I'm in a bad mood.,So sad.,Today because of writing a book and quarreling with my family.,I was scolded by my dad for not learning and not knowing.。。。

My family wanted me to learn English and programming in my spare time, and they all said that writing books was a no-brainer... I don't have to survive when I go to society in the future.

I'm afraid I can't update it today.,Because my dad is crazy.。。。 I'm afraid I'll have to update it secretly in the future.。。。

Alas, suddenly so confused, unwilling and don't know how to refute, the children of parents and colleagues have a skill, for example, a medical student can already go to the hospital to help, a student of finance and economics already has a small business on the Internet, a student who has even written a good program, a girl I admire is a real high-achieving student in a higher engineering school... They are real high-level intellectuals, not comparable to the goods of a third-rate university like me, and their future is destined to be as bright as the stars!

In contrast, I'm a piece of waste, only dreaming in the bed... Maybe my parents belong to the teacher class, go out to visit my parents' relatives and friends, the biggest feeling is that I can't hold my head up, the university is worse than others, I don't know anything about the world, and I don't know what to do with part-time jobs, except for an unattainable dream of becoming a god... It's a joke to say, and the nickname "Great Writer" that people give me is full of sarcasm and ridicule...

Are they biased against the profession of online writing?

No, what they said is right, it is too difficult and difficult to get out of writing online articles, and my parents are also for my good, they are thinking about me, but it is this that makes me feel the most unspeakably uncomfortable.

There's no other meaning in posting so much nonsense.,It's just uncomfortable.,I just want to say it.,Tomorrow I'll still be full of vitality and continue to update.,My writing won't end because of such a little blow.,I'm not a person who likes to give up.,At least now I don't have a girlfriend.,I don't have to face the helplessness of society.,At least now I can continue to dream.。。

At least my career as a writer hasn't lost hope.

Browsed through such a large amount of nonsense that I wrote.,Suddenly I feel like I'm really a young man who hasn't grown up and is immature.,It seems a little hypocritical.。。。

A few days ago, I watched a movie written and directed by Aamir Khan in India, called "Mysterious Superstar", and I was very moved when I watched it, a little girl who had nothing desperately pursued her dream and finally reached the pinnacle of life...

But thinking about the reality, I suddenly felt a kind of scary thinking like falling into an ice cave - people have a skill, so they bet everything to pursue their dreams, which is called "chasing dreams"!

If............ If someone who doesn't have the skills to do the same thing...... And what should it be called?