Chapter 173: Leaving for the sake of meeting
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After Su Xiaobai's words were finished, I was suddenly stunned, and suddenly understood Yan Luo's good intentions. The trapped ghost and the hostess have been with each other for the rest of their lives...... Yama is afraid that my identity will be revealed. Killed.
But why is he, let me say...... Jing Nai killed Feng Qing?
I don't understand, and I don't want to dwell on it anymore.
I don't want to get stuck in this game again. As long as I don't die, Ji Chen will be fine...... This sentence is absolutely true.
The hall was already filled with gunsmoke.
It's just that my tears, my everything, seem to be insignificant.
My tears were not enough to extinguish the smoke of this war, which they fought nine years ago, ten years ago, and more. Take 10,000 steps back, this is a war that belongs to Chi Chen, and I am still poisoned.
What qualifications do I have. What about questioning?
Over there, Chi Chen's blood-stained robe, and the hole in his heart was still dripping blood.
He squinted at the pair of charming eyes that captivated the country and the city, and his voice was cold: "Less nonsense, execution." β
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On that day, the blood stained the Buddha Hall; At that moment, I was able to deal with it indifferently.
Reading the list of victims from the beginning, Chi Chen stood in the hall without saying a word, and let it be disposed of.
When did he let it go? Weak?
Answer, for Jingnai, for Fengqing.
Or, just for Feng Qing.
Every victim that Chu Chu reads, Chi Chen has to suffer heartache.
How. He had already been broken by Master Yiheng, and he had no heart at the moment.
Those swords and clubs could only greet each other towards the holes in their hearts.
Sticks hit, blurred with flesh and blood.
Knives and guns spin, spinning with flesh.
And he never said a word.
I didn't count, and I can't count. I only look at him.
His body was shaking, first shaking, and then falling directly to the ground.
In the midst of the flesh and blood, he looked like a broken doll.
And the heart I gave to him finally died. In that empty heart, the swords, guns and sticks beat my heart. I used to think that Ah Qing was dead, and in time, as long as I tried to stay by his side. One day, he will be touched by me. Sure enough, God favored me to continue to follow him.
Can ...... now
I don't want to follow.
Not to mention that they have countless prosperity, just to say that my identity.
While it's still early, while it's still too late.
Frost, let's go.
Leave, don't struggle.
That's the best protection for him.
Because you are the master who will be killed.
Don't care, what Chi Chen, what poppy, what Jing Nai.
Don't ask, what rivers and lakes, what sects. What love.
It's really time for you to go.
It's justβ
I'm not reconciled.
I can't put it down.
Chi Chen is still being punished, those knives, guns and sticks are not long-eyed, and I can't see that he is okay, how can I leave. I don't know when, I was dragged back by a thousand faces, everyone was watching a play, looking at him, no one cared about him, Jing Nai still wanted to kill, what the hell is he insisting on......
I can't read him. Never understood.
But I wanted to take him home.
I thought, healing all the wounds on his body, that was the last thing I could do for him.
Finally, the voice of the original intention came over there-
"The execution is complete. 1,273 lives,?γ β
I bit my lower lip, nine years, one thousand two hundred and seventy-three, there should be far more than that, there are so many, all of them were saved by Chi Chen.
Su Xiaobai said: "I have a proposal, shake him under the pagoda, and take advantage of his injury ......."
"Daomen has no objections."
Lichen said indifferently, raising a cup of tea.
Chi Chen's throat, which was already a blur of flesh and blood on the ground, was also cut.
He looked up as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.
That face is full of knife edges, and there is no peerless elegance, nor is there a country or a city.
"Leave the dust!"
I couldn't help it anymore, Lichen raised his eyes to look at me, as if he was thinking about who I was, but he didn't think about it, he just said indifferently, "What's the matter?" β
I wanted to continue to say something, but I caught a glimpse of Momiji standing up,
"Now that the execution is complete, you can go."
As Momiji spoke, the man had already rushed to the front and picked up Chi Chen.
Suddenly, a wet cloud appeared on the red robe.
It's Ji Chen's blood.
"There is no such thing as taking advantage of people's danger in the order of rewarding good and punishing evil!" Hongye said that he hugged Chi Chen and walked to the door, I was stunned-
Is Momiji helping me?
I never thought that he would help me in the end.
However, in front of the door, it was tightly surrounded by Arhats.
Heaven and earth, without Buddhism to speak, there is no escape.
And Chi Chen-
It's time to fall asleep......
Even though his face was covered in blood, I could tell he was asleep.
If your heart is pulled up again, do you have to go it alone? If it weren't for me and Momiji, he would be ...... at this moment And what to do? I gritted my teeth, and there was one last weight.
Looking back, I look at my original intention. Chuxin had seen my clothes and human skin mask, and he knew it was me, but it was his child...... It's been public in the world, and I'm ...... It's just useless.
Who knows, Master Yiheng actually said coldly-
"One yard is one yard, but Buddhism is not a place to kill innocents indiscriminately. The rest of the masters, the merits and demerits are offset by each other, and the good and evil are equal. Green lantern, you can serve fasting dishes. The original intention. It's up to you to send these donors away......"
After Master Yiheng finished speaking, the original heart made a Buddhist salute, and said in a deep voice, "The original heart obeys orders", and the Arhats here got out of the way.
The beginning of the heart is coming this way.
And as soon as I heard about the food, everyone?? Leave.
"Don't eat, don't eat, this son still has something, go first." Su Xiaobai folded the fan;
The pet ran towards me quickly, "Little ...... That, you're ......."
Even if I changed my face, my voice couldn't change.
"I'm fine." I glanced at Liu Tongtong behind him, and I had made up my mind at the moment, but I was afraid that I would never be able to take care of others in the future, so I said: "Take good care of Tongtong for me." After saying that, he continued to walk towards the autumn leaves......
Towards Chi Chen.
Su Xiaobai jumped to my side, and his kung fu was not shallow, "Little brother, you are a little interesting, I remember your face." β
After he finished speaking, Thousand Faces fell on the other side of me, "I still have something to do, go first." β
The voice was Yan Luo is Qianmian who didn't want to guess, he jumped out, Su Xiaobai knocked the fan in his hand, "I wanted to race with Qianmian for a long time!" He said, like a race.
Two people??" "Jump away."
Disappear into the snow in the blink of an eye......
Over there, I saw Tang Men grabbing Pet Qian, and he seemed to want to explain something.
Probably because my expression was too indifferent, Tongtong rarely didn't bother me.
Chuxin and Qingyu came together.
In the blink of an eye, the owner of the door was gone.
I also got to Momiji.
"Give it to me."
The red leaves are not much taller than me, and when he heard this, he handed Chi Chen over. I hugged Chi Chen horizontally, and the princess hugged me.
I've been hugged by him so many times, and I'm leaving, and I should hug him again. Chi Chen's body is actually not heavy at all, he is very light and light, especially at this moment, there are white bones on his body, which are lighter than the dry zongzi.
Momiji looked at me worriedly.
Step by step, on the snow, I walked forward step by step.
It's okay, I'm here.
It's okay, I understand.
Since you can't get it in your life, it's better to give up early.
On that day, the heavy snow fluttered in Changbai Mountain.
I didn't speak, Momiji, Chuxin, and Light Feather, neither did the three of them.
My eyes were empty, and I was holding a bloody man. I just want to go home.
Chuxin drove the car.
I got into the car with Chi Chen in my arms expressionlessly, and when I closed the door, I saw the snow-white road stained red with blood. Suddenly remembered that a long time ago, the red leaves gave Chi Chen fifteen holes in his heart, and his proud face in the snow curtain was also snow and blood at that time......
No wonder he didn't react at all.
It turned out to be painful.
No wonder, he never let me die.
It turned out that something could really happen to him.
It's okay, I'm all self-inflicted.
He was probably scared of me.
Afraid that if I really commit suicide, he won't be able to help Jingnai, so he blindly gets used to me...... Memories are really naughty, and they will always take out their memories and slap themselves when they are inappropriate.
Then he said that he liked it for a long time, Longyang's fetish, is it fake?
I looked down at him, his bloody face furrowed.
Forget it, it doesn't matter if it's true or not.
Chi Chen's blood stained the car red, and I really wanted to find a grave for him to put him in, so that he could eat a zongzi to recover his body.
But he was asleep, unable to forage for food, so he had to dispel his thoughts.
But the good thing is that -
At this time, he at least ......
It belongs to me.
It's just me.
The atmosphere in the car was depressing, and Momiji was also sitting in the car.
The pet didn't follow.
When I returned to Jiangcheng, I finally spoke.
"What are you doing with me?"
My voice was faint, as if the wind had blown away. Momiji didn't hesitate at all, "I'm going to compensate you." β
"Compensate me?" I stood at the door of the house with Chi Chen in my arms and said directly: "You are being manipulated by Gu, how can you compensate for it." β
Momiji paused and said seriously: "It's also to compensate myself." β
"No, you didn't do anything wrong."
After I finished speaking, I pushed open the door and walked in, "You go, I'll be alone." β
I said as I carried Chi Chen into the door.
Fortunately it was a suburb and no one.
But I couldn't close the door, I hugged Chi Chen.
Momiji is still following, I don't have the heart to say anything, anyway, as long as he doesn't kill me, it doesn't matter.
The room is still in the same way.
I carried the Blood King all the way to the side of the bed and laid him lightly on the bed.
Suddenly, the bright red blood printed and dyed the sheets a red like poppies.
I went to close the door, but the autumn leaves were still there.
I didn't speak, and neither did he. I closed the door and he didn't say anything, but he was still outside.
I turned on the light to look for gauze, bandages and medicine, and it turned out that the medicine and bandages were not enough at all, and I had to go to him.
"Buy me bandages, the more the better."
When I finished speaking, I felt that my tone had changed.
At this moment, my heart has settled.
In the past, I was always afraid that Chi Chen would leave, or I would leave. I'm really leaving, it turns out that my heart can be so stable. Hongye didn't expect me to tell him, and after being stunned for a while, he ran out directly, the red robe was blown by the wind, and I remembered that Chi Chen was blown by the wind under the moon? Again and again in white shirts...... It's a damn memory.
I didn't dare to be alone with Chi Chen, so I thought about it and walked to the next room. I remember that Edogawa was here, and when I pushed the door, I was stunned.
Chi Chen, probably pulled out all the radishes in the radish field, and there were still radishes in the house.
Remembering his drunken confession, is that true?
I'm already a little skeptical.
Next to the radish was a plugged ice coffin, and in the coffin, Edogawa, slept with a pure face. I remember that I was still on this face, and I had drawn Wang Ba, and I picked up a radish and took a bite. At this moment, my heart is like stopping water, but suddenly tears flowed into a river.
This time was the most undignified and tragic time of my life, but it was also ...... The happiest time.
I thought about many, many things halfway through, but I didn't think about falling in love with Ji Chen.
I'm a person who doesn't like to talk, but I can say a lot for Ji Chen.
I don't blame Chi Chen. I blame myself. I dug a pit by myself, jumped down by myself, and now I can't climb up, and I don't complain anyone......
I cried silently while nibbling on the radish, so much so that when Momiji came, I stammered a little, "Buy, buy." β
"Well, do you eat turnips? It's spicy. β
Momiji was stunned, waved his hand, and then he seemed to see the Edogawa in the coffin-
"This! It's not ......"
From Lu Jiuzhong, I know that people in the Gu are conscious.
"It doesn't matter, at that time, Edogawa was already dead."
Momiji listened, and his voice was a little low, "Do you know, frost, that Gu poison, will magnify the dark side of people's hearts. It was you who I was going to kill...... But he's done blocking it for you. β
I hummed, took the gauze, threw away the turnip head, and walked out.
As he walked, he said, "I know, you don't need to explain, I understand." I don't blame you either. It's fate. β
"There are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't want it."
I sobbed as if the wind was blowing, shouting, and laughing in tears in the windβ
"There is wine today, drunk today, and tomorrow is sad. Hahahahaha......ha
"Frost."
Momiji was probably frightened by me, calling me by name but not speaking.
But I suddenly stopped: "Okay! Since you want to compensate me so much, then, I'll give you a task...... Even if you're done, you'll pay me back, even though you don't owe me anything at all. β
After I finished speaking, Momiji frowned: "Okay, but it's ......"
"No, no." I said and turned and walked into the house and closed the door. Purse your lips, close your eyes, and breathe deeply.
Take a four-month crush, it's really not as good as a hundred years,
In Chi Chen's heart, Aqing is already his wife.
I'm nothing......
I don't dare to dwell on their past now, I'm afraid of the truth. Looking back, Chi Chen was trembling all over the bed, after all, his heart was a mess, and there were accidental injuries in other places.
In short, there is no good piece of meat in the body.
It's the hardest body I've ever had in my life.
I sewed him stitch by stitch and didn't speak. As gently as he did when he put my mask on it.
Full of memories when I was sewing a needle -
First meeting.
He said that his name was "Edogawa", and asked me coldly, "What about Chi Chen", and I was very scared.
And then he kept washing my worldview. Let me know that there is still such a person in this world, decathlon, who can do anything. Or the owner of the poppy gate.
It's a pity that I didn't give birth to you.
I was born, and you have passed a thousand sails.
The first kiss, the first slow Gu, and the careful and ambiguous temptation again and again......
Laughing while sewing, tears falling while laughing.
The bandage completely mummified Ji Chen.
Last time, when he was stabbed ninety-seven times in the light feather gate, I was forced to put on him piece by piece because of the lack of gauze, this time, I finally wrapped it all, and the Buddha had a conscience, and he didn't break his descendants, otherwise I really don't know how to sew it.
By the time it was all done, the sun had risen very high.
It's glaring.
I'm not sleepy at all, I'm very clear in my head.
During this time, it was too sinking.
Now that I am suddenly awake, I feel as if I have seen through the red dust, and my stomach finally makes a call,
People are iron rice is steel, and I put rice in the rice cooker before sewing the needle. I went from night to dawn, and then I remembered the rice, and I was already hungry.
I first came out with the bloody sheets, burned them, and when I came back, when I went to uncover the pot, I suddenly laughed again.
"Hahaha!"
I'm not plugged in at all.
Hahaha...... My identity is doomed, just like this pot of rice.
That's fine.
I didn't eat it.
I turned around and went to find a pen and paper.
I have always felt that the words on writing are pretentious, but I have to leave something, and I always feel like an explanation for my time.
I've seen a lot of girls write to Han Qi in white blood.
In '08, blood books were very popular.
I bit my fingers and watched the blood come out, but I couldn't write the words.
After throwing away the notebook irritably, he turned his eyes and fell from the notebook with the "Ten Commandments" of Cangyang Gyatso.
I don't know how many years ago I wrote it to myself, but I have long forgotten it.
But looking at it again, all of a sudden, the tear ducts were disobedient, and the tears that had just dried came out again-
"First, it's better not to see each other, so that you don't fall in love. Second, it's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other. β
"Thirdly, it is better not to be together, so that you do not owe each other. Fourth, it is better not to cherish each other, so that you can not remember each other. β
"Fifth, it is better not to love each other, so that you can not abandon each other. Sixth, it is better not to be relative, so that we can not meet. β
"Seventh, it is better not to be wrong, so that there is no difference. Eighth, it is better not to allow each other, so that there can be no continuity. β
"The ninth is better not to be dependent on each other, so that they can not be close to each other. Tenth, it is better not to meet, so that we can not meet. β
"But if you have seen each other, you will know each other, and when you have not seen each other. Ande and Jun are absolutely anon, and they are exempt from teaching life and death to be lovesick. β
After writing this, I still feel that there are many, many things that I have not finished. The tips of my fingers were still bleeding, and I told myself that if five seconds after sucking the yun, it was still bleeding, I would continue......
One, two, three, four, five......
The fingers that were taken out were still bleeding.
I'll look at the time, there's still a moment...... Time, it's enough.
Look at Ji Chen on the bed again, anyway......
It's already shameless, I don't care.
If you start writing again, it's all hypocritical...... By the time I had finished speaking, my tears were already wet with my letters.
It's almost time for Ji Chen to wake up......
Outside the door, Momiji knocked on the door, urging me to leave.
I hastened to put the letter ...... Hung in front of Chi Chen.
Turned around and fled, still taking Edogawa with him.
When I went out, Momiji asked me, "Why don't you stay and see what he looks like when he sees the letter?" β
I finished writing the blood book and shook my head, "No, I've decided to put it down." β
When Momiji took me to the station, he said to me, "I will refine the Edogawa River in three months." β
I waved my hand and walked into the group, "Okay, I'll see you at the agreed location in three months." β
Before leaving Jiangcheng and getting on the bus, I went to pay most of my money to Yingying. Vertical and central co-planning.
That's a good girl.
In the future, I may not return to Jiangcheng unless necessary.
I signed up for a tour group to see the stop-and-go and look for a job.
Jiang Cheng has brought too many memories, both good and bad. I wore the mask given by a thousand faces, but it was also an aspect.
The car started, I looked at the sign at the entrance of Jiangcheng Expressway, pursed my lips, and the irrepressible sadness spread from the bottom of my heart, goodbye, Chi Chen.
In the car, there was an unknown English song, the melody was very beautiful, and the woman's voice was very sad.
There is a flattering girlfriend in the back seat, and then the kid who is selling English as a translator, is interpreting it to his girlfriend, I just heard it clearly, and my heart that has just calmed down for a short time is raised again.
In the lyrics, the young man at the end of the year translated a sentence to his girlfriend: "I never want to make you sad, I thought you would do the same for me." β
"Goodbye my unfulfilled lover, goodbye to my hopeless dreams, I try not to think about you, can you just fulfill me, goodbye, my unfortunate love, I have decided not to sink again, I know that you will break my heart, I try not to think about you, the picture stops, you kiss my lips as you leave......"
Behind me, the sound of kissing and saliva was already heard.
That's the real purpose, right?
I closed my eyes and pretended not to hear.
But I still love Chi Chen in my heart, and even the songs I hear feel that they are written for him, and Wang Ba is afraid that it is difficult to understand, but I believe that after a long time, I will always forget...... Yes, there will always be.
Thinking to myself, my eyes glancing uncontrollably at the screen, I bit my lower lip and took a serious look at English for the first time.
Write down those characters.
Imprinted in the mind-
(Lovers are not full). And the car shook suddenly.
It'sβ
Another robbery! οΌ
The car stopped suddenly, and several girls in the group screamed, and the car, which was originally peaceful, was suddenly disrupted.
Several men who were all prostitutes rushed up, shouting "hold your head" and "squat down" or something, I am not in the mood to meddle now, and I have no money on me.
It's just that I didn't expect that the robber man fell in love with the girl in my back seat at a glance.
"This little girl is good, big brother, give you a good time?"
After a fat black man with his sleeves rolled up and revealed a green dragon, the man next to him nodded in agreement.
It seems that that is the boss.
I don't think there are a few people who are no match for me, but I don't want to cause trouble.
This has just changed her face, and the beauty Chi Tomb: Wonderful
But what I didn't expect was-
I glanced at the boy who had just danced and inked.
This kind of time is the most emotionally tested.
The hot boy who just kissed has given up defending the girl, squatting in the crowd, and he doesn't dare to let a fart go. I cursed in my heart, and lowered my head expressionlessly, intending to make a move later.
Over there, the girls were crying and shouting "help", and I was in a bad mood, so I finally couldn't help it, stood up, and when those people were about to do something bad, Lisuo's sweeping leg and hook knocked them to the ground.
Everyone was surprised, I said, "Keep walking", and walked in the king's car, but what did I think, a car next to me suddenly stopped, "Come here." β
This sound! It's clearly ......
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