Chapter 153: Where the heart desires, it must not be him!
"Other men?"
I smiled desolate again, and looked at the woman, and my steps almost began to shake.
"How am I going to talk to you? Your child is a child, my child...... Not a child? You Yan still knows that I am a mother, and I don't care about killing my son, as a mother, you stir me up like this, what do you mean? ”
"No, no, child, that's not what Mommy meant, listen to Mom. The beast is mighty! But, is it something you can tame? That's an ancient beast, you don't know how powerful it is! Mom saw it just now, he regained the strength in his body, do you know how strong that is? Do you know how strong his children will be? It is very difficult for us beasts to conceive, how much sin you have to suffer to give birth to this child, have you thought about it? You thought you'd ......."
I interrupted her: "I'm really happy to hear what you say. Thank you for acknowledging his kindness, but I want to say that even if it is painful to give birth to this little cub for him, even if I die, I am willing! I am 10,000 times happier than I am now! ”
"However, with just one sacrifice, you can spare all my sadness, this child can't stay, leave it, our whole family ......"
I interrupted again, not wanting to listen to her nonsense anymore: "Sacrifice, sacrifice, sacrifice is over, what about me?" Losing a child? And then let you get everything? Is it your family or our family? Excuse me! This is my home! My family, waiting for me outside! I have to go! ”
"Don't!" She tugged at my hand: "We underworld beasts all belong to the underworld, sooner or later you will have to go back!" ”
When she said this again, I laughed maniacally: "We Beasts? You keep saying that we are Immortal Beasts! But is it our Beasts, or are you Beasts?! I? Am I a Beast? Is it? Is it?! Am I a Mortal Beast?! Am I!! ”
By the end of the day, I was already hoarse!
I believe that at this moment I definitely have as much panic in my eyes as I do in my head!
If it weren't for Lethe telling me when he came in, don't get too excited, it will scare the cubs, and I would really go berserk!
There was a pain in my abdomen, and I knew it could feel my sadness.
Maybe none of these people here except my cub know how I'm feeling at the moment, right?
I can understand and feel this kind of family affection that dissolves in blood and bones.
Therefore, I don't blame the woman who stood in front of me at this time, looking at me, stunned and didn't know how to explain.
I only regret bringing the core in!
I didn't expect that the first time we met our mother, it would be like this!
I didn't even think that the story of my mother, who I always made up for Xin'er, was all slapped on my face at the moment! It hurts!
No...... She is a good mother, she is Xin'er's mother, the best kind, knows the best for her daughter.
But what about me? What did I get again?
I gave so much, and in the end, I was told, is it all a joke?
I? Is it really her daughter?
I've never felt like this in my life, really, I feel that the whole people in the underworld are crazy!
It's all wonderful!
I'm amused that I have a strange bloodline from the underworld!
And just now Youluo was swearing that when I knew the truth, I would turn against Lechuan.
He must have been kicked in the head by a pig, or he thought, this seems really good, and it will bind my feelings.
But I'm not stupid.
Even if the IQ index is only one digit, you can tell who the few people standing in front of you at this time are for, right?
can also protect their cubs because of their natural motherhood, and give up psychologically, instead of being willing to run back and die for the ridiculous family affection, right?
No...... As Mother said, it is not death.
I'm just giving my own flesh! Because in my flesh there are the cubs of ferocious beasts, which are precious!
So, a thousand words, only one sentence - ridiculous!
After a while, I didn't want to say anything more, so I reached out and grabbed Xin'er: "Xin'er, let's go, go back to the rift." ”
Xin'er was stunned, and was dragged by me for a few steps, and the woman behind her suddenly screamed.
"Don't go! Don't leave! It's mom that's wrong! But you can't do that! The palms and backs of the hands are full of meat, isn't this scratching my mother's heart? Go back with Mom! ”
I really wanted to kick it at this time, but I could only stand still and watch her pounce on me, hug me, and cry.
"The palms of the hands and the backs of the hands are full of meat...... The palms and backs of my hands are full of flesh ......" At that moment, my tears fell, and I repeated this sentence in a muttered voice.
In that case, why, that piece of her meat grows well? My piece of meat was thrown into the pot and cooked in a heart-rending way, and finally sent to someone else's mouth?
I-am really her meat?
To be honest, I was really happy to see my mom.
I am grateful for everything she has given me, without her, my life would not have been possible.
I also believe that she really feels that all this is for my good.
Perhaps, the thinking of an animal is different from that of a human.
Whether it is a spirit beast or a divine beast, it is just the survival of animal mode, including the old guy in Lethe, there are many things that are difficult to run in with me.
But I'm different, I'm human.
I have a strong sense of autonomy, and I don't want anyone to dictate my life, let alone someone to calculate everything about me.
Lechuan deeply believed that he was a 'male who was great enough to bear everything', so he coaxed me, let me, and control me.
And now that this is not coaxing me, I can only say that it is interesting.
Can I say that it was actually my betrayal of my mother that made her so sad?
If I hadn't met Lethe, followed him, didn't conceive a child, but went to the underworld to report directly after I died, the result wouldn't have been the same, right?
I don't hate her, because she thinks she gave me the best fate that a descendant of a dark beast can have, and along the way, she saved her sister, her family, and the family reunion.
There's nothing wrong with her. I even worry about whether my beast cub will be born healthy and will it threaten my life?
But I'm selfish, I'm selfish because I was half of Xin'er's mother before, and I was willing to do anything for her, but not now.
Now, Xin'er has her own mother, and I have become a real mother.
I can't be irresponsible for my cubs, I can't be irresponsible for Lethe, and I can't be irresponsible for myself.
Watching my mother cry for a long time, I was stunned that I didn't take the core away.
Although Xin'er has grown up, her heart is still small after all, and now that she knows that her mother is here, she is naturally crying excitedly.
I didn't deprive Xin'er of the right to hold her mother, she was too young to understand what we said, but I knew that this person was our mother.
Mom cried, Xin'er cried too, and the two hugged each other and cried into a ball.
After crying for a long time, I dragged the core and reminded as softly as possible: "Let's go." ”
Xin'er stood up and wiped her tears. There is a strange and inseparable look in the eyes.
She is a close relative, she has much more inheritance than my mother, so the relationship is much deeper, right?
But, it's time to go, you have to go......
But when I was pulling the core away, my mother pounced again.
"Qianqian, just beg your mother, go back to the underworld with your mother, right? Go back to the underworld, right? Save your sister...... Save Mom's ......"
"I ......"
To be honest, at that moment, I felt like the whole world was dark.
It's not just the panic of being betrayed, but also the feeling that when you look up, you have no relatives.
All I want now is to go to Lechuan's arms to roll a ball, to be a coquette, and then brainwash myself and tell myself that this is all a dream and a fake.
As long as he held me, I could really forget about it.
Originally, this mother was also a character who had never existed in my life, so I could relax and there was no need to be confused about it.
So I tried to say as indifferently as possible: "You can ignore my life or death, I won't care about my sister's life or death, my family's fierce beast will take care of my sister and won't let her be in danger." I also asked my mother to go back and tell the Three Shadows King that I have a child, and it must not be him who I want. I hope he won't come back to entanglement and let me live. ”