Chapter 409: I don't want to struggle anymore
To be honest, my mind has been brightening up a lot lately, but I still haven't managed to figure out what this is all about.
The mess was circling around in my head, and in the end it didn't seem to work out into a line.
Lethe's eyes always shake in front of me, so painful.
It's like he deliberately stabbed me, as if he wanted revenge, but in my opinion, it was a grievance with nowhere to vent.
He was obviously very painful and fierce, but after all, he didn't really hurt me, he didn't touch me...... Instead, after I poked myself, I took a step back and agreed that I was at home.
Although he is a fierce beast, there is also a vulnerability, and I have always known that it is me. Maybe it's the same as how many big men are afraid of injections...... There will always be a little bit of a coarse and fine accident.
So, I also know how sad he is.
I don't know how much I want to hug him, to coax him, to tell him that it's no such thing.
But I explained everything clearly, and I trusted him to trust me.
This is the ...... It's really hard to be strong.
In another position, if Lethe goes out with a cub, and then suddenly becomes a child born with his old friend.
Then I must be angry, what about my child? Where did I get my child? And while being annoyed, I'm disgusted that I found out that he actually had sex with a woman other than me!
So even if he says he doesn't know, I won't believe it! I just want my own children, and the person I once trusted me not to betray!
yes – we both love each other deeply.
Therefore, this deep love is the most vulnerable, and when the evidence is directly in front of us, no explanation is useful.
I lay on my back on my bed, and I had to live day by day, no matter what.
Ao Fan said that there was dragon energy in the egg, and said that this egg was not his. But it's not his, where does the dragon qi come from?
Dragon energy, is it the breath of the dragon? Or is it the same as Reiki? It's as if both are pretty much the same.
Is there a dragon in my belly? Why is there dragon energy if it's not a dragon? It's a dragon, not an Aofan, and I haven't touched any dragons!
This is already the explanation after taking 10,000 steps back, just when I touched it, I got pregnant, then I haven't touched any other dragons! It's not his, so this egg flew from the sky?
Oh, my God!
How can you be entangled in the fact that you are about to get pregnant like a primary school student?
My head was about to explode, and I decided that I didn't want to, and when this egg was born, I wanted to see what it was!
With this resentment, I hugged the futon and lay down to sleep!
From today onwards, I want to live well! I've got to give myself a chance!
If Lethe doesn't give me a chance now, then if I give up on myself, I will never have a future!
So I decided to sleep to my heart's content, and after my mind was calm, I started to sleep comfortably.
In the middle of the night, I felt that someone was close to me, and it was really as if I had said to Lethe, the soul nourishing bead had raised my soul for a while, and my reaction had become a little better.
My heart jumped twice with excitement, even if I smell it, I know who it is!
"Master......," I whispered.
It was pitch black, and I could see his eyes, looking at me, bright, but tired.
"You're back......"
There are a lot of things I want to say to him, but I just can't say them, and I don't know where to start.
The lights were turned on, and the whole room lit up, and my eyes were so uncomfortable for a moment that I reached out to cover them.
"It's good that you'll come back to me." I sat up from the bed and forced myself to smile and face him.
Lethe looked at me and spoke quietly.
"Just have a question for you."
"You ask." I obediently sat on the bed and listened.
"Why didn't you go with him?"
"Why?" I smiled nonchalantly: "Because this is my home, no matter what I am pregnant with, I will assume that it is yours and not someone else's, so if I don't leave, I will die here." ”
“……”
There was a long silence, and then Lechuan took a few steps forward, and I could even feel the coolness on him.
Have you been out there all the time? Although it was early spring, it was still cold outside.
"If you have identified me, why are you with him?" Lethe's words, asked, are still very desolate.
"......" I looked at him, not going to say anything more.
I explained a lot before, and I said it again and again, but it's useless, it's better not to explain, and the clear ones will clear themselves, and I will definitely find the problem!
"Why don't you speak? …… Do you think I'm a good deceitful, or do you want me to spoil you so much, and you will definitely tolerate it in the end. ”
"Nope." I shook my head: "I cherish your pampering, really!" ”
"That's because I feel that I can't live without you, so I'm unscrupulous."
"Nope."
"I'm messy." He looked at me, "I can't figure out why you have to take this path. ”
"I don't have ......" helpless, powerless to argue, I hate this egg!
"You say, I am the best for you, I spoil you the most, you love me the most, but ...... Why betray? ”
"What you say is true." I nodded, visibly making him nervous, "But I didn't betray." ”
"There is no betrayal, why did he come back to you."
His eyes were full of pain, and he thought I was going to walk with him.
"It's to ask about the Qingniu Fairy, and it seems that I have found some clues." I didn't understand either, so I said to him with great interest: "By the way, I asked about Aofan's egg, and he said that it was not his, nor was it a dragon egg." ”
"He doesn't want it?"
"It's not that he doesn't want it! It's not him at all! ”
"Hehe......"
I looked at Lethe and smiled coldly, giving me a lot of goosebumps.
"Then you're going to tell me, how many dragons have you been involved with? Or will I lay dragon eggs? ”
"I said it wasn't a dragon egg! It's just that there is some dragon energy, not necessarily a dragon egg! ”
"You know what the hell it is!"
I was dumbfounded, watching Lethe yelling at me again, speechless.
I wanted to lose my temper, but I still tried to restrain my temper and stepped forward to hug him.
Although he was expected to be dodged, he still tried to raise his face and smile.
"Master, I have always emphasized that this is not true, I am innocent with him, and I can't wait to die here now to prove myself, it is better than your misunderstanding."
"Oh, don't die." He sneered: "Don't say die for me, if you stab the dragon's nest again, I have more enemies, add a few more, and I can't play anymore." ”
"Don't be weird when you speak."
"Then it's better not to say it."
Turning around, he left me straight away and left again.
Indifferent, disgusting, as if I was really nothing and didn't need to care at all.
Again, talk about collapse......
The smile on the corner of his mouth gradually withered, and the whole person was like grass exposed to the scorching sun, completely lacking his spirit.
Forget it, in that case, I don't have to struggle anymore......
Get up, pack up my usual loose clothes and skirts, and pack them into a small bag.
I couldn't stay here anymore, and I started to realize that I might be wrong, thinking the wrong way in the first place.
At this time, I am relying on Lethe's side, but it is not good.
It is indeed impossible for him to believe that there are facts without evidence. He questioned me, and I was sad. I can't tell, but he's sad.
It's better not to meet.
Once I figured it out, I looked at my room.
Maybe it's the last time, I've lived for so long, my home, there's his home.
I don't know if I can come back, in fact, there are very few things that support me, and now I know that what I am carrying in my belly is indeed an egg, an egg with dragon energy.
Whatever it is, it's not Lethe. It's possible that this matter can no longer be explained, so whether I can come back is really unknown.
Packing up my things and standing in the doorway, I mustered up the courage one last time and left with a smile on my face.
It's dark outside, Lechuan is not at home, maybe he left just now, and he didn't see him.
I know he's sad, so that's fine, apart for a while, and both of them calm down.
At night in the suburbs, it was very quiet, and it took more than half an hour to get a car, or to merge with another man.
Far away from him, I found myself a little frightened, and I laughed at myself helplessly, there was always a storm on my head.
Half an hour's drive, I went home, the small home that had been dusty for a long time.
I should really be grateful to Lechuan for leaving me a place to stay.
It was still dark, and after a slight sweep of the dust from the soft waterbed, I simply laid the groundwork and went back to sleep.
I just hope that my life will be stable and nothing else.
Even though...... From now on, one person ......
Of course, I also hope that he will be safe.