Chapter 235: Brother and Sister Affection
Brother Yuchen!
A sneer flowed from Mu Xuefu's mouth, it seems that Jing Rong is the cinnabar mole in Jing Wan's heart, even if he forgets everything in the world, he still remembers him firmly in his heart.
Walking out of the corridor accompanied by the sound of crying, he met Jing Han head-on, he seemed to be waiting for her there, standing next to the azalea like the sun, and dyed the cold face without a trace of face with a touch of crimson.
Looking at Mu Xuefu, his face that had not changed for thousands of years was slightly moved, and his face was much softer as usual.
"You go back and resume your life, this princess is waiting for King Chen here." Mu Xuefu glanced at Gong E beside her, thought for a moment, and beat her.
After Gong E left, Mu Xuefu hurriedly walked to Jing Han's side, and Ying Ying smiled: "Brother Flawless." This voice is still the same as when I was a child, and I am not at all unfamiliar because I haven't wanted to recognize it for many years.
Since they met in King Rong's Mansion, the two have not met alone for a long time.
Jing Han smiled, "Did you just come back from the Queen Mother?" ”
Mu Xuefu nodded and looked around, "Is Brother Flawless waiting for me here?" ”
Jing Han said, "I'm here to ask you—" He stopped, and before he could continue, Mu Xuefu already knew what he wanted to ask.
"Are you trying to ask me if I did King Ning's death?" Mu Xuefu was straightforward and did not hesitate, "Yes." ”
Jing Han had already expected it, but it was just so easy to say it from her mouth, which inevitably made him a little stunned for a while. In particular, she didn't deny it at all, as if it was natural and natural to do it. The innocent and pure snow-white sister Fu'er in the past made him a little vague at this time.
"Fu'er, no matter how you say that Jingzong is also my brother, even if your father did something wrong at the beginning, you shouldn't be angry with them."
Mu Xuefu lowered her eyes and looked at the petals that blew off the ground on the side of her shoes, "Are you here to accuse me?" ”
Her lonely appearance made Jing Han feel distressed, she stepped forward, put her hand on her shoulder, and her low and powerful voice was gentle and murmuring, "Fu'er, I'm not accusing you, it's just that you shouldn't do this." Jingzong has been imprisoned, he will never come out in his life, why do you bother to kill him again? I know that you hate your father, and I can't wait to let his family die, but when is the time for revenge, do you have to live to take revenge all the time in this life? ”
"I don't take revenge, why am I still alive? If I don't take revenge, I might as well die with my father and mother. At least, I didn't have to suffer for more than a decade. Tears fell instantly, and the bright teardrops were like big rounds, shining, rolling down the eye sockets, dripping on the corners of the mouth and chin, "For more than ten years, I have relied on a belief every day, that is, revenge, without this belief, I can't live at all." Brother Yuchen, you are not me, you can't understand my pain. I know that in your eyes now, I am no longer the innocent and lovely sister Fu'er I was ten years ago, and I also know that I am no different from a demon in your eyes now. I also want to change back to the old Mushfe, but I can't go back, I can't go back. ”
"Fu'er!" Jing Han called out her name sadly, "It's not that you can't go back, it's that you can't let go." I don't think my uncle and aunt would have wanted to see you like this if they had known about it. They love you the most, and they must hope that you will have a good life, instead of carrying hatred. ”
Mu Xuefu's heart was shocked, as if she was a slap in the head, she looked straight at Jing Han's ice eyes, and muttered a denial: "No, no, I remember my mother said, she said let me take revenge, I remember, I remember clearly." Yes, that's it, she said, Mu Xuefu, you have to remember your mother's words, avenge your mother, revenge, revenge! Yes, that's what she said. ”
She breathed violently, shook her head again and again, her eyes were glazed, and her mind reflected the last back left by her mother.
Jing Han's heart seemed to have a scorching iron in his mouth, he stepped forward, held Mu Xuefu's shoulders with both hands, and forced her to look at himself, "Uncle loves you so much, how can she be willing to let her beloved daughter live with hatred?" Fu'er, you must be mistaken, my aunt wouldn't say such a thing. Do you know? With hatred, you will never be happy for the rest of your life. ”
"Happy? Brother Jade Defect, I have never been truly happy since the moment my family was destroyed! Tears red her eyes, Mu Xuefu straightened her neck, firm and persistent, "I have never been happy, how can I allow my enemy to be happy?" ”
"Fu'er, you're not revenge, you can't let yourself go. You ask yourself, even if you kill Jingzong and kill so many people, do you have the pleasure of revenge in your heart? Jing Han shook her shoulder vigorously, his eyes were like a burning torch, wanting to penetrate her heart, "I know all the people you have killed in the past year or so, whether you do it yourself or you let others do it, I know it." It's actually very easy to kill someone, but if you think about it, don't you feel a little guilty after that? You haven't thought about the person you killed, will his children be like you, and will his family be like your home? Fu'er, wake up, don't kill any more. Even if you kill all your enemies, your heart will not be happy. ”
Like a blunt sword, a knife pierced her heart, and the blunt blade was not happy at all, tormenting her heart, spreading pain to every part of her body. Mu Xuefu was confused, as if she didn't know where she was, she took a few steps back, and said bitterly: "I don't expect any joy in my life anymore, as for guilt, I have never had it, but if their relatives want to seek revenge on me, I will gladly welcome it." ”
"Where's the scene? Have you ever thought about him? ”
Mu Xuefu choked for a while, but she couldn't breathe because of Jing Han's problem. It was as if a fish had been blown ashore, out of water, and suffocating. She gritted her teeth, the tip of her tongue against the roof of her mouth, but she couldn't hide the twitching cheeks.
She didn't say anything, but she said it all. Jing Han said again: "Fu'er, have you ever thought that you can't not miss every time, in case your affairs are known to him, have you thought about his feelings?" Take advantage of the fact that everything is in time now, stop quickly, and then do it with peace of mind. For you, there is not only hatred in this world, you still have him. Walking a few steps, his hands gently wiped away her tears, "Jingrong is a man worthy of being entrusted for life, I believe that you will definitely be happy by his side." Go back to the old Muscheff and live happily, this is what you should do. ”
The weight of Jing Rong in his heart is heavy, Mu Xuefu knows it in his heart. Jingrong was like an accident, accidentally breaking into her heart. But for such a long time, it is also because of Jingrong, she hesitates again and again, entangles again and again, and is in contradiction again and again. Every day with Jingrong, almost all of them are pampered and hurt by him, and his affection and gentleness all affect her heart. Sometimes, she really wants to live like this with him for the rest of her life, but she has too many last resorts and too many insignificant secrets. She cherished every day with him as much as she cherished her last day with him. Because she was afraid, she was afraid that one day Jing Rong would never forgive her if he knew what she had done.
Mu Xuefu turned his face sideways and avoided his hand, "Are you saying this because I'm hurting your relatives?" That's right, they're your father and brothers, and you certainly don't want to see them hurt. So, if you think about the love we grew up with, please don't reveal who I am. But in the future, if you want to protect them, we are enemies. ”
Jing Han's heart was shocked, and he felt a faint pain in a trance, for more than ten years, he had been haunted by his father's destruction of the door of the Zhenguo General's Mansion, and even stayed away from the capital and went to the battlefield. How can he not be heartbroken, how can he not resent his father. But in the end, he is his own father, you can blame him, you can be angry with him, but you can't hurt him. However, he did not give up, he always hoped to find evidence that the Zhenguo General's Mansion was framed back then, hoping to rehabilitate him one day through his own strength.
But at this time, his sister Fu'er said these words, and even said such words as enemies, how could he not be saddened!
"Enemies? Fu'er, how can you say these two words? Jing Han frowned and looked at her, his eyes sad and disappointed.
Mu Xuefu glanced up at him, and staggered her gaze with a weak heart, but Jing Han's eyes were like a cold sword, and she refused to withdraw from her. Finally, she spoke: "I didn't mean that, no matter when and where, Brother Jade will not be my enemy." Jing Han's expression was as cold as cold, and the projected gaze made Mu Xuefu shudder, she wiped away the tears on her face, and slowly stretched out her hand to pull Jing Han's sleeve, "Don't be angry with me, I only have you as a relative left, if even you become my enemy, then I will really become alone." ”
Jing Han took a deep breath and hugged her into his arms, "Fu'er, brother just feels sorry for you, you shouldn't be burdened with this, you should still be the same as when you were a child, you will always be that innocent, kind and lovely little Fu'er." ”
"Brother, I want to too, but I really can't go back."
A tear slid down her eyes onto Jing Han's dark clothes, Mu Xuefu gently closed her eyes and murmured in a low voice.
Jing Rong looked at them from afar, his heart was like freezing, a little frozen, and his limbs trembled with cold. His heart hurt, and his eyes were foggy, but he didn't have the courage, the courage to come forward and ask why they were hugging each other. Holding on to the fake stone on the side, he gasped deeply and unevenly, his brain was blank, and when he looked back again, his heart was as painful as a wound being torn. Turning around, he walked away step by step, and with each step, his heart ached a little more. He didn't know how to leave, but he felt that the journey out of the palace was long, and his steps were as inreal as stepping on clouds.
Plum blossoms, plum blossoms in the East Courtyard, plum blossoms in King Rong's Mansion, he should have thought of it a long time ago. No, he had thought about it before, but he didn't think about it deeply, so he ignored it.
Originally, the reason why Mu Xuefu had not accepted him was because she had someone else in her heart, and what she said a few days ago was just perfunctory to him.
The person in her heart has always been Jing Han and not herself, isn't it?