Chapter 3 But he was speechless, and his mouth was empty
"Fresius, when did you come down?" I looked in amazement at the little guy who had suddenly appeared, and I had seen him in the dining room just now.
"I see your car is still parked outside, so I know you haven't gone far." Fréxiu said while eating the ice cream in his hand, "Hehe, Mr. Yang, do you want to eat it?" I asked Mr. Ma Bailong to pack me a whole box of these ice creams. ”
"Packed a box?" I looked at Fréxiu with a nonchalant look and was taken aback.
"yes. Anyway, he has a diamond card, and he doesn't care if he uses the pos machine to swipe five or six thousand yuan. Frexiu smiled and said, "He also asked the waiter to buy him ten different styles of clothes for him to try on, and he is very rich." ”
I know that Xueqi and Ma Bailong went to a themed couple restaurant, and the ice cream and various desserts in it were not ordinarily expensive.
"How can you do that? You're going too far, Frexiu. I couldn't help but touch Frésius's head, "And how could he agree with you?" ”
Fréxiu blinked:
"Because I said Mr. Yang, you like to eat ice cream, and I bought a lot of it for me and Sister Xueqi, and I don't care about money at all."
Hearing Frésion's words, I couldn't help but cry and laugh, this little guy is really a big ghost, eccentric, when he first came to my house, I thought he was quite honest, now I think he is simply a little human spirit. But I don't know why, but I don't want to blame this little guy in my heart.
"Then why did you come down alone?"
"I said go to the toilet, I ordered the ice cream and came down soon." Fréxiu said while licking the ice cream, "Mr. Yang, you like that big sister very much just now, and you hate that man very much, right?" ”
"What do children know, don't talk nonsense, finish the ice cream, we're going back." I laughed.
"Actually, I hate that man, too," said Frecius, faintly, "but I feel pity for him even more. ”
"Poor what? What a child. Hurry up and eat Oh, eat so much today, be careful of diarrhea. I smiled.
Frexiu's blue eyes twinked:
"But it's pitiful. You look at the man, the earrings on the left ear are Japan's natural Japanese Akoya limited sterling silver earrings, this earring earrings were first listed in Gifu Prefecture on February 11, 2013, Japanese Foreign Minister Fumio Kishida announced the relaxation of Japanese visa measures for Chinese tourists on June 13, considering the time required for the visa, it should be his original girlfriend after January 19 The Japanese government relaxed visa restrictions to buy in Japan, otherwise where did he get the money to travel to Japan to buy studs. But the studs in his left ear are very white and glow, they are sterling silver, but the color of his right ear is grayish, which must be made of iron, which shows that his original studs have fallen off, I think he is a person, both careless, very vanity, and likes to pursue excitement, he likes drag racing very much, you see that his running shoes have a lot of creases on the toes, which shows that he often separates the two feet on the pedals on the left and right sides of the motorcycle, and then in order to cushion the impact caused by the road surface, he pedals with the toe part. He wanted to show off his dress, but he didn't have the money to buy new earrings, so he asked a blacksmith to make an iron imitation. I think he and his original girlfriend must not have developed smoothly and have broken up. ”
I stared blankly at Frexiu as if I were looking at a little monster.
Frésius looked at me disapprovingly, and continued:
"And ah, he must have been the punk head who went to take care of it in the evening, and he must have gone to KTV just now, where he must have encountered something not very happy, which made him feel inferior, and then he rushed to pick up the big sister as soon as possible."
"You...... How can you know so much? I looked at Frexiu in amazement.
Frésius showed a natural expression:
"You have to look carefully, he has a punk head, but he just said that he came on a motorcycle, and his hairstyle would have been scattered if he rode a motorcycle, so he must have ridden to the nearby CBD area to shape his hair first, and then he went to have dinner with his big brother, the dining place was the most upscale restaurant in the neighborhood, after eating, they went to KTV to charter a box, where his big brother gave him cigarettes and asked him to sing, but he didn't sing well, and he saw that his boss brought several beautiful women around him, He was very jealous and inferior, and then he thought of the big sister named Tang Mengyan, so he rushed over to pick up someone when the KTV time was about to arrive. KVT and the hotel are not too far from this mall, and KVT is timed, which is why he will come to pick up and drop off so on time. If he had been a little farther away, his hair would have been blown up. ”
Is this really the Fréxiu I know? I looked at Fréxiu in disbelief and watched him say this:
"Frésius, what's the matter with you...... How do you know so much as a child? ”
Fréxiu looked at me and tilted his head: "A lot?" Because I like to read the newspaper and watch the news, and Mr. James taught me Chinese very seriously......"
I stared at the little guy blankly, but I felt a little unable to see through him:
"Then how do you know that person didn't go to KVT to drink wine?"
"Because you Chinese drink a pack of cigarettes, if he goes to drink the wine, first, the dress will definitely be a little grander, second, when he smoked the world just now, he must have taken out a pack will not be only one, and the average price in the world is 3500 yuan a piece, he only has one cigarette, indicating that someone else threw it to him casually, this can only be a very rich young master, his income is not high, must be a bad connection, if the other party is a big boss, then his employment problem must be easy to solve, So it must be the eldest young master. That person should be his big brother or something, he is quite rich, and there must be a lot of women around him, which stimulated him, so he left KTV to find Tang Mengyan's big sister as soon as he arrived. However, Mr. Yang, don't worry, Sister Tang Mengyan is in a bad mood, and he is not in a good mood, he may make some sensual requests to Sister Tang Mengyan, but when a woman is in a bad mood, she is also very cold to that aspect, and Sister Tang Mengyan will definitely refuse him, so they will definitely have a quarrel after they go back today, even if they are separated. So you should be happy. ”
I bent down and looked at Frexiu with great seriousness, this kind of words are definitely not something that this teenage foreign boy can say, no matter how smart a foreign boy is, it is impossible for a foreign boy to learn such a fluent Chinese in just seven days, and he knows so much knowledge that even adults don't know at all.
"Frexiu, you...... Who the hell is it? ”
"I'm Frexiu." The little boy looked at me innocently, as he should be.
"No way, how do you know so much?" I stared at Fréxiu earnestly. "And your reasoning skills, where do you come from?"
"Mr. James taught me." "I wanted to be an international police detective like Mr. James, who said I could be a profiler if I worked hard from a young age." It taught me a lot of things. ”
Profiler? I seem to have heard of this profession somewhere, I was stunned and thought for a while, and then I vaguely remembered that the confinement seemed to have mentioned to me, the so-called profiler, the full name is the criminal psychology profiler, the profiler is through the analysis of the modus operandi, scene layout, criminal characteristics, etc., to outline the criminal mentality of the criminal, so as to further predict his race, gender, age, professional background, appearance characteristics, personality characteristics and even the next action and other professions, specializing in assisting in solving the case.
"Profiler...... So why do you want to be a profiler? ”
Fréxiu said with joy on his face:
"Because Mr. James said that if a person's profiling ability is exerted to the extreme, he can profile the whole world, the past, the present, the future, omniscient, omnipotent, more powerful than God. Isn't that fun? ”
I don't know how much of what this amazing little boy said was true, but if he did, I would have underestimated him, he was far smarter than any other kid his age. Of course, it is more likely that this little guy is just talking nonsense, and what he just said that looks like reasoning is just nonsense that his imagination is rich in.
I smiled, touched his head, and said:
"Frexiu, if you really want to be a profiler, then uncle is very optimistic about you, uncle I think you are very talented, keep up the good work."
"Hmm. Thank you, Mr. Young. Fréxiu smiled softly, and that smile was as innocent as the sun after the rain. Mr. Yang, I'm also very optimistic about you. ”
"Haha, what's the best idea of me?" I asked as I walked out of the mall holding Fresiux's hand.
"Look at Mr. Yang, you are a good person." Frexiu said bluntly.
"Good guys?"
"Yes, Mr. Yang, I like you very much." Fréxiu's eyes widened, "Invite me to eat delicious food, accompany me to buy chess, watch movies with me, and invite me to ice cream." You're such a nice and nice person. ”
"Haha, uncle, I'm a good person......?" I couldn't help but laugh. Am I a good person? I never was.
I have long passed the time when children looked at people and the world with good and evil. This is the inevitable process of every human being from a child to an adult.
"Hmm. You're the nicest person I've ever met. Mr. Yang. "Because you are willing to sacrifice your own happiness for the happiness of the person you like...... That's the greatest quality for a person. So compared to Mr. Ma Bailong, who can score 100 points, I prefer you, Mr. Yang. ”
I couldn't help but feel a little amused when I heard Frésiu's words, this little guy always had something to say that surprised me.
"Ma Bailong 100 points?"
"Hmm!" Frexiu nodded, "I like to rate people I've seen." Mr. Ma has a score of 100 because he is a perfect man, so perfect that even if I cry and ask him to make an appointment for a three-star Michelin store, he will go immediately. ”
"You little one, huh...... And what about the punk-headed man just now? ”
"He...... 30 points, fail. Frexiu said, sticking out his tongue.
"That'...... What about me? I asked tentatively.
"80 points." Fréxiu put his head in his hands and said, "But don't worry, Mr. Yang, because I like you more than Mr. Ma, who has a score of 100." ”
"Hairy boy, say some old-fashioned things. Okay, go home and take a shower, and see what your hair looks like. "I think more and more Freixiu this kid is a little interesting, it seems that the average life expectancy of Westerners is lower than that of Chinese, so the child develops earlier than Chinese children, and the psychological age is more mature than domestic people, Frexiu This kid is obviously only ten years old, but he can already speak a witty word, which reminds me of Kevin, the little ghost head in "Home Alone".
Before going home, I turned back to the couple's restaurant where Xue Qi and Ma Bailong were before, I saw that Ma Bailong had changed into new pants, Xue Qi also helped him carry a few pieces, I wanted to take a picture with them, and I also sent Xue Qi back, but I saw Xue Qi and Ma Bailong from a distance with a smile on their faces, but I suddenly stopped, I looked at them quietly, but found that there was no room for me to interject between the two of them.
In the end, I took Frexiu by the hand and took him all the way out of the casino and got into the car.
"Mr. Yang, why don't you say hello to them?" Frexiu asked me in the passenger seat.
"In the past, I would have put too much pressure on Ma Bailong. You're too young, you'll understand later. It is very embarrassing for parents to appear in front of men and women who are in love. I replied to Frexiu as I picked up speed.
Fréxiu just looked at me sideways, and I don't know if he understood, this kid was completely unpredictable, and I was actually quite worried that if I dragged him to see Ma Bailong again, he would make trouble again.
Before I finished speaking, I actually received a call from Xueqi, she must have called to ask me when she saw that I hadn't met them, but I was ruthless, and I didn't see it, and I didn't answer.
When I arrived at the door, I happened to meet Yuezi and James who were returning home, and by the high beam, I saw their two figures walking side by side close to each other, and the long black hair of Yuezi was scattered and caressed by the night wind, rising and falling, fluttering, like a soft black satin flag. James, on the other hand, has a thin waist and long legs, a tall figure, and well-proportioned bones, giving people a sense of fortitude and reliability when they look at their backs.
They're really a good match.
Looking at the backs of Yuezi and James snuggling forward, my heart twitched violently, but the corners of my mouth couldn't help but lift a smile of relief.
It's like a big stone that has been hanging in my heart for a long time has finally landed.
But why, my heart hurts so much?
Why, in the corners of my eyes, tears are sliding down?
Realizing my headlights, Yuezi turned around lightly and waved at me with a smile, and I smiled too, even though I knew that Yuezi couldn't see my smile.
After returning home, the confinement asked me and Frexiu about the experience of the night, I briefly explained, saying that I went to the movies, the confinement nodded knowingly, and then said that I wanted to go back to take a bath, before turning around, the confinement left a sentence that made my heart tremble:
"Brother, it seems that that movie is really touching, you have cried."
Hearing this, my heart trembled as if it had been pricked by a needle, and then I hurriedly wiped it with my cuff. I wanted to defend myself, but Yuezi had already turned away, and when I reached the spiraling staircase, Yuezi glanced at me and smiled happily. You can see that she had a great time tonight.
James sat in the hall drinking tea, and I sat between him and Frexiu, and neither of us spoke much to him for a moment. After a long silence, I said:
"James, have you had fun with the confinement tonight?" I try to keep my tone as calm and natural as possible. "What do you think...... What about confinement? ”
James smiled a little awkwardly and said:
"Mr. Yang, Yuezi is really a very good girl, with elegant manners, better than I thought...... But her mind is really meticulous, and it's not easy to deal with. ”
I smiled and said:
"It's okay, take your time, she's the character, in fact, she just looks shrewd, and sometimes she's stupid and cute. I know her character, she just likes to pretend to be capable in normal times, and she's still a little girl at heart. If you want to chase her, you don't have to be too deliberate, just be natural, she is actually not afraid of cultural barriers, because she understands everything and can talk about anything. Because of this, I am very relieved of her. ”
James was a little silent for a moment before he said, "Thank you, Mr. Yang." ”
Thank you. These three words, although simple, I know what they contain.
This is a man's trust to another man, and there is another man's commitment to that man.
I smiled at James and didn't say anything more, I just picked up my cup and took a sip.
When the tea went down my throat, I realized that tea was bitter.
James seemed to sense my thoughts, blue eyes stared at me, and in order not to be seen by James, I hurriedly changed the subject and said:
"By the way, today I just found out that this little guy Fréxiu is really smart." As I spoke, I told him what I had encountered while shopping for clothes, and complimented Frecius that he was a little detective.
James was not surprised and said:
"Haha, in fact, Fréxiu is just more imaginative, and he doesn't have such a strong reasoning ability, and what he said I think is just a random nonsense about what he knows, and it's not real reasoning. If you don't believe me, you see I'll ask him. So saying, James took a porcelain cup and put it in front of Frecius, and asked Fresiux:
"Fresiux, tell me the story you saw in this porcelain cup."
Frésius looked at the cup in James' hand with wide blue eyes, and then began to gush without having time to think at all:
"Delicate and transparent, beautiful and elegant, striped blue like the deep sea, porcelain surface is even, no flow or crack. There are three such cups, and the other set is missing one, and this style is incompatible with other sleeve cup patterns, it should be the original one after the ground is broken, I want to buy a few to supplement, but because it is a set. When I bought it, it must have been very casual, without taking into account the pattern and the overall matching, only taking into account the good cost performance, and taking it on the table, but without considering the authenticity of itself, I think that Mr. Yang must have taken Sister Xueqi to visit the exchange market that day, and encountered the porcelain market to engage in fire sales, the store recommended this cup to Mr. Yang, Sister Xueqi pulled Mr. Yang to look left and right, Mr. Yang's eyes were on Sister Xueqi, I didn't care what the store said, I thought the price was good and bought it. The store will engage in a big fire sale because he was trapped on September 16, 08 when the A-share Shanghai Composite Index lost a new low yesterday, and the money used to reserve the mortgage was lost, and he had no choice but to sell porcelain to subsidize the family, but the store is not a veteran, his ancestors were Jingdezhen porcelain stores for several generations, but when it came to his generation, he was not doing business, and the craftsmanship and vision of the ancestors were not handed down. And the reason why he will lose his stock is because on the 16th of 08, Lehman Brothers, the fourth largest investment bank in the United States, announced on the 15th that it would file for bankruptcy protection, resulting in the huge loss of Citibank, which led to the sudden intensification of international investors' concerns about the U.S. financial system, triggering Merrill Lynch to sell off, and the global stock market plummeted, resulting in a setback for A-shares, but behind it was the behind-the-scenes game of the five major investment banks on Wall Street, Lehman collapsed, and Merrill Lynch was acquired, Morgan Stanley and Goldman Sachs became the final winners, improving the voice of the financial community, which led to the outflow of money from the European and American financial markets, the inflow of hot money into the Chinese stock market, the inflated bubble of foreign capital, and the Chinese government maintained the right to international foreign languages by continuing to hold debts, and avoided the collapse of the financial edifice caused by the outflow of hot money by issuing US bonds, but the United States saw the dark card of China's finance, so the Democratic Party opened the quantitative easing policy on November 13, 10, opened the money market, increased the spillover of hot money, collected international interest rate differentials, raised the inflation rate of China and other Asian countries, increased the cost of imported oil, weakened the threat of China's manufacturing costs, and finally caused the downward pressure on China's manufacturing industry after the end of quantitative easing at the end of 14 yearsIn the area of Tianjin Port International Logistics Center, Ruihai Company's dangerous goods warehouse due to the downward pressure of the economy, the decline in trading volume, the extension of the replacement cycle of goods, the explosion of dangerous goods accumulation, and the depreciation of the RMB, which led to Sino-Russian joint military exercises, the Chinese military publicly bombed 6K Ares bomber troops, which also led to the price of a potato in Japan to 108 yen, social instability, accelerated the launch of pharmaceutical reform, the decline in profits in the drug market, Mr. Yang's Sanxin Pharmaceutical Company's quarterly report fell month-on-month, Tang Mengyan's sister's ex-boyfriend's pharmaceutical company was seized, Tang Mengyan's sister returned to work in the market due to employment pressure, so she ran into a lot of worries tonight, and did not want to stay at home to watch the company's sales and stock market declineMr. Yang, who wanted to go out for a walk......"
"Enough, enough, stop." I almost grabbed Frecius's arm and shook his babbling words, Fréxiu almost said in one breath with an astonishing amount of information like a sea wave, I can't remember everything he said, but these things he said have completely subverted my three views.
Fréxiu smiled and said:
"By the way, the economic downturn in every country is inversely proportional to the boom in the entertainment industry, and the rise in unemployment has allowed people to take time off from work to go to entertainment venues such as movie theaters. Mr. Ma Bailong's company performance is on the rise, and Mr. Ma Bailong generously dated Sister Xueqi, also because of their good quarterly performance of Baima Entertainment Group. ”
I looked at Frésius in a daze, while James shrugged his shoulders, looked at me with his hands outstretched, and said with a wry smile:
"Mr. Yang, you don't have to believe this little ghost's words, he just likes to combine some irrelevant fragments of information together and talk nonsense, sometimes although he can say it correctly, but most of the time it's just imaginative nonsense. You don't have to take it too seriously. ”
"It's ...... Nonsense? I looked at James and then at Frexiu, dumbfounded.
"yes, I think it's." James laughed, "I can't think of an explanation for Frexiu's situation other than a lot of imagination or some mental illness that causes confusion in the mind." Many of what Frexiu said could neither be confirmed nor falsified. So Mr. Yang, you don't have to take it too seriously. ”
No...... Too serious?
How could this not be true!
I looked at Frésius in a daze, but the little fellow stuck his tongue out at me, and then jumped down from the couch, stretched his arms, and yawned, and said:
"It's sticky, it's so uncomfortable, I'll go take a shower first." As he spoke, he walked towards the room on the second floor with a full burp.
Looking at the slender and short back of this little boy, the tide in my heart was surging, and I couldn't calm down.
The profiler is able to write the details of the surrounding things, the environment, and people, while the extreme of the profiler is able to perceive everything in this world, and even know everything in the past, present and future.
But...... What if what Fréshua said wasn't simple nonsense, but happened to be the truth?
Isn't he the living God?
At least, I still remember very clearly that the porcelain cup on the coffee table was indeed bought by Xue Qi and I at the porcelain market. That day, Xue Qi took my hand and walked around the porcelain market, pointing here and that, she was in a hurry to buy a porcelain pot for planting flowers, so I didn't have the heart to look at the porcelain cups, so I casually bought a few to make up for the one I broke before.
On this matter, Frexiu was clearly exactly right.
As I was talking to James, there was the sound of wheels outside, followed by the sound of the door closing, and then I saw Xue Qi walk in through the main hall door, her face flushed. Seeing her appearance, I pretended not to care and said:
"I'm back, is the movie good?"
"Hmm. It's OK. Xue Qi walked in front of me with her hand fanning the wind, "Dad, you also went to the movies just now, with Frexiu?" ”
"Hmm." I said, "Fresius, that little guy said he met you, didn't you go to another studio, how did you get there?" ”
"Oh, because the other one was chartered," Xue Qi said a little disappointed, "but they have already gone out, and it is not cost-effective to come back, so I rushed to the other one to see." Dad, why didn't you answer when I called you just now? ”
"This ......" I was stunned, but soon made an excuse casually, "I went to the movies, and I didn't see my phone when I put it in the car." ”
This reason is also reasonable, Xue Qi didn't think much about it, and said:
"Well, I'll take a shower." Seeing that Xue Qi was about to turn around, I suddenly asked:
"Qiqi, you went to the couple's restaurant with Ma Bailong just now, right?"
When I asked this, Xue Qi suddenly paused, turned her head to look at me a little nervously, and then hummed and nodded.
"Just a little drink...... Oh, by the way, Ma Bailong originally wanted to ask someone to bring back a box of ice cream, but I said no, so I asked him to return. Xue Qi said a little incoherently, every time I asked about the relationship between her and Ma Bailong, she always looked a little nervous, as if she was afraid that I would misunderstand.
"Well, just had a drink and didn't do anything else?" I asked, looking into Xue Qi's eyes.
Xue Qi was a little afraid to look me in the eyes, she dug her fingernails with both hands, and finally whispered:
"Hmm...... No. ”
"Let's go take a shower. Go to bed early, I have classes tomorrow. "Of course, I knew about the fact that Xue Qi and Ma Bailong almost kissed each other, but Xue Qi obviously concealed this matter now, and seeing that I didn't say anything, Xue Qi turned around and went back to the room.
The seemingly unpeaceful day passed so peacefully, that night, Xueqi slept late, probably because she was more emotional, I saw her huddled in the quilt playing with her mobile phone, and I don't know who she was chatting with, I think the most likely is Ma Bailong, or her classmates and friends who shoot commercials. I opened WeChat and looked at the few names on my list, and I felt an indescribable sense of loss in my heart.
Clicking on the circle of friends, I saw that Xue Qi uploaded a photo taken in the cinema, and below are dozens of likes and a long list of replies, although most of them I can't see, but from the number of likes, I can also see that Xue Qi's popularity in the class is high. I opened my circle of friends and looked at the message I posted five days ago, and so far I have only had single-digit likes.
Looking at the reply of that digit, I suddenly smiled wryly, and an indescribable sense of loneliness arose in my heart.
It was like I had been abandoned by the world.
Some people say that everyone lives in the world and has his own small world, and the circle of friends represents the number of true friends a person has, and also represents the size of the world he has.
In the days I don't know, Xueqi's popularity has already surpassed mine, she already has a much bigger and more exciting world than me, and my world is so small compared to her.
If one day, I can't see any reply in her WeChat circle of friends, it means that I will never have any intersection with her world, and Xueqi will leave me completely.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt like a knife in my heart, and in the end I had to turn off my phone and plan to turn off the lights and go to bed. Before the lights went out, I thought of the book "Ordinary World", took it out and glanced at the progress bar on it, and it has become my habit to look at the progress bar every day before going to bed.
Completion: 40%.
The progress bar reads:
I clearly remember that the progress bar was only 20% last night, but I didn't expect it to double directly today, to 40%, is this because Xue Qi went on a date with Ma Bailong today, which made her emotional?
At this point, there is nothing left to doubt, if you want to save the world and complete the progress bar, only I will let Xue Qi go and let her be happy.
However, who can give Xue Qi the greatest happiness?
Today, I got the answer.
Ma Bailong, only he can give Xueqi the greatest happiness. Xueqi belongs to him, not mine.
Even if I don't want to, I can't change this ending.
So...... How can you keep the progress bar going up in the next few days?
Reason tells me that the answer is already clear.
That is to do everything possible to let Xue Qi and Ma Bailong be together, and if necessary, even let Xue Qi and Ma Bailong make a marriage contract, and even have skin to skin......
But is that possible?
For me, I ...... Can it be done?
Thinking of Xue Qi naked and entangled with other men on the bed, panting, stroking the backs of other men, and coquettishly saying that other men are so powerful, an invisible anger will rise in my heart. I don't know how to describe it, but I felt like a raptor was roaring in my body, holding me back, and wouldn't let me accept it, or even think about it.
Once there were chaotic thoughts in my mind, my mood couldn't settle down, and that night, I didn't sleep well, thinking about all kinds of things, good and bad, everything, and almost lost sleep.
In the middle of the night, I felt that my quilt was lifted, and a soft body came in, and I turned my head through the cityscape lamp outside the window to look, and found that it was Xue Qi, I saw Xue Qi's black eyes, I was startled, stared at her and said:
"Qiqi, what are you doing, you don't sleep so late, and run to my bed?"
Xue Qi shrunk up, grabbed the quilt in her hand, and grinned:
"Don't make noise, don't do anything, it's just a little sleepy, or this bed is comfortable, I used to be able to fall asleep in this bed all at once."
Xue Qi's words stunned me, indeed, when I was a child, Xue Qi slept with me, at that time she slept on this bed, shrunk up, her hands were on my back, her knees were on my hip bones, and she always fell asleep at once, and she was very dead. I guess she's still used to this bed, and sometimes when I come home late, I see her lying on my big bed watching TV.
Through the dim light, looking at Xue Qi's cute appearance with her body and fists, I suddenly felt an urge to hold her in my arms. I really wanted to hold her in my arms and play with her like I did when I was a kid, but now that time has passed, it's not possible. If I pinch her little ass now, I guess Xueqi will kick me hard.
Thinking about it, I smelled Xueqi's hair, felt a dry mouth, and my hands were really a little itchy, and I turned my head to see Xueqi facing me, with her head resting on my back, I couldn't help but reach out and touch her soft and delicate thighs, but I was immediately strongly resisted by Xueqi.
"What are you doing, you're sick, sleep!"
Xue Qi carved the back of my hand with her fingernails, and I screamed as if I was in pain, and Xue Qi immediately let go. I looked at Xue Qi smugly, but Xue Qi also saw that I was pretending, so she kicked my ankle with her foot again, then turned around, shrunk back, and pointed her back and small ass in an off-the-shoulder vest at me, as if it would protect her.
Seeing that Xue Qi was still the same as before, I felt a little comforted in my heart. But compared with when she was a child, Xue Qi's charm is stronger now, although she was cute when she was a child, she would cry when she touched it a little, like a porcelain cup, which made people dare not touch more, but now she is more like a girl, not only is she more beautiful, but also more feminine, the so-called eighteen changes in women, sixteen-year-old Xue Qi has begun to change, and she has become even me, a father, who is a father, and she has begun to be a little unable to resist the temptation. Sometimes, when I habitually slap her little buttocks, even I can't figure out if this is a trend of my own desires, or if Xueqi has a habit of slapping her ass left over from when I was a child.
Sometimes I don't know how to define the relationship between me and Xueqi.
I'm her dad, but more often than not, I'm her older brother, sometimes I'm her playmate, and the closest person she's ever been.
I don't know what Xueqi is to me, daughter, sister, lover? I don't know it myself, I don't know if Xue Qi is clear in her heart.
But, at least, at this moment, I feel that this relationship is not bad.
"Daddy...... Have you been hiding something from me lately? In the haze, Xue Qi suddenly asked me.
Hearing Xue Qi's words, I, who was a little sleepy, suddenly lost all my sleepiness.
"Huh? How do you say that? I asked, pretending not to know.
Xue Qi still turned her back to me, and her tone was as light as if she was in a dream.
"If it had been before, Dad, you would definitely not have agreed to me going to the movies with Ma Bailong...... You know we go to the couple's restaurant together...... It's going to be...... I think you're going to be like that......"
"Haha, am I that fierce?" I smiled. "I'm like a tiger, I'm going to eat you?"
"But...... Dad, you're that kind of person. Xue Qi whispered, "Dad, it's normal for you to do that...... What do you look like now...... It always makes me feel like you're angry in your heart, but you're still holding back...... It's not like you at all......"
Xue Qi's words were like an axe cutting through my heart. Sure enough, Xue Qi still understands my character, and she finally saw that my personality is not the same as before during this time. In fact, I know very well that Xue Qi is not a fool, and she will always see that my behavior is not quite right.
I swallowed and smiled:
"Hehe, what's not like it? Am I touching your little ass like I used to, huh? Qiqi, it's you who think too much of you. Dad just watched you grow up, and shouldn't treat you too much like before. As long as you're having a good time, I don't have much to say. Qiqi, let me ask you, are you having fun today? You tell the truth. ”
Xue Qi was silent for a while, and then I saw her nod slightly:
"Hmm...... Very happy......"
"Wouldn't that be good? As for me, as long as you are happy every day, don't be bored at home all day long, and you will be satisfied. Qiqi, you have also grown up, and it is time to learn to understand the emotions of men and women, and find a reliable boyfriend as soon as possible, so that even if your father is gone, you will have someone to take care of, so that I will have nothing to worry about......" In the end, I couldn't say any more, as if something was stuck in my throat, and my voice broke all at once.
"Dad, what are you talking about, what do you mean you're gone...... Even if I ...... in the future I really have a boyfriend, and you're still my father, we're still a family, and it's not like we can't see each other......" Xue Qi heard my words, and seemed to think of something else, and her voice was a little anxious, but I just smiled and didn't say anything, because even if I said it, it would be useless.
Soon I fell asleep and woke up hazy, and the night passed, Xueqi had to go to school early in the morning, and when I woke up, she was already brushing her teeth in the bathroom, and I had taken leave not to go to work, so I was at home guarding the book "Ordinary World". I don't want to tell Xue Qi about God's game, because I'm worried that if Xue Qi knows the truth, I'm afraid that the progress bar on it will all fall short. I was hesitant to tell the government about it, but in the end I gave up. First of all, I don't know how to tell the government about this, and how to convince them that most people will only think of me as an idiot when they hear about any god game. Another point is that I am afraid that if the state intervenes in the life between me and Xueqi, I am afraid that our ordinary life will be completely broken, and Xueqi may also lose her small home, she has no other relatives, no other place to go, if her happiness value drops, I am afraid that the progress bar will also return to zero.
Anyway, at least until the number on the progress bar becomes a hundred, I still want to maintain the relationship between me and Xueqi, stabilize this small home, and maintain this ordinary life.
Originally, that's exactly what I thought.
But the ensuing storm completely shredded my naïve delusions, and swept me, Xueqi, and even Yuezi and everyone into a place of no return. None of us can escape this storm, we can only continue to struggle and shake in the storm......
This storm started with Xueqi's failing exam paper two days later.
The day after the night after the movie, we were all peaceful, but Fréxiu still didn't get in touch with her family, and Yuezi began to set up her bedroom into a studio, and discussed the future arrangements with us when she had time. At noon, Yuhui came and said that she had already come once, that she had already signed up for a tour group to Japan, and that she would go to Japan in three days. For this matter, I feel a little guilty, but I am very grateful, although I think I am afraid that Yuhui will not gain a lot, but it is better for her to go than not to go.
Yuezi and I both kept Yuhui to eat, but Yuhui shook her head and said calmly that she was going back to continue to be busy and make some preparations. Looking at the figure of Yuhui turning away, I was really a little upset, I stepped forward and patted her on the shoulder and said:
"Yuhui, I don't know what to say...... These days...... It should be said that I have been thanking you for the past few years. ”
Yuhui looked at me calmly, and after three seconds, she nodded and said in a robot-like tone:
"No, you don't." After a pause, she said, "It's good that you're doing well." ”
It's good that you're doing well......
This sentence was like a hammer knocking on my heart, and I was stunned.
Yuhui just glanced at me, and then she turned and left, looking at the way her few short hairs were gently blown, I suddenly felt her ...... Unspeakable loneliness.
I wanted to keep her, but I couldn't find the words to keep her. Every time I see Yuhui's watery eyes, I feel that she has a reason to do this, the reason why she doesn't stay and wants to go home must be her reason, so when I think about it, no matter what words come to my mouth, I can't say it like I'm stuck.
Is it possible for me and Yuhui?
I've thought about this more than once. I think, it is possible for me and Yuhui to be, but the relationship between me and her is always lacking a fire, every time I am with her, I always feel that I am standing with a statue, the relationship between us should be regarded as friends, friendship can be, but it is always so faint, like ice water, always not hot, can only be warm little by little difficult to advance.
Yuhui and I are two turtles, crawling with difficulty towards each other's emotional realm.
It's possible, one climb is a lifetime.
In terms of ability, Yuhui is not weaker than Yuezi, and even smarter than Yuezi, but she is not good at expressing herself, and she is not good at dealing with feelings. And I'm also a person who is not good at how to warm up feelings.
Perhaps, that's why we've only been friends for a few years now.
That afternoon, looking at the gloomy sky and the ominous buildings in the sky that were getting closer and closer, I discussed with Yuezi about whether to hand over the book "Ordinary World" to the government, after all, this is a major event related to the fate of the world, maybe we should prepare early. Yuezi thought about it and said that it is better not to do it for the time being, because if the government intervenes, it will affect our lives, especially if Xueqi knows that we are deliberately currying favor with her, maybe the progress bar will not move. If we can't make Yukiki happy, then the world will be destroyed in a month, and there will be no way to talk about government preparations and the like, and Miyoko said that there will be a break after the first round, and maybe it will be too late to prepare at that time. The confinement is very shrewd, if Xueqi is not happy, then the world will be finished in a month, and if the government does not prepare, it will be at least a month before there is a risk, compared to the risk after a month or a crisis within a month is more important.