Chapter 358: She decided
Dolgon turned to leave, he didn't want to speak harshly about Zizig, he didn't want to listen to her aggressiveness anymore, and he knew that escaping was not a long-term solution, and that sooner or later Zizig would be driven crazy by herself.
But right now, he really can't think of any way to get the best of both worlds, he can't give up Yu'er, and he can't let go of his wife.
Silence returned to the room, and Zizig turned stiffly, her dresser bigger and more spacious than in the Shengjing Palace, and the large, translucent mirror allowed her to see herself clearly, along with the fine lines at the corners of her eyes, and with the lost youth.
"Dolgon, what do you like about her, what do you love about her?"
Trying to recall the past twenty years, she can hardly remember what the intersection between Dolgon and Da Yu'er is, could it be the gossip caused by the red cloak back then, and the fake play has become true?
The grief and anger of the person, it was difficult to control her emotions, Qi Qige angrily pushed all the rouge gouache gold and silver jewelry on the table to the ground, and in the sound of shattering one after another, she casually picked up the vase and smashed it into the mirror.
After the loud bang, the mirror split apart, revealing hideous cracks, and her face in the mirror was shattered into terrible pieces.
When Dolgon walked outside the courtyard gate, he heard this movement, and he was accustomed to Zizig's temper, but when he thought about it, he was worried that she would use the fragments to cut her wrists for a short time, so he hurriedly turned and ran back.
Zizig stood like a stone statue in the midst of the mess, and Dorgon rushed in and carried her out.
The maidservant who heard the movement also came, and looked nervously at the scene in the room, and Dolgon said coldly, "Hurry up and pack up, and don't make a fuss." ”
He hugged Qizige, turned to the room next to him, put her on the warm kang, checked her hands and body, and asked worriedly, "Are there any wounded?" ”
Angry and angry, his head hurt as if it was about to crack, and Qizig looked at her husband with a blank look: "Are you afraid that I will die, that I will be injured?" Afraid that I will find a short-term view? Dolgon, do you still care about me? ”
Dorgon cupped her cheek: "Even if you want to mess with me for the rest of your life, I won't leave you, Zizig, and you won't leave me, no." ”
Tears slid down her husband's palm, she was unwilling, she couldn't swallow this breath no matter what, Zizig grabbed Dolgon's shirt and asked, "When did you start, Dolgon, I want to understand, I just want to understand, please tell me......"
"Why don't you believe me?" Dorgon insisted, "I had nothing to do with her, not really. ”
Zizig closed her eyes in despair, her fingers gradually loosened, Dolgon put her down, she curled up in a ball and turned her back, Dolgon waited for a moment, pulled a quilt to cover her, Zizig suddenly said: "House arrest me, or take a good look at her, you choose." ”
Dorgon was stunned.
Qizig said: "I will never do anything to hurt myself, I want to live to see that you will not die well." ”
Dolgon's heart was shocked, and he unconsciously clenched his fists, did he really want to imprison Zizig, completely separating her from Yu'er in this life?
He returned to the study, and the discerning subordinates had prepared a bed for him in the study early, knowing that the prince and Fujin could not be good for a while, and they were so noisy just now, they must have to sleep separately tonight.
But Dorgon sat at the table in a daze, not sleepy, he had to come up with a solution as soon as possible, and the only person he could negotiate with now was Yu'er.
The next afternoon, when Da Yu'er was walking in the palace, she met Dolgon, who came to her, and the man's face was full of tiredness, and he looked like he had not slept all night.
She quietly listened to Dolgon's talk about Zizig's madness last night, and Dolgon said bluntly: "You have to be careful, Zizig is likely to kill you." ”
Yu'er smiled gently: "No, I will protect myself in the first place, and besides, my sister and her for more than 20 years have a deeper relationship than you, and she is angry." Don't worry about me, take care of Zizig, don't wronged her. ”
But Dolgon was very painful: "Yu'er, why did it become like this, why did she suddenly start to doubt?" If she doesn't believe it, no matter how many people provoke her, she won't believe it, but once she does, no matter how we explain it, it won't help. ”
Yu'er's heart beat hard all at once, she didn't sleep well last night, the signal of Aobai came so fast, she thought that she would have to wait at least two more years.
At this moment, she suddenly figured out what about two more years, all of them, except for pain, they would get nothing.
"Yu'er, do we still have hope?" Dolgon, however, still fantasizes about having the best of both worlds, the two most important women in his life at the same time, "Will Ziziger figure it out, is there still a chance?" ”
Da Yu'er held his palm and said calmly: "If I can do anything for you, just tell me, but if you don't say it clearly, I really don't want to interfere in your affairs." I just want to be quietly guarded by you, and I just want to enjoy your kindness to me with peace of mind. I know I'm sorry for Zizig, but I've taken this step, Dolgon, and I can't let you down anymore. ”
Dolgon was stunned, and hurriedly covered Yu'er's cold hand in the palm of her hand, her gaze was so gentle and peaceful, not impatient or impatient, as if she could accept anything calmly, was it because she was by her side?
"It's me who is too selfish." Yu'er said, "Dolgon, I'm sorry. ”
The man shook his head vigorously and took Yu'er in his arms, this is on the palace road of the Forbidden City, the palace maid and eunuch may walk by at any time, and Fulin may appear at any time, but he has gradually let go of these scruples.
A gust of wind passed, and the snowflakes fell, and the two let go of their arms and looked up at the sky, the cold snowflakes melted on their faces, and flowed through the blood through their skin into Yu'er's heart.
She, decided.
During the lunar month, Dolgon left Beijing to inspect the mausoleum built for Dordor, and it took three or four days to return. Before leaving, he came to say goodbye to Yu'er, telling her to be careful, if she could not see Qizig, it was better not to see her, Yu'er promised everything, asked him to be careful on the road and come back early.
When Dorgon was gone, Su Mala came back alone from elsewhere, and she stood in front of the palace gate to see the regent, and then sighed softly, settled her heart, and came in to Yu'er, saying, "The slaves and maids are ready, when do you want them?" ”
"She should come to see me." Yu'er said, "Wait a minute, if you can't wait for her in the first month, I will take the initiative to see her in the first month, I am not in a hurry, since it has been decided, then wait for the best moment slowly." ”
But as Yu'er expected, it was indeed sisters who had been together for more than 20 years, and the day after Dolgon left Beijing, Qizig entered the palace.
The news spread all the way to the study, and the brush in Yu'er's hand trembled, and a large ball of ink fell, soaking the red paper.
"Invite her to Cining Palace." Yu'er said, "I'll take her to visit Cining Palace." ”