Chapter Forty-Six: Loneliness, Murmuring
Qiuhua later learned from Tian Jingru that the person he saw that day was just the person who distributed leaflets with Tian Jingru.
Thinking about it now, his temper was too bad, and if he had said it at that time, the relationship between the two would not have been so stiff.
Seeing that the contradiction had dissolved, Qiu Hua hurriedly asked, "So, we are still friends, right?" Tian Jingru glanced at him and said, "Otherwise, what kind of relationship do you want?" Qiu Hua smiled wryly, scratched his head and asked, "Then I, can I still ask you to eat beef noodles together?" Tian Jingru looked at him and said with a smile: "It depends on your performance."
It was almost noon, and the other people in the dormitory also said that they wanted to come to see Qiuhua. The first one to come was Comrade Mao Xian, a handsome guy in the dormitory, and before he entered the door, he was heard shouting at the door: "Xiao Huahua, where is the girl you saved?"
When he entered the door, he didn't find that Tian Xiaohua was here, and secretly regretted his frivolous performance just now. So, he put on a serious expression again, shook off his bangs that had not yet grown, showed his confident smile, and said: "Hello, Tian Xiaohua, the contemptible person is the head of the fourth dormitory and the person in charge of appearance, and the ignorant elementary school girls in the first year of high school will always call me to offer my brother when they see me."
With that, he stretched out his hand. Tian Jingru saw that he was Qiuhua's roommate, and she was embarrassed to refute his face, so she could only reach out and shake him. Then Mao Xian began to say seriously: "We deeply regret that such a thing happened, and we look forward to the Tianxiao Flower Festival." Tian Jingru listened to his words and stood in place in a daze, Mao Xian gave full play to his strength as the "king of embarrassing chats" this time.
Qiu Hua heard the tone of his voice, and said helplessly: "Mr. Xian, why don't I try to die next time and let you mourn?"
Mao Xian screamed in surprise at this time, then ran to Qiuhua's bedside and said in a sad tone: "Fourth, do you know? You didn't come back yesterday, how worried am I about you? You know my love for you, and I can't let you be wronged. My heart is relieved to see that you are all right. ”
As soon as the words fell, there was laughter at the door, and following the reputation, it turned out to be Zhao Wu and Chen Zi, each holding some fruit in their hands.
At this time, Zhao Wu said: "Xiaohua, don't listen to him, this kid, I watched a movie in the dormitory all night yesterday, and I remembered that you didn't come back before going to bed." Having said that, if Tian Xiaohua hadn't called in the morning, we wouldn't have known that something so big had happened to you. Now, how do you feel? ”
Qiu Hua shook his head and said, "It's nothing, yesterday's situation was really thrilling." Tian Jingru remembered that today was Saturday, and hurriedly said to Qiuhua: "Qiuhua, today Saturday, I have to go back to make soup for my dad to drink, I'll go first, I'm sorry."
Qiu Hua smiled and said, "Okay, you go, I'm fine, I'll have them with me." Tian Jingru nodded, said hello to several other people, and left the ward.
Zhao Wu looked at Qiu Hua and said very puzzledly: "Your relationship with Tian Xiaohua makes me feel very mysterious." Qiu Hua hurriedly explained: "No, no, it's a friend, it's a friend."
Chen Zirate asked at this time: "Do you want to talk to Jingqiu, she knows and will definitely come." Qiu Hua listened, waved his hand and said: "Don't don't, she went home on Saturday and Sunday, don't let her come, if she comes, I'm afraid she will make a lot of noise in this hospital."
At this time, Mao Xian stood at the window, like a lonely poet who admired himself and had never met talents. Zhao Wu walked over and asked, "Xian, what's wrong with you?"
Mao Xian had words in his mouth, and when he got closer, it turned out that he was saying: "She touched me!" She touched me! The Sprinkle family is worth it in this life. At this moment, Mao Xian is chattering, just like a magic stick.
Zhao Wu thought that he was evil and pushed him, and at this time Mao Xian suddenly shouted: "Ah! Why, God? Why can't all the girls resist my charm, is this a curse, you ordinary people, I think you haven't shaken Tian Xiaohua's hand. Just now, when her hand was gently pressed against my fingers, which had become soft from practicing the piano, I knew that she had become a prisoner of my heart, and I asked the heavens, how many people still have to worry about my skin. ”
Zhao Wu looked at it, turned around and said, "Xiaohua, let's be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, it seems that this hospital is too evil, Ah Xian will be evil after a while." Chen Zishu smiled and said, "Evil? Unafraid. I know a home remedy, take a pack of banlan root, a pack of jumping candy, add flies, cockroach legs, three bowls of water to form a bowl of water, pour out the water, eat the bowl and everything will be fine, I will go back later, I will feed him personally. ”
After a few people had lunch together in the hospital, because Qiuhua's doctor insisted that he stay for an extra day, so he couldn't leave, Qiuhua refused to let them stay with the bed, and Qiuhua really didn't want to occupy their time on a good weekend. Sent them away, the ward was a lot empty, and the young man in the next bed was covered with a white cloth and pushed away this morning, and Qiuhua didn't have anyone to talk to at this time.
At dinner, Qiuhua was too lazy to go to the cafeteria to eat, so he ordered a takeout, Qiuhua looked at the introduction of the picture and had no appetite, but fortunately he saw his favorite sweet and sour pork ribs. When the meal was delivered, Qiuhua found that the sweet and sour pork ribs had been replaced with white-cut chicken, and when the delivery man found out, the sweet and sour pork ribs had been eaten by the aunt in the next ward, and the delivery man apologized desperately, but it made Qiuhua embarrassed, so he had to admit that he was unlucky.
For dinner, if I didn't eat my favorite sweet and sour pork ribs, my mood was inexplicably half worse.
When it was time to go to bed, Qiuhua realized that he couldn't sleep at all, and there was no one to talk to. As the truck passed by, the windows shook as if someone was banging on them.
The hallway was the sound of walking every once in a while, some soft, some heavy, some dragging, and some fast. The moonlight filtered in, and the quilt on the hospital bed reflected each other, forming an excessive white. An unprecedented sense of loneliness surged into Qiu Hua's heart, and with every breath he had, it aggravated again and again.
Qiuhua remembered the last time she felt this way, that is, on the day her father died, and with the death of her father, the whole house lost its vitality.
Later, her mother often accompanied her, and after school and accommodation, Qiuhua slowly thought that she had overcome the night. But when he really faced the darkness, his heart couldn't help but be stunned, and as soon as he closed his eyes, it seemed that he could hear the voice of complaint, so he got up and wanted to write something, and the words that were deeply planted in his heart were pulled out little by little and fell on the paper:
"Fear of darkness is a terrible disease that has existed in the early days of human intellect
Prometheus was burned to death in his sleep last night
I don't want to sleep tonight
Watch the night kill the bright moon
In the distance, the mountains and forests scratch their heads
It was the wind that fueled his sins
The figure of a child's hand on the wall, teeth and claws
The candle flame is faintly calling for dawn
Close your eyes
The night was overwhelming, and it was coming at me
- "Midnight"