I rejected Xu Yi's proposal to me again and again, and he seemed to understand something, no longer forced me, just stared at the shoes on the ground thoughtfully, and then slowly spoke to me.

"Xiao Ci, if I'm not mistaken, you don't want to wear these shoes and leave, it's because these shoes were given to you by Qin Han, right?"

Although I really tried my best to ignore this problem, when Xu Yi pointed it out sharply, it still made my heart ache.

However, Xu Yi has already told the truth, how can I pretend that I don't know anything, so I nodded lightly at Xu Yi, which can be regarded as confirming what he said to me, these shoes were indeed given to me by Qin Han.

These shoes were not only given to me by Qin Han, but he accompanied me to the mall to pick them up.

I still remember the scene where he pointed to the shoes and asked me if I liked them, and knelt on the ground and put them on my feet with his own hands, so gentle and unforgettable.

This scene, no matter when or where, will make a ripple in my heart when I think about it. He has never done this to anyone else, only I have received his care.

Then it stands to reason that I should be the most special one in Qin Han's heart.

But the truth hit me hard, it turned all the good things into nothing, even the scene where he put on these shoes for me with his own hands has gradually become blurred, and there is no longer the warmth it once had.

I felt sad, but I couldn't help it.

"This pair of shoes was bought by Qin Han with me, so I have always cherished them, you see that I haven't worn them a few times, in fact, I have been wearing them for a long time.

But because I've always cherished it, I'm afraid I'll break it, so I've been paying attention to it all the time, but I think maybe from now on, I won't need to cherish it so much......"

Listening to my words, Xu Yi had a complicated look in his eyes, he squatted down again, wanting to pick up the shoes from the ground, "Since these shoes were given to you by Qin Han and still carry so many memories of you, then you should put them away, instead of discarding them on the beach at will, it would be too unfair for these shoes." ”

"I know it's unfair to these shoes, but what's the use of them right now? The good fortune between Qin Han and me has come to naught, so these shoes should also be discarded. ”

Without hesitation, I responded to Xu Yi.

Xu Yi didn't answer immediately to what I said, he still stubbornly picked up the shoes from the ground, then patted the sand off them, and stretched them out in front of me.

I have to say that whether it's the first time I've seen these shoes, or after wearing them for so long, even if I want to throw them away now, I can't help but admit that these shoes really look very good.

The silver-gray nubuck body doesn't show anything special in the interior, but whether it's in the sunlight or the moonlight, even under the light, those tiny glittering sequins show that these shoes are not ordinary.

This light is not dazzling, with an exceptionally soft halo that makes it impossible to discard it after just looking at it.

At that time, I decided to buy these shoes, it was indeed because of Qin Han, and of course, the most important thing is that I really like these shoes.

But now, these shoes don't mean anything to me anymore.

"It doesn't matter if you still like the shoe now, but since it's yours, you should put it away and not throw it away."

"It's true for everything, you're not someone who throws things away, so you should put these shoes away and don't throw them anywhere else."

Xu Yi insisted on speaking to me, he wanted me to keep these shoes well, for whatever reason, I shouldn't simply throw them away, but I really didn't want to do it at all.

This is because it carries too many memories of me, too many memories of Qin Han, so just looking at these shoes, I can't help but think of the past between us.

And the more this happens, the more reality will hit me harder, so why don't I be decisive and just throw it away?

But at this time, Xu Yi in front of him was resolute, and it seemed that he would never allow me to do such a thing, and in desperation, in front of him, I had to take the shoes over for the time being.

When I held the shoes in my hand, Xu Yi's face showed a slightly satisfied smile.

"Look, isn't it not as difficult to get these shoes over?"

Xu Yi had a smile on his face, he slowly stretched out his hand to hold my other hand, and led me to the direction of the park, "Let's go, since this matter has been resolved, then let's go back quickly, otherwise Lin Xun and the others will lose their temper again!" ”

While speaking, Xu Yi pulled me and wanted to run in the direction of the car, but I broke free of him without a trace, smiled and nodded at him, and did not refuse his words.

"You don't have to pull me, I can walk over by myself, don't you have to turn the car around so we can get out of here? Then go first, and I'll follow you. ”

Hearing me say this, Xu Yi didn't notice anything wrong with me, so he nodded to me, and he strode towards the side of the car.

And I walked unhurriedly in the back, as I said, but when I reached the edge of the road, I suddenly stopped.

Although Xu Yi had tried his best to persuade me, I still couldn't ignore this matter in my own heart.

The slightest feeling of the shoe's presence makes me feel irrepressible pain, but when I look down at it, it still shines with a charming light, and this light has become the deepest thorn in my heart.

So after much hesitation, I solemnly placed it on the edge of the road.

It's close to the sea, and someone will pass by tomorrow morning, and I think maybe someone will like it as much as I do, and will treat it well and keep it well.

When I was done with all this, I took one last look at the shoes on the ground, and without the cover of the sand, its light became softer and softer, and it was even more impossible to ignore, but from then on it no longer belonged to me.

"Goodbye, maybe I'll never see you again. So I just hope I don't miss you anymore, I miss ...... Bit by bit about you. ”

I spoke to myself, no one would respond to me, and the shoe had no idea that it had been discarded by me.

Seeing that Xu Yi had already turned the car around, I crossed the road barefoot and walked towards him. When I opened the car door and sat in, smiling at Xu Yiyan, his eyes moved to my hand.

It seems that Xu Yi was not too surprised that I left those shoes on the beach, he had long thought that I might do this, and there was only deep helplessness in his eyes at this time.

"It seems that you have made your choice, and no matter how much I try to persuade you, you will not make a change. In that case, please don't regret it in the future. ”

After finishing speaking, Xu Yi started the car, but my eyes couldn't help but look out of the car, and it was still quietly staying there.

I couldn't help but think that I also wish I could ...... in the future Don't regret it!

Maybe it's because I've been so tired in the past two days, I didn't sleep all night in order to wait for Qin Han to go back, and today I know so many things that are difficult for me to accept, and exhaustion and sleepiness are overwhelming at me.

On the way back with Xu Yi, I just looked at the light and shadow that kept passing by outside the window, they flickered in a trance, intertwined into an unreal dream.

Unconsciously, I only felt that my eyes were almost open, and Xu Yi's voice on the side also came into my ears, with calm and concern.

"Xiao Ci, if you are very sleepy, then sleep for a while, there is still a period of time before you go home, you can rest for a while, don't worry about anything else."

"Yes, I can rest for a while......" I suddenly laughed, my voice ethereal, as if I was responding to myself, not to Xu Yi.

Next, I don't know what Xu Yi said again, I was so sleepy, so sleepy that I couldn't stay awake anymore.

I fell asleep in Xu Yi's car like this, I don't know how long I slept, and when I woke up, it was because of a biting cold wind blowing my face.

The coldness made me wake up instantly, and when I looked in front of me with a puzzled and frightened face, I only saw Lin Xun looking at me angrily, as if he was going to slap me directly in the next second.

I looked at her angry face, but I didn't know what to say, and even for a moment, I almost couldn't remember why Lin Xun was so angry.

"Chen Ci, you still know how to come back, do you know what time it is now, how long have Chen Tang and I been waiting for you here, can you not let others worry so much?!"

It doesn't matter if I forgot it, Lin Xun hasn't forgotten it yet, and her sudden roar made me think about it instantly, and I understood why she was so angry now.

But what words should I use to calm her down with her anger now?

"I'm sorry, I ...... I didn't mean to......" I shook my head at Lin Xun, if it weren't for the fact that she was blocking the door of the car now, I would definitely get out of the car and tell her, which would probably be more sincere.

But Lin Xun didn't care about my apology at all, the anger in her eyes only increased, and she looked even more angry than before I apologized.

Lin Xun's change made me feel strange, she was still in front of the car door, probably not planning to let me go out for the time being.

I was puzzled, turned my head to look at the driver's seat, Xu Yi was also sitting in the same position as me, his face was helpless at this time, and he was a little caught off guard by the situation in front of him.

Maybe it was because he noticed that I was a little absent-minded, Lin Xun was even more angry than before, and once again yelled at me, "Chen Ci, even if you don't want to think about yourself, can you think about us, we are all worried about you, but you don't seem to care at all!" ”

"In these extraordinary times, you are likely to encounter any danger, how on earth should we protect you so that you can be unscathed?"