Ah Sheng didn't close her eyes that night, both hands were covered with blood from Luo Hui's body, all the sadness and sadness filled her chest, looking at Luo Hui in the intensive care room, she couldn't remember how to breathe, a few people who came together had already gone back, and Chen Nan was left with her.

She didn't want to lose her temper, because losing her temper now was the most useless. And she's not in a position to blame anyone, lover? She's not. She didn't say I liked you, she couldn't. Friend? She doesn't deserve it. She wasn't ready to protect her, and she wasn't a good friend. And as a classmate, even more not.

She waited for God's sentence, waiting for Luo Hui's parents to come to punish her, perhaps, only in this way will her heart be less painful, and she will feel that the strength in her body will recover a little, so that she will have more time to be by Luo Hui's side, watch him laugh, watch him get angry, watch all his little temper, and protect him.

Everything was not as beautiful as imagined, and in the early morning of the fifth day, Luo Hui left quietly, leaving nothing behind, not even a word of farewell to all of them. The hospital was full of the smell of death, and there were people coming and going with different patient numbers at various stations, and it was impossible to see the medical records and medical bills they held in their hands, only the expressions on their faces represented whether they were happy or painful.

Ah Sheng didn't dare to imagine, nor did he dare to get close to Luo Hui's parents, let alone touch Luo Bing's body, standing so far away, he already felt a cool dead air coming out from under the white cranberry, without any life. I don't feel any anger.

All the strength of her body was drained by all this emotion, she no longer had the strength to stand and watch the ambulance bed in front of her push past, and she no longer had the strength to shout his name to the people in the car, she felt that none of this was what she wanted. All of them are wrong, but what is happening is just not right.

She didn't go to Luo Hui's funeral, from that day on, she went back to the countryside, took half a year off from school, stayed at home all the time, helped her parents work, all the hard and tired, she would take the initiative to do it, if there was really nothing to do, she began to practice calligraphy and write letters.

Her parents knew what happened to her at school, but they didn't dare to ask, for fear that if they were not careful, all the superficial things would be punctured, leaving a bloody reality, which would cause unbearable pressure on her heart, so everyone was cautious, only a younger brother, who would pester her every day when she came home from school and ask all kinds of questions, why was she at home, when did she go to school, when would she take him to her school, and why didn't the good-looking big brother come to you and call you, my brother missed him so much…

Every time my younger brother asks a lot, his parents will show up in time and ask him to help with some work, or let him go out to play by himself and not quarrel at home.

She thought about it, her parents didn't owe her, and they didn't do anything to be sorry for her, how did it become like this, and when would it be able to finish this.

Finally, in the dying throes, she let go of all the hysteria, gave up her persistence, and finally at the end of the year, she told her parents that she could return to school, she could go to school that had not ended, and she would also find a suitable job to repay her parents for their hard work, so that the two of them should not worry too much, everything would be fine.

In the past half a year, Ah Sheng learned Luo Hui's font, drawing one stroke at a time, slowly learning, and finally had the appearance of Luo Hui's writing. In fact, since high school, Luo Hui's handwriting has been very good, and Ah Sheng often imitates it, so when Ah Sheng wrote a letter to Luo Bing in Luo Hui's handwriting for the first time, he was apprehensive. A letter stumbled to write, but in the end she put it in an envelope, and the contents of the letter had been double-checked. I felt that there was nothing, so I left with peace of mind. Those difficult days are still the same. Occasionally, I would receive replies and greetings from Luo Bing, all of which were gossip and not too many personal questions.

Ah Sheng looked through all the conversations about the two of them, collecting relevant information, hoping to hide it for a long time, although I don't know what the meaning of this is, but I still want to do it, just when Ah Sheng graduated and worked, there was nearly a year of little contact with Luo Bing, she still wrote letters on time every month, and also called to ask Luo Bing's mother, she said that he was okay over there, let me rest assured, maybe this period of time is too busy, there is not much time to reply, wait for her next contact to call her back, Let her not worry.

Luo Bing's mother is a very kind person, although they run a small company by themselves, but Luo Bing's mother's mother is also a well-to-do family, Luo Bing's father wanted to open the company's funds or his mother's family contributed two-thirds of the force, although his mother didn't say anything, but in Luo Bing's father's eyes there is still a very important weight, and Luo Bing's family is not like Luo Hui's family, only money but no warmth.

Ah Sheng is painful, she doesn't want to be like this, she doesn't want to sit alone in the corner and wait for memories, while constantly moving forward, looking at the waves in front of her, looking at the beauty of the past. There are some things that will appear from time to time in her memory for so many years, so that she can't avoid it, she keeps making circles in the circle they have drawn before, keeps wandering, and never stops for a moment.

That's the warmth he gave, that's the promise he gives, and the future she wants.