At this moment, I finally understood why Dong Zhuo married a wife.

He married a smile all the time. Although, that "smile" is not me. But on that day, Dong Zhuo's happiness really existed because of laughter.

"Why?" At this moment, I experienced the feeling of hate. I suddenly remembered Suzu, the resolute woman who had spent her life taking revenge. Because at this moment, I also want to kill people, and the feeling of the magpie's nest dove makes me want to kill.

…… It turns out that hatred can really make a person ugly.

But, Dong Zhuo, why can't you recognize me? Why do you even admit your mistake when you smile?

She didn't look at me, just sat down, raised her hand gracefully, and threw out the window the rouge cake in her hand and the snack she had just given to the maid.

"That was specially bought for you by Lu Bu." Watching her throw away the rouge cake lightly, I spoke, my voice slightly cold.

"I bought it for Xiaoxiao." She turned to look at me, and there was no smile in her eyes, and she emphasized the word smile.

Now she doesn't have a trace of a smile on her face, it's all herself, the woman called Diao Chan, a little cold, a little delicate, a little stubborn, a little unwilling.

But even then, she was still very much like me, exactly the same.

I was suddenly a little confused.

So...... Dong Zhuo, did you mistake your smile? Did you marry someone else?

However, why is Lian Xiaoxiao...... Will you admit mistakes?

"You asked Lu Bu to buy rouge cake because you know where I am?" Although I had already guessed, I asked anyway.

"Yes." She nodded, plain admitted.

"Why do you think that Lu Bu will take me into the Taishi Mansion?" I can't help but be a little curious.

"He would, and even if he wouldn't, you'd do everything you could to get her to bring you in, wouldn't you?" She looked at me and smiled, and I was upset with her determination.

"I don't think it's good for you to see me." Pursing my lips slightly, I looked coldly at the somewhat pale woman in front of me.

"I know, it's retribution." She looked at me, "I was so anxious to push you away from my father-in-law, but I didn't want to make him completely disgusted with me. ”

I knew she was talking about Wang Yun, and she looked a little pitiful at this time.

"I thought that without you, I would have been in the eyes of my father-in-law, and I thought I could get all the favor of my father-in-law, but in the end, I ......" She narrowed her eyes slightly, and suddenly laughed softly in a trance, "...... In the end, he was sent to the Dong Mansion in the name of 'Xiaoxiao'. ”

"Why are you seeing me?" I chose to ignore her sorrow.

"It's humiliating, isn't it?" Ignoring my question, she smiled at me, "I lost badly......"

Seeing that she was completely immersed in her own world, muttering to herself and her eyes glazed over, I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

"Why are you seeing me?" I frowned and spoke again.

"My father-in-law loves cleanliness, and he will never allow himself to be filthy. In his spare time, he often cooks all sorts of strange dishes, only to throw them all over after he has done them. In Situ Mansion, no one can touch the dim sum and dishes he makes, not even ...... Even I seem to be the most favored in Situ Mansion......"

"Why on earth do you want to see me?" Seeing her crying and laughing alone, not answering my questions, I was a little irritable.

"Why did you come back? Why aren't you dead......" She opened her mouth, then frowned slightly, leaned over and began to retch, "It's good to come back...... It's good to come back......"

I stood there and watched her perform alone.

"It's good that you're not dead." She smiled shallowly, completely ignoring the filth on her lips, "If you don't die, my father-in-law won't hate me." She tilted her head slightly to look at me, "I thought that the moment you died, you saw the look of horror in the eyes of your father-in-law, and that death-like silence...... I regret it so much, I really regret it, my father-in-law is so lonely, I always thought I could accompany him and make him less lonely...... However, it turns out that you are the only one who can make my father-in-law happy......" She lowered her eyes, took a light breath, and then raised her hands and clutched her chest tightly, "So...... Would you please be nice to him, okay? You accompany your father-in-law, as long as you are there, your father-in-law will not be so lonely......" When she said this, her eyes were full of sorrow.

I still looked at her, silent.

"Maybe I'm ridiculous like this, I know it so clearly, but why did I get to this point today......" She smiled gently, and suddenly, her face changed slightly, "But you love Dong Zhuo, don't you?" You hate your father...... Why don't you like your father-in-law, he is so kind to you...... Why do you want to like Dong Zhuo?! Why would you like someone like that! She started screaming, screaming hysterically.

"Enough!" My head hurt from her screaming, and I gritted my teeth and roared.

But she really quieted down, and looked at me steadily, a strange smile slowly appearing on her thin, pale cheeks.

"You're coming to me to tell me this?" Looking at her, my voice was faint, but my chest began to tighten and hurt.

That's not my pain, it's Diao's pain. But why could I feel her pain?

"Hmm." She nodded, and slowly raised her lips, "My father-in-law likes you, so Cicada wants to help my father-in-law have you, in that case...... My father-in-law won't hate the cicada, and he will smile gently at the cicada...... My father-in-law will forgive the cicada......" She looked at me and said a little upside down.

"You're crazy." I came to the conclusion that such paranoid love made me creepy and frightened.

"yes, I'm crazy." She smiled strangely, "I curse you, you can never be with Dong Zhuo, you are your father-in-law." ”

"Why?" I asked, surprised.

"Because...... I'm pregnant. With one hand stroking her still flat lower abdomen, she curled her lips, "It's Dong Zhuo's child." ”

What is a bolt from the blue?

Now it's it.

It turns out that when a person is too shocked, there will be no expression on his face.

Right now, I'm just expressionless.

The winter afternoon sun shone obliquely through the window, and the charcoal fire in the room was burning brightly, but my hands and feet were cold. Suddenly, I found that at this moment, something was broken, broken silently.

Looking fixedly at the bronze mirror opposite, I pulled my lips and saw an ugly woman in the bronze mirror who was smiling worse than crying.

The woman in front of her who married Dong Zhuo in the name of smiling and smiling...... Pregnant? Pregnant with Dong Zhuo's child?

I thought I was going to cry, I thought my heart was going to ache to death, but at this moment, looking at the darkness in the woman's eyes, I suddenly felt that everything now seemed to be just a dream......

In this mansion, I became an outsider. How did you forget, I was an outsider, an outsider who strayed into a puzzle......

"He, is he happy?" I heard my own voice ask.

"Of course." She laughed, but her eyes were still dark, "and he said that the boy would be as pretty as a smile." ”

"That's right." I muttered.

Xiaoxiao, who is it?

Who am I?

Who am I!

Dong Zhuo hugged the woman called Xiaoxiao, and his usual yin owl expression would definitely become very gentle.

…… Originally, that kind of gentleness belonged only to me.

"Cicada, you're really here." A gentle voice suddenly rang out.

Wang Yun didn't know when he came, he walked slowly to me, the silver chain at his ankle clanged, and I suddenly remembered his demeanor when he was drunk last night, and the light brown scar on his ankle.

I saw Diao's dark eyes light up, and she looked up sharply to see where the voice had come from.

"Cicada, we're going home." The voice was intoxicatingly gentle.

"Father-in-law......" Hearing that voice, Diao Chan's face immediately became vivid, and she stood up.

The next moment, I felt my cold hands being held by a pair of warm hands, but the temperature made me creepy.

I saw Diao Chan stay where she was with a stunned expression.

"Cicadas." He took my hand, looked at me, and smiled gently, "Go home." ”

I was slightly shocked and wanted to shake off his hand, but I couldn't.

The voice was a cicada.

It's just that "cicada", but it is not the woman who is full of expectations. It's a world that is upside down, as if everyone is crazy......

"Mrs. Dong is overjoyed." Wang Yun finally looked at the woman who was full of anticipation, but she was smiling and congratulating, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were gentle, gentle and cruel.

I saw the woman freeze slightly, and little by little the dead ashes crept up to her pale as snow.

She opened her mouth, but she didn't make a sound.

My heart began to ache, it was Diao's pain, not mine. Yet, I could feel her pain clearly...... Why is that?

"Dong Zhuo is going back to his house soon, let's go." Diao Chan finally lowered her eyes slightly, and I saw her hands trembling uncontrollably.

"Take care of yourself." After Wang Yun finished speaking gently, he pulled me to turn around and leave.

Letting Wang Yun pull it, I looked back at the new house, the new house of Dong Zhuo and Xiaoxiao.

When Dong Zhuo hugged the woman called Xiaoxiao, his hazel eyes must have been full of happiness, he must be looking forward to the arrival of a little life, and he was looking forward to the birth of a child who could call him "Dad". This is what he has been looking forward to, not a person, but a family. In that house, there are smiles and smiles, and there are ...... A child as cute as Xiaoxiao. The shadow of the Heavenly Evil Lone Star will gradually fade, just like the wedding in Liangzhou, his expression is not gloomy, it is pure, bright, and gentle.

At this moment, my heart seemed to sink into a bottomless abyss, and I could not see a trace of light. But even so, I can't hate anyone, and no one can blame me......

At the last glance, I looked at the red double happiness on the door, and it was a dazzling red...... The word "Xi" was cut crookedly, and a wrong horizontal was cut in the middle...... I can almost imagine Dong Zhuo's clumsy appearance......

Diao Chan stood there and looked up suddenly, staring at me with a paranoid smile in her eyes.

"We'll see you again." She opened her mouth slowly, silently, and gently gestured to the shape of her mouth.

I was stunned, and my heart began to ache, and the pain was overwhelming.

I was dragged out of the courtyard by Wang Yun, and I met Lu Bu head-on, and he looked at me, and there was something in his bright eyes that I couldn't distinguish.

"What's wrong with you, your face is so ugly?" Lubra stopped me, and there was anxiety in his eyes.

Looking at his bright dark eyes, my heart was slightly relieved, at least, his eyes were regained.

"The cicada is fine, General Lao is worried, let me take the next step." Wang Yun smiled, pulled me into his arms without a trace, and turned around to leave.

"I'm not Diao!" I gritted my teeth and broke free of Wang Yun.

Lu Bu looked at me, his eyes were bright, and after a while, he slowly let go of his hand and looked back at Wang Yun: "Feng Xian still has important things to do, and he will definitely visit him another day." ”

I was dumbfounded.

With that look just now, Lu Bu ...... Shouldn't he recognize me?

"I'm waiting for Master Hou." Wang Yun clenched his fists and pulled me all the way out of the Taishi Mansion.