Chapter 222: It's so hard to survive
"No need." I shook my head: "I like to live alone, I can't be a human being after being a cat for a long time." ”
"Isn't it nice to be a cat?"
"I ...... Now I suddenly feel like it's back to the original, and I think it's good, it's quite new to me! ”
"Really?" Han Mingxuan still looked puzzled.
"Of course!" I nodded without doubt: "Don't look at me as a pot-bellied woman, but this belly doesn't have any effect!" I feel like life is suddenly full of fun! It's much more interesting than being inside the rift! ”
"Why? Isn't it your lifelong goal to be pampered by males for the rest of your life? ”
"I think so." I still nodded: "Who doesn't want to be pampered all the time?" But it's also a special thing that I can't help but do, I'm abandoned now! There's not much to do but sleep. Or just watch other women flick their tails in front of me, and their hearts are all blocked. ”
"yes, you're human. The human marriage system is different from the sexual system, and it is more difficult for you to accept the ...... of two women."
"So, I ran out. I'd rather leave him to play on my own than sleep at home all day and get angry, to be honest. When I go out to pay the water bill and pay the electricity bill, it actually feels better than sleeping at home. To be honest, even if he came to pick me up and told me why all this happened, I wouldn't follow him back. ”
"Why?" Han Mingxuan still didn't understand.
"Actually, you may not understand what I said, that is, I have been an animal for too long, and suddenly turned back into a human, and I feel that although I still have a collar around my neck, my people are free, and I haven't had this feeling of freedom for a long time, and I feel very relaxed!"
"Relax?" He frowned: "Aren't you getting more and more tired the more you live?" ”
"It's tiring." I don't want to hide it at all: "Originally, after getting used to a certain life, of course I would be tired when I suddenly switched." But there are also novelties and memories in it,"
"Okay, okay, you should go home, you have to talk to me when you lack money...... Well, if you're not happy, go and stay with me, and I won't charge you rent! Generous, right? ”
"Hmmm! Generous! When I can't afford to eat, I'll go to your house! ”
I smiled, said goodbye to Han Mingxuan, and then left the hotel and went home by myself.
But when I entered the door, I found that the door of my house was open......
A little light peeked through the crack in the door, and then ...... I crept in, and I didn't see anyone, but there was something on the table.
Hey? Who's coming to see me?
The room shook around, and then I found a person lying on the couch! As soon as they saw me, they jumped up!
"Hey, why did you go! I've been waiting for you for a long time! ”
"Yubao? How did you get into my door? ”
"Pick the lock." His spiky fox face smiled.
"Pick the lock?!" I looked at the open door of my house: "My door is locked! I only have three hundred dollars, you know! ”
"I, I-" Yu Bao stretched out his claws and pointed: "I'll compensate you with rations!" ”
"What is this?" I saw the bags at this time, but it was inconvenient for me to jump up and down with a big belly, so I instructed: "You wait for me, I'll go into the house and change clothes." ”
After changing his clothes, he returned to the living room and found that Yubao had changed back into a human form.
I can't help but sigh a little, people can change back into human form and clothes normally, only I have to change clothes when I want to change.
Then I opened it and looked at the big bags, which were almost all over my coffee table, and if it weren't for the fact that the coffee table was really old-fashioned, it was big enough that it would probably fall off.
"What is this?"
"It's all your clothes." Yu Bao looked at it: "It's food here." ”
"Where did you get it?" I looked at it and smiled, "I don't want it." ”
"Yes...... Jiuyan packed up his things and threw them out, they didn't want them! I took it back when I saw that it was all new, and I didn't take any of the ones I wore it! Don't worry, there's no smell! It's the same as a new one! You've saved your money...... You also say...... You've only got 300 yuan......"
Yubao explained hesitantly, but listening to it, I felt that my whole heart fell to the bottom.
Packed up my stuff so quickly, and threw it all out......
It seems that this is really impatient to build a love nest together, and I don't want to stay at all!
Sure enough, I can't say that all the doubts, understandings, and temptations are all my own emotions in the end.
I shouldn't have believed that guy had a conscience! He's still a beast after all. How can there be pity and love in the heart of a beast more than a beast......
However, the old guy who had stood alone for 10,000 years in the illusion really did such a thing?
I don't believe it, but laugh, now I still think about how I can live better.
So I directly pushed the clothes: "You take it, I'm not picking up rags, take all these away." I have old clothes at home, and it's the same to wash them. ”
"This ...... Then you keep these foods. ”
I opened the bag and laughed when I saw those familiar fairy fruits and shrimp and crabs.
"They threw it out too?"
"It's not!" Yubao immediately retorted: "I stole it!" ”
"Let's be honest." I looked at the stuff: "You can't steal things from under his eyes." ”
"Not necessarily." Yubao looked at me and explained, "Maybe you don't want it in the first place?" There's nothing wrong with giving me a few, right? ”
I didn't say a word for a moment and laughed.
"Jiuyan will also get pregnant, she is not a high-level beast, she has to eat these things, it is impossible not to stay."
"But you're pregnant, too! You have to eat it too! ”
"You don't understand. Since he was willing to let me go, he proved that he would not care if I lived or died outside. Who cares about this cub? It's like you said, the half-breed has been mixed to a certain point, and he himself said that even if it is a cub born of a fierce beast, he said that if you give up, you can give up......"
"Oh, don't cry!" Yubao panicked when he saw me looking down.
I looked at him angrily: "Where am I crying!" I'm suppressing my emotions! You know what! I have to look for a job tomorrow, or I won't be able to eat 300 yuan for a month!" ”
"So you can keep these things!" Yubao almost pleaded: "Even if it is ...... Don't wear clothes, you leave what you eat. If you don't eat it, the cubs will eat it too, right? ”
I thought about it for a long time.
yes, it's been lowly to a certain point, I can't say that I'm angry, just joking about the cub.
And it's been very honest these days, even if I'm so angry, I didn't say anything about stepping on me or anything, just occasionally flipping a few times, as if I had been sleeping.
Or am I not very angry at all? I just thought I was angry? Actually quite calm?
I couldn't figure it out, but in the end, I sent away Yubao, and I was still stunned when I looked at those things.
The clothes and pants were left behind, and I also brought some with me, although I was very disgusted to pick up what others didn't want, but after all, it was still my thing.
The things of the past can't be wiped out, and these are still the lot he bought when he married me.
Marry me, huh...... Thinking about the word is funny right now.
I really shouldn't believe in an animal's marriage to me, maybe it's just a ceremony for him, right?
After eating some fruit, I lay down and fell asleep.
The next day I started looking for a job, but I didn't have a job until I died, and I still didn't have any work experience until the end.
I didn't finish college because Xin'er didn't finish it completely, so it's really troublesome to find a job now.
In addition, I am now pregnant, although I have made it clear that I will definitely not give birth in the near future, but ...... People don't believe it!
I look like I have a big belly of seven or eight months, and I am admitted, and I am estimated that I will be given maternity leave in a few days, who will hire me with nothing to spare?
Moreover, because I was pregnant, all I could do was clerical work, printing some reports or something, and there was no technical work.
I searched for a few days in a row, but I ran into walls everywhere, and basically the people who called me were either scam companies or hard laborers.
In this state, I feel more and more that it is so difficult to live.
I sighed as I looked at the job lists in front of me, sat down on the bench and sighed.
But suddenly I saw the big day, swaying two ghosts!
And the two ghosts also saw me, and looked at me with a giggling voice, as if to say something!
Oh, my God! I'll run right away! But looking back, I found a shocking discovery!
They actually chased after them!!