Chapter 354: I Can't Help It
After all, Lin Xun and I have known each other for a short time, and I have long been used to it, so I grinned at her.
"In that case, have you forgiven me, I can go shopping with you tomorrow, right? Don't worry, no matter what you like, I'll definitely buy it for you! ”
Now that Lin Xun has forgiven me, at this time, I don't have to follow Lin Xun's meaning anymore, just say what I think.
And Lin Xun opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything.
It seemed that because she was no longer in a position to refuse, she just reached out and tapped my forehead lightly, presumably to warn me.
"Don't say that now, if you continue to say it, I can tell you very clearly that when I go to the mall, you will definitely regret it.
There are so many things I want to buy that you can't really afford! ”
"Gee, it's too early to say that, you haven't been to the mall to see what you want, how do you know I can't afford it?"
I tilted my head and asked with a smile at Lin Xun, I don't understand why, seeing her forgive me at this time made me even happier than when I went to the beach tonight.
Maybe it's because someone is still willing to be by my side, I'm not alone, she's always cared about me, how can I not feel happy about it?
Maybe it's because the smile on my face is too bright, Lin Xun just looked at me, and unconsciously he also laughed, the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, and it was obvious that he was in a good mood.
"Since you insist on buying me something, then I might as well be respectful, and I will make a note of it today, and whatever I want to buy at that time, you must pay for me!"
"I'll do what I say!"
I stretched out my hand to think about Lin Xun, wanting to clap my hands with her. Lin Xun was slightly stunned when he saw my action, and then after reacting, he stretched out his hand to hit me.
At this moment, the smiles on my and her faces became extraordinarily bright.
At this moment, I originally thought that my good mood would continue like this, and they would all be by my side, until suddenly Lin Xun inadvertently mentioned Qin Han's name, which made my smile freeze on my face.
Originally, there was nothing between us, and Chen Tang even went to build a pot of tea and put it on the table. When the four of them were chatting happily, Lin Xun suddenly said a word, breaking the peaceful atmosphere.
"But it's not for me to say more, it's good that Xu Yi brought Chen Ci back safely today, otherwise I don't know how I should explain to Qin Han, after all, I promised Qin Han that I would take care of Chen Ci before."
Lin Xun lay on the sofa and spoke thoughtfully to the people in front of him, when I heard this, I couldn't laugh anymore; And Xu Yi's face was also a little embarrassed, after all, only the two of us knew what happened between us.
Chen Tang was kept in the dark by us like Lin Xun, he wouldn't know what happened to the Chen family and the Qin family before, so until now, his impression of Qin Han is still very good.
When he heard Lin Xun mention Qin Han, the smile on his face couldn't be suppressed.
Originally, he was just chatting with us absentmindedly at first, but the moment he heard Qin Han, he was like taking a stimulant, and hurriedly nodded at us.
"Yes, that's right, Lin Xunke and I promised my brother-in-law together this morning, I said that I would definitely take good care of my sister, so no matter what, I have to protect my sister. But Xu Yi left with my sister, so we are so worried. ”
"But fortunately, you still know to come back, so it won't worry us too much, and we also have an explanation for our brother-in-law, otherwise I really don't know what to do tonight."
Usually, I haven't heard anything about Qin Han from Lin Xun's mouth, whether it's praise for him or derogatory for him, none of them.
But today, Chen Tang is gone, why did even Lin Xun's words about Qin Han suddenly become more?
Or is it because I liked Qin Han too much in the past, so I can accept anything about him, but now I can't accept anything......
"Yes, that's right, Qin Han is so busy dealing with JL matters now, but he still doesn't forget to care about Chen Ci. To be honest, I was a little envious. If it weren't for his orders, I wouldn't have cared about these things today! ”
Lin Xun took a slow sip of tea, and then slowly spoke to us. This seemed to be a response to Chen Tang, but I knew very well that she was saying it to me, just to make me feel guilty in my heart.
Even if Lin Xun may have really forgiven me just now, she didn't completely forget the previous incident, so no matter what, she still has to teach me some lessons to remember this matter thoroughly.
But at this time, Lin Xun didn't know how uncomfortable it was in my heart the moment I heard Qin Han's name, it seemed that thousands of needles had been deeply pierced into my heart, and then pulled out and pierced into the ......
Each of these needles shone with a cold light, and as it thrust back and forth in the heart, it drove blood and pain through my limbs, making it almost impossible for me to breathe.
After a while, Lin Xun seemed to feel that she didn't mean anything to say these words, after all, I didn't interact with her, so she stretched out her elbow and poked me gently, forcing me to look at her.
When I met Lin Xun's seemingly playful gaze, I began to mutter, I thought that things might not be as simple as I imagined, and it was.
At this moment, I saw Lin Xun suddenly smile at me, the smile on her face was extremely bright, as if she would glow, at least now, it seems that her mood is even better than before.
"How did you plead your words, why did you suddenly stop talking, or did you say what I just said, is there anything wrong?"
Lin Xun asked me softly, and her every word made me panic, I looked at Xu Yi in a panic, and he looked at me with the same concern.
But now, none of us can say that.
If I can, of course I would like to explain all this things clearly to Lin Xun and tell her not to mention Qin Han in front of me again.
After all, there has been an indelible estrangement between me and him, but I can't do that.
If I say it, what was originally a matter between me and Qin Han will eventually evolve into a more multilateral situation, so that everyone will be involved, and I don't want to see such a complicated situation appear.
So now, even if Lin Xun asks me, I can only shake my head lightly at her, trying to pretend that I don't care.
"It's nothing, I didn't stop talking, wasn't I listening to you, you and Chen Tang were discussing so happily, why was I embarrassed to suddenly insert it?"
I smiled at Lin Xun, and she didn't doubt it too much when she heard me say this, nodded and sat down in her previous position again, but the topic of Qin Han in her mouth still didn't stop.
"I haven't discussed Qin Han with you all this time, it's because he is by Chen Ci's side every day, and I don't have a chance at all, but now that he's gone, I can talk to you about him."
Lin Xun chuckled and spoke to us, at this time, Xu Yi looked at me and the panic in his eyes became more obvious, he hurriedly interrupted Lin Xun's words with a smile, wanting to change the topic.
"Just the four of us here, what do you say Qin Han, he's just a piece of cold wood, why don't you talk about something else."
I know very well that Xu Yi said this for me, and he knew that I couldn't accept any stimulation at this time, even hearing Qin Han's name would make me break out in a cold sweat.
Since this is the case, not to mention that they are discussing Qin Han in front of me, this is undoubtedly a secondary injury to me.
However, with only me and Xu Yi knowing, Lin Xun and Chen Tang didn't understand why Xu Yi would say such a thing, and they even directly refuted Xu Yi and insisted on starting a discussion related to Qin Han.
"Why do you say that, my brother-in-law is not a piece of cold wood, it's just because you usually have too little contact, he is good to my sister, and he is good to me."
Chen Tang was the first to open his mouth to refute Xu Yi, after all, he had always had a very good impression of Qin Han, and I think his good impression of Qin Han may even exceed his good impression of me to some extent.
Under such circumstances, if I really count what happened to the Qin family and the Chen family. And why Qin Han would tell Chen Tang such a good reason for our sister and brother, it is hard to guarantee that he will not feel broken down because of this.
So a lot of things have come to this point, not because I don't want to say it, but because I really don't know how to go to Chentang to speak, once I say it, this is an irreparable situation.
Compared to the fact that he felt devastated after knowing about this matter, I hope he still has a trace of longing for Qin Han.
Just like me before, I always feel that life with Qin Han is beautiful, since my dreams have been shattered, why should I ruin other people's dreams?
And since Chen Tang couldn't understand it, Lin Xun couldn't understand it either, but her reaction was not as fierce as Chen Tang's, and she opened her mouth in accordance with Chen Tang's meaning.
"That's right, now that Qin Han is finally not here, we have a chance to discuss him, but you still don't let us discuss. Can you tell me why you don't want us to discuss Qin Han, or are you a little jealous of Qin Han? ”
Lin Xun jokingly said to Xu Yi, on weekdays, maybe even I think this is a kind of ridicule of Xu Yi, but today I only feel particularly harsh, this sentence stabbed me hard in my heart, let alone Xu Yi?
The Xu family had just been deceived, and now they were facing the situation of their family being ruined, but Xu Yi had always carried it by himself, even now he didn't plan to tell Lin Xun and Chen Tang, but Lin Xun suddenly said such a thing to him.
When I heard Lin Xun say this, I hurriedly turned my gaze to Xu Yi, just as I thought, with an embarrassed look on his face.
But Xu Yi didn't break out, he kept suppressing it, and he didn't get angry because of it, and even barely squeezed out a smile to face us.
The moment I saw Xu Yi smiling at us, I felt very bad in my heart. Because I know very well that Xu Yi did this because of me, but I don't know how much pain he is suffering in his heart.