Chapter 32: Why

"Why don't you speak when you're here?" Left Xiangfeng coughed twice, then slowly sat up straight, raised his hand and lifted the curtain.

Dongxue didn't look into the man's eyes, but stared at the thin hand, and asked without thinking, "It's only been two days, how did you lose weight like this?" ”

Opening his palm, Zuo Xiangfeng smiled self-deprecatingly, and said: "Now this appearance is still visible, if it is two days late, then it is really called skinny." But don't worry, I won't see anyone at that time, so as not to scare others. ”

The lowered gaze slowly raised, looking at the left wind, Dongxue's eyes gradually deepened, and said, "I destroyed your cinnabar tree, I will be responsible." As she spoke, Dongxue threw out a small bottle and said, "This pill was given to me by someone else, and it has the effect of relieving your symptoms." Although it cannot be completely cured, it can prolong life. You can cultivate here, and I will go to Leng Hanzi and bring the antidote back. If you die because of me, don't worry, my winter snow will pay you for this life. ”

"What do I want your life for?" Zuo Xiangfeng's face was pale, still smiling, and he said, "I was originally a dying person, why should I drag others to suffer with me?" My body knows by myself, that cinnabar mountain tree is just a temporary solution, I will still die, but sooner or later. You don't have to feel guilty about it, and I'm content to see you back. You know, when I heard that the cinnabar tree had been destroyed, I was quite happy, because I didn't have to suffer from fire and ice anymore. I'm fed up with living on medicine, and death is a relief for me. ”

Such a self-defeating left wind made Dongxue feel strange, she frowned and looked at him, and said in a cold voice: "Didn't you say that you value your brother and the cottage very much, then why do you talk about death lightly?" Don't think I'll feel guilty if you do this, it doesn't matter to me whether you live or die, I'll find a way to find Leng Hanzi and find an antidote for you, that's all. ”

Laughing self-deprecatingly, Zuo Xiangfeng sighed: "You are really ruthless, you don't say any comforting words at this time, and you are still intimidating people, I still say all the good things for you in front of those brothers, otherwise they would have gone to your trouble a long time ago, and you repay me like this?" Anyway, give people a hug of encouragement. ”

Although he was laughing, Zuo Xiangfeng's face was as white as paper, and his eyes were disillusioned, like a shell, even if he was trying to create a cheerful atmosphere, it still made Dongxue feel lifeless. Her lips moved, and Dong Xue said: "If it weren't for the life-saving medicine that accidentally hurt you, I wouldn't have intersected with you again, I said a long time ago, you and I are not from the same world at all, we don't know each other's lives, and we shouldn't be involved at all." But sitting back and ignoring is not my style of doing things, so although I hate you, I will still be responsible for you. You don't have to deliberately provoke me away with those disgusting words and then continue to clean up the so-called mess, I won't be grateful to you. ”

Dongxue's words made Zuo Xiangfeng stunned, as if he didn't expect that his cover would be pierced by Dongxue so easily, and couldn't help laughing: "I really underestimate you, I feel that I cover up quite well, where did you find a flaw?" ”

"If you have nothing to worry about, the first thing you see me will say about the night I fell asleep in your arms, and laugh at me about it. And now? Isn't it strange that I was in a hurry to leave, to give up the search for an antidote? ”

pursed his lips and smiled, Zuo Xiangfeng shook his head and sighed: "Hey, you really know me better and better, with you, I am reluctant to die now, with you with me, life will not seem so boring." ”

"You better say less," even though Zuo Xiangfeng looked emotional, Dongxue didn't buy it, rolled her eyes and said: "You are already a patient, you should have the appearance of a patient, even if you don't want to admit it, you will know how ridiculous you look now when you look in the mirror." If you want to regain your former slewness, you obediently took the medicine I gave you, and waited here for me to come back. ”

Looking at Dong Xue's resolute expression, Zuo Xiangfeng suddenly felt a warmth in his heart, looked at her with a wrong eye, and gradually felt warmth somewhere in his chest. This kind of warmth makes him flock to it, and he is also cautious, for fear that if he is not careful, it will all disappear like a dream.

"Actually, this poisonous cold man is also helpless." Continuing to look at Dongxue's face greedily, Zuo Xiangfeng said, "The poison on my body was indeed developed by him, but I have also eaten violet iris juice for ten years at the same time, and now the toxicity has already changed its nature, even if Leng Hanzi stands in front of me, it is estimated that he will prick a needle on my Baihui acupoint, so that I can be relieved as soon as possible." ”

These words made Dongxue secretly taken aback, and at the same time asked, "Are you crazy, don't you know that violet iris juice is highly poisonous?" That thing is ten times more poisonous than arsenic, could it be that you are addicted to poison? ”

"If I hadn't eaten, I'm afraid I'd have died a long time ago." Looking at Dongxue's angry appearance, Zuo Xiangfeng seemed to enjoy it, leaned back on the bedpost, wrapped his arms around his chest, and said with a smile, "Either you die, or let yourself be more poisoned and linger." If it were you, what would you choose? ”

"I'm not going to choose any of them, but to kill the person who dares to poison me!" Dongxue said indifferently in a voice.

Hearing this, Zuo Xiangfeng looked at Dongxue with admiration and said, "I really love you for your dare to love and hate, it's exactly the same as me!" Although I was only ten years old at the time, I took the woman's life with my own hands, and although she was my father's favorite concubine and my brother's biological mother, I still killed her. I guess she never thought that a child would dare to kill, but I can still remember the shocked look she looked at before she died. Hey, it's quite sad to think about her, she tried her best to calculate and calculate, but she lost her life, leaving such a small child, what a human tragedy. ”

Dongxue couldn't help but sneer, and snorted, "You're comfortable again now, right, there's still time to mess around with these useless things." So what are you going to do now? If you insist on waiting for death, then your business is none of my business, and I will not waste my time on a dying man. ”

Those words just now had already made Zuo Xiangfeng change his mind. Originally, he was afraid that he would drag down the winter snow, and it was not worth it to look for a cold son for his dying body. But Dongxue's words made him rekindle hope for life, and he felt that it seemed that it was not boring to live. In the past, he wanted to keep the cottage on the right track, so that it could become a barrier in the troubled times, and protect the brothers and sisters in the village to live safely and prosperously. And now that the world is peaceful, several masters also have their own abilities, even if they are not there, they have the ability to support the cottage. Whether he exists or not has become unimportant, and Zuo Xiangfeng doesn't know what the point is in continuing to endure such endless pain. It wasn't until he met Dongxue, a girl who was ruthless on the surface and righteous and kind in her heart, that he knew that life could be full of sunshine, and his heart could also feel warm for someone. He is greedy for the taste of Dongxue's affection, but at the same time, he is also afraid of disrupting her life and dragging her into the chaos that she shouldn't have.

Looking at his thin hands, Zuo Xiangfeng smiled miserably, and then said, "If there is hope, who doesn't want to live?" Dongxue, are you willing to be my hope? ”

Zuo Xiangfeng rarely has such a serious time, but at the same time he says something inserious, which makes Dongxue not know how to answer him. And this short pause was enough for Zuo Xiangfeng to make up an excuse to deceive himself, grinned at the corners of his mouth, and said with a smile: "If you don't speak, you should promise me!" Great, I'm concerned, Dongxue, you're going to worry about me too, right? Otherwise, they wouldn't have turned back and helped me find a cure. Don't worry, I'll be strong enough to survive for you. ”

Actually, Dongxue really wanted to ask him, what does it have to do with me whether you live or not? But looking at Zuo Xiangfeng's hopeful face, she just opened her mouth and said nothing. After hesitating for a moment, Dong Xue said: "It's not that I hit you, but your current situation, it's not that you can live if you want to." The two poisons on your body alone, which one will kill you, and now that there is no cinnabar tree, have you ever thought about what to do? ”

After pretending to think about it carefully, Zuo Xiangfeng said: "It's up to me to figure out a way, don't worry about Dongxue." All you have to do is stay by my side and be with me through the darkest days of my life. ”

It's obviously a very bitter drama, but Zuo Xiangfeng said it with a look of underbeating, if it weren't for the fact that he was so thin now that the wind could blow away, Dongxue really wanted to raise his hand and hit him in the face.

And Zuo Xiangfeng continued to look forward happily as if he didn't know the forbearance of the winter snow, and it didn't take long for him to even think about what the names of the children in the future would be!

Unable to stand this man's white-eyed appearance anymore, Dong Xue slapped the table and shouted coldly: "If you talk nonsense, I'll finish you now!" Hurry up and tell me how I can unravel the poison on you!! ”

Rubbing his nose, Zuo Xiangfeng looked like a wronged child, and whispered: "Actually, as long as you find someone to exchange blood with me." It's just that it's difficult, and I've been looking for nearly ten years, but I haven't found the right person. ”

"Transfusion?" This strange and familiar word lingered in Dong Xue's heart for a moment, and Dong Xue remembered that Chunfeng had talked about it. At that time, Niangniang also said that she knew that there was a much more convenient and less dangerous way to allow two people who exchanged blood to survive at the same time. But what's the idea? Dongxue twisted her eyebrows and thought about it for a long time, but she couldn't recall it.