Grandpa said that, but I didn't want them to go with me. Because I don't know why, I always feel a little embarrassed. Although in some ways we are very close, in another way, we are also the farthest apart.

But I don't want to, it's just my heart's thoughts, and I'm still happy on the face. We followed my aunt along the way, and when some people asked us on the way, my aunt said 'the person over there'. And I always feel a little embarrassed when I hear what my aunt said, although I can't say why, but I just feel embarrassed, and I feel very embarrassed in my heart.

"You're the same as Mingwei, you're in your second year of junior high today, aren't you?" On the way, Sister Mengxuan asked me. I nodded yes, and she asked me how I was studying and how I could rank first in the class.

"Let's be in the top ten!" I thought for a moment and asked, "How high are you now?" ”

"It's a sophomore in high school, and I'm about to go to the third year!"

"Is it hard to do schoolwork in high school?"

"It's difficult, it's much more difficult than junior high school!" Sister Mengxuan heard me ask her, so she sighed and said helplessly, "My grades were okay when I was in junior high school, but now I can't keep up with classes...... I'm ready to stop thinking about going out to work ......"

"Okay!" I didn't know what to say when I heard her say that, so I had to do it. Seeing this, the aunt persuaded her, "You still have to study hard, how can you go to school as well as a part-time job?" When you go out, you regret it, how easy is it for you to work? If you don't have a degree, you're still tired of doing ......"

"It's okay, isn't my uncle's sister Mengyan working in the Shanghai electronics field? More than 2,000 a month, just stay up for time, and don't get tired of work! Sister Mengxuan said. After hearing this, the aunt shook her head and replied to her, "You'll know when you go!" ”

When we arrived at the shop, my aunt asked us what we were eating. Mingwei wants to eat chicken feet and wings or something, Mengxuan and Mingwei's taste is almost the same. I'm easy to do, a few vegetarian dishes can be done. After my aunt bought some chicken wings and chicken legs, she bought a fish, some cold vegetables, peanuts, ham and the like. Ended up buying a few more bottles of beer and drinks, and let each of the three children get two bottles.

"Do you have something to eat? I didn't have anything to eat, so I went back! "My aunt asked us when she was paying, and I shook my head. When Mingwei saw this, he said that he wanted to eat a cold drink if he was so hot, so his aunt asked him to take it casually.

"My sister, what do you eat?" After rummaging in front of the freezer for a while, he asked Mengxuan's sister, and Mengxuan said that she would take it herself. When my aunt saw that I was still standing, she asked me to go and see what I was eating.

I saw the two people lying in front of the freezer and didn't know what was going on, and I suddenly felt very unhappy at that moment. He said, "It's too cold, I don't eat it!" ”

"Don't you really want to eat it?" My aunt probably saw what I was thinking, and there was something wrong with her tone and the look in her eyes when she asked me. I turned my face to the side and shook my head.

"If you don't eat it, pull it down!" As the aunt spoke, she asked the two people over there if they had chosen, and then paid the money and walked back with her things.

I didn't feel happy along the way, and I felt like I was being ignored. I hate that feeling the most, because it makes me feel like I'm superfluous, someone who doesn't matter.

But I don't know why, I hate this feeling the most, but this kind of thing has been playing out to me...... Constantly......

Anyway, I've been through so much, I should be used to it. But why do I still feel deeply helpless in my heart every time I go through it again......

Just like now......

Obviously, the three of us are the closest brothers and sisters in the world, but at this moment, in the eyes of outsiders, I can't be counted in, right?

I walked in the back so quietly, and the two bickering in front of me didn't feel like I could...... Just like when he bought a cold drink just now, he asked her and called her...... And I'm not his sister at all......