Chapter 351: His name is Yuzu now
Actually, this is the first time I've helped treat a wound, which I wouldn't have done before, because there was too much blood stains, and I would feel unnatural and uncomfortable.
It's not the same feeling I felt when I was hurt, but I'm still willing to do something for her, even if it's something I didn't want to touch.
Yan Ruoxian looked at my face, and suddenly cried again, I thought she was in more pain, and she seemed a little overwhelmed, I was already very careful, but it still seemed to hurt her.
I told her that soon all these things would pass, and that she would realize that all the suffering she had endured was nothing.
Of course, she didn't understand what I meant, and I asked her to be relieved, but she smiled and asked me, "How can you be relieved?" I deserve this, do I? ”
Yes, she's just an ordinary girl, and now it seems that she is under a lot of pressure, and I can't say more, and suddenly, seeing her crying so sadly, I started to lose control of myself again.
Holding her in my arms, feeling her helplessness and dazedness, I really wanted to rub her into my blood like this, let me bear everything for her, so that she could be back to that happy carefree innocence.
Yan Ruoxian seemed to cry even more, her suppressed emotions were vented at this moment, and she kept sobbing and complaining in my ear, she rarely said this, and today finally broke out all the pain in her heart.
I almost uttered that sentence, saying my inner emotions and letting her know that she was not alone, but at this moment, another person appeared opposite me, the owner of the bloodthirsty zombie!
He was hanging in front of my eyes, close at hand, looking at me quietly, I knew that Yan Ruoxian couldn't see her, but her reason came back all of a sudden.
I don't know how long it took, Yan Ruoxian calmed down, she took the initiative to leave my arms, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I soiled your clothes." ”
And I said to the gods, "It's all right, or I'll have to wash it." ”
I knew that such an answer would make Yan Ruoxian feel cold, but there was no way, I had to restrain my emotions, because the person who was also friend and foe was right in front of me, and no one knew what he would do.
Yan Ruoxian was really a little disappointed, the sadness in her eyes could not be concealed, and she whispered, "I'm going back." ”
My voice also reverted to indifference, telling her that I had taken a leave of absence for her to rest at home in the afternoon.
As I sent her out and closed the door, I heard her heartbreak, because I was just as sad myself.
"I obviously like her, why don't you dare to say it? Because of my agreement with you? The owner of the bloodthirsty zombie asked.
"What do you want me to do?" I asked him rhetorically.
"That's your own business, I just want to see how you face the girl you like, it's really disappointing!" The owner of the bloodthirsty zombie said and shook his head with a sneer.
"Isn't that what you want to see?" Otherwise, he would not have made such a request.
"That's not what I want to see, it's boring, it's actually more exciting." Said the owner of the bloodthirsty zombie.
I don't understand what he means by more exciting, isn't our lives chaotic enough? Maybe it wasn't enough for him.
"You don't have much time with her, if you don't talk about it now, it's very likely that you won't have a chance in the future, and you'll regret it then!" The owner of the bloodthirsty zombie approached me a little and said.
"Thank you for your concern." I believe that he definitely doesn't just care about the relationship between me and Yan Ruoxian.
"You can let her know your love for her, you can break the agreement between us, you can take her out of here, the last bit of time, why do you want to follow the rules?" Step by step, the owner of the bloodthirsty zombie approached me.
"And then?" I didn't dodge his gaze, "We're going to be hunted down, and in the end she won't be able to go back to her world, and that's what you want to see?" ”
"Don't be so rigid, how do you know if your choice is right or wrong?" The owner of the bloodthirsty zombie looked at the blood stains on the coffee table that had just been left because of the wound he had treated Yan Ruoxian.
I really can't guess his thoughts, but I can't let Yan Ruoxian be unable to return to the core of time and space because of my selfishness, this is not just a matter between me and her, it will have a great impact on the entire time and space.
"You really don't want to leave with her?" The owner of the bloodthirsty zombie asked again.
I didn't answer him, not because I was bored with him, but because I didn't have a real answer in my heart.
The owner of the bloodthirsty zombie sighed and said to himself, "That's a pity! After all, there are so many people who want to take her away! ”
I'm a little stunned, is it a lot? It seems that this is indeed the case, in addition to me, there are indeed people who are willing to take her away from sadness, such as the King of Balls, such as Bai Su, such as Xiao Jiu, and even His Royal Highness Ziji, who also have an agreement with her in the next life, and what about me? Nothing!
"Since you don't want to, maybe some people are right to come back, but I have some expectations!" The owner of the bloodthirsty zombie has something to say.
"Who? Who's back? "I was a little nervous.
"Does it matter? I guess you don't care, right? "The owner of the bloodthirsty zombie has started selling with me again.
He didn't say, I didn't ask, but in my heart, who is it? Actually, I've been looking forward to someone coming back, but I feel like there's little hope.
"Looks like you've already guessed him!" The owner of the bloodthirsty zombie laughed.
I watched in amazement as his figure slowly disappeared in front of me, was what he said true? Is it really that he is coming back?
But will he still remember Yan Ruoxian? Maybe even if he comes back, he has forgotten all the past, all the people, and started a new life, and he shouldn't be bothered by these things that have nothing to do with him, right?
I had a headache to clean up the house, and when I was disinfecting, I heard someone open the door at Yan Ruoxian's house, and I could feel that Bai Su was back.
It turns out that he hasn't left yet, but I think the most he can do is to come back and say goodbye to Yan Ruoxian, after all, his father is also a very stubborn person.
I sat on the sofa, and the surroundings were very quiet, so quiet that as long as I closed my eyes, I could feel what Yan Ruoxian was doing, and even the conversation between her and Bai Su.
Even if she doesn't have me by her side, there are other people who care about her, and they don't make her feel lonely, and they don't make her feel like she is alone.
After Bai Su left, Yan Ruoxian seemed to go back to her room to rest, and the surroundings were quiet again, and I accompanied the sound of her breathing until she woke up.
She and I kept the same breathing, the same heartbeat, the same thinking, but we couldn't keep the same smile.
In the evening, the king of the ball came, I can feel the king of the ball to Yan Ruoxian's meticulous and unrequited love, if they are just ordinary people, how good it would be, it will become a couple who envy others, but unfortunately, their fate is always staggered.
In the face of the football king, Yan Ruoxian's attitude has always been respectful, she doesn't want to lose this friend, and she doesn't want to give him hope, just like the relationship between me and her, which is sad.
The next day, although I went to school, I did not go to the class, but watched her from the top floor opposite the classroom.
I don't know why, I suddenly didn't have the courage to face her, my mind was very confused, I didn't know what kind of love was the right way.
At night, when I returned home, I had just changed into my pajamas at home, and suddenly someone knocked on the door, I knew it was Yan Ruoxian, and she seemed to be in a hurry.
As soon as I opened the door, she asked, "You know all about it, right?" ”
I was stunned, what do you know?
"I saw Anbei on the bus today, although there are some differences, but I feel that it is him, Wen Ling, you tell me, it is he who is back, right?" Yan Ruoxian asked with some excitement.
Have they already met? I remembered what the bloodthirsty zombie owner had said, and I couldn't help but feel a little excited, but it hadn't been confirmed yet, and I couldn't answer her question.
"His current name is Yuzu, and he came to the city from the countryside to join his uncle, but he looks exactly like Anbei, he is Anbei, right?" Seeing that I didn't answer, she was a little anxious.
Even if Anbei really comes back, he is no longer the Anbei he used to be, and I still don't want the two of them to have too much entanglement.
"You say his name is Yuzu, and the others don't know you, how can it be Anbei? Don't be whimsical! "I can't give her hope.
Yan Ruoxian's face, which was still very excited just now, suddenly lost color, and my words seemed to have caused a big blow to her.
In fact, I don't want to believe that Yuzu is Anbei in her heart, but her expectations for Anbei make her not want to give up, all she needs is a thought, even if I tell her that it is Anbei who has forgotten her, she will be happy, and will not disturb his life.
But I can't do that, I can't make any decisions for Anbei, I can't say anything until I met him.
"Yuzu is not the person I imagined, maybe my fantasy of Anbei before is just a microcosm of the present?" Yan Ruoxian still didn't give up.
"There are a lot of similar-looking people in this world, and there's no fuss, don't get too entangled." I began to dodge her gaze.
"Even so, isn't it strange that a real person is exactly like the one I imagined to be?" Yan Ruoxian almost cried.
I don't know how to explain it, at this time, Princess Hongteng suddenly walked out of my room, she was still wearing sexy pajamas, hugged my arm very intimately, looked at Yan Ruoxian and asked, "What are you talking about?" ”
I knew that she appeared in this way on purpose, just to misunderstand Yan Ruoxian, but I had a desire to escape, so I said to Yan Ruoxian impatiently: "Do you think it's Anbei!" ”