "I'm leaving...... Thank you yesterday......" She opened the door in a panic and fled.
The door was closed by her from the outside, Yan Feifei's eyes left the computer, and a heart scurried up and down in his chest, so that when she left, he didn't dare to get up to see her off.
He thought about it, what is there to give! He and she just happened to meet, and then he heroically saved the beauty once, and there was nothing else for the rest!
You can get a taxi or a bus when you go out of the street at the entrance of the community, and he doesn't need to send her, does he?
Yan Feifei sat on the sofa for a while, estimated that she had already gotten out of the elevator, got up and came to the window, and looked downstairs with her eyes.
After a while, Fang Weiyu's figure appeared downstairs, she walked very slowly, walked a few steps and looked back upstairs, Yan Feifei hurriedly hid behind the curtains.
Fang Weiyu looked at it for a long time, her neck was a little sore, and then she reluctantly left. Walking to the door of the community, she saw a few big characters on the stone tablet at the door: Jiahe Community. Those words were easily engraved into her heart.
Fang Weiyu left the Jiahe community top-heavy, crossed the street, and stood on the side of the road waiting for the bus.
Since Liu Zhenzhen knew that he was back on the day of her wedding, Fang Weiyu was inexplicably angry, she hoped that he could come to her, but everything about her had not changed, as if he had really walked out of her life.
How could she be willing? When I went to work, I was absent-minded, and I didn't want to go home after work, and I didn't even want to see Mao Ningke, so I avoided him every day.
The best way she could find herself was to drink heavily, and for days she went back in a royal drunkenness, not so much to relieve herself as to paralyze herself.
I didn't expect to bump into Yan Feifei last night! She couldn't help but wonder why he was there, how he had moved out on his own now, whether he was married or had a girlfriend or was single...... Her head was full of questions that plagued her and made her head hurt even more!
What she wanted to ask most was whether he was doing well in the past two years, and she wanted to tell him that she was not doing well, that she wanted to go to him, and that she wanted to be with him......
Thinking about it, tears couldn't help but snatch out of his eyes and run down his cheeks.
Fang Weiyu quickly wiped away her tears, forcibly suppressed the sentimentality in her heart, and comforted herself: "Now that I know where he lives, it's a big deal to be cheeky and stick to him!" She really hated herself for being so weak, in her relationship, she was not strong, she was only weak.
If I had been tougher and more resolute back then, maybe I would have been with him already! It's just that they were really too fragile at that time, and they were so troubled by their mother, and the fragile trust between them had long been wiped out.
Mao Ningke waited for Fang Weiyu stupidly downstairs in the company for a day, and saw Mao Ningke when Fang Weiyu left the company after getting off work in the evening.
She didn't refuse Mao Ningke's invitation, and when she met, she just said lightly: "I'm sorry to keep you waiting......"
Mao Ningke took her to a Western restaurant they frequented, and the two sat for a long time before Mao Ningke asked, "What's wrong with you lately, you seem to have been avoiding me!" ”
"He's back......" Fang Weiyu's simple words smashed into Mao Ningke's heart without warning, and he unconsciously clenched the cup.
"You mean Yan Feifei?" Mao Ningke asked nervously, he wanted to ask about Yan Feifei several times, but he just saw that Fang Weiyu's face was wrong, and every time the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back.
Fang Weiyu just nodded lightly and didn't say anything more. Mao Ningke was silent, and the oppressive atmosphere at the table suddenly swept over.
"Is it because of him that you've been avoiding me these days?" Mao Ningke's voice was trembling a little, and the moment he learned that Yan Feifei had returned, he felt that he must be out of play.
Today he was going to tell her all the things he had suppressed in his heart for a long time, and he was afraid that he would not have the opportunity to tell her again.
"Weiyu, we've only been together for a few months, but these months are precious to me, do you know how surprised I was when I saw that my blind date was you? I try my best to suppress the joy in my heart and get closer to you step by step! ”
"What kind of agreement did I propose that day boyfriend and girlfriend, in fact, that was my heart's real thoughts......"
Fang Weiyu stared at him with wide eyes when she heard this, "You ......" She only spit out one word and was speechless, what am I going to say, do I still have to question something? For a moment, she was stunned! She should have thought of Mao Ningke's thoughts about her in her heart, and she was stubbornly entangled with others for a few months, isn't she torturing Mao Ningke all her life?
At that moment, Fang Weiyu felt very guilty in her heart, and she didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at Mao Ningke.
"You don't have to doubt it, everything I'm saying now is true, I've been secretly determined since I met you again, this time I must explain my mind, Fang Weiyu, I like you!"
"In the past few years, no one has been able to walk into my heart like you, I know that you are the right person for me, I really like you......"
Mao Ningke said it was straightforward and undisguised, he stared at Fang Weiyu fixedly, wanting to know the answer from her immediately.
Fang Weiyu stiffened in her seat, she didn't speak for a long time, she didn't know whether to apologize or explain.
"Mao Ningke, I'...... I thought I was really just pretending to be a couple at the beginning, but I really had a lot less trouble with you in the past few months, and my mother didn't force me to go on a blind date anymore, and my life was really much more comfortable. ”
"I thought I could always paralyze myself like this, living a white-collar life that everyone envies on the surface, but in fact I am most afraid of the night, and I have to face those traumas and loneliness alone at night, the stronger the person on the surface, the smaller the heart, I am such a humble and small person."
"Two years ago, after he left, my whole life was hollowed out, no one could fill the gap in my heart, my dad put all his energy into work, and my parents had no choice but to try their best to force me to go on a blind date."
"I really planned to spend the rest of my life in such a panic, but he appeared at Liu Zhenzhen's wedding banquet, Xiao Yang told me that he came back before the Lantern Festival, and it was just an accident that I bumped into him that day."
"He hasn't contacted me since then, I can't help thinking about him every day, I want to go to him, but I'm very timid, after all, it was my mother who used such cruel means to force him away, and he was really sad to treat me like this."
"I really thought I was numb, but that day I just saw his back and I was in a mess! It turns out that all my paralysis is a label I put on myself, it's all my self-righteousness, and I've been deceiving myself......"
"I haven't seen you for a few days, I'm really avoiding you, I'm drunk every day, just last night I was also drunk, I was almost indecent by a gangster, it was he who saved me at the entrance of the royal family, and took me to his house, I woke up in the morning, we looked at each other without saying a word, no one said much, even if I left, he didn't say anything to me, I don't know how to face him now......"
Mao Ningke looked at her painful expression, and his heart also became uncomfortable.
"Don't say it, I know your decision, the person you have always pretended to be in your heart is Yan Feifei, he is rooted in your heart, although you have broken up in the past two years, you have not forgotten each other, he must be single now! Maybe he's waiting for you......"
"I'm telling you this today, I don't have to ask you to promise me to be my girlfriend, I just want you to know what I think in my heart, and I don't want you to embarrass you......"
Mao Ningke breathed a long sigh of relief, and the uncomfortable energy in his heart was relieved a lot with that breath, and it was time to say goodbye to her.