Demon Wild Corpse Chapter 224: Heartless
My heart suddenly tightened, and sure enough, I still got to this topic, but this question was also one of the questions I wanted to ask the most, and I looked at Lu Wei with some expectation.
Lu Wei lowered her head, her eyes drooped slightly, and she hesitated for almost half a second, and then immediately said, "The surname is Lu." ”
The little witch received a satisfactory answer, and although she did not speak, the look of joy on her face betrayed me.
And my heart twitched like a hard blow, it was very painful, my chest was also very depressed, and my mood was very lost in an instant, Lu Wei didn't even look at me when she answered, and my heart was full of bitterness.
"No way!" I didn't care about the little witch in front of me, so I directly spit out in my heart, "I am the father of the child, I am still alive!" ”
What I care about is not the child's surname, but Lu Wei's attitude towards me, I just want Lu Wei to worry about my feelings, even if it is just a glance at me and then say this answer, I feel at least a little better, but now she ignores my existence.
The smile on the little witch's face gradually solidified, and Lu Wei raised her head suddenly, and when she looked at me with cold eyes, I was inexplicably cold and disheartened, and she said coldly: "You are not worthy!" ”
You don't deserve it!
The three words were inserted into my heart like a sharp sword, and I suddenly felt that I couldn't breathe, and the sky was spinning in front of me, and a broken sound sounded in the depths of my body, and my whole body seemed to have lost my mind.
When I came back to my senses, Lu Wei had already gotten up and walked outside, I also caught a glimpse of her eyes red, as if she had wept, I hurriedly screamed but she didn't stay, I was anxious to go out, the little witch sat on the edge of the bed and took my hand and shouted: "You can't go to her!" ”
I subconsciously shook off the little witch's hand and just wanted to open the door, when a tornado suddenly broke out on the soles of my feet, and my whole body was swept into the air, spun around a few times, and then hit the wall hard, I stood up in pain and said, "What are you envious of." ”
The little witch stood at the door with a pretty face, and said that she was not allowed to go to her!
I cried and said with a sad face, envy, let's not make a fuss first, I'm afraid that Weiwei will do something impulsively.
The little witch's eyes quickly turned red, and she spread her hands out and stopped at the door and shouted at me, "What about me! What am I! ”
I trembled all of a sudden, and then my hands slowly withdrew from her shoulders, and I lowered my head without saying a word, and the little witch suddenly threw herself into my arms and hugged me tightly, buried her head in my chest, and cried and said: "Don't leave me, okay, I'll give birth to you, you can give birth to as many as you want, don't abandon me." "She was so afraid that I would leave her, and her hands strangled me to death, almost pulling me into her arms.
My nose was inexplicably sour, and I couldn't help but look up at the mossy ceiling, choked in my throat for a long time, and said, "I'm sorry." ”
Before I finished speaking, the little witch hugged me tighter, and sobbed slightly: "Don't tell me I'm sorry, I know that you and her were an accident, I can help you make up for her, I let people protect her and the child for a lifetime, just let her and the child have no worries about food and clothing." ”
I bit my lower lip to calm myself down, slowly pushed the little witch away, looked at her tightly, and said, "But I am responsible for her, I caused her to become the way she is now, I can't let her be hurt again, I'm sorry." ”
Syllable!
The little witch decisively slapped me and yelled at me hysterically: "What about me! Don't you be responsible for me! ”
I lowered my head and endured the despair in my heart, thinking that I must not be soft-hearted, I can't be with the little witch, just because I broke into prison, this kind of thing is enough to lock me up for several lifetimes, the Federation will not let me go, I have already involved Lu Wei in, and I can't involve the little witch anymore.
And I finally understood why Wang Fei would let me in with confidence, he just wanted to see this kind of scene, although he was a little cruel to the little witch, but from his father's point of view, it was indeed for her good, I was a zombie and she was a human, Wang Fei was very concerned about this, so he had already made it clear what I was going to do next, if I abandoned Lu Wei and accepted the little witch, maybe Lu Wei would be hurt secretly and threaten me to leave the little witch.
In the case that the two sides don't hurt each other, I'd rather deceive the little witch to protect Lu Wei, after all, this is also the only way I can protect the little witch, the person I love the most has always been the little witch, but we can't be together, and it won't end well with me.
I took a deep breath and let all my emotions flow into my body, and said with a pretended smile on my face, "Why should I be responsible for you? Did I ask you to come to me? Did I make you like me? Didn't I just kiss you, how do you want me to be responsible? "I also acted as a matter of course in order not to show my flaws.
The little witch's eyes quickly turned red and she shouted, "You bastard! Then she slapped me hard, her slap contained the terrifying combat power in her body, and I directly hit the wall next to me and leaned against the wall, feeling a numbness on my face.
The little witch immediately squatted in front of me with a distressed face, "Does it hurt?" I stretched out my hand and wanted to touch my face, I pretended to shrink my face, put my tongue in my mouth and put my cheek down, wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth, and said lightly, this slap, we are both clear.
I didn't dare to look at her, I was afraid that if I looked at her, I would collapse, I would be ruthless, but I could clearly feel the little witch's body tremble suddenly, and then tears fell on my wrists, and my body trembled slightly.
In the end, the little witch turned around and ran out directly, and when she opened the door, Wu Mu suddenly stumbled a few times from the outside, obviously he was eavesdropping outside just now, but the little witch ignored it, covered her mouth and cried all the way out, and disappeared from my sight.
I gradually walked to the door, closed the door numbly, leaned against the door and slowly sat on the ground holding my knees and collapsed directly, at this moment I could no longer suppress my emotions, tears gushed out like a flood like a bursting embankment, lowered my head and cried silently, crying very aggrieved, crying very sadly, crying very helplessly, like a confused child.
I clutched the black and white crescent clasp around my neck, my eyes filled with tears, and I couldn't see its shape clearly.
I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry, but this sentence keeps lingering in my head.
I know that I can't be with the little witch, being with me will only ruin her, I can't hurt her.
In fact, I have always wanted to tell her one thing, that is, to seriously say that I love her once, and I also want to hold hands with her for the rest of my life, but I can't, I can't say it, and I really can't pull it out anymore.
It's a pity that because my fate is different from her, even if I am born a pair, I have no fate, and I can only blame God for playing tricks on people, but I didn't expect that my words would never have a chance to say it in the future.
When I returned to the base camp, Wang Fei did not stop me, but said to me: "You are not wrong, and she is not wrong, but you met at the wrong time, you can go." ”
I left the prison island with a blank face, Bo Ge kept following me and didn't make a sound, after returning to the base camp, I directly locked myself in the room, lying on the bed and turning over, my mind kept coming to mind the scene of me and the little witch when the end of the world had just erupted, and then recalled her howling and crying, and I couldn't help the pain in my heart.
From the inexplicable encounter at the beginning, to the natural becoming a couple, and then to the separation again, and then to the current separation, everything is like a dream.
I locked myself in my room for an unknown amount of time, and there was a constant knock at the door, saying comforting words, and I sat at the head of the bed for a long time as if I had lost my mind, not relieving myself from what had happened that day.
Since the events of that day, the little witch has never come to me again, not even Lu Wei, and every day she locks herself in her room and takes out the wine from the space every day to get herself drunk, and every day she is in a dream-like environment.
It wasn't until the floor was full of bottles and there was no place for me to sleep that the door was kicked open.