To be honest, for so many years, it is the first time that Qiuhua has taken the initiative to receive such a sincere love letter from a girl.

Needless to say, the joy of the heart. But when it comes to Liu Qianwen, I really just want to help her solve the difficulty of mathematics, and I don't have anything else to think about.

Qiuhua could see that Liu Qianwen was actually a very arrogant person, this time she finally mustered up the courage to confess, if the way of refusal was wrong, it would inevitably cause her a lot of damage, Qiuhua lay in bed all night, after thinking about it, she couldn't come up with a good way.

The next day, Qiuhua came to the classroom early, but found that Liu Qianwen had arrived one step ahead of him, and at this moment, she was sitting at the door of the classroom memorizing words.

Since Qiuhua didn't think about how to respond to her, now that he saw her, he didn't know what to say, so in desperation, he could only run up to the second floor, memorizing words and paying attention to her movements.

After about ten minutes, Liu Qianwen finally closed the book and walked back to the class, and after Qiuhua confirmed it again and again, she slowly walked downstairs and went back to her class in a different direction.

I haven't seen Liu Qianwen ask questions all day today, but think about it, she must be very embarrassed at this time, Qiuhua thinks about it, it's okay to take the midterm exam this time, and after this exam, let's talk to her again, so as not to affect her exam.

The days flickered, and soon the days of the midterm exam were over, and the tense preparation life passed, and the style of study in the second year of high school was relaxed. Qiuhua originally wanted to take advantage of the exam to solve the unsolved matter, but found that Liu Qianwen had already run home.

When Qiuhua saw her again, it was after the class meeting on Monday morning, and her eyes were red, and among the five or six boys, she looked particularly eye-catching. For the head teacher of their class, Qiu Hua has heard of it, and she is very strict with her studies, as long as she is a little lax in her studies, she will be arrested immediately and taken out of the "three sessions".

Seeing Qiuhua appear in front of her, Liu Qianwen immediately wiped her tears, lowered her head, and didn't dare to look at him. At that moment, Qiuhua really felt sorry for her, this girl who had put a lot of effort into her studies, but she couldn't get a good return.

During the evening repair, Qiuhua finally mustered up the courage to send her a text message, "Qianwen, after the evening repair, let's go to the back playground together." Not long after Qiuhua finished posting, he replied almost in seconds with a "well, okay".

As soon as the evening repair was over, she found that Liu Qianwen was already waiting for her at the door with her schoolbag, and Qiuhua saw it and quickly packed it up.

The two walked around the back playground twice, and neither of them spoke. At this time, Qiu Hua suddenly said, "Tired, right?" Let's go sit on the grass. Liu Qianwen nodded a little panickedly.

Tonight's wind blew lightly, shaking the skirt of the moonlight, the kapok whispered in the treetops, and the dim street lamp became very gentle.

Qiuhua looked at Liu Qianwen and said, "What's wrong?" Do you feel tired of studying these days? Liu Qianwen shook her head and said, "No, I'm not tired." Qiuhua said one after another: "I took a look at your math papers, many of them are quite simple, and some of them I have told you, you should be nervous this time." Liu Qianwen still shook her head and said, "No, I'm not nervous."

Qiuhua thought she was being reckless, and said with a smile: "Then why are you riding a roller coaster this time?" Don't be stressed, high school, it's ups and downs, let me tell you, oh, when I was a freshman in high school...""Qiuhua, have you finished reading the letter I gave you?" Liu Qianwen finally couldn't help but interrupt.

Qiuhua nodded and said with a smile: "Of course I did, but I want to ask you a question, do you really like me?"

Liu Qianwen didn't shake her head this time and nodded her head, and immediately replied to him, "I like it." Her eyes are also real, Qiu Hua remembers, this kind of look seems to have appeared on Zheng Nan's body.

Qiuhua asked her: "Qianwen, let me ask you?" How do you define like? Liu Qianwen thought for a while and said: "I think that liking is to make yourself better, and then let that person discover herself." For example, I wanted to build a fence, and since I saw that person, I wanted to fill the fence with flowers. ”

Qiuhua nodded and asked, "Then when you were studying, did you have a similar feeling?" For example, if you fail an exam and the teacher ignores you, what will you do? ”

Liu Qianwen thought for a while and said: "I will work harder to prove to him that I can do it, and I have not fallen." I don't understand, is there any connection to what you are asking? ”

Qiuhua looked up at the sky, it was still dark clouds and moon, he sighed and said, "Qianwen, let me tell you, in fact, you don't like it, it's more of a worship." Liu Qianwen listened, shook her head and said, "Qiuhua, I don't quite understand."

He patiently explained: "Let me put it this way, you are not good at mathematics, and I happen to be good at mathematics, in your eyes, it is a kind of strong person, human beings have a precedent of worshiping authority since ancient times, so this kind of liking should not be defined in this way, it should be defined as love, it is a kind of respect for the ability of the weak to the strong."

Just like when we were in junior high school, everyone would have some admiration for the teacher, but in fact, it was more. It's a recognition of their abilities, a desire to be so powerful, at least for our stage. ”

Qiuhua paused, and then said: "Qianwen, in fact, liking is not hazy, liking is liking, what you think you like in your heart at the moment is actually influenced by the novels you read." You see, if you really like it, you will have the answer in your heart, and you don't have to rely on external things to remind you, so, do you understand? You want my answer to be foolish, but you start with a question, you know? ”

Liu Qianwen thought about it and said with some frustration: "What you said is actually quite reasonable, Qiuhua, I feel like I am so defeated, I have grown so big, I can't tell what love is and what hate is."

Qiuhua smiled and said: "Actually, I don't know much about it, but I think it's more of a feeling, let's put it more deeply, love is a consciousness greater than the self, and sometimes it is an existence that can transcend life and death." To put it simply, love is endurance and compassion, it makes you want to see the other person's smile, but you are afraid that this smile is not made for you. ”