Chapter 102: Let Me Spend the Night With You
The heart seemed to be slashed with a knife, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't even straighten his body, when the fact that he didn't dare to admit it was displayed in front of him bloodily by Bai Yan. Hua Xuanji didn't know how to react at this time, so she could only kneel there stiffly as she had just now, her fingers that were red from the cold tightly grasping the same cold clothes.
Biting her almost purple red lips tightly, Hua Xuanji was stunned and forced herself not to shed a single tear.
Don't cry, can't cry, who to cry to, no one really sympathizes or understands themselves, even the little maid in front of her who has been following her for more than ten years looks full of doubts at this time.
She has no choice of her identity, whether it is a mother from the Qinglou or a broken body in the later stage, it is not something that Hua Xuanji can choose, she can bear it before, because she occupies someone else's body to get a new life, and it is all physical torture.
However, at this time, she can't even choose her own feelings, she can only become a tool manipulated by outsiders, which is by no means what she wants, nor is it her original intention to fall in love with Yehua.
Everyone has an insurmountable bottom line in their hearts, and she just can't get past the hurdle that the ancients could have three wives and four concubines.
Just now I was still holding on to the tragic fate of Hua Guancai, is it about to fall to me so soon? The hand holding the clothes tightened tightly, and Hua Xuanji took a long breath to relieve the stinging pain in her heart. She is not the kind of woman like a harem woman, the most dream she has every day is to look forward to pampering, what she wants is an ordinary home, what she wants, is a man who is dedicated to herself, if Ye Hua can't do it, she would rather let go.
"Brother Yehua, is this it? It's so dark. I don't know if it's because of the snow, the voice of the woman behind her is extraordinarily clear, and also, extraordinarily harsh.
"Either I'll go in by myself." Ye Hua's voice was still not cold, but a pair of cold eyes were tightly focused on Hua Xuanji's position, looking at the trembling villain, with indescribable bitterness in his heart.
Now I still don't have enough strength to protect her.
Stretched out her hand to pick up the wine bowl in Ye Linglong's hand on her side, but she avoided it with a smile, her green eyes hooked a charming arc, Ye Linglong held the wine bowl with one hand, and put Ye Hua's arm with the other, and leaned her head slightly on her shoulder:
"With Brother Yehua here, I'm not afraid of anything, let's go." As he spoke, he pulled Ye Hua, who had a stiff smile on his face, and walked in.
"Qingge, you go first." Hua Xuanji stretched out her stiff little hand and pushed the light song beside her, although she didn't have any sense, she used enough strength. He lowered his head and stared directly at the patches of snow on the ground, unable to hold it.
There is no temperature, she can't feel the slightest heat or cold, her hands are already frozen, Hua Xuanji chuckled, if it goes on like this, I'm afraid, even the heart that is beating alive at this time will be frozen sooner or later.
Like all women who fall in love, Hua Xuanji did not expect the deep jealousy contained in everything she thought at this time.
The empty and lonely courtyard was tightly covered by heavy snow. There was a loud creaking sound with every step, and although the woman beside him kept laughing with herself, Ye Hua didn't change her gaze for a second.
"You wait here, I'll be back shortly." Less than a meter away from Hua Xuanji, Ye Hua stopped by himself, pulled away the small hand holding his arm, and said indifferently.
"Brother Yehua, it's so dark here, just let me accompany you." Ye Linglong knew that Ye Hua wanted the wine bowl wholeheartedly, so she pinned her hand to the right side and didn't hand it to him. The green eyes were slightly provoked: "I heard that the emperor does not allow anyone to approach this woman, it's not good." ”
"It's really not good." Her eyes were tightly closed, and Hua Xuanji took a light breath, "So please go back, two of you." It's cold, I'm afraid it's not suitable for you to communicate your feelings. ”
"Hey, why are you talking like that? Brother Yehua and I are here to deliver something to you. ”
Sending something? Hua Xuanji curled the corners of her lips, still to tell herself the truth, her dense long eyelashes were stained with crystal snowdrops. "That's how I usually talk, but if you don't want to listen, you can go back."
"You go back first." Ye Hua, who didn't speak for a long time, didn't want to cause trouble anymore, and was stunned at first when she saw Hua Xuanji behaving like this, and then a faint joy welled up in her heart, was she jealous?
Ye Linglong was originally a delicate woman, knowing that some things would have the opposite effect if she was too active, so she obediently sent the wine bowl to Ye Hua's hands, and pretended to complain aggrievedly: "Then I'll wait for you at the door." With that, he trotted down briskly.
"You should go down with her, too." Hua Xuanji slowly opened her eyes, smiled lightly, and said ruthlessly: "If you don't accompany your new princess, aren't you afraid that if she runs away, you will lose a favorable chess?" Gritted his teeth tightly, obviously wanting to stimulate him with words, however, when the words came out, it hurt first.
Ye Hua listened to Hua Xuanji spit out such words so coldly, her body froze fiercely, she didn't expect her to say such a thing, her cold eyes narrowed slightly, and she asked in disbelief:
"You know everything?"
"Know what?" Hua Xuanji still replied lukewarmly: "Shouldn't I know?" How long is the prince going to lie to me, but he will not understand until he marries her into the door so that I can see the facts, right? ”
"Things aren't what you think." Ye Hua didn't want to say anything, explaining to her at this time would ruin her own big thing, leaned down and handed the wine bowl to her lips, staring at her dark eyes for a moment.
"Trust me, I have my own troubles."
"What kind of hardship, a cold-blooded person who can do whatever it takes for the sake of the country, even his own brothers, and his own flesh and blood die without the slightest sorrow, what kind of hardship will there be." A cold smile hooked the corner of her mouth, Hua Xuanji didn't turn her head and stopped looking at Ye Hua's face, that cold face was the only softness in her cold heart at this time, she didn't dare to look at it, for fear that if she saw it, she would fall again, afraid that if she saw it, she would not be ruthless.
"Who said I wouldn't be sad, Hua Xuanji, is this what you see me in? So unbearable, so outrageous? If I hadn't been out on the army at the time, I would never have had any problems with you and your children. The fingers holding the wine bowl trembled slightly, and a trace of helplessness slowly hooked up to his lips.
How can you not be sad, how can you not be sad, when you learned that their mother and son were in danger at the border gate, it was herself, who immediately rode a horse after a few days and nights of sleeplessness, and it was she who quietly waited by her side for two months, and even gave up the talisman that she had already obtained in her hand.
At this time, she actually said that she was cold-blooded.
"Won't it?" Hua Xuanji bit her lip tightly to prevent tears from flowing, "Then will you let the child give birth safely, be crowned king from now on, and take us away from this hustle and bustle, boundless conspiracy of the throne?" Turning his head and looking gloomily at the handsome and unusual face, seeing that he was silent for a long time, a layer of gloom welled up under Hua Xuanji's eyes, and something seemed to gradually become apparent.
"Don't you answer? Then let me say, you are reluctant, you are reluctant to endure the throne that has been at your fingertips for more than ten years, you are reluctant to have the opportunity to trample the emperor under your feet, you are reluctant to sit on the boundless country. Therefore, all you have is ......"
Before the last word could be spoken, Hua Xuanji's lips were tightly pressed against the warm lips, the frozen purple lips were rubbing against Yunsu, which gradually became hot, and the spicy wine also slid along his lips into Hua Xuanji's throat, Hua Xuanji only felt that an indescribable warm current suddenly surged all over her body, and the whole person surged up from the soles of her feet.
Gently pushing away the stunned woman, Ye Hua waved his sleeves and smashed the porcelain bowl in his hand in one fell swoop, although it was separated by layers of snow, it was still broken into slag, which shows how much strength Ye Hua used.
The slender fingertips caressed the woman's cold lips, and Ye Hua's voice trembled a little more than Hua Xuanji's.
"How could I be willing to let you go, do you know that in those days when you were unconscious, Bai Yan collected all the precious medicinal materials into his own bag, in order to wake you up, I even put down my body and exchanged the talisman for medicinal materials, Hua Xuanji, I can't give up the boundless country, but I will never let you lose your life in this struggle."
Stretched out his hand to wrap Hua Xuanji's frozen little hand into the big palm, and his dark eyes flashed with tenderness. "The reason why I wanted to take the throne was because I had to fight back for what I experienced as a child. Do you know that if one day, Bai Yan sits on this country, can you, and me, continue to live in this world? This is an era when the weak are strong, and if you don't trample people under your feet, then you are the only one who dies. ”
Habitually pinning Hua Xuanji's broken hair on the forehead behind her head, Ye Hua stretched out her hand and hugged the trembling woman tightly in her arms, "Even if you beat me, just scold me, no matter what I do or what I am asked to do, I can bear it now, I just hope you can understand me, I do all this for you." ”
The warmth of her chest made Hua Xuanji unable to adapt for a while, and she wanted to push her hand away but had no strength, and a faint mint fragrance came into her nose, Hua Xuanji had to admit that she was soft-hearted again.
What Ye Hua said was something he hadn't thought about, he hadn't thought that the battle for the throne would be so terrible.
Hua Xuanji thought, these are all understandable, but as a woman, how sad it would be to watch her husband marry another woman.
Taking a deep breath and pushing Ye Hua away with all her strength, Hua Xuanji gasped for breath, and her face became extremely solemn.
"What if I don't let you marry that princess of the desert country? What if I don't let you have contact with her? Can you do it? ”