Fan Ruru only cried and did not answer. I sighed softly in my heart and shook my head: "If there is nothing to say, then I will leave." ”

I turned, took a step, and took five steps forward, and finally the slightly sobbing voice sounded behind me: "Wait... Wait! ”

I stopped, turned around, and looked at her quietly. She trembled for a while, like a tree after a storm, and finally slowly calmed down, reached out and wiped the tears on her face, sorted out the messy hair that was wet with tears and stained on her face, and said softly: "I was indeed in that women's toilet at night, burning paper money for that baby... I didn't do that because I believed your 'ghost killing' at the time, I burned paper money because you aroused my heart...... Guilty. ”

As she spoke, she walked towards me, although her face was still shocked and sad, but she could see that her sanity had returned to clarity: "Chen Shen, this is not the place to talk, you come with me." I know what you suspect about me, and now that I've come to this point, I have nothing to hide. Whatever you want to know, I'll tell you......"

In front of the electronic door at the school gate, it is indeed not a good place to talk. The security guards guarding the gate had also been scared away, and we easily passed through the side door and returned to the police academy.

"Where are you going?"

"Let's go to the place we first encountered."

We came to Xiaolan Lake and found a clean stone to sit on. It's long past the lights out in the dormitory, and the whole campus is so silent that there is not a single person to be seen. It's like being chartered. I secretly thought to myself, I have chartered the field of the police academy.

"Here you saved my life. At that time, I didn't say thank you and left, and in retrospect, I had a trance-like delusion, as if the incident of being rescued from the water that morning was just a dream I had, not real. But then I met you again by this lake, and I realized that the rescue was not a dream, but a reality that had happened. Her voice was soft and low, sounding in this silent midnight, like a pebble falling into the water, causing faint ripples in my lonely and lonely heart lake, "At that time, my relationship with Liu Jun was wrong, and I decided to end the relationship with him, and it was just then that I met you." ”

I listened quietly, listening to Fan Ruru's analysis of her mental journey at the beginning of our encounter.

"You also know Liu Jun's background, it's a very deep kind. And his character, I have been with him for a year, and I also have a deep understanding. There is a very egoistic, domineering machismo in his personality. In a relationship, the only one who can mention breaking up is him. In other words, he can dump me, but I can't dump him. So when I decided to break up with him, I still had some scruples, I was worried that he would be entangled, that he would trouble me. For those days, I was restless and sleepless from those worries. Then, that night by the lake, you said a word to me that untied the knot in my heart. Chen Shen, do you remember what you said at that time? ”

What did I say at the time? Untied the knot in her heart? I have a vague impression of this, but I can't remember exactly what I said. So I scratched the back of my head and shook my head to show I didn't remember.

"Don't you remember? But I always remember it. Fan Ruru's voice was filled with emotion, "I asked you why you weren't afraid that Liu Jun would trouble you, and you said at the time, 'If you're afraid of him, won't he come to me for trouble?'" What has already happened, it is useless to regret it. I'm not afraid, it's not all the same, he'll come to me for trouble, so I still choose not to be afraid, so I'm more comfortable with it. ’”

When Fan Ruru said this, she used a strange tone, it should be... She's mimicking the tone of my voice. Hearing her say this, I nodded, and couldn't help but smile: "It does look like what I said." ”

She didn't look at me and continued to whisper, "Your words have untied the knot in my heart. Worrying and regretting these emotions are actually useless, and they should always come. As long as I think it's right in my heart, just like I decided to break up with Liu Jun, I can't stop doing it because I'm afraid of the trouble that will follow, and besides, I have already broken up with him at the time, and it makes no sense to regret and be afraid. When I figured this out, I was freed from my emotional whirlpool and my life began to return to normal. ”

"Why did you break up with Liu Jun at that time?" I couldn't help but ask.

Of course, there is another sentence that is stuck in my throat and there is no exit: you have had a baby for him...

You must know that the abandoned babies born in the women's toilet have all been formed, and without more than six or seven months of gestation, it is impossible for the evil baby to grow so big. Since Fan Ruru is willing to conceive for Liu Jun for so long without beating him, she must love him in her heart, since she loves him, why do you want to break up with him?

Fan Ruru turned her face, glanced at me, turned her face calmly, looked at the lake in the night and said, "Because he cheated." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then it suddenly dawned on me that this is indeed a hard reason that can't be harder.

"Oh! Liu Jun and Qian Xiaona..."

Fan Ruru shook her head: "I only found out about Xiao Na and Liu Jun when I saw them together a few days ago. I didn't think of it...... I knew at the time that Liu Jun and some girls were not clear, but his hands and feet were very clean, and I never caught any handle or evidence, only vague suspicions, and my intuition as a woman! ”

"So you don't have proof."

"Where does this require any evidence? I will be suspicious of Liu Jun because some of the things he did are really suspicious, although I didn't catch the evidence, but the emotional matter, since there is no trust, the foundation for me to be with him is gone. It's not interesting to be together reluctantly. ”

"Trust?" Listening to her words, thinking about the mistakes between me and her, and thinking about her concealment from me, my heart couldn't help but fluctuate, "I originally trusted you, but it's a pity that ......"

The rarest thing between people is trust, and the most regrettable thing between people is ...... It's a disappointment.

"Is that all you want to tell me?" Thinking about it, my voice froze.

Fan Ruru noticed it, and there was coldness on her calm face, and she said slowly: "I understand what you want to know, but it is not for nothing that I said those words to you just now. I want to tell you that I really wanted to start with you. It's just that now it's not possible, and the basis for our relationship, trust, is gone. This may be the last chance for the two of us to sit and talk together. So before I tell you what I was hiding from you, I'm going to explain to you that this is an explanation of the relationship between us that ended before it even began! ”

I looked up gloomily and stared at the side of her face, which had not yet regained its blood, and my heart was complicated. In fact, the moment I began to suspect that the evil baby had something to do with Fan Ruru, we were already over. The foundation of our relationship is too weak, too weak to withstand the invasion of even a little slanting wind and drizzle.

It was a long time before I replied to her, "I understand." ”

"Okay." Fan Ruru's originally calm expression suddenly fluctuated, "Now I'll tell you the truth." The things you doubt, the origin of the foundling, do have to do with me. But—"

Hearing Fan Ruru open her mouth to admit it, although I had already guessed in my heart, I couldn't help but feel my heart skip a beat, and when I heard a turn in her words, I couldn't help but blurt out: "But what?!" ”

"But—" Fan Ruru looked at me meaningfully and continued, "You are wrong about one thing, the baby girl is not mine, I have never been pregnant or given birth to a child, let alone do such a cruel thing as discarding my own child!" ”

Her last sentence was like an earth-shattering thunderbolt that made me numb and my brain malfunctioned: "You... What is the meaning? Before you... Didn't you say that the abandoned baby had something to do with you? ”

Fan Ruru looked up at the night sky, and a sad look flashed on her face: "The abandoned baby girl...... It's Qian Xiaona's......" I came back from my numbness and said hurriedly: "Qian Xiaona? What's going on? ”

Fan Ruru said mournfully: "That day, I was in class, and suddenly received a message from Xiao Na, asking me to come to the women's toilet, it was class time, I didn't want to go, but Xiao Na sent a few text messages in a row, and the tone was very urgent, so I could only sneak from the class to the toilet." As soon as I entered the toilet, I was stunned, it was blood, blood all over the ground! Cortana slumped on the tiles of the cubicle, covered in blood... In that pit, there was a bloodstained baby who could not be seen...... I knew that Cortana was pregnant out of wedlock, but I didn't know who the father of the child was, and I had been persuading her to go to the hospital for an abortion, but she insisted on refusing... I was just weird before, but now that I know who the father of the child is, I can understand a little bit of why Cortana refused to have an abortion......

The look on her face was like a smile, not a smile, like crying, with a heart-wrenching sadness. My mind was buzzing with what she said, and my thoughts were in a mess.

The father of that evil baby is Liu Jun! After the scene at the school gate just now, Fan Ruru already understood.

When Qian Xiaona was pregnant, Fan Ruru and Liu Jun had not broken up. My best friend got along with her boyfriend behind her back, and she was pregnant, but she refused to fight after she became pregnant. Although my brain is not running smoothly now, I can still understand the malice behind Qian Xiaona's refusal to have a baby.

The junior borrowed the child to take the position, which is a commonplace human farce, but when this happened to me, especially when this junior is still my best friend, I can suddenly understand the meaning of those tears that Fan Ruru shed in front of the electronic door at the school gate just now.

It's just like I understood something too late......

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