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The glow of the day's sunlight on the wooden floor was like the light on an old movie screen.

Although the actor is gone, the movie will remain there forever, immortal. Just like Brother Guorong, he will always live in our hearts.

I followed Zheng Xiaolong to the attic, and there were many subordinates on the way, all of whom were respectful......

Before I entered the attic, I was very puzzled by Zheng Xiaolong.

But when I really got to know the truth...... I can only say four words, create and make people.

At dusk in late summer, when the window in front of the attic was not closed, and the wind was blowing, I saw Zheng Xiaolong take out a strange-shaped key from his pocket and insert it into the ancient lock.

Zheng's house has exploded, but I'm afraid that things have already been transferred......

Otherwise, there wouldn't be what we are now......

After the key in Zheng Xiaolong's hand turned three times, there was a subtle "click" unlocking sound from inside the lock. Then Zheng Xiaolong As if he was afraid of something abrupt, he carefully withdrew the key, held the delicate bronze doorknob with both hands, and slowly pushed the door open......

And as the door opened, a dark old incense poured in, which was very intoxicating.

Zheng Xiaolong was the first to walk in.

The moment he walked in, I could feel the quiet and peace coming from this old man in his twilight years.

It was a feeling of instant silence, just like when I saw Chi Chen. All frizz was smoothed out in an instant......

I'll follow up.

The room was dim, as if there were a lot of things, and Zheng Xiaolong raised his hand in front of him, and turned on the lights very carefully. __l;

Then, I saw a room of cheongsams and was stunned. There are a lot of cheongsam, and there is almost no place to stay in the house, only a rocking chair.

On the rocking chair, there seems to be something, like a photo album. In the blink of an eye, I looked at Zheng Xiaolong, who was standing in front of the four paintings.

The woman in the painting looked almost exactly like me, but I knew it was not me.

I would never be able to do that woman's gentle demeanor.

In addition to the paintings, there are also a few looking photos around. The photographs are stored in wooden glass frames. The glass is spotlessly clean and apparently taken care of every day, while the wooden frame is so glittering and kind that it's clearly often touched back and forth.

The lighting is very soft, and Zheng Xiaolong under the light is even more gentle.

The painting is an oil painting, which should be four pieces in spring, summer, autumn and winter. The first is in spring, wearing a tender yellow cheongsam and holding an oil-paper umbrella on the drizzly bluestone road in the south of the Yangtze River, with long hair fluttering, and even the willows hanging at the intersection can't help but float towards her; The second is in the summer, she is holding a cup of tea in front of the window, her hair is coiled up, revealing a slender and white neck, dressed in white like a fairy, butterflies lingering around the left and right; The third is under the red maple tree in autumn, the hairpin holds her long hair, plays the guzheng, and the full red maple leaves are floating towards her; The last one is a long cheongsam wrapped in a body, a cloak and shawl, sniffing plum blossoms in the heavy snow......

Such a gentle woman, even I feel excited when I see it!

Yu Guang looked at Zheng Xiaolong----

Then, there was some shock.

From belonging to Zhengmen to the present, I have only seen Zheng Xiaolong's calm, steady, kind and kind appearance. But now he seems to have changed into a different person, even the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes are smiling into a gentle arc, and his slightly sunken deep eyes are slightly squinted, full of soft ripples.

I have only seen this kind of soft light in Chi Chen's eyes. That's the gaze of a lover......

Could it be ----

I looked around and found that the cheongsams on the painting were hung in the four corners of the room, and I also found a pattern, these cheongsams were all arranged according to spring, summer, autumn and winter......

The indescribable dark fragrance in the house makes people feel like they are back in the past.

I think of my grandmother......

I mean, my late grandmother, she also loved to wear cheongsam. These cheongsams give me a very intimate feeling.

"Chilling." When Zheng Xiaolong called me, I looked back at him and said "um".

"You know what. You and Ting'er are very much like your grandmother. ”

I've actually guessed that this painting should be my grandmother.

Over there, Zheng Xiaolong paced towards the chair, "Come, come and sit down, you ...... It's time to take a look at them. ”

As Zheng Xiaolong spoke, he picked up the thick photo album on the recliner.

I walked over, and the moment I sat down and picked up the photo album, Zheng Xiaolong suddenly smiled. I pursed my lips and didn't say anything, just opened the album. I'm here for the truth, but when I opened the first page of the album, I was stunned.

It was a kind of shock that you felt when you touched it with your fingertips.

"They are ----"

Before I saw the photo, I had only seen my parents' names in black and white. After all, their death is related to Chi Chen and they have passed away, I always force myself not to think about it, the deceased is gone.

But now, seeing photos is a different feeling. When Zheng Xiaolong said, "This is when you were just born," my nose was a little sour.

Zheng Xiaolong's voice returned to kindness, and he leaned over beside me, the scent of sandalwood on his body hit.

"This is your grandmother, your mother, father, this is Ting'er, he was only two years old at the time......" Zheng Xiaolong turned a page for me as he spoke, on which was a handsome man changing diapers, but I could see that his expression was shocked, as if it was a snap.

"This is your father holding you, he can't put it down, he hasn't let go since birth, he is afraid that your mother will be tired, so he has to change the diaper by himself...... As a result, you pee on him. ”

Page 3----

"This is your mother teaching your father to mix milk powder for you......"

Zheng Xiaolong is like a treasure, but I suddenly burst into tears.

Probably, I didn't have parents since I was a child, so I always forced myself not to think about it, but now, I suddenly saw that I had also been cared for by my parents in the palm of my hand, as a pearl in the palm of my hand.

It's a subtle feeling.

Zheng Xiaolong turned another page, and I was grinning in the photo, my ...... Mom was crying.

"You smiled on this day, at that time, we had already made an appointment to take pictures of you every day, so that when you grow up and get married, you can keep it as a souvenir......"

"Don't talk about it." I abruptly stood up from my chair, "Say no more!" ”

When I got up, the album fell heavily to the ground,

"Is that unacceptable? This is not like my granddaughter Zheng Xiaolong. ”

He picked up the album on the floor and dusted it off.

"It's not that I can't accept it."

The album is wooden. I just took it in my hand and found that the wood of the album was bright and smooth, obviously Zheng Xiaolong had sat here, stroking, flipping through and recalling again and again...... The agarwood hit and I looked around.

I know I have a lover, and he has him, but ----

"Chi Chen, he didn't mean it...... He was not, at the beginning, in a different position. ”

The more I spoke, the quieter it became, and it was so uncomfortable.

I hate my identity, but I have no choice but to admit this identity! Zheng Xiaolong stood in front of me and sighed, "Hanxiao, I never wanted you to know about these things. Because I've always felt that it's good for you to be a happy daughter, and I put all the pain on me, but ...... I didn't expect that I recognized the wrong person. ”

"You know, you were stolen on the day of the full moon wine, so there are only thirty photos in the album?"

"That night, the whole family went out to find you, your aunt, your uncle, and the two families, all to find you, were killed by Chi Chen. Chi Chen, he also participated in the Living Man Gu. He said he didn't know it was a Living Man Gu plan, but ---- who knew the truth? ”

"Don't talk about it......"

I was stunned, the whole family ......

At that moment, I finally knew why Chi Chen was so sure that I was leaving.

"Chilling."

"He is the ...... of all that you are doing now"

"No----" I stood up suddenly, pushed Zheng Xiaolong away and ran out, I don't want to listen! I ran down the attic as fast as I could, but as I stood in the doorway, I realized that I had nowhere to go......

I don't have anywhere to go......

I looked up at the sky, and I only felt depressed, as if I was holding a breath, and if I didn't shout out, I thought I would die.

"Ah----h

When I shouted to the heavens at the door, it seemed that the pain would be lessened.

When he shouted in his throat, his throat was very painful, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.

Why......

Why should it be!

Zheng Xiaolong is right, since I entered the Zheng family, I have never heard any news from the Zheng family, except for Zheng Ting. But it turned out that it wasn't that I had never heard of it, but Zheng Xiaolong, who didn't tell me, and then was hugged by Zheng Xiaolong on the shoulder, "It's okay, just cry." But whether he knew about the Living Man Gu plan or not, he was the enemy of our Zheng family! ”

"Why is this happening?"

When I opened my mouth hoarsely, I raised my eyes to look at Zheng Xiaolong, Zheng Xiaolong pursed his lips, "It's just to blame." Grandpa is useless. Didn't find out sooner. But as for the children...... You...... Think it through for yourself. ”

"I don't think about it, grandpa, I ......"

I'm really stunned now, I didn't expect such a big hatred. And Chi Chen---- did he know about it earlier? I knew why I could ...... As if nothing happened.

"Maybe it's not him...... I don't believe it. ”

My voice was hoarse from the scream. As I spoke, Zheng Xiaolong wiped away my tears, "He has already admitted it." Moreover, there are photos of the Grandmaster, haven't you seen it...... In the final analysis, he has too many lives on his hands, and after he inadvertently said something a long time ago, I began to prepare for it......"

"Don't talk about it......"

"I, I'm alone for a while."

I finished speaking hoarsely and pushed Zheng Xiaolong away.

"Good. I'll have the food brought to the room. ”

After I walked a few steps, I was stopped by Zheng Xiaolong again, "There is one more thing." ”

I was silent and looked back at him.

When he looked at me, he pursed his lips, "Chu Yuren is not dead. The Lu family was also destroyed by him back then. ”

I was stunned, and then turned around indifferently.

Later, Zheng Xiaolong said again, "They are forging the ghost sword, although they may not be successful...... But it should be useful for Lu Jiu to return to Daomen to find ancient books...... If the sword is made, you ......"

I raised my hand to cover my ears.

"I can't hear you."

As I spoke, I walked briskly away......

That's right, I can't hear it.

……

I locked myself in my room.

I curled up in the darkness and watched the sun go down and the moon climb up outside the window. The moon was fifteen and sixteen, and the cold moonlight shone on the window, in front of my feet.

My stomach tightened and I was hungry.

But I didn't have the slightest appetite.

Sorry little baby, mom...... I don't know what to do.

For the first time in my life, I didn't have any thoughts in my head. It only hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

At this moment, how much I believe in Chi Chen, how much it hurts, when the window is pushed open, a familiar orange fragrance rolls in. Chi Chen----

In an instant, my head was filled with the name, but I didn't dare to look up. Just hugged himself and watched the long black legs come coming.

From far to near, and then, he crouched down in front of me. He seemed to raise his hand, and his clothes rubbed against each other and then fell again, not touching me.

"Have you eaten?"

He was as if nothing had happened, and his voice was as low and beautiful as ever.

I bit my lower lip,

Pluck up your courage to look up at him.

He had the light on his back, and his eyes couldn't really see it, he only felt that it was pitch black, and the pitch black was bottomless and lusterless. I suddenly got up and hugged him, and he froze.

"Chi Chen----"

My voice was still hoarse, and I cried and called out to him. ~~［］［］［］.

"Chi Chen, you lie to me......"

"You don't like to lie to me the most, you lie to me now, you say, you didn't kill people. I'll just go with you......"

"Is it good to ......?"

At this moment, I am not a man, I am just a woman, a mother.

I don't really know what to do.

But this time, he spoke in a deep voice, and there was only one sentence----

"I'm sorry."