As soon as Zheng Nan left, Qiu Hua soon felt quite bored again, looked at the time, and found that lunch time was almost up.

He estimated that Jingqiu's sister and Liu Qianwen should have finished fighting, so he planned to go and say hello to them, and then find his roommate to eat together. As he walked, a voice suddenly stopped him.

Liu Ting's family lives in the south of the city, here and north of the city, on the surface, although there is only one word difference, the internal environment is very different.

In fact, it is not terrible to be poor, it is the most terrible thing to be poor and unmotivated, as the old saying goes, "poor but three generations, rich but three generations", in fact, this is not necessarily accurate, on the contrary, this may still be a fallacy, but it happens to be used by some people as a holy medicine for self-comfort.

Life tells us that rich people may pay more attention to nurturing their children, and have capital to provide them with better resources, so that in the long run, the gap will become wider and wider, of course, it does not mean that rural children are necessarily inferior to them, but most of them are weaker.

The Doctor may have one of the three sons of the Doctor, and the son of the farmer may have one of the three generations, which is a terrible statistic.

In Liu Ting's impression, her father is always drunk, and her mother is always a resentful woman. Every time my father came back from drinking, my mother would curse him in the most vicious language every time, not at all like a couple who had a relationship foundation for more than ten years. Then, then there was a knowable loud noise, even a fight, a broken bowl, a broken broom, all whispering about the misfortune of the family.

Every time my mother would be beaten to the point of redness, and then cry that she couldn't live this day, and the next day she would continue to suffer all this in silence, babbling incessantly. Every time Liu Ting came back from school, she could run into them arguing.

When she was a child, she hid alone because she was afraid, and when it was dinner time, her mother pulled her ears out. When she grew up, she was numb, and sometimes they quarreled during dinner, and Liu Ting secretly hid in the room, crying while eating.

Her father always called her "losing money" at home, and she was basically used to it, "poor couples mourn everything," sometimes, life is really full of helplessness. When she came back from her evening practice every night, her brain was empty, and she couldn't calm down and study at all. Later, one day she got back the gift from Xu Xiuren, and when her father saw it, he rarely called her "lose money", but when she was drunk, she was still like that.

Liu Ting thinks about it now, during the time of junior high school, her father's beating and scolding were still very fierce, but Liu Ting was still full of hope every day, because in this world, there are people who really love themselves and pity themselves, Liu Ting often thinks at that time: "I must marry him in the future, marry him, there must be no quarrels in life, although he has no money." ”

Later, Liu Ting knew that money was the root cause of her parents' quarrels, and she thought that poverty and happiness would not go hand in hand, so she wanted to change, so on the day Xu Xiuren confessed, she immediately agreed.

Liu Ting can now be said to regret it very much, when Xu Xiuren pursued herself, it can be said that he had all the good words and dedication, because of his father, and seeing that he was handsome and rich, he immediately broke up with Qiuhua.

never thought that Xu Xiuren just took a fancy to his own skin, after the two of them were together, Xu Xiuren asked her out every once in a while, and the words always revealed that kind of dirty idea, Liu Ting excused herself and said that she had something, he thought she didn't understand anything, but in fact she knew everything.

Xu Xiuren hid well at first, and every time he would say, "It's okay, Xiaoting, you go and get busy, I'll wait for you." But after a long time, he slowly became a little impatient, and now Liu Ting is like a marionette, coming and going when she is called.

She remembered the shyness of the young man when he held her hand for the first time, the sky was bright that night, the moon was high that night, and there was no sound under the plane tree that night, but now she couldn't feel it. This little beauty, like a mirror, can no longer be touched. In the past few days, her heart has been suppressed for a long time, and she has become depressed.

This morning, I saw a friend post a sentence in the space: "Take out the mood often to dry, and the mood is not easy to lack calcium." Liu Ting felt that this sentence made sense, so she decided to go to the sports field for a walk on the weekend.

When passing by the basketball court, Liu Ting saw a familiar figure, and just as she was struggling with whether to take the initiative to say hello, that person took the initiative to come over. She was a little nervous, and although she pretended to be calm on the surface, she was uncontrollably cranky inside.

According to the official survey, most of the authors of famous romance novels, film and television dramas in China are women, and a large number of facts have proved that women's emotional thinking is much richer than that of men.

At this moment, Liu Ting thought in her heart: When he comes over, will he be very angry and beat himself up? No, he's such a gentle man. So what if he says he misses me very much and wants me to change my mind, should I say yes to him?

Soon, the man's next action poured a basin of cold water on her, which was cold to the bone. He didn't even look at himself, and went straight on. Liu Ting felt a deep sense of frustration in her heart, and she decided to do something.

Qiuhua turned around, found Liu Ting, and greeted with a smile: "Eh, Liu Ting, I'm sorry, I didn't see it just now." Liu Ting smiled awkwardly and said, "It's okay, it's okay."

Both of them are more embarrassed, they haven't seen each other for a long time, but they can't start a topic. Then, Qiuhua relieved the embarrassment and said, "Haha, it's rare for you to come to the sports field once." Liu Ting smiled again and said, "Yes, there are more people here, it's lively."

There was a long silence again. Qiuhua said for no reason: "How are you doing lately?"

Liu Ting was a little at a loss, and before she could answer, a hurried voice came. "Senior Qiuhua, Senior Qiuhua, where did you go? I've been looking for you for a long time, and I'm going to call the police. Let's go, I won the game, awesome, right? Huang Jingqiu said as if to take credit, smiling and revealing a little tiger tooth.

Qiu Hua touched her head a little dotingly and said, "It's amazing, Xiao Jingqiu is from heaven to earth, and she can do anything." Due to Huang Jingqiu's urging, Qiuhua had to leave quickly.

Before leaving, he said to her, "I have to leave beforehand, next time we will talk."

Liu Ting looked at his departing back, and said to herself with some sadness: "I'm not doing well, do you know?"

After saying that, she slumped on the bench next to her, as if her soul had been emptied.