Chapter 52: Beauty in the Bone
Looking at his serious expression, I couldn't help but think of teasing.
"So, what if you don't let it?"
He looked helpless: "If you don't let it, you can only use the strong one." ”
As soon as the words fell, I felt the hand on my waist tighten, and he took me into his arms violently, bowed his head and kissed me on the lips.
This time, something is different, and it is different from the deep kiss a year ago.
The fierce and unfamiliar throbbing made me want to escape, but I was imprisoned in his arms and demanded it domineeringly.
I opened my eyes quietly, and I saw him squinting, his inky eyes stained with emotions I couldn't understand.
The four eyes are facing each other, and the atmosphere is somewhat subtle, but not annoying. Suddenly, looking at each other and smiling, he finally let go of me a little.
"You, why don't you close your eyes?"
Chu Nantang thought for a while and said, "No one stipulates that you have to close your eyes when kissing. ”
I snorted unconvinced: "Then I'll open my eyes next time!" ”
"Well......" Chu Nantang couldn't cry and laugh for a long time: "When you look at me so warmly during the kiss, it will make me unbearable, and I will be a little embarrassed." ”
"Chu Nantang! You...... What nonsense are you talking about? How did you learn from Bai Yiqing?! ”
Bastard. Will he be embarrassed?! When he was bad, he wasn't as gentle as he seemed.
Chu Nantang laughed lowly: "He calls me Grandpa, how can I learn from him?" Flirting is such a thing, which is about self-taught. ”
Why do I have the slightest urge to strangle him? Why do you want to talk about this kind of thing in a serious way without shame?
"You let go of me!" Pretending to be cold-faced, he said.
"Why is Madame angry?" He quickly examined himself: "Was the kiss just now uncomfortable?" Let's do it all over again. I'm going to do well this time. ”
"No, I'm going back to sleep!" I buried my head in his chest to prevent him from doing any more nonsense.
"Madame is tired?" He let go of me, a smile on his lips, and took my hand: "Then go back." ”
"Hmm......" I buried my head and didn't dare to look at him again, and there was still a little tangle in my heart.
He turned his head to look at me who was silent, and smiled: "Madame is thinking about what happened just now?" ”
Didn't think he would mention it? I only felt a hot face, and shook off his hand: "Chu Nantang, why are you so shameless?!" ”
"Uh......" He looked at me sulking at first, and then laughed heartily: "Madam, don't be angry, I'm not making fun of you." ”
"You're not making fun of you, what are you?"
"Madame is ashamed of such a thing?"
I nodded, taking a deep breath. He took my hand again and walked slowly towards home.
After I calmed down, I said, "Men love women, it's a matter of course, it's a normal thing." Confucius said, 'Men and women eat and drink, and people's great desires are saved'. So I didn't mean to make any fun of Madame just now. ”
After thinking about it, he felt that he was too sensitive and self-respecting, so he said, "I'm sorry Nantang, I ...... I'll get used to it later. ”
"Madame, take it easy." Chu Nantang turned his face away and snickered, then took a deep breath, turned his head and said seriously: "It's not a very deep question. ”
He seems to be frank and unrestrained in everything he does, and even this kind of thing is no exception, which makes me very envious.
He said, "You don't know, at that time, we were very early in marriage, and some women were married before they reached the age of marriage. There are also many children of official families who have followed a lot of maids and maids since childhood, and when you reach the age of thirteen or fourteen, those maid sisters or grandmothers will secretly stuff pamphlets for you. ”
I blinked and asked him, "What's the booklet?" ”
He smiled mysteriously: "It's the current little yellow book or picture." ”
I was stunned for a long time, looking incredulous: "You, you've seen this kind of thing too?" ”
He nodded frankly: "Yes." ”
Suddenly, my heart turned upside down, and I asked with some grievances: "You have also raised a lot of maid sisters around you since you were a child?" ”
He smiled: "I have raised ...... Hahahaha......"
"Chu Nantang!" This time I was really angry, thinking that he had lived such a debauched life a hundred years ago, and I really wanted to just leave him here and leave him alone!
"That being said, I have always followed Master to cultivate my life, or I have traveled abroad for many years, how can I have so much leisure and elegance? I've never been with any woman before I met you...... Talking about the wind and snow in this way. ”
Sometimes. I can't even understand what kind of person he is. The innocence under debauchery, the seriousness after uninhibitedness, and the unspoken death in free and easy......
Chu Nantang, what kind of person is he? But no matter what kind of person you are, I love it.
"Nantang, I only like you one."
He bowed his head and whispered in my ear, "You don't know how serious I am when I say do it all over again." ”
……
The wind is blowing, and the cold is broken. The person in front of him is like the bright moon in the world. I don't know how many lives have been exhausted before I can meet Chu Nantang?
"Before, someone asked me if I believed in the past and this life."
He raised his eyebrows slightly, and asked with a smile, "Do you believe it?" ”
"After I was with you, I believed. I think...... The existence of Zhang Lingsheng in this life may be to meet Chu Nantang. ”
"But how do I think, I have been up and down in the world for a hundred years, just to meet you, Zhang Lingsheng."
We looked at each other and smiled, clasped our fingers, and stepped on the moon.
After staying in my hometown for more than a month, I had to leave. Every time I leave, it's always very sad.
My grandmother is very old, but there is no one around to take care of her, and I feel very guilty. After knowing what I was thinking in my heart, the night before leaving, Chu Nantang said that someone wanted to bring me to meet.
At night, he took me to the courtyard, and I saw the old woman wrapped in a scarf.
Grandma blessed Chu Nantang: "Young Master Chu." ”
"Lingsheng, she is Granny Liu, when you are away, Granny Liu will appear to be a companion to grandma, and she will also help you take care of grandma."
"Young Master Chu, don't worry, my wife will definitely live up to her trust. Girl, you don't have to worry. Falling leaves return to their roots, birth, old age, sickness and death, all conform to the destiny of heaven, and no one can go against it. Just go with confidence! ”
The heart I was carrying was put down, and my eyes were sour: "Thank you, Granny Liu." ”
In fact, I don't know why I don't know, things like birth, old age, sickness and death, it's one thing to know, and it's another thing to really face it.
On the day she left, although her grandmother was reluctant, she was relieved. Saying the comforting words that used to comfort me.
I cried so much, thinking that in the end, I still let my grandmother comfort me, wiped away my tears, and in order to reassure my grandmother, I said: "Grandma, I will also take care of myself, and when the winter vacation comes, I will come back to see you." ”
Back in the city of the university, Bai Yiqing also followed, everything was a new beginning, looking for a house. Buying furniture, preparing for enrollment procedures, etc., has been extremely busy in the past half month.
Chu Nantang looked around the rented house, and said with a sad face: "Let's go first, wait for everything to stabilize, and then look for a house again." ”
"Bai Yiqing! Come and clean up! "I threw the rag at him, and it happened to be thrown in his face.
Bai Yiqing turned over and jumped up from the sofa: "Grandma, how can you throw this tattered thing full of bacteria on my handsome and invincible face?" It's unreasonable!! ”
Chu Nantang swept the ceiling for me with a spell, and glanced back at Bai Yiqing with disgust.
"You are lying on the sofa like your ancestors alone, is there any reason?"
"No, no reason! Grandfather. I'll do it! How can you be allowed to do such menial work? ”
Chu Nantang sneered: "No need, all the windows are handed over to you." ”
"No problem, I'll do it immediately!"
Seeing that he ran faster than a rabbit, I was a little puzzled: "Nantang, Xiaobai, only you can manage it." ”
"This guy, don't look at him with a scheming face, he is deep in thought." Chu Nantang had a penetrating expression.
"And what have you taught him lately?"
"I don't have time to pay attention to him, wait until he has mastered the previous spells."
Me: "......"
If you want to say that you are thoughtful, Bai Yiqing will be abused into scum in front of Chu Nantang, right?
In the midst of the busyness, I finally started my university life. Influenced by Chu Nantang, I chose the art department, imagining that one day I could be like him and paint beautiful Chinese paintings.
So, he became my best teacher, at that time people were more calm and persevering than modern people, they read through the Four Books and Five Classics, Lun poems, not just flip through it, it was really rote memorization.
Chu Nantang has a good memory. Most of them read it once, and after understanding the meaning, it was ingrained in their minds.
However, he said that after a long time, there are many things that he really can't really remember.
So most of the time, he would take me to the library and borrow a lot of books.
The librarian over there has become an acquaintance with me, and every time I borrow a book, I always admire: "Beauty, your speed of reading books is simply a learning machine!" ”
I smiled embarrassedly: "No, it's not me watching alone, it's actually me...... It's my boyfriend and he loves to learn. ”
Chu Nantang, who was standing on the side, raised his eyebrows and whispered: "Boyfriend ......"
On the university campus, there are also many couples who go in and out of pairs, in Chu Nantang's words, in front of the public, hugging and hugging, which is very eye-catching.
I almost didn't spurt out a mouthful of blood immediately: "Don't you often say don't look at indecent things, don't listen to indecent people, don't say indecent things?" What do you do looking at other people like this? ”
He smiled: "Learn to learn, a new atmosphere." ”
Suddenly, there was an urge to send him back to the ravine, and Mr. Chu, who was as immaculate as an immortal, became more and more depraved.
After my studies stabilized and I adapted to university life, more than half a year had passed, and I wondered if I should find a job.
"Looking for a job?" Chu Nantang raised his head from the book: "What job does Madam want to find?" ”
I pursed my lips and said, "I still owe Xiaobai a lot of money, so I have to find a job to pay it back." And it's only the first semester, and there is no financial resources. ”
"Is that so?" Chu Nantang suddenly realized.
I wiped a cold sweat, in the end, I was still a pampered young master, and I had never considered the issue of money.
"Well, I'm not very busy with my studies right now. It's good to find time to get a job. ”
"Isn't that tiring?" Chu Nantang put down the book in his hand and got up to ask.
"It's a little tired, but it's also fulfilling."
"If it's for fulfillment, I naturally won't stop Madame from doing it. But if it's for a living, it's really not necessary. My money is also my wife's, so I can use it. ”
In terms of self-esteem, there is some reluctance: "I get something for nothing, and my conscience is disturbed." ”
"Where is the talk of 'getting something for nothing'? Give you to me, I will give you everything, and it will be yours naturally. ”
There was a bit of demagogy in his voice, and I just felt a heat on my face and pushed him away a little.
He chuckled: "As for the money owed to Xiaobai, you don't have to pay it back." ”
"Not too ...... All right? ”
"What's wrong? I can forfeit any of his tuition. He had a point.
When he came back from class the next day, Chu Nantang should have mentioned money to Xiaobai, and Xiaobai took the lead in saying: "Grandma Zu, don't talk to me Bai Yiqing about money, isn't that too cheesy?" Don't worry, I'm content with such a cheap tuition! ”
Chu Nantang nodded, and praised Xiaobai for the first time: "Rotten wood can be carved." ”
After speaking, Bai Yiqing approached Chu Nantang flatteringly: "Grandpa, what kind of formation is that, why don't you teach me today?" ”
"What formation?" Chu Nantang thought about it and smiled slyly at him: "Wait until you come up with the name, and then come to me." ”
"It's not...... This ......" Bai Yiqing drooped his head and wanted to cry without tears: "Grandpa, you cheated me again!" ”
It may be that I have seen Xiaobai being pitted too many times, and I really can't bear it, so I reminded: "Seven steps of Qiankun Soul Locking Array." ”
Bai Yiqing clapped his hands excitedly: "Yes!" Seven Steps Qiankun Soul Locking Array!! Grandpa, I remember......"
After taking a bath, I saw Chu Nantang sitting leisurely on the piano case, stroking a song of mountains and flowing water.
The green smoke of the burning incense burner curled up, he was intoxicated, closed his eyes and listened, he was in a piece of green mountains and green water, flying waterfalls, gurgling and extending, full of artistic conception.
After listening to this song of mountains and flowing water, it seems that the whole person's soul has been washed again, and the body and mind are comfortable. He retracted his momentum, gently pressed the strings, took a deep breath, took the jade strip, and plucked the spices in the incense burner.
Turning his head and smiling at me, his eyebrows were picturesque, and it made people's hearts ripple. If a man is born so good-looking, won't he cause trouble in the world when he is alive?
I gasped hard, hurriedly withdrew my gaze, my body was a little hot, pulled over the quilt and pretended to sleep.
I don't know when, he drilled into the quilt and drilled out the trick.
"Madame......" I was startled when I heard his whispered call in my ears, and when I turned my head, I met his star-bright eyes.
Swallowed his saliva quietly and reached out to push him: "You, you go down." ”
"Where?" He took my hand and leaned over to press it: "Madam, let's do something interesting after a long night?" ”
His expression was serious and serious, I didn't know how to refuse, and when I hesitated, he didn't force it.
"Madame, don't you want to?"
This question, I panicked for a moment and stared at him worriedly: "I...... I'm not ready. ”
He thought for a while, sighed, rolled over and lay on one side, closed his eyes and said, "Then sleep." Madame good dreams. ”
"Eh......" I looked at him with a twist of my eyebrows, and I felt a little melancholy in my heart. It's not impossible, this kind of thing will inevitably be shy for the first time, he is usually not very strong?
It's not true, rejecting him, it's so obedient and serious.
"Then sleep!"
That night, I had a long dream, and I dreamed of those things in the Shen family's villa, and woke up screaming at the name of my sister-in-law.
"Madame, have a nightmare?"
Chu Nantang wiped the cold sweat on my head, and it was still gray outside the window at this time. I took a few breaths, hugged Chu Nantang, leaned on his arms and said, "I don't know if it's good?" ”
"Madame relaxes her heart, everyone has a fate, you can't stop it, you can't interfere, she has her own creation."
"How can I not be worried? Nantang, I have two relatives, and I don't want to lose them. ”
"Am I not your relative?" He asked rhetorically.
I looked at him with a low smile: "You are my love." ”
He looked serious, lowered his head and kissed my lips, the hand resting on his waist became tighter and tighter, and he bowed his head to my neck, his breath was a little heavy.
"Do you know that you're not a little girl, you're a little woman!"
There was some threat and forbearance in my tone, and I raised my hand and hugged him gently: "What's the difference?" ”
He said helplessly: "The difference is that when I saw you before, I thought you were innocent and cute, and I didn't have any thoughts in my arms." But now every time I look at you, I feel that you are tempting me all the time. But I can see it, but I can't eat it. ”
Who told you to look at the time when you are not serious, but you are such a gentleman in your bones? I'm not going to say anything, let's see how long you can endure it!
I gently pushed him away: "I can't sleep when I wake up, I'll get up first." ”
He sighed again, in the past few years of knowing him, he had not sighed as much in the past as in the past two days.
"Okay, I'm a little busy these days, so I won't accompany my wife to study."
I laughed, "Hmm. ”
Speaking of which, Chu Nantang has occasionally helped exorcise ghosts for most of the past half a year, and he is also very idle at home. Stroking the piano, reading a book, listening to music, occasionally drawing and writing, I don't know what he's going to start working on?
Life at school is very comfortable, but it's still the same as in high school, and the relationship with classmates is neither good nor bad.
Usually Chu Nantang will accompany me to class to study, but today I was suddenly not around, and I always couldn't help but look to the side, very unaccustomed.
"Hi, classmate."
When I was about to go back after packing up my textbooks, a girl stopped me.
"You, hello. Is there something wrong? ”
"Has anyone ever said that you are in good shape? Perfect for wearing cheongsam? ”
"Uh, no."
The girl pulled me and said, "Our fashion design department just wants to get a cheongsam sho, and there is a shortage of models like you, are you interested?" ”
"I, I'm usually a little busy, I'm sorry."
"Eh, classmate, don't be so unkind. I've finally found a suitable one, so I'll help, okay? ”
Unable to withstand her repeated begging and hard work, I sighed: "Okay, but I really haven't done any modeling, if not, I'll have to find someone else." ”
"No problem!!"
This girl's name is Yin Zhenzhen, she looks very delicate and cute, standing with her, I am a whole head taller than her.
"Mr. Zhang, how tall are you?"
"One meter six eight."
"So high! It's just right to wear high heels. Yin Zhenzhen sighed and said with envy: "It's good that I can grow as tall as you." ”
I laughed, "You're cute like that, too." ”
"Right? Just those stinky boys don't have vision! ”
Yoon Jin-jin brought me to their costume design department. I didn't expect that there were a few handsome guys, and four or five girls, who were also quite temperamental.
Yin Zhenzhen enthusiastically introduced me to them, and several people looked up at me hurriedly, and continued to busy with the work at hand.
"I said Yin Zhenzhen, are you blind or deaf?" One of the boys with curly hair looked up at me and said, "A model must be temperamental and sexy." ”
"It's always okay to dress up, and it's hard to find someone in such a short time."
"It would be nice if I could invite the school flower, and there will definitely be a lot of people who will come to see our sho!"
"Are you dreaming? Will the school flower take care of us? ”
"It's not impossible, it just depends on our Colonel Fu's cursive attitude, don't you rush over with a fart?"
The most handsome man among them glared at them a few times: "If you talk about this again, be careful that I turn my face!" ”
So everyone pursed their lips and silently rushed to the work in hand.
To be honest, they were the ones who brought me here, and now they are the ones who are talking coolly, although they don't care much, but they are still a little unhappy in their hearts.
Just as he was about to turn around and leave, suddenly Colonel Fu stepped forward with a smile on his face and said, "Classmate, you sit down first, and I'll pour you a glass of water." ”
Walked over to the water dispenser and poured a glass of water. While laughing, he said: "I've been too busy lately, these guys are angry, don't care." ”
I took the water he handed me and thanked him.
He shook hands and introduced himself: "Fu Jingzhe, may I ask your name......
"Zhang Lingsheng."
"Lingsheng? It's special, it sounds a bit like an old-time name. ”
This name was given by my grandmother, and it will inevitably look old.
"You're tall, put on high heels, and you're just right." Fu Jingzhe glanced at me.
Fu Jingzhe is very gentle, and when he feels that he is gentle, he is a bit like Chu Nantang, so he has a good impression of him.
"Lingsheng, I think this cheongsam suits you very well, can you give it a try?"
When Fu Jingzhe handed me one of the red silk long pendulum cheongsams, it caused a burst of exclamation.
When I was hesitating to take it, one of the girls rushed out and snatched the cheongsam away: "This is the finale of the catwalk, how can she wear it like this?" ”
"Why can't she wear it? And also just try, what if it's appropriate? ”
"I just can't say no!"
Fu Jingzhe took a deep breath: "She can't do it, who can?" ”
"Angel. Otherwise, Zheng Da Beauty in the Dance Department is better than her. Where is she good, she is covered in dirt and dirt! ”
I tightened the strap of my backpack and pouted, "Well, I have something to do, let's go first." In fact, it would be better to discuss this kind of thing like looking for a model first, it would be better. ”
When I went back, I still had a handful of flames in my stomach. Call me over, and you still say I'm dirt in front of me?!
After pouring a few glasses of water, it smoothed out.
At this time, I saw Bai Yiqing and Chu Nantang walking in from outside the door, and Chu Nantang saw at a glance that something was wrong with me.
"Madame doesn't seem to be in a good mood?"
"It's nothing, I've met a few unreasonable people."
Chu Nantang sighed: "Even Madame said that it was unreasonable, it must be really nonsense." ”
I pulled on my normal T-shirt and asked with difficulty, "Am I really dirty?" ”
Chu Nantang looked back at me in surprise: "Why did Madam say this?" ”
I briefly said what I encountered today, Chu Nantang smiled: "I see, the beauty is not in the skin, some vulgar eyes, how can you see the goodness of the lady?" ”