Volume 3 Edge Chapter 48 Sisters (3)
As soon as Han Ji walked around the corner, she saw Xue Mi looking at her with a sad face.
I wanted to bypass her, but I was stopped by Xue Mi, and I heard her almost choked voice: "Is it as they said, you approached the prince for revenge?" ”
Han Ji stood up and looked at Xue Mi, her delicate face had become a little dark because of her gaze. Looking at her, Han Ji suddenly smiled and said in a low voice, "From the moment I confirmed your identity, I had my purpose. The prince's matter is expected but very unexpected, whether I love him or not is not in my plan, I want to take revenge on you. I want you to get a taste of what it's like to lose something you care about. When I was born, like you, I was accompanied and pampered by my parents. I used to think that kind of family happiness could accompany me forever. But since your mother came into my sight, my world has changed.
Have you ever wondered what it is like to go from a young lady to a beggar on the streets? When hunger and cold are compelled and illness is compounded, what kind of torture is powerlessness? Every day I worry about eating and fighting, and I fight for survival. When I watched my mother being bullied and powerless to stop it, it hurt me. Everything I have today is what I worked hard to plan and manage. I could have worn these fame and money on my body since I was a child, and I was as comfortable as you. Like you, you can find a good family, you can marry in the media, and you can marry into the palace. But the truth is that if I don't work hard, I can only wait for death, and I can only be bullied and mocked.
I used to be carefree and had a reputation as a child prodigy, but the next decade made me lose it all. I lived humbly and painfully, endured. But at the same time, I got a lot. Without that difficult life, how could there be today's famous Han Ji?
I also want to live this life without pursuing it and not complaining, because it is enough for me to use my own efforts to get everything I want. But it backfired, I met you. Knowing that you will be Prince Yu's side Fujin, I want to go and see if that man is worth marrying. That happy life, whether it will really belong to you. And the man who should have belonged to me, after seeing me, will he really marry you? ”
Han Ji's voice was heartburning, and Xue Mi was extremely sad to hear it. She couldn't empathize, but she silently cried for her. If the two of them change their lives, will she be able to withstand the ten years of poverty and cold.
She has lived carefree for more than ten years, but the person in front of her has lived for so long in a way she can't even think about. She couldn't measure the sorrow and hatred, sorrow and anger in her heart, because she would never understand how difficult it was to live like that.
Han Ji stopped what she was about to say. Or, she didn't want to go on anymore. Xue Mi trembled for a long time before she asked again: "But since you already have feelings for the prince, why do you want to involve the prince of Nalan, why does the prince marry me now." ”
Han Ji smiled with her eyebrows, she raised the corners of her mouth and said playfully, "Because you are in love with Nalan Rongruo." ”
"What if I really fall in love with Nalan Rongruo, he doesn't love me." Xue Mi sighed, her feeble voice sounding so sad.
What a torment it is to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you.
"Yes, the person he loves is me, so he is willing to be used, what a stupid person." Han Ji's face was no longer smiling, her lowered eyes, a trace of melancholy flashed in her eyes, and her voice became even quieter.
Xue Mi was stunned, what did she say? Willingly being used?
Before she could open her mouth to ask, she heard Han Ji say, "Actually, Nalan Rongruo has nothing to do with you and me in the first place. But you fell in love with him, and he happened to fall in love with me. I used to want to grasp everything you love in the palm of my hand, make you miserable, make you feel some of my discomfort. But I have no intention of hurting an innocent person, he knows that I have no feelings for him, but he is willing to be by my side and be used by me to hurt you. But I didn't want this selfless person and me, a despicable person, to hurt the four of us. ”
"If you hate me and hate me, why don't you take revenge on me directly." Xue Mi could barely breathe, and her tears were falling like water. She couldn't imagine that the scene when she saw Nalan Rongruo with her a few months ago was so sweet and warm, but it was just to make her sad.
But what she saw was a happy Nalan Rongruo, and the gentleness between talking and laughing couldn't deceive people. She thought that Nalan Rongruo was happy, so she endured it no matter how uncomfortable it was. even married a man who had no feelings for himself.
Now, she knows that the warmth of that scene is fake. Even in those scenes, Nalan Rongruo's efforts were sincere, but this woman was just using him.
It's just that at this moment, she seems to understand why Nalan Rongruo is willing to pay for Han Ji willingly. Because by the side of the person you love, even if there is only a moment, even if that trace of tenderness is false, it is a precious happiness.
I have to say that Han Ji's plan was very successful, and she could hardly bear the pain when she saw her beloved hugging others. Although she knew that Nalan Rongruo's love would not be hers, she would still be painful when she saw that scene. She wept all night long, and no one could say anything. At this time, Fuquan suddenly appeared in front of her and asked her if it was time for their wedding.
After the pain of all kinds of torture, Xue Mi agreed.
She just hated, hated why she couldn't have known all this earlier, hated her powerlessness.
Han Ji raised her eyes to look at her and chuckled: "Everything is because of you, what should I do now?" ”
"Sister." Xue Mi suddenly screamed, and her heart-rending screams made Han Ji feel distressed.
"Whatever happened before, forget about it. Now Amma is known to you. You are the eldest sister, why should you and my sisters kill each other? Xue Mi said with a cry.
Han Ji snorted coldly: "You are wrong, in fact, I didn't hurt you anything." Although I have done a lot, it seems that it hurts you, and it does hurt you. But as a result, it has not changed, the person you marry is the person you want to marry. If you wait for the moment of marriage, there will be nothing to come. But you are unwilling to find a true love, and you want to get a relationship that does not belong to you. You're in love with a man you'll never be able to be with. Even if I don't do anything, you can't love the person you love. ”
"But at least, at least when you confess in the morning, it is likely that you will marry into the palace. In that case, you can still fall in love with the prince and marry him openly. Wouldn't you and I have the opportunity to marry the person you love? At the very least, I also have a chance to win the affection of Nalan Gongzi, right? Xue Mi looked at her helplessly, her expression very painful.
"Is this really possible?" Han Ji asked rhetorically: "It's too late to say anything now, where did you come from?" ”
"Sister." Xue Mi called her again, but this time, Han Ji was angry.
She yelled with hatred, "Don't call me that, I only have one sister." She is the imperial concubine of the Qing Dynasty and the concubine of today. She shared my ups and downs, through life and death. She understood my pain. You're not, you're not my sister, I don't have a sister like you. ”
After saying that, Han Ji turned around and left. Xue Mi's outstretched hand froze there, unable to pull anything. Tears were still falling from his pale face, and he couldn't say a word anymore.
Coming out of the small door in the backyard, Fuquan sat in the carriage that had already been prepared. When he saw her come out, he immediately stepped forward and saw her so lost.
"What's wrong?" He asked worriedly.
"Take me into the palace." At this hour, the gates of the palace were not yet locked, and it would have been too late to whip them up.
Fuquan didn't ask the reason, and drove in the direction of the Forbidden City in person.
The gate of Yikun Palace was about to be locked, and when Xiao Qinzi took the lock and wanted to close the door, she saw Han Ji's charming face appear in her eyes.
It's getting late, although it's okay to enter the palace, but the whole body is a man who can't enter the harem. Han Ji came to Yikun Palace alone, and on the way here, she was in a trance, and she didn't remember anyone she had met.
When Chunxi saw her, she was also taken aback and helped her to sit on the warm couch.
She didn't ask, she gently hugged her and comforted her. I've never seen Han Ji like this. She is so distressing.
I guessed what happened, and today's events had already been reported to the palace.
Chun Xi knows that the person she hasn't seen for many years, this is full of hatred and helplessness to meet, and it is really painful. Those gossips have stopped, but how to stop Han Ji's wounded heart now?
Han Ji gradually fell asleep in Chunxi's arms, put Han Ji on her bed with Mu Hui, twisted the quilt, and the two quietly walked to the outer room.
"Niangniang, I'm afraid today's incident will be a big blow to Lord Han." Mu Hui sighed: "For the sake of today, it is better to take this opportunity to resolve the contradictions between them." It's hard, but give it a try. ”
"What's the solution?" Chunxi looked at her, and Mu Hui whispered a few words in her ear.
After listening to Mu Hui's suggestion, Chun Xi also felt good. After suffering for so long, maybe take this opportunity to let Han Ji get everything she wanted justifiably, and those happiness may be able to bury her pain.
Mu Hui prepared the paper and ink, and Chun Xi raised the pen to write a large paragraph of text on it, and put it in an envelope and instructed: "You can do this yourself, and as soon as it dawns tomorrow, I will tell someone to send this letter out." ”
Mu Hui put away the letter and walked in with Chun Xi again.
Looking at Han Ji who was sleeping on the bed, Chun Xi sighed lightly: "In this way, I hope it can really be as we wish." It's just that I'm going to wronged others again. (Miyamen Chunxi.) /31/31987/)--
( Miyamen Ushi)