Xia Ning's smile was a little helpless and a little sarcastic.

Jiang Zhen felt very sad when he saw it, he knew the pain in her heart, the pain in her heart, but he couldn't bear it for her, which made him blame himself very much.

"You know what? This used to be my proud home, a family of three, very happy, and those people used to envy my family, I thought the same way, but what?

Since my mother died, this family began to be depressed, there was no temperature in the house, I began to resent my father, blaming him for not guarding this happiness and warmth, but at that time I still had hope in my heart, after all, I still had my father, at least he was with me. But now, look, what's left in this family? There's nothing, it's all gone, they're all gone, you tell me, is this still a home? Ah, tell me! Xia Ning roared with tears.

Jiang Zhen was silent, but the tears couldn't stop falling, he looked at this home, except for sadness, there was nothing more, no more.

"I'm sorry, Ning Ning, I ......" Jiang Zhen wanted to apologize, but she didn't know how to organize the sentences, and now she only had grief and despair in her eyes, how could she accept this apology.

"You should apologize, if I hadn't met you, I might have married a very ordinary person, lived an ordinary life, wouldn't have encountered those things, let alone let my father worry, let alone cause him to sleep in a vegetative state for four years, let alone let him sleep in the cold and darkness now, these are all you gave me, Jiang Zhen, you brought me all this, all of this I experienced was brought to me by you, you ruined my family, and made me a complete orphan, do you think I'm sorry, can all this be regarded as not happening? Is it possible? Xia Ning's sharp voice deeply pierced Jiang Zhen's heart.

Yes, she was right, he brought her all this, kidnapping, miscarriage, the death of Xia's father, the destruction of the family, these were all given to her by him, not a word is wrong.

He was selfish, arrogant, and fearless, but now? All he left was fear and guilt, she became an orphan, a real child without parents, he was right, even he wanted to kill himself to make up for her, but he knew that no matter what he did, the child couldn't come back, her father couldn't come back, all this she experienced couldn't be erased, he should atone for his sins like this? Maybe he can't even atone for his sins now.

"I really regret meeting you, if I can do it all over again, I'd rather be insulted than be saved by you, all of this is a serious mistake, I never want to see you again, see you, I'm afraid I can't control it, I really want to kill you, please leave!" Xia Ning's faint tone was tingling with a chill.

Frozen Jiang Zhen's blood in an instant, did she regret it? She didn't want to see him? She even wanted to kill him? Hehe, Jiang Zhen smiled hollowly.

He is paying for these things, but, please don't talk about their past, meeting her is the most beautiful thing in Jiang Zhen's life, if the time comes back, he still wants to meet her, wants to spend the rest of his life with her, wants to have children with her, has children and grandchildren, and then leaves this world together in a warm bed, he obviously planned to do so, but all this happened off the track, and the good life he planned pulled her into hell, and it was boundless, and there was no outlet for hope.

Wrong? No, no, just by meeting Xia Ning, it was already the greatest luck in his life, he didn't regret it, he loved her, and he would never admit this so-called "mistake".

"Want to kill me? Well? ”

Jiang Zhen didn't know where to take a pair of scissors, then slowly walked towards Xia Ning and said, "What a coincidence, I want to too, otherwise can you help me get free?" So that I can go down and make atonement for my son, for my father, come, take it! ”

Jiang Zhen forced the scissors into Xia Ning's hand, and then put the sharp side of the scissors on her heart with both hands, let go of her hand, and said with a smile: "Avenge your father, yes, I brought you all this, if you do it again, I will still do it, don't you hate me very much?" Stab down from here, you will take revenge, and the entanglement between us will end here, come on! ”

Xia Ning looked at Jiang Zhen calmly, she was not surprised that he would do this, her eyes were not shocked.

"Your life is really valuable, one is up to two lives, it's really noble!" Xia Ning said sarcastically.

"Yes, you really can't make a stroke, you can poke countless knives until you are relieved, until you think I'm worth it, how about it?"

It was obviously such a painful picture, but it was said lightly by the two of them, it was just the most ordinary chat.

"Really?" Xia Ning looked at Jiang Zhen coldly, and the scissors slowly stabbed down towards his heart.

The blood flowed out quickly, and Jiang Zhen still smiled, as if the person who was poked was not him, "It's a little light." He also faintly described how he felt.

As soon as Xia Ning saw him like that, he stabbed him deeply, this time the blood flowed fast and a lot, and Jiang Zhen's feet moved back slightly, which showed how much strength Xia Ning used this time.

I don't know if it was the color of the blood or Jiang Zhen's expression that stimulated Xia Ning, she instantly changed her face, and pulled out the scissors suddenly, Jiang Zhen felt the pain this time, bent her waist, and then slowly straightened her body, and continued: "This is okay, come again!" ”

Xia Ning threw the scissors on the ground, turned around, and said, "Kill you, my dad won't survive, and I want to be entangled with you forever, hehe, I won't accompany this game, if you can, please never appear in front of me, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore." ”

After speaking, Xia Ning went upstairs and took care of the door of my room.

Only Jiang Zhen was left in the living room, and the clothes on his chest were all infiltrated by donated blood, but he didn't feel the slightest, as if the chest was not spurting blood but water, he smiled bitterly, and said: "I can't do it, I can't do it, it's all about you here, unless I don't want this heart, it is estimated that even if I lie here with a river of blood, you won't even blink your eyes!" ”

After that, Jiang Zhen staggered out of Xia's house.

He looked like this, walking on the road, scared the people on the road and retreated a few meters away, and some people were afraid of their lives, so they called the police.

When the police arrived, they saw that it was Jiang Zhen, and hurriedly asked, "Colonel Jiang, who hurt you?" ”

Then he asked the police behind him to call an ambulance, but Jiang Zhen just waved his hand, indicating that it was okay, and stopped them from calling an ambulance, and then went back to Jiang's house

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother, when they saw him like that, were miserable, and without saying a word, they rushed him to the hospital.

Fortunately, Xia Ning's hand strength looked very big, but the position of the poke was not fatal, the doctor quickly stopped the bleeding for him, Jiang Mu saw his blood-colored shirt, and said anxiously: "Scar, what is wrong with you?" Did you meet the bad guys? ”

Jiang Zhen was silent, and Jiang Mu, who was watching, was even more anxious.

Lying on the hospital bed, Jiang Zhen stared at the ceiling blankly and said nothing.

Jiang Mu said anything to him, and he didn't react. This made the old couple very helpless.

After a while, Jiang Zhen finally spoke, saying, "She didn't even bother to kill me, should I do this?" ”

Father Jiang and Mother Jiang's expressions changed greatly when they heard this, Father Jiang's head turned quickly, and he instantly knew what was going on, and shook his head helplessly.

And Jiang Mu asked, "Is it Xia Ning?" Does she blame you? But she was too heavy, and no one wanted to do those things, she shouldn't ......"

Father Jiang stopped what she wanted to say next, and then took her outside.

"What's wrong? Why don't you let me say? Even if she hates my son, she can't do this! Jiang Mu was a little angry.

"Hey, if it weren't for Jiang Zhen's instructions, who could hurt him, he must have forced her to use him to get angry, Ning Ning is now in the pain stage, and it is normal to be emotional."

"Then she can't ......" Mother Jiang wanted to say something, but she didn't say it, maybe she also knew her son's character, he definitely did this kind of thing, and there was only a heavy sense of helplessness in his heart.

"Hey, let them calm down with each other, they're all too tired." Father Jiang sighed and said, now they can't help him as parents, so they can only rely on himself.

Father Jiang is right, although it is always said that it is a bystander, but if the parties cannot communicate well, then the bystander is just a bystander and cannot do anything.

The next day, the sun shone into the room through the gaps in the curtains, and it was particularly brilliant and bright.

On the bed, Xia Ning has been curled up, from last night until dawn, her eyes are all tired, dark circles are filling the entire eye sockets, her lips are dry and peeling, and her skin is pale and haggard, as if she has aged a lot.

She saw the sun, then stood up and walked to the window, opened the curtains, there were elderly people walking, walking dogs, holding children, everyone was happy, full of hope, and where was her hope? Who gave her hope?

Xia Ning walked out of her room and walked into Xia's father's room, she first touched the photo on the desk, when she felt that there was soil on it, she quickly ran to the bathroom to get a rag, and then slowly wiped the photo, until the photo was clear and shiny, she didn't stop.

Immediately afterwards, she went to the living room again, looking at the portrait of Xia's father in the living room, she gently said "good morning".

Then he stared blankly at the statue, not knowing what he was thinking.

This action lasted for a long time until Aunt Li arrived.

Aunt Li looked at the haggard Xia Ning and said distressedly, "Auntie, go make you something to eat, right?" ”

Xia Ning shook her head, then turned her head to look at Aunt Li.

Then he said: "Aunt Li, my dad is gone, this home is too cold, no matter how many quilts I cover, I still feel cold, do you feel it?" ”

Aunt Li also looked painful and said, "Ning Ning, Auntie knows that you are uncomfortable, but you have to be strong, Mr. Xia definitely doesn't want to see you like this, he will be sad." ”

"Auntie, I know Dad will be sad, but I really don't know what to do? It's really cold. Xia Ning said.

"Go out, go to work, play with friends, feel the sunshine, then you will be slowly warmed, I think Mr. Xia must know that he will not live long, so he will believe that you can, and will go to another world."

"Is that so?" Xia Ning muttered.