【Chapter 145】Lao Tzu is really not sick

Heaven seems destined to love each other and meet, and it is also destined to drift apart, and then destined to meet in the future.

God really treats her well.

If one day, classmates and friends envy her for gaining a Qin Jianglan, she may say, you can try to play online games, pick up a Yu Lin, and then divorce, you can pick up a Qin Jianglan!

Will it be beaten?

Giggle!

"Girl? What are you doing here? Crying again? Why do you love to cry so much! ”

When did Qin Jianglan come back, she didn't feel it at all, she looked at the table, fortunately, the computer was turned off!

smiled with tears in his eyes: "I remembered a joke I watched when I was at work, and suddenly laughed to tears!" ”

She was relieved.

Some people say that the problem of orientation does not absolutely depend on the corpus callosum of the human brain, but to a large extent depends on genes, and some foreign research institutions say that the DNA of people of the same sex has similar defects, and the orientation determined by genes cannot be changed for almost a lifetime, while the other belongs to environmental encounters and will be restored by changing the environment.

Qin Jianglan and Yu Lin are very ordinary, very ordinary real men, not as evil as she thinks!

His parents are normal, his words and deeds are normal, and there is nothing to prove that he may go in the opposite direction.

During the meal, she suddenly said, "Qin Jianglan, let's get married!" ”

Probably this was too sudden, Qin Jianglan just picked up a green vegetable and was about to put it in her bowl, but it actually fell on the dining table!

She searched for a flickering tension in his eyes, and wanted to laugh, but she felt that such a serious thing did not seem solemn enough to laugh.

But he was just proposed, as for being so nervous?

After a long pause, he said, "Why do you suddenly want to get married?" ”

"Aren't all those who love each other supposed to get married? Don't you want to? ”

"Uh...... Reasonable! What did you think of it? ”

He regarded her serious marriage proposal as a whim!

And then there was no then!

He didn't have then?

After eating quietly, he went to the study again and began to work, couldn't he even think of his work, and at this time he wanted to discuss marriage with her?

Or is he still minding Yu Lin's existence!

But......

Could it be that because Yu Lin exists in this world all his life, he and she will not have a future?

She and Yu Lin have divorced, and they will never be able to go back together, just because Yu Lin is his friend, do you feel that marrying her is not righteous?

The Brotherhood is more important than her?

The happiness that was originally hooked up was quickly suppressed a few points in the absence of it!

Perhaps, he really needs the help of a doctor to help him remove this lingering shadow from his heart!

Su Wenruo felt that he could only pretend to be indifferent now.

She still made coffee and put it on his desk, chatting about family life: "How is it? When I went to that village, did I find anything? ”

He quickly wrote something on the paper, did not stop, sighed lightly and whispered: "No, it's just that the villagers near the black factory said that they heard the sound of machinery working at night, and nothing else is clear!" ”

seems to understand a little, maybe it is also because this case has not been able to have a result so far, Qin Jianglan's mind is not on her saying this.

Last time she added ingredients to the wine, she cried and cried for an answer, and he threw back the question to her, in fact, it has been explained very clearly, and there is really no need to repeat the explanation today, so he is reluctant to continue, for fear of arousing her pain again, it is possible.

In any case, it was indeed not so appropriate for her to marry him because she had confirmed his love and did not take into account the surrounding factors.

Fortunately, he didn't make fun of her and wanted to get married in a hurry!

But one thing can be seen from it, that is, her relationship with him, he will still mind the existence of Lin.

So the next day, she went to work and pretended to doze off.

showed an anxious look of poor energy and tiredness, which successfully made Qin Jianglan see it.

He grabbed her into the office and asked her worriedly: "There have been too many things in the company recently, and I haven't taken good care of you, I see that you are haggard again, do I need to take you to the doctor?" ”

Su Wenruo shook his head, deliberately drooped his eyelids and said, "No, I'm fine, you just deal with the company's affairs, I should take care of you!" ”

Qin Jianglan identified her performance as that this girl's acting skills are not good, she is obviously tired but still pretending to be energetic, and she will always be a dead duck with a hard mouth.

His face was full of non-negotiable: "Listen to me, go and see it after work!" ”

She said with some grievances: "Didn't you just have a physical examination, you followed the whole process, do you believe the doctor, or don't you believe me?" ”

He thought about it with his dark eyes, and it seemed to make sense, nodded and said: "Then you just haven't rested well, you have to remember that you don't have to worry about the company's affairs, everything has me, as long as you make yourself fat, it is equivalent to taking care of me!" ”

She wanted to speak and stopped, as if she had to say, "Actually, I ...... Neurasthenia, it's hard to have a deep sleep, I'm used to it! ”

Worry really appeared in his eyes: "Then see a psychiatrist, and if necessary, consult a professional psychologist, maybe, you are still living in the past, you seem to be calm on the surface, but you can't control it in your heart!" ”

When Su Wenruo heard this, his eyes lit up, but he was immediately noticed by himself, and immediately hidden, and continued to say listlessly: "It's okay, let's see if I have any psychological barriers, maybe I can get rid of it, and I can sleep well in the future, can you go too?" ”

"Of course I'm going with you!"

She was really forcibly dragged by Qin Jianglan to a psychiatrist.

went to a well-known psychological clinic, the psychiatrist began to test Su Wenruo, and Qin Jianglan looked at the magazine on the side.

Naturally, she won't cooperate, because she doesn't have any psychological barriers at all.

When the doctor asked her questions, she deliberately gave the wrong answers, thinking that by doing so, she would be able to conjure up one or two diseases to cover up her little plot.

However, the sharp-eyed doctor finally accurately diagnosed that she actually had a mild neurasthenia and obsessive-compulsive disorder.

It's not up to her to deny it.

It is a fact that you can't sleep well, and obsessive-compulsive disorder, it is even more obvious, the doctor casually cites a chestnut, she denies it on the surface, but she already knows it in her heart.

For example, after she gave birth to her son Mumu, she always had to clean the house ten times or eight times a day, and she felt that if it was not clean, there would be bacteria, and these bacteria might make her son sick, but she always felt that she had not cleaned it.

When you go to bed at night, you always have to check whether the doors and windows have been closed.

The most boring thing is that she often goes out from the guardrail of the balcony, looks at the sky, and then looks at the underground, dozens of stories of high-rise buildings, she looks at it once and imagines it, if she falls, it will fall into a meatloaf, right?

Ever since she gave birth, she has had these stupid, unnecessary thoughts.

The doctor corrected her erroneous automatic thinking, used it to test false assumptions that were both supportive and unsupportive, helped her with cognitive distortions, prescribed some antidepressants, and had to return for follow-up appointments after her course of treatment.

Looking at the large bag of medicine in his hand, Su Wenruo was full of crows circling, this ...... It's so special!

Could it be that it was really because she had these mild mental symptoms that she repeatedly figured out Qin Jianglan?

She knows that her usual thoughts are a little extreme, but this is obviously the sensitivity that smart people have!

It's not that there is only a thin line between a genius and a madman, at most she is just a little extreme below the genius, how can she not reach the level of a madman above the genius!

But now, she's actually a psychopath!

This blows! It's self-inflicted!

It's okay to come to this kind of place and identify yourself as a psychopath, all right! Happy now!

When the doctor was about to send them out of the door, she remembered that Qin Jianglan was doing a psychological test today!

Reflexively pushed Qin Jianglan back inside, stubbornly refused to let him out, and said: "It's all here, you also let the doctor take a look, there are too many things in the company recently, you are under a lot of pressure, you are definitely not sick, let the doctor help relieve the pressure!" ”

Now it's Qin Jianglan's turn to have crows floating above his head!

couldn't stand her stalking, Qin Jianglan was really pressed on the chair by her!

Of course, the doctor doesn't mind doing it one more time, charging an extra consultation fee, and starting the routine test very dutifully.

In the middle, she also enthusiastically kept helping to ask questions, and took advantage of the time when Qin Jianglan was hypnotized by the doctor to take a nap to decompress, and whispered in the doctor's ear about the relationship between him and Yu Lin and her, and asked the doctor to make a thorough diagnosis according to this way.

As a result, after a covert test by the doctor, Qin Jianglan had no psychological barrier at all!

Normal normal normal people!

That's embarrassing!

She suspected that he had a mental disorder in this area, but he didn't, she was the one who was sick!

What else can be said? A cold scene before frying!

Quack!

She could only put the blame on the doctor.

If the doctor knew that she was thinking this way, he would probably give her a shot of diazepam!

Su Wenruo cursed the doctor all the way, and went home with Qin Jianglan depressed.

Qin Jianglan may have listened to the doctor's advice, and when he went home, he lay on the sofa to catch up on sleep, saying that he hadn't slept enough in the consultation center just now, so he asked Su Wenruo to call him when dinner was ready.

Su Wenruo threw the dishes into the kitchen, quickly followed him to the living room, and caught him while he hadn't fallen asleep yet, grabbed him and said, "Do you think it's better to go where to take wedding photos when you get married?" Don't shoot in the studio, go to the location, shoot the very beautiful kind! ”

Since he is not sick at all, of course he is to get married and tie him up!

Qin Jianglan seemed helpless every time she suddenly thought about her, yawning and pinching her face: "The world's big ......"

Then I slept comfortably......

Sleep!

She was so angry that she wanted to wake him up, but she couldn't bear it, it was rare that he wanted to rest, and she went to wake him up, and it was she who felt distressed.

I decided to wait until the evening to find a chance to talk about it.

The oil splashed in the kitchen, she was hurriedly stir-frying, the mobile phone rang, listening to the ringtone, it was Qin Jianglan's mobile phone, the cry of that guy sleeping now was shocking, and it was estimated that he couldn't hear it.