It was a sunny day, and after Tao Xiu and Zhou Hangyu got out of the car, they couldn't open their eyes because of the sun.

is still the deep alley in memory, but Tao Xiu and Zhou Hangyu have not been back for more than half a year.

Everything doesn't seem to have changed.

The difference is that the one who is guarding the entrance of the alley is the family of Tao Xiu and Zhou Hangyu.

Their expressions were serious, and they seemed very disappointed in them.

When he saw Tao Xiu, Tao Bin beckoned to them, "Mom, brother is back, you ask him quickly, what Brother Hangyu's parents said is definitely not true!" ”

Tao Bin's words were like a needle slammed into her soft heart, a woman who had worked hard for her two sons for half her life, her expression was even a little trance, she still couldn't believe that the other person in the unbearable words that Zhou Hangyu's parents said was her eldest son, who had always been sensible and well-behaved.

Looking at Uncle Zhou and Aunt Zhou standing next to her, Xu Ying's heart was very uneasy, she didn't want to believe that what they said was the truth, but if she thought about it carefully, it was not without reason.

After all, Tao Xiu and Zhou Hangyu have had a good relationship since childhood, and everyone can see it.

But where does the two brothers seem to have such a relationship, it seems normal, how did it turn into love in them? Xu Ying felt that this was very ridiculous, it was impossible for her son to do such a stupid thing!

Tao Xiu walked up to his mother and shouted, "Mom"

Xu Ying raised her head, looked at her son seriously, and asked with a solemn expression: "You tell your mother that you like women, not Zhou Hangyu standing next to you, right?" ”

"I ......" Tao Xiu's face suddenly became difficult to look at.

"Yes or no?! You say! Xu Ying scolded sharply.

"Mom, listen to me......" Tao Xiu wanted to explain, but found that everything was so pale and weak, because they felt that this was a wrong thing from the beginning, how could he say a wrong thing into a right thing?

In the cold wind, it was a loud slap.

Tao Xiu covered his face, Zhou Hangyu looked at him distressedly, and couldn't help but say to Xu Ying: "Auntie, don't do it, it's all my fault, if you want to beat or scold, you want to be angry, come at me!" ”

"Coming at you?! I'll kill you bunny, and I'll come at you! Zhou Hangyu's father picked up the broom that swept the floor at home and hit Zhou Hangyu, Zhou Hangyu did not dodge, and stood firmly, because if he dodged a little, the broom would swing at Tao Xiu's body.

"Brother, what they said isn't really, is it? No matter how good Brother Hangyu is to you, he is also a man! Tao Bin shouted.

For him, both of them are his elder brothers, and they are both very good to him, but he can't imagine why the two elder brothers will develop such a relationship one day.

Tao Xiu felt a pain in his heart, remembering what Zhou Hangyu said about the "protracted war", and then he realized that what he had to face was not as simple as he imagined.

But he promised Zhou Hangyu that he must insist.

Tao Xiu nodded, "It's true, we're together now." ”

"Phew! No shame! Two big men, what do you say together, you are going to marry and have children in the future, what is it like to do this? Tao Xiu, you go home for me, kneel in front of your father's spiritual seat, and think about it carefully! Xu Ying rudely dragged Tao Xiu away.

Tao Bin also shook his head in disbelief as if he was stimulated.

Although he was still young, he didn't quite understand why everyone strongly opposed Tao Xiu and Zhou Hangyu being together, but he had gone to school and still knew that men should be with women, since everyone thought that the two brothers were wrong, it must be wrong.

Tao Xiu was dragged forward by Xu Ying, but he kept looking back at Zhou Hangyu, who was beaten up and down by Uncle Zhou, his face was full of worry, but the concerned gaze made Uncle Zhou even more angry, and his hands were even heavier.

The neighbors were all standing in front of their doors whispering and pointing, and Tao Xiu suddenly felt that he was like an animal in a zoo at the moment, as if he was being watched without any clothes, it was a real feeling of being overwhelmed by people's eyes.

Is it really wrong?

The sunlight disappeared in front of him, the door was slammed shut, then locked, and Tao Xiu was dragged into the house.

"Get down on your knees and reflect! Think clearly! Xu Ying said with a dark face.

Tao Xiu knelt down, stared at his father's spiritual position, and said nothing.

From kneeling in the afternoon to the middle of the night, Xu Ying woke up once and asked him if he had figured it out, Tao Xiu shook his head, so a bucket of cold water went straight down, and Xu Ying roared: "I made you unconscious!" I'll make you stupid! How did I give birth to such a monster as you! If you can't figure it out, you'll keep kneeling! ”

Tao Xiu doesn't remember how long he knelt, maybe not two days or three days, kneeling so that his legs were unconscious, at first he didn't get a drop of water, and then Tao Bin couldn't see it, so he secretly sent him water to drink at night, and handed him a piece of bread every few hours, Tao Xiu didn't say anything, what Tao Bin gave, he ate.

Looking at his brother who was silently fighting against his mother, Tao Bin knelt down with red eyes and begged: "Brother, give up, my mother said that you went against normal people and took the wrong path, there will be no good results, Brother Hangyu is so good to you, can you bear to ruin him?" ”

Tao Xiu's stiff body trembled, Zhou Hangyu had already dropped out of school for him and left a case record, if they were a normal relationship between men and women, I am afraid that no one would need to do this for whom.

"There's no going back." Tao Xiu's eyes were dead.

Living to be a teenager, there has never been one thing that makes him so insistent, even if everyone is against it, as long as Zhou Hangyu doesn't let go, he must not be the one who lets go first, otherwise, how can he be worthy of Zhou Hangyu's kindness to him?

Because he knelt for too long, his knees were blue, black, red and swollen, and then because of the cold wind blowing at night, the high fever did not go away, Xu Ying was heartbroken, but he couldn't show it in front of Tao Xiu.

In this matter, she, as a parent, must not regress.

's son is gay, and he hooked up with his brother who has played together since he was a child, and this incident almost made Xu Ying a laughing stock on the streets.

Although she has no money, she is also a woman with self-esteem and pride, and when others mentioned her eldest son with excellent grades and good moral character, what kind of envious and jealous tone was there now, which is in great contrast with the present, she can't swallow this tone, and she can't afford to lose this face.

She only hoped that her punishment, her torture, would make Tao Xiu wake up and return to the right path.

Mocking words, contemptuous gazes, if it is like this every day, no one can bear it.

Sometimes Tao Xiu looked at the ceiling with his eyes open, and he would hear the parents of the neighbors deliberately teaching their children loudly not to become the object of everyone's laughter and scolding like Tao Xiu and Zhou Hangyu.

No matter how much you don't learn and don't know how to do it, you can't engage men......

Shameless, degraded or something, endlessly.

The people living in the alley don't have much culture, so they have been poor for several generations, and most of the words they scolded were vulgar and ugly, Tao Xiu felt sad, and Zhou Hangyu was not much better than him.

Compared with Tao Xiu's "cold violence", Zhou Hangyu's parents almost took turns to brainwash him, saying that if he didn't listen, he would be beaten, Tao Xiu heard that Zhou Hangyu was beaten and scarred every day, but he still refused to give up.

kneeling and not understanding, Xu Ying called Tao Xiu's homeroom teacher and said that he would take a semester off to educate Tao Xiu, even if he lost the opportunity to go back to class, Tao Xiu still didn't even blink his eyes.

I also tried a hunger strike, but Xu Ying was ruthless, Tao Xiu was even more ruthless than her, and she said that if she didn't eat, she wouldn't eat, until Xu Ying couldn't help but ask Tao Bin to press the weak Tao Xiuqiang into her mouth.

The silent and vocal struggles were fought again and again, beaten and beaten, scolded and scolded, kneeled and knelt and knelt, day after day, Tao Xiu felt that it was both long and painful.

Xu Ying persuaded him hard every day after returning home from work, and the words were like knives cutting at his heart.

He knew that he was selfish and only wanted to be happy, but he disappointed his family and was ridiculed openly and secretly, but at this point, he never thought that things would turn out like this.

The days of such confrontation lasted for about half a year, and even Tao Bin became incomprehensible.

At the beginning, when he heard others scolding Tao Xiu and Zhou Hangyu, Tao Bin would glare at them viciously, or scold them back loudly, but when he heard those unbearable words every day, Tao Bin gradually felt that Tao Xiu and Zhou Hangyu were problematic, and they did something shady as everyone said.

It's disgusting.

Seeing that his biological mother and biological brother were looking at him with disdain, Tao Xiu was disheartened.

I just feel that it's really hard to like someone, and it's not wrong to be wrong.

Tao Xiu has also been out of the door a few times in the past six months, but every time he goes out, he gets harm, no one understands, no one helps, the ignorant child hits him with stones or garbage, and the adults get together in twos and threes to say ugly things.

He likes Zhou Hangyu, Zhou Hangyu likes him, it should be no one's business, but he seems to be angry.

Day after day, Tao Xiu didn't know how he got here.

Until Xu Ying and Tao Bin were completely disappointed in Tao Xiu, that night, Xu Ying said to Tao Xiu: If you insist on being with Zhou Hangyu, then we will start to draw a clear line and break off the relationship from today, from now on, you can live with whichever man you like, as long as you don't appear in front of me, let me lose face.

Tao Xiu looked up and saw his mother's indifferent expression, and he knew that she was not joking.

Even though he knew that there was little hope, he still insisted, because Zhou Hangyu was insisting.

At this moment, in a trance, he betrayed his relatives, and the corners of Tao Xiu's mouth raised a touch of mockery.

He did something wrong, just because he liked someone.

Why did he bury his happiness because of everyone's disapproval?

Tao Xiu looked at the text message Zhou Hangyu sent him and smiled lightly.

The text message said: Xiu, don't be afraid, hold on, I love you.

After all, he was young and frivolous, even though his heart was tired and scarred, Tao Xiu still held on to hope, because with so many years of affection, he trusted the young man who loved him.