There's no way I'm going to fall in love with you
The hundred herbs in the consciousness space were frustrated because Cheng Yichen was shocked by Lu Chenfeng's confession, why didn't Cheng Yichen in the outside world be distressed because he fell in love with Lu Chenfeng?
She never dreamed that she would meet Xia Sichen here, let alone fall in love with Lu Chenfeng because of this.
She originally planned to come out during the Baicao competition tomorrow, not only to protect Baicao, but also if she or any personality came out at will, not only would there be a danger of exposure (although the secret of Baicao's multiple personalities had already been exposed by Qu Weiran's guy), but it would also aggravate Baicao's condition, and if it was serious, Baicao would fall asleep directly. It can be as short as a month, as long as two or three years, or even never wake up.
But she couldn't help it today, and when she saw Lu Chenfeng and Baicao kissing, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart. She didn't know if Baicao and Lu Chenfeng were as good as they were now, and she didn't know if Baicao would like Lu Chenfeng as much as she did now after recovering all her memories, especially after recovering all the memories related to Qu Guangya. That's why she planned to go out to meet this Lu Chenfeng, the true master who created herself.
But she was stunned at the first sight of Lu Chenfeng, although she had seen this person countless times in her consciousness space, but when she really stood in front of Lu Chenfeng, she couldn't help but be a little shaken when she looked at this girl who looked almost the same as herself. The crisp and smart ponytail, the hair that fluttered down casually, the cross lying quietly on her chest, and the seemingly unruly rock outfit - how much she resembled all this! If it weren't for Lu Chenfeng being in a wheelchair, she would have thought that the girl in front of her was herself.
When she called out the name that originally belonged to her, Lu Chenfeng's suddenly angry look and attitude of denying it made her completely stunned. She never imagined that her reaction would be so big, let alone that her feelings for Baicao would be so deep.
And it was then that she fell in love with her, with this girl she once hated and resented.
Later, the arrival of Xia Sichen and Chang'an made her more certain of her feelings for Lu Chenfeng, so she couldn't wait to confide her feelings to Lu Chenfeng after Xia Sichen left. She knew that Lu Chenfeng couldn't like her, and she also knew that her feelings were crazy. She was originally a free personality created due to Baicao's thoughts and feelings for Lu Chenfeng, and she was a sub-personality among all the personalities. Once Baicao wants to return to a normal life and has a strong desire for treatment, then these sub-personalities may disappear at any time and become something that no longer exists after evaporation.
But feelings are not something that can be controlled by control, especially the love between two people. Once this kind of emotion erupts, it will be like a long-suppressed volcano suddenly erupting, unable to stop and unable to recover.
She didn't know if Baicao woke up, let alone if Baicao saw her confession to Lu Chenfeng. She didn't think about it, and she didn't dare to think about it.
"Cheng Yichen? Cheng Yichen? Cheng Yichen! Lu Chenfeng raised his hand and shook it in front of Cheng Yichen, a trace of worry flashed in his starry eyes, "What are you doing?" What are you doing there without eating? ”
"......" Cheng Yichen didn't answer Lu Chenfeng's question, just lowered his head silently and pulled the food.
Lu Chenfeng thought that Cheng Yichen was angry because he rejected her confession, and looked at the girl in front of him and sighed helplessly: "Yichen, I know that your confession to me is sincere, but there is only one person in my heart, and Baicao also likes me." So Yichen, I'm sorry, I might ...... There's no way to like you. ”
It's not that she didn't see Cheng Yichen's feelings for her, and she also knew that this girl really liked herself. But as she said, there is only one Baicao in her heart, even if Baicao doesn't like herself in the future, she won't like Cheng Yichen. There is only one person she likes in her life, and that is Qu Weiran, who is now Qi Baicao.
So Yichen, I'm sorry, I can't fall in love with you in my life. If there is a next life, I will definitely choose to meet you, and then fade away from the pride of my life and love you.
After a little silence, Cheng Yichen's voice was several times lower than usual: "What about after that?" ”
Slightly stunned, Lu Chenfeng looked at Cheng Yichen with some puzzlement: "What?" ”
"Now the person Baicao likes is you, so what about the future? When Momokusa regains all her memories, are you sure she'll still like you as much as she does now? Looking at the other party's stunned expression, Cheng Yichen continued, "You also know that I was created because of my thoughts and feelings for you after Baicao left you. So in other words, I'm you. ”
"Among all the sub-personalities of Baicao, I am the one who cares most about Baicao. I don't allow anyone to hurt her, if she dares to touch a single hair of Baicao," Cheng Yichen paused slightly, "I will definitely return it to him with ten times the strength of a hundred times, and I will make everyone who hurts Baicao pay the price!" Speaking of this, Cheng Yichen's right hand holding the chopsticks clenched slightly, and the easy-going and banter in his eyes were replaced by the coldness and arrogance that only Lu Hanyu had.
Looking at Cheng Yichen's sudden changes, Lu Chenfeng suddenly remembered Cheng Yichen's attitude towards himself and the eyes he looked at when he first came out, and then thought of Cheng Yichen at this moment, Lu Chenfeng's eyes changed a little when he raised his eyes to look at Cheng Yichen again.
It didn't seem to feel Lu Chenfeng's gaze, and Cheng Yichen, who was caught in thought, said to himself: "So do you know how much I hated you when I first saw you?" Why are you showing up? Why are you showing up at this point? Why did you show up when Baicao was just getting on track with life?! Do you know that when you appeared, Han Yu and I tried our best to keep Baicao away from you, and if Baicao regained those memories because of your appearance, do you know what the consequences would be? Once Baicao can't bear that memory, he will fall into a deep sleep, and he will never wake up. Lu Chenfeng, do you know what your appearance means to Baicao, to Han Yu, and to all of our personalities?! The last sentence Cheng Yichen shouted at Lu Chenfeng.
Lu Chenfeng was stunned, she was completely stunned. She had no idea that her appearance would have such a big impact on Baicao. She was just wronged for taking stimulants at the time, she was a little depressed and wanted to go back to China to relax, she didn't expect to meet Baicao in the Songbai Dao Hall, let alone that Baicao was Qu Weiran, who had been missing for many years. She approached Baicao purely because Baicao and Qu Weiran looked very similar, and Baicao was Guangya's friend, so she was .......
The corners of his mouth moved slightly, and Lu Chenfeng, who had always been easy-going and talkative, looked at the girl in front of him who looked almost the same as himself, and was speechless for a while.
Exhaling slightly, Cheng Yichen tried to control his voice to calm it: "But we still can't stop you from coming into contact with Baicao." When I saw the way Baicao looked at you in the space of consciousness, I knew it was too late. Cheng Yichen paused slightly, raised his eyes and looked at Lu Chenfeng, "Because she has fallen in love with you, she has been in love with you since you brought her back." ”
"So what?" Lu Chenfeng frowned slightly, "Cheng Yichen, you said so much, what does this have to do with whether Baicao will continue to like me?" ”
"Of course it does." Cheng Yichen paused slightly, "Because you are not the first person Baicao likes." ”
Looking at the other party's stunned expression, Cheng Yichen continued: "Before Baicao lost her memory, there was only one person she liked. Even though she was very young at the time, she was well aware of her feelings. ”
"That person is Qu Guangya."