Chapter 114: A Kiss of Despair

At times of extreme weakness. Despite the near-missibility of a miscarriage. The moment he insisted on finding his whereabouts. I really want to give you a slap in the face. And then imprison you to your side. But I couldn't do anything.

I thought to myself. Is there any way to stabilize you temporarily? But I didn't think about it. Later. Mo Yuqing's henchmen came to me. Say that there is something to discuss. He was more empathetic than I had ever imagined. Let me not worry about your question. Concentrate on your official business. Then we came to an agreement. I began to deal with civil strife day and night.

In fact. Both of us were cleaning up the mess for him. And you're the biggest trouble. It is also the biggest variable. It's not planned at all. It is no longer within the scope of its control. When I woke up. I heard the guard say you've come to see me. You don't know how excited I was at the time. You're worried about me, too.

I didn't think of anything. Just come straight to your room. Want to see you. I really want to take you into my arms. But he suppressed the throbbing in his heart. Quietly looking at you. Watch you go in and out for me. My heart is warm. It's been a long time since I've been so happy. I almost forgot.

Qingwan. You know. I like you a lot. Right now. I'm pretty sure of my heart. Maybe I don't like you. It's about falling in love with you. The feeling of falling in love with one is somewhat bitter. And something sweet. But unrequited love is really heart-wrenching. Qingwan. Can you give me a chance. Let's start over. ”

Helian Chenxuan's words. "Ya * Wen * Yan * Love * First * Hair" made Yan Qingwan cry when she listened to it. Seeing her cry for herself. Helian Chenxuan suddenly laughed. It turned out that her tears were not just for that person. It is also possible to fall for him.

Yan Qingwan suddenly threw herself into his arms. Hug the man tightly. At this moment, she realized how deeply he was attached to her. The man who was once so confident. When confiding in her. I would tremble unconsciously. Until the moment she held him. She could still hear his heartbeat clearly. and uncontrollable tremors.

"Chen Xuan. Why are you so troubled? ”

As soon as this sentence is spoken. The following follows. How could that person not understand. But he didn't want to die. Don't want compromises.

Helian Chenxuan sat up suddenly. Crush her underneath. Then leaned over and printed her lip flap. The soft touch is as beautiful as you imagined. After gentle touch. then shifted positions. Kiss her tears gently. Then he whispered, "Qingwan." I will wait for the day when you open the door of your heart to me. ”

Gentle kisses. made Yan Qingwan a little desperate. Obviously, this man is so affectionate. For her, it is even more impeccable. But why is there only pain in the heart? But he was not moved in the slightest. It turns out that she is also a hard-hearted person. used to always say that Shen Zeye was cold-blooded and ruthless. In fact, she is the most ruthless one.

I don't want to think about it at all. But I had to face it. Let his lips wander over her face. She couldn't just push him away. She knew when he was kissing her. How desperate my heart was.

Helian Chenxuan's kiss was very light and light. His arms held her in his arms strongly. Finally, I kissed her on the lips. Something I wanted to do countless times in my memory. Now it's happening. He knew she hadn't pushed him away. It's not to accept him. It's a rejection.

The hot breath wafts over the soft skin. Yan Qingwan could feel Helian Chenxuan trembling even more. It seems to be really hopeless. He decided to be presumptuous for once. Reach out and take her hands. Press her head close to herself. Then Yan Qingwan was stunned. He took the opportunity to sneak into her mouth. Wander your tongue in her mouth. Eager kisses. Lost the tenderness of the beginning. Yan Qingwan felt that she was about to suffocate.

She never thought that Helian Chenxuan would lose control at this time. But in the end he didn't continue. Just silently leave the place where he lingered. Then he helped her up. Settle well. The moment he turned around. Yan Qingwan seemed to see a flash of crystal.

Suddenly there was a pain in my heart. Did he just cry? The boy has tears and doesn't flick. It's just not time to be sad. Yan Qingwan understands better than anyone else. She completely hurt the heart of a man who truly loved her. And the most irreparable thing in this world is heartache. She knows. He will never indulge himself again.

In her opinion. Everything he did for her. Even if he wanted her life. She will not hesitate to give it. But she understood. He definitely doesn't hurt himself. Because she's sad. He would be even more upset than she was.

"Qingwan. I'm sorry. It's me who's out of control. Helian Chenxuan turned to look at her again. The eyes are incomparably clear.

This time. It was Yan Qingwan's turn to be dumbfounded. She really wasn't mistaken? Clearly. It was he who wept. How did he hide his emotions like this? She really didn't want to see him like this. Helian Chenxuan should be the dashing man in his memory. There was no one. Anything can affect his mood.

"Chen Xuan. You're fine. Yan Qingwan looked at him with some uneasiness. It took a slight breath to recover.

In fact. She had never had such an experience. Shen Zeye is not a person of indulgence/desire. And they've only done it once. Or a man who is drunk and has sex. For a man domineering kiss. She looked a little overwhelmed. But she could feel him kissing her. That feeling of despair and sadness. It made her heart ache faintly.

"Qingwan. You don't have to worry about me. I'll never make it difficult for you again. Promise me. Be sure to take good care of yourself. Helian Chenxuan showed a relieved smile. The smile on the corner of his mouth looked very bitter. made Yan Qingwan unable to face it.

"Chen Xuan. I'll take care of myself. Yan Qingwan didn't know what she could say at this time. I can only follow his wishes.

There was a moment of silence. The man spoke suddenly. He said, "Qingwan." I'm going back to Beijing. I'm never going to do anything that embarrasses you. It's the same this time. Although I'm worried about you. I can't let go of you. But they will still obey your choice. ”

Yan Qingwan suddenly lost her words. She didn't expect him to be so talkative. I made such a decisive decision.

"And. I know you don't like parting scenes. And I don't want to see your tears. Don't come and see me off. I will be waiting for you in the imperial capital. Remember what you promised me. Be sure to take care of yourself. ”