After Su Wenxuan left, Cheng Xu sighed heavily, walked to the window, and lit a cigarette. His apartment is on a very high floor, and from the small windows, you can see a line of blue sea. Pushing open the window, the afternoon sun fell on people with a bit of blazing. The autumn breeze kept blowing in his face, making the curtains flutter and tickle his arms. Cheng Xu looked up, the weather was fine today, and the white clouds on the horizon, a thin layer, seemed to be about to melt.

In the past, Ye Wei'an always said that when it was cloudy, people's mood would become particularly unbeautiful. Now Cheng Xu feels that people's state of mind has nothing to do with the weather. With a heart, the sun is shining outside the window, and there are layers of haze under the heart. Su Wenxuan left, he knew that she would not come back, and the goodbye at the time of parting was actually difficult to see again.

Someone once told him that marriage is just two people living together together, there is nothing to be done, only firewood, rice, oil and salt. Therefore, he naively thought that even if he had no love for Su Wenxuan, he might not be able to live this life. But he was wrong after all, he ignored that his love for Ye Wei'an would hurt her. Looking at the back of Su Wenxuan leaving, Cheng Xu did not have a heart-rending pain in his heart, but there was a kind of empty panic, it turned out that in this world, not only the injured people will hurt, but also the injured people will hurt.

Cheng Xu picked up the mobile phone and dialed Ye Wei'an's phone, the phone rang for a long time and was not picked up, Cheng Xu then remembered that Ye Wei'an said that he was going to go to the wedding venue with Jing Wenyan today, so naturally he didn't have time to answer his call. He flipped through the address book and suddenly found that at this moment, he didn't even have a friend to talk to when he was frustrated. broke with Song Yiran, and Su Wenxuan also left. He became a loner for Ye Wei'an, but Ye Wei'an failed to belong to him after all. But he never regretted who made him love her. One person in this world is always another person's fool.

After leaving Cheng Xu's house, Su Wenxuan walked slowly on the crowded street, she didn't know where she should go, and she didn't know where she could go! Go home? When she returned home, how should she face Gu Qiaorong? Gu Qiaorong betrayed her sister and her husband had an affair with her brother-in-law, and she had been hiding it for so many years, and now she is trying to kill someone who knows the secret, even if that person was once her classmate. In the eyes of insiders like Ye Wei'an and Cheng Xu, perhaps Gu Qiaorong is a bad person, an enemy, and a person who needs to be guarded against at all times.

In the face of a person who has made so many mistakes, it should be like this, but she is not like this, because that person is her mother! But at the same time, she couldn't let go of the fact that the person she had called her father for more than 20 years was not her father. It was as if she had lost everything overnight, and it hurt her heart, and this pain was brought to her by Gu Qiaorong. And the person who ruthlessly uncovered this carefully whitewashed scar and made her bloody in pain was the person she loved the most.

At this time, Su Wenxuan felt that she was a joke, the family affection and love she was so for did not belong to her! The whole person fell into a state of despair that bordered on madness, and the thousands of emotions in his heart could not be described by simple frustration and resentment. Her pride, her self-esteem were attacked to the point of destruction. The outlook on life and beliefs that have always been completely disintegrated and shattered like dust, but they cannot be gathered in the long darkness. At this time, the person walking on the road is like a walking corpse, and the soul has already fallen into the abyss! My heart is like a ruined wall that has collapsed after the prosperous era, and my eyes are full of devastation.

Su Wenxuan remembered a sentence she saw when reading a novel a few years ago, "Some people can only leave if they can't wait." There are some things that you can't want, so you have to give up. Some of the past, about happiness and pain, can only be buried in the bottom of the heart. Some hopes, about the present or the future, can only choose to forget. When I first saw this sentence, I thought it made a lot of sense, and now that I have experienced this, I think even more. However, everyone understands the truth, but the truth that is understood cannot heal the heart-rending wounds.

She burst into tears, and everything in front of her seemed to be blurred. In the blurry tears, the whole world is blurred and distorted incredibly. Seeing her face full of tears, passers-by looked sideways and whispered, as if speculating about what happened to her. Su Wenxuan sneered, in this world, there are always some irrelevant people who are happy to watch our embarrassment. Su Wenxuan took a deep breath, reached out to wipe a handful of tears, and quickened her pace.

Suddenly, a child was crying on the side of the road, and the child's mother was trying to comfort her, and passers-by only glanced at it in a hurry. At that moment, Su Wenxuan suddenly realized that the so-called growing up seemed to be rubbing all the hard work and sadness and swallowing herself, so that the smiling faces of those people would not be so stiff. This is probably the sadness of growing up, and people no longer have the opportunity to show innocence and naivety.

Su Wenxuan walked for a long time, and finally walked to the beach. She closed her eyes, the saltiness of the sea floating in the air, the sound of the waves crashing on the beach, and the chirping of seagulls in the distance. It's autumn, the weather hasn't turned cold, and the beach isn't as lively as it is in the middle of summer, but it's still popular.

Everything by the sea is a little strange to Su Wenxuan, the C city she grew up in is an inland city, and so is the S city where she went to college. The memories of the sea are stuck in the tourist spots I saw when I traveled around, and the sea is exactly the same as the one on the postcard. The first time I came to the beach in D City was when Jing Wenyan came to D City to play with Jing Wenyan in her sophomore year. During the time when she came to work in D City after graduation, Cheng Xu always liked to take her to the beach. Once by chance, she heard Jing Wenyan talk about it, and she knew that the seaside was Ye Wei'an's favorite place to come, and the astringency in her heart deepened a little.

However, looking at the vast sea at this moment, Su Wenxuan seemed to suddenly understand why Ye Wei'an liked the sea! The endless sea has a strange majestic power, which seems to have a strange soothing effect that an invisible and extremely gentle human can not resist, even if it cannot soothe the wounds in the heart, it can also make people's mood much calmer. Su Wenxuan took a deep breath and smelled the salty taste, she felt a lot more relaxed.

Cheng Xu sat at home for a long time, and the depression in his heart was not dissipated, so he put on a coat and walked out of the house. The sky was almost dusk, and the sky was full of colorful colors, but Cheng Xu had no intention of looking. As soon as the lights came on, the shops on the street were lit up one after another. Cheng Xu walked with his head down and turned into a bar.

Deafening music, colorful neon lights, and people dancing like demons on the dance floor seem to always be synonymous with bars. Cheng Xu sat down at the bar, ordered a bottle of beer, and poured it into his mouth. At this moment, a woman who had just come out of the dance floor sat in the seat next to him. Cheng Xu only glanced at it in a hurry, saw the woman's heavy makeup and exaggerated dress, and turned his head.

"Beer." After the woman finished speaking to the bartender, she took out a box of cigarettes from her pocket, took one out and lit it, and began to swallow the clouds. A series of actions in one go, apparently accustomed to smoking. Cheng Xu drank his beer and didn't pay attention to the man again.

Not long after, the man took the initiative to walk up to Cheng Xu and said with a smile: "I didn't expect that I would meet acquaintances when I came to D City to play around." ”

Acquaintance? Cheng Xu raised his head suspiciously, looked at it fixedly, and couldn't help but be stunned, that person turned out to be Chu Yi. This is not the first time Cheng Xu has seen Chu still come to this kind of place, nor is it the first time he has seen Chu still dressed up so exaggeratedly, but he still can't get used to it. Fortunately, every time Chu still sees her in private, it won't be like this. "Don't you go to school? How did you get to City D? ”

"You don't know! I thought my sister told you that I was expelled from school half a year ago for skipping too many classes! Chu still said indifferently, the tone was like saying that the weather was so good today!

"You have a big heart." Cheng Xu shook his head and didn't say anything. Because he knew that no matter what he said, Chu still wouldn't listen.

"That's all it said!" Chu still shrugged his shoulders, still looking nonchalant, "What's wrong with you?" It's rare to see you go out to get drunk alone, and I used to see you at bars with friends! You come to this kind of place alone, Su Wenxuan doesn't care? ”

Cheng Xu smiled bitterly and sighed lightly: "Su Wenxuan won't care about me anymore!" We divided. ”

"What should I be, it turned out to be a broken love! But hasn't Su Wenxuan always been dead set on you, why did she break up with you suddenly? Don't you have a new love? Chu still took a sip of wine, patted Cheng Xu and said, "What's the situation?" Tell me about it? It's not good to be bored with this kind of thing, and getting yourself drunk is to get up tomorrow and then feel uncomfortable, so you still have to find someone to talk to. ”

"Don't blame Wen Xuan, I did it myself. That's the thing......" Cheng Xu touched the cup with Su Wenxuan from time to time, and while drinking, he told Chu Yi the cause and effect of the incident. Cheng Xu always attributed this little sister Chu, who was two years younger than them and spent all day in bars and nightclubs, to a child who had not grown up and was ignorant. He never imagined that one day she would be his listener.

"Well, you did it yourself." Chu still made a summary after listening.

"Hey, is there anyone you comfort people like that?" Cheng Xu complained dissatisfiedly.

"I said I wanted to hear it, but I didn't say I wanted to comfort you." Chu still said confidently: "So what is your situation now?" Isn't it the classic bloody drama plot staged, as soon as Su Wenxuan left, you suddenly found that you had fallen in love with her in the past two years, but you didn't have time! ”

Cheng Xu shook his head, "That's not, Wen Xuan is very important to me, but that's not love, never!" I'm empty right now! ”

"Empty?" Chu still repeated Cheng Xu's three words, thought for a moment and asked: "Suddenly I found myself a loner for Ye Wei'an, but Ye Wei'an didn't belong to you?" ”

"You summed it up brilliantly!" Cheng Xu was a little surprised, Chu still saw his thoughts so clearly. He never wanted to fight, at this moment, the person who knew him best was actually Chu Yi!

"Let's go! Take you somewhere! After Chu still finished speaking, without waiting for Cheng Xu to agree, he dragged him out without saying anything.