Chapter Eighty-Five: How I Feel About You
This sentence instantly made Song Xianji speechless.
"The situation was complicated, if I didn't do that, you would be very dangerous, the medicine they gave you was very harmful to your body, and of course this drug did react better than other drugs......"
Speaking of this, Xia Shanshan's face sank instantly, and there was a hot feeling, she couldn't help but reach out and slap Song Xianji, "Bastard...... Bastard ......"
Song Xianji didn't fight back, but took two steps back, letting her hand beat on herself, "No, you listen to me, you were drugged at that time, and that was a normal reaction of people, you were still ...... at the time"
"Shut up!" Xia Shanshan blushed, her face was full of embarrassment, she was completely unconscious at that time, who knew what the situation was like after being drugged, she pointed to his nose, gritted her teeth and threatened, "I'll tell you Song Xianji, if you dare to say this matter again, no matter who you say it to, see how I clean you up." ”
"I didn't mean to, you were bringing it up, and if I hadn't done that at the time, your life might have been in danger."
"The ghost believes you, you take advantage of people's danger, and ignore you?"
"I admit that I was wrong, but I was forced to do so." Song Xianji frowned, a dignified president, who was cleaned up by Xia Shanshan here like a little man.
"You know how you reacted at the time......" Song Xianji just wanted to say that her reaction at that time was very uncomfortable, probably because of the effect of the drug.
But after Xia Shanshan heard this, he beat him again, "Shut up, I told you, I'm not allowed to talk about this matter again." ”
"Okay, I won't say it, if you don't let me say it, I will never say it." He obediently agreed, although he was beaten hard by Xia Shanshan, but there was still a playful expression on his face, "Then do you still want to beat the child off?" ”
Xia Shanshan's expression instantly became serious, biting her lower lip slightly, she can't be sure about this matter now, in fact, she doesn't hate the child in her belly, the reason why she didn't want to stay before was because she didn't know who the child's father was.
But now that I know, let's not talk about whether Song Xianji was really excusable at that time, or simply took advantage of the danger, but overall, the good genes of the Song family are still quite good.
In addition, Song Xianji himself is a handsome guy, whether it is his figure, appearance, talent, etc., he is deeply satisfied with Xia Shanshan.
She squinted her eyes and looked Song Xianji up and down, as if admiring an object.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Song Xianji asked again, "Do you still want to beat the child?" ”
When she raised her eyes to look at him, she remembered Song Xianji's mother, "Are you planning for me to give birth to this child, and then give me a sum of money to take the child away from me?" And then you not only took me, but you also tried to steal my child. Treat me as a fertility tool, don't you? ”
He frowned instantly, "Impossible, I will never do this to you." ”
"But that's how your mother treated me, she still wants to give me a sum of money to let me get out of here after I have the rest of the children."
Xia Shanshan gave him a roll of his eyes, although he hesitated in his heart, he still preferred to beat the child out, after all, she didn't want to have anything to do with the Song family, and she was left with an illegitimate child, not to mention her good youth, and her reputation in the future was not very good.
But when she turned around and was about to leave, Song Xianji suddenly said, "I can marry you." ”
Xia Shanshan's footsteps froze instantly, as if he had heard the wrong words, and suddenly turned around, "What did you say?" ”
"I said, I can be responsible for you, for the child in your womb, I can marry you." He looked at her seriously and said without the slightest hesitation.
She blinked, and suddenly felt a little incredible, although she didn't hate Song Xianji, but in general, she didn't like him very much, because he had a hole in his brain, and he was not the kind of person with high IQ and high EQ that he admired.
"Why are you marrying me?" Xia Shanshan narrowed her eyes, she is the kind of person who pursues perfect love, although she did meet a scumbag before and made herself what she is now, but this does not mean that she has lost interest in love, and she will find someone to marry and have children for the rest of her life.
"Because of the child in your womb, I am responsible for you and him."
There is nothing wrong with his answer, as a man, if he can do what he does and be responsible, then he can be regarded as a good man with responsibility, but this is not the answer Xia Shanshan wants.
"I'm sorry, I refuse." She turned around to leave, Song Xianji chased after her, but she suddenly turned around and pointed at him with her index finger again, "Don't talk to me about this again, don't follow me again, I'll say one last time, this child is mine, no matter what, it's up to me to decide." ”
After saying that, she turned around and left here, but today's surgery was canceled by her.
In those days, Xia Shanshan fell into hesitation again, she began to wonder if she really wanted to kill this child, sometimes she would sit in her room, staring at her stomach in a daze for a long time.
When she thinks that this is a small life, he will talk and laugh in front of him in the future, and she will run and call her mother, she will feel like an executioner, trying to strangle this life.
Every time she thought about it, she felt very uncomfortable, she didn't know what other women would decide when they were single after they were pregnant with a child from a man they didn't like.
Maybe it was the best choice to kill the child, but she liked the child in her womb very much, at least now she knew who the child's father was.
But when I think that after the child is born, it is likely to be snatched away by the people of the Song family, and I will have to bear the name of an illegitimate child, and I may not even know who my biological father is, without fatherly love, is it also very unfair to him?
So these questions have always made Xia Shanshan hesitate.
But her stomach can't wait, and she has to make this decision as soon as possible.
After her father went abroad, Xia Shanshan has been managing her father's company, because she has taken over the company, so she is still familiar with some things, and many things need to be learned from assistants and company information.
In order not to disturb her father's recuperation, she worked overtime almost every day to read the company's information instead of disturbing her father.
This made her body begin to be a little unbearable, this day she worked overtime in the company, looking at some materials and a new project, she also wanted to take over the company, show her skills, so that her father completely assured that the company would be handed over to herself.
So she read a lot of information and felt that this project was very promising and planned to follow up.