Chapter Ninety-Seven: Unspeakable Feelings
Ren Xiao has been chatting with Bai Zi about school things, talking about things at home, and Bai Zi will also talk about some interesting things that happen at school.
Bai Zi inadvertently always looks at Nanyue with an inquiring look, Bai Zi doesn't quite understand what Nanyue means, but he just feels a little uncomfortable, and Nanyue at this time always gives Bai Zi a sense of strangeness.
And Nanyue looked at Bai Seed, who had been talking and laughing with Ren Xiao, and was very angry, this person completely ignored his existence. Didn't say a word to himself. Nanyue thought of what Sun Minghong said just now, they had been persuading Bai Zi to find other boyfriends, and what she asked Ning Zhilin to check was all about studying. He suddenly felt that there was a thorn stuck in his throat that couldn't be removed, in the past four years, he had exhausted all his calculations but never thought that Bai Zi would like other men, in his consciousness, Bai Zi liked himself very much, how could he like other men? Thinking of this possibility, Nanyue was angry, ten thousand dissatisfied, and immediately made up her mind to imprison her by her side as soon as possible, so that no one would like it and could only stay by her side. Thinking of this, Nanyue's eyes were full of possessiveness when she looked at Bai Seed, as if she was looking at all her own products.
Seeing such unusual eyes, after Sun Minghong noticed the danger of Nanyue, he immediately said in Bai Zi's ear, "Bai Zi, it's time for us to pick a wedding dress." β
Bai Zidian nodded and said to Ren Xiao with a smile, "Xiaoxiao, my sister won't chat with you if you still have something, and my sister will find you to play when I have time." β
"Okay, by the way, I have my birthday in a few days, do you have time to come to my birthday dinner?" As soon as Ren Xiao thought that Bai Zi would come back to attend his birthday party, he was super happy to rummage through his bag to find the invitation card for the party.
"Hey, I found it. Here, you must come. Ren Xiao put the invitation card in Bai Zi's hand. It was April 25th, it was the second day of the MIT interview, and it was a little troublesome if I wanted to rush back, but seeing Ren Xiao's expectant look and Nanyue's look of watching a good show, I finally agreed. Bai Zi walked out of the milk tea shop with Sun Minghong in his arms, Bai Zi felt that Nanyue's gaze was not burning his back, and immediately shouted, "Where are you going, you brought Nanyue over, now my legs are so weak that I can't go." β
"My God, I'm still wondering how you became so calm in front of Nanyue! It's all pretended! Sun Minghong looked at Bai Zi with disgust and looked weak.
"Come on, this is almost my limit, I almost didn't hug it when we met just now." Bai Zi said weakly, this short ten minutes has consumed half of his life's energy, and Bai Zi really doesn't know how to face Nanyue next time they meet.
"Okay, let's not talk about him, let's go try on the wedding dress." Sun Minghong took Bai Zi and walked to the wedding dress shop in front of him.
"My good, can you be careful, do you have another one in your stomach?" Bai Zi followed Sun Minghong in a panic. Sun Minghong rushed forward disapprerovingly, and when he arrived at the wedding dress shop, Bai Zi picked a breast wrap wedding dress for Sun Minghong, and when Sun Minghong tried on the wedding dress, the waiter also helped Bai Zi find a bridesmaid dress. Bai Zi didn't want to go without makeup, but Sun Minghong just finished trying it out, and his face turned black, so Bai Zi obediently tried on clothes. "How? Is it beautiful or not? Sun Minghong turned to look at his wedding dress in the mirror.
"It fits perfectly, the wedding dress that the beauty picked out for you just now is very suitable for your temperament." The waiter on the side said sincerely.
The window opened.
"You see?" Bai Zi is a little unaccustomed to this kind of clothes, and always feels a little uncomfortable.
"Oh my God, it's beautiful. White Seed, if you wear this to my wedding, I'll cut you in half with a knife. Sun Minghong covered her mouth and screamed.
"Is that an exaggeration?" Bai Zi laughed at Sun Minghong for being too exaggerated and walked in front of the mirror.
"It's really good-looking, but it's not that exaggerated." White Seed said with a smile.
"Xiaobai, don't you really think about Liu Dian? He's been with you for so many years, why can't you try to like him? He's really nice to you, didn't you say that you wore such a beautiful wedding dress to marry the person who likes you the most? Sun Minghong felt very sorry for Bai Seed when she looked at such a beautiful white seed, why can't so many people who like her pick one, you have to like that cold-blooded Nanyue, Liu Dian In the past four years, as long as Bai Seed or their dormitory needs Liu Dian, Liu Dian will go to Bai Zi's side no matter where he is, Liu Dian is good to Bai Zi, everyone sees it.
"Minghong, Tagore said that I only have one life..."
"Yes, Tagore said that you only have one life that you can't give to people you don't love and dreams you don't love. You've been saying this for four years, and three years before that. It's been seven years, and one in six has lived. And have you ever thought that just because you only have one life, you should cherish this short life and not spend it in pain. It may be that seeing Nanyue again, Sun Minghong is even more worried about Bai Zi's emotional status, if he doesn't persuade Bai Zi well, he may do something crazy this time.
"Alright, alright, I see, you can try this wedding dress again." Bai Zi picked out another wedding dress and handed it to Sun Minghong, smiled and watched Sun Minghong go to the fitting room, and when he looked at the mirror again, the light smile had disappeared between his lips.
"Nanyue, I put on a wedding dress for Minghong, will I have the opportunity to put on a wedding dress for you one day?" Bai Zi touched the position of his chest and read in a low voice.
"Is it pretty?" After Sun Minghong finished wearing it, he turned around twice against the white seeds.
"Oh my god, can you be careful, he's vulnerable." Bai Zi anxiously helped Sun Minghong.
Sun Minghong said funny, "Just treat him as a treasure, if he is really so fragile, he would have fallen off a long time ago, okay?" β
"Oh, don't talk nonsense, I won't try it today, I'll come with you when I have time." Bai Seed said with a serious face.
Sun Minghong had been fighting wits with Nanyue for so long just now, and he was tired of changing his wedding dress for a long time, so he agreed. The two of them had another meal outside, and Bai Zi sent Sun Minghong safely to their new house and took the car back, and after Bai Zi returned to the dormitory, he opened his small box, which was full of small stars, small cards, and postcards.
Bai Zi slowly touched these little things, "It's been four years, you finally came to me, you haven't forgotten what you said before." β
"Nanyue, Nanyue, Nanyue." Bai Zi shouted in a low voice to the box, indescribably lingering feelings, as if Nanyue was really in front of him.
Busy days always pass quickly, White Seed has finished the interview at MIT in the United States, the effect is very good, several professors seem to like themselves, White Seed is confident to get this graduate opportunity. I was already on a plane back to attend Ren Xiao's birthday party, thinking that I would see Nanyue again tonight, Bai Seed's heart couldn't settle down, I don't know if I was uneasy or excited.
When Bai Zi arrived at Ren Xiao's dinner, there were still three minutes before the official start of the dinner, Bai Zi was an extremely disgusted person who was late, she was never late, so she was relieved to arrive in time. Bai Zi saw Ren Xiao who was about to give a speech on stage and a boy who was somewhat similar to Ren Xichang, Ren Xiao also saw his arrival, waved happily, Bai Zi nodded here and turned to the corner.
Bai Zi felt a strong gaze chasing after him, Bai Zi tried to get rid of it but to no avail, and in the end he simply sat in the corner and ate dessert, from the interview to the plane back, from the airport to the dressing room to the party, she didn't eat anything for more than a day, and her hungry stomach was aching. I ate a little dessert here, and my stomach was still cramping before it calmed down.
"Brother Nanyue, where did Sister White Seed go?" After Ren Xiao cooperated with Ren Xi on the stage, he immediately looked for Bai Zi in a hurry, but he couldn't find it, so he asked Nanyue.
"In that corner." Nanyue pointed to a corner, in fact, she saw it from the time Bai Zi entered the door, Bai Zi drew a light makeup today, but she could still see the fatigue under the makeup, she was tired and running around these days, of course she was tired, but the first thing Bai Zi did when he entered the door was no longer looking for him, but looking for food, this kind of cognition made Nanyue very unhappy.
"Okay, Brother Nanyue, I'm going to find Sister Baizi." Ren Xiao immediately waved goodbye to Nanyue.
"Sister Whiteseed." Ren Xiao found the white seed eating in the corner and shouted happily.
"Hmm." Because while eating, the white seed just mumbled.
After swallowing, he smiled and said to Ren Xiao, "Happy birthday, today should be a coming-of-age ceremony, right?" Bai Zi put down the plate he was holding just now, took Ren Xiao's hand, and patted it slowly.
"Thank you, Sister White Seed, yes, I'll be eighteen years old today." Ren smiled and nodded.
"I just came back from the United States, and I didn't know what to send you, so I brought you American chocolates, don't dislike it." White Seed pulled out a large box of chocolates from his bag.
"Sister, are you Doraemon? That's amazing. Ren Xiao covered his mouth and screamed, this is his favorite taste.
"Yes, that's what you can see." White Seed speaks in Doraemon's voice.
"Haha, sister, you're so cute, and so naΓ―ve, I don't believe this for a long time when I'm so old." Ren Xiao despised the naivety of Bai Seed while unpacking the chocolate, but the smile on the corner of his mouth was always high.
"Xiaoxiao, this is your White Seed sister?" Ren Xi heard Ren Xiao's voice far away, and when he saw that this was the legendary White Seed, he couldn't help but want to get to know him.
"Well, this is Sister Baizi, this is my brother Ren Xi." Ren Xiao introduced the two to each other in a serious way.