Chapter 6 Freud and the Father-Love Plot
A sea of blazing fire surrounded me, but I felt my heart cold and cold. I knew there was no way I could stop Agni.
The strategy of the past three days was still empty in the end.
I stood silently, looked at the expectant look on Agni's face, and took a deep breath.
Then, suddenly, I raised my hand and slapped Agni in the face!
Syllable!
Crisp and loud, even I was completely shocked.
Ajuni also stared at me blankly, completely unaware that I would make such a move.
"You...... Hit me, husband? Agini stared at me blankly.
I sighed, my heart pounding, because I knew the consequences of my slap.
"Are you crazy, Xiao Shiyilang?!"
"Stop! Say good things and persuade her! ”
"Level 1 alert! Level 1 Alert! All guards are ready to evacuate! ”
"Combat units are ready for battle!"
"Prepare for explosion-proof personnel!"
The other end of my headset was filled with exclamations, and I could even imagine the hotel outside being surrounded by riot police with riot shields.
But now that I've done that, I won't regret it.
"Hate me if you want, hit me if you want, kill me if you want, kill me if you want, it's okay." I relentlessly and looked at Agni lightly, but Agini just covered her face and looked at me in disbelief.
"Do you know why I hit you?"
"Why?" Agni muttered, and then suddenly burst into a frenzy, "Why did you hit me!!? ”
"Because I thought I liked you." I said lightly, "Although I know that you are not really human, I have really enjoyed the past few days. Your innocence, your liveliness, your frankness, and your enthusiasm all make me like it very much. I'm not your husband, I'm just a liar, I lied to you, I just wanted you to fall in love with me, and then let you wear the flame to stay human forever, and I approached you in order to protect humanity. But in the past few days, I feel like I'm gradually starting to treat you as an ordinary girl, and I even hope that you're really a human girl, so maybe I can pursue you. But now it seems, I couldn't have been more wrong. ”
I sighed and said:
"If you don't take revenge on me, then I'll go, you can go too, Agni, I won't care about you anymore what you do, and I can't control it, because you are far stronger than me, stronger than anyone else, unlike me, so mediocre, so incompetent, from now on, you are free, how you think you can be happier, how to live."
"You...... You lied to me? You hate me? Hehe...... Ha ha...... Ha ......" Agni stood there, incoherent, smiling inexplicably, but not moving, while I gave her one last look, then turned and went out towards the hotel door, I was really angry. At this point, I don't care what happens. Anyway, no matter whether Ajuni is angry or not, when Ajuni's seal is lifted, I won't survive tomorrow.
It doesn't matter what happens.
"You lied to me! You liar!!!! ”
As I walked out of the hotel with my suitcase, I heard the roar of Agni and the loud explosion of the roof of the hotel, but that didn't matter to me.
A few hundred meters outside the hotel, I saw the commander waiting there, as well as Faye Wong, Lin Yayue, and the leopard in the forest who had an ugly face who escaped from the hotel in a hurry.
The commander didn't say anything, just patted me on the shoulder, and asked the army personnel to take me into the carriage of the military vehicle, and I sat in the dim carriage with Faye Wong and Lin Yayue, and evacuated urgently.
After a long time of absence, I could still hear Agni's angry roar.
I buried my face in my hands and was silent.
I don't know how much of the military vehicle has been exposed, or where it is going, in the dark, the only heavy news I know is that Lin Zhongbao called Lin Yayue and relayed it to me, that is, shortly after I left the hotel, Agini had completely recovered its original form and began to run wild in the city, and two old towns had been completely burned by the flames of Agni.
In the darkness, I heard the whispers of several women and the steady stream of information.
"Agni has gone berserk, and now it's destroying the city frantically and purposefully, much more destructive and destructive than it was at the beginning......" A military intelligence officer reported in the headset.
This shows the ...... Your words really stimulated Agni, Xiao Shiyilang. Lin Yayue, who was sitting in the corner, suddenly said, "It means that Mr. Xiao Shiyilang, you still have a very large weight in Agni's heart, so big that she is enough to grieve and be angry for you." ”
Lin Yayue's words stirred up shallow ripples in my heart.
In fact, I also know that it is because of me that Ajuni is now ramping and destroying the city, and I am the biggest sinner...... My failure is my sin, and I am now a sinner for all mankind.
I can even imagine the painful and hideous expressions of those who died in the endless sea of fire.
"You don't have to blame yourself too much, Xiao Shiyilang, in fact, you have done a good job, even if you are the most professional actor, I don't think you can compare to you." Lin Yayue seemed to see what was on my mind, got up and sat beside me, and comforted me softly, "If someone as good as you fail, I don't think anyone else on earth will succeed." ”
"But I still failed...... I smiled bitterly.
"There's no way around it, who knows why that monster is so hard to serve, it's more expensive than a princess, she has to eat and put on a piece of clothing to carry - she almost didn't wipe her ass! Eleven Lang, this kind of woman, you played well! If I were a man, I wouldn't even be able to endure the first day! Hu Shubao, who was sitting on the side, said indignantly.
"Yes, I think that Agini has a human appearance at all, and on the inside, maybe he is a lily, a lesbian, and he is not interested in men at all!" Qi Miao echoed on the side. "You said yes, Sister Faye Wong?"
Everyone's eyes turned to Faye Wong, who was sitting silently in the seat.
Faye Wong sat with a dull gaze, like a Buddha statue that did not move, and only after a while did she notice that our gaze was shocked, and she smiled awkwardly:
"Yes...... Yes...... Haha......"
"Having said that, in the end, I still don't know what kind of man Sister Faye Wong likes. Sister Faye Wong, it's almost the end of the world, just say it. Hua Xiaolazi, who was sitting on the left and still refusing to rest and gnawed on melon seeds, asked.
"This ......" seemed to have been electrocuted, and when Hua Xiaolazy asked, Faye Wong's face suddenly changed greatly, but of course it quickly returned to its original state. After waiting for a long time, Faye Wong still hesitated, obviously still had no intention of answering.
"Faye Wong likes her dad."
"Allure!"
At this moment, Gu Qingcheng, who had not spoken much all this time and was sitting in the most corner like an iceberg, suddenly spoke, while Faye Wong looked at her in surprise and alertness.
But in the face of Faye Wong's aggressive gaze like a volcano, Gu Qingcheng remained motionless like an iceberg.
Among the seven women, Gu Tingcheng is the only queen-like character who can compete with Faye Wong in temperament, but if Faye Wong is the kind of fiery and willful Wu Zetian-style queen, then Gu Tingcheng is the kind of ice and snow queen with a cold and arrogant temperament.
Moreover, among the seven women in this car, in terms of posture and temperament, Lin Yayue, Faye Wong and Gu Tingcheng are equal, which is enough to fight against each other, and in terms of comprehensive strength, Qi Miao, Hua Xiaolazy, Hu Shubao and Ye Guimei are each slightly inferior.
"I, Gu Qingcheng, didn't bring the words into the coffin, bury the soil and let others carry the flags, hold the cans, and the wind and rain will not see the day." Gu Qingcheng stroked her delicate shawl long hair, and said in a vicious and sarcastic but condemning tone, "What's more, it's only a matter of time before a gossip furnace turns into a stuffy gourd overnight, and someone smashes the jar, Sima Guang smashes the jar." ”
"Sister Allure, your mouth is still so poisonous...... I like it though. But Sister Faye Wong, what kind of trouble are you making, you actually like your father? And how did I not know? The six of us are all neighbor roommates in the same apartment, and only Sister Allure knows your secret? Qi Miao was a little stunned.
I didn't expect that the person who finally revealed Faye Wong's secret was Gu Tingcheng, and I was also shocked by Faye Wong's secret, but what I got after the shock was enlightenment.
No wonder Faye Wong kept saying that she didn't want to find another man......
The final answer is this?
I was so shocked by the truth that I couldn't speak, Faye Wong also took a deep breath, raised her head, and her expression, which originally seemed extremely complicated, turned into calm and indifferent.
"Okay, I've recruited it, I've served you gossip cubs, okay? That's right, I like my dad. But that was when I was a kid...... Probably when I was wearing open crotch pants. ”
“……”
As if she had figured it out and suddenly opened up, Faye Wong blinked her dark eyes, held her head with her hands, leaned on the carriage of the military vehicle, smiled, and said:
"There's nothing to hide from you, you can laugh if you want, anyway, they've all been sisters who have lived in the same apartment for so many years, and it's time for me to tell you the truth. When I was a child, my dad took me around, to amusement parks, to zoos, to oceanariums, to movies, to eat food, and even to go abroad to play skydiving, darts, bungee jumping...... In my eyes, my father is simply an omnipotent god, he knows everything, knows everything, can do everything, I especially admire him and admire him...... In short, I just like him. also wrote a letter of guarantee saying that when he grew up, he would marry him and be his bride. ”
However, probably out of respect for Faye Wong, no one made fun of Faye Wong's statement except for Hua Xiaolazy who took out popcorn and ate it vigorously.
"And then?" Qi Miao stared at Faye Wong intently and asked curiously.
"Later?" Faye Wong glanced at Qi Miao and said with a wry smile, "What else can there be?" Later, when I grew up, I didn't know when it started, and when I didn't know it, I found that I had grown up and matured, and others began to call me Sister Faye Wong, and I began to become outstanding and independent and self-reliant. When I was a child, I was very dependent on my dad, he was also a special pet, I went to him for everything, but gradually, as I grew up, I found that I could easily complete everything that my dad could do, and I could easily solve the troubles that my dad couldn't solve, and even better than him, and the jokes and fairy tales that my dad told me became bland and repeated, as if there was no source...... In my eyes, my omnipotent, perfect god-like dad in my childhood began to fade away and become mediocre...... When I was in junior high school, I had a conflict with my peers and classmates, and I had a fight, and I made a fuss about the soft tofu, but the father of the soft tofu found my dad in trouble, but my dad nodded weakly and apologized to others and smiled and even slapped and didn't fight back, at that time I understood one thing thoroughly, my once proud dad was actually a mediocre and weak mortal in the end, far less great than I thought when I was a child. At that time, I also knew that I had already become a little princess who didn't need my father's pampering and care, but an independent and self-reliant woman, and my father couldn't help me anymore......"
"Then, that night, my father also talked to me personally, and said to me, I have grown up, I am smart and capable, brave and decisive, competitive, can do everything well, I have surpassed him, he is proud of my daughter, and said to me that I will leave his arms from now on, and will no longer treat me as a little princess as before, he wants me to learn to be independent, saying that he will never take care of me again, but want me to solve the problem by myself......"
From now on, he said, I am free, and I am going to find my own happiness, to find a way of life that I can live happily...... That sentence is exactly the same as what Xiao Shiyi Lang said to Agni. ”
At this point, the puzzle is solved.
A man who is stronger than Faye Wong, but weaker and incompetent than Faye Wong, there is only one man in this world from beginning to end.
That's her real father.
"If you want to laugh, laugh enough." Faye Wong made a gesture of recognition, and then closed her eyes and leaned on the carriage with her head closed, with an expression of waiting to die.
"Hahaha......"
"Hey, hey, hey......"
"Giggle...... Sister Faye Wong is a paternal fetish~ Sister Faye Wong is a paternal fetish"
"Hello hi, I finally caught Sister Faye Wong's pigtails, this is simply a blockbuster news since the reunification of the motherland, I must post it on Weibo, so that men all over the world know about it......"
"Damn, do you want to be so ruthless? Wouldn't you learn from what you pretend to be serious on TV and say something to understand at such times? Faye Wong looked at the women around her angrily and shouted.
"Haha, Sister Faye Wong, you know our temper." Qi Miao said with a smile, but soon, the cheerful atmosphere in the carriage became serious again.
Lin Yayue, who was sitting on the side, pushed the sunglasses on the door of her head and said tirelessly:
"In fact, it is not unusual for girls to fall in love with their fathers. The degree to which you like your father or mother, this is called the Freud value, which has been explained in psychology, when a person is born, the Freud value is 1, that is, the extreme mother-love complex. With age, the average Epherator gradually decreases to 0.3 for males and -0.4 for females. That is, it is biased towards the father-love plot.
"When the Freud value of an adult man is higher than 0.618 but lower than 0.8, it is manifested as annual control, ** control, love sister, young woman control, etc. A Freud value below 0.618 but above 0.2 is within the normal range. If the value is less than 0.2, it is manifested as poor milk control, loli control, etc. If the value is higher than 0.8, it is an extreme mother-love complex. Men with a value of less than -0.2 will show homosexual tendencies. These are all proposed by Freud in "The Interpretation of Dreams" and have been perfected by countless descendants. Girls, especially when they are three to five years old, will be a little bit of a father and mother-hating tendency, and girls will regard their mothers as rivals who compete with them for their fathers. ”
"Wow, it's worthy of writing novels, and I know a lot. Sister Yayue, how many books have you read? Hu Shubao said in surprise.
Lin Yayue just smiled, but did not speak.
"But...... Now that it's all about that, even if you know that, it won't help. Hua Xiaolazi, who was sitting on the side, was a little discouraged.
Hearing Qi Miao's words, Lin Yayue's faint eyebrows couldn't help frowning, she held her chin, and said while thinking:
"That's right...... However, it's better than having no clues, if Agni's personality and hobbies are really very similar to Faye Wong in some aspects, maybe it can still play a role......"
Lin Yayue's words were not so much a discussion with us, but more like talking to herself.
"Generally speaking, if you want a girl to fall in love with a man, the best thing to do is to impress that girl, if you can move Agni, maybe things will still take a turn, and the strategy that can generally impress a girl is nothing more than to protect her, not hesitate to save her in a deep crisis, show your love and sincerity and willingness to give everything for her determination to prove yourself or show your strong charm to take the initiative to attract women...... However, Agini is so perfect, her abilities in all aspects are not comparable to ordinary people, even if she is a human body, the man who wants to surpass her almost does not exist in this world...... What can be done to move Agni? If you can't attract her, and if you can impress her by protecting her, there is nothing in this world that can threaten Agni...... No, I can't think of it. ”
In the end, Lin Yayue could only shake her head helplessly and sigh again and again.
"What does an incompetent father have to do to move the daughter of a strong woman who is excellent in all aspects?"
"The last thing a cowardly father who is inferior to his own daughter is able to do for his daughter...... What is it? If you can figure this out, maybe things ...... And the ...... of the turnaround"
Lin Yayue's words deeply touched me and caused me to think deeply, what is the last thing an incompetent father can do for his omnipotent perfect daughter?
I couldn't figure it out until I got out of the car, and a group of us, including the leopard in the woods, were taken to an underground shelter for centralized care.
"Xiao Shiyilang, I don't know what to say to you, maybe it's human nature for me to say that you will be angry, but what I want to say is that because of your impulsiveness and your failure, at least 100,000 people have been homeless in the past three hours." The commander said earnestly, "You are now one of the greatest sinners in human history, and we military don't know what to do with you." Of course, I am also guilty of this. ”
The commander let us into the military intelligence room, where we saw the scene of Agni captured by the city's camera, and at this moment, the giant monster Agni, which had completely reverted to its monster form and was covered in flames, had begun to riot wildly in the city, and I saw it punching and kicking a 70-story high-rise building, sending sparks and debris flying in the building, as if Agini was venting his anger.
It's just that, compared to the Agini I saw at the beginning, I think the Agini in the video seems to be half the size.
"This shouldn't be my delusion, right? Agni ...... It seems to be smaller than the original. ”
"Yes, the current Agni is not yet in full form, because the fourth day is not over yet, and the effect of the Veil of Flame Burning Love has not completely disappeared, but it is still working." The leopard in the forest said to me.
Everything around Agni's body was burning, and although he was not as large as he had been at the beginning, Agni's desire to destroy seemed to be stronger, and his purpose was clearer, so the damage caused by this was naturally more severe.
"Go ahead at this pace...... By tomorrow night, a metropolis will be completely destroyed by her, and so far we have not found any effective way to deal with the Agni, whether it is medium-range missiles or sonic weapons, laser weapons, cryo bombs or other chemical and biological weapons, but to no avail. Although Agni's walking speed is limited after all, it is possible for no one to stop her, even if she destroys the entire earth......"
I saw the videotape of two fighter jets falling from a high altitude in the sky behind Agni, with a dense crowd screaming or countless human corpses that were not there.
I even saw a baby lying on top of his mother, who was lying in a pool of blood, whose head had been cut off by the smashed steel bars, and half of the baby's body was stained with her mother's blood, and the baby was curled up in her mother's arms and cried.
The street behind the baby is a sea of fire and endless ruins.
"Is this all due to the power of Agni......" I said dumbfounded.
Death, spreading in the city. I felt a deep sin, and I felt as if I saw a pair of eyes, a pair of eyes full of resentment for the dead who had been burned alive in the flames...... It's all because of my incompetence that I have this result......
I'm really guilty.
Crime......
Thinking of this word, I suddenly had an idea, and in the dark, I seemed to have caught something, that thing, it seemed to be the answer to Lin Yayue's question.
"What's wrong with you, Xiao Shiyilang? Looking at your expression, did you think of something? "Lin Yayue, who is extremely observant, noticed the change in my face.
I bowed my head slightly and said:
"I just...... I roughly guessed a possibility. Maybe...... We're all thinking in the opposite direction......"
"Thinking in the opposite direction?" Lin Yayue said slightly.
"Hmm." I nodded solemnly, then looked at Faye Wong on the side, and said, "Faye Wong, can I ask you a question?" ”
"Ah, how do you say?"
"I want to ask, although you said that when you grow up, your father will no longer have the divinity in your heart, and he will not be so outstanding and excellent, but ...... When you speak, in your heart, do you still like your dad? ”
Faye Wong was obviously stopped by my question, she pursed her lips, gritted her teeth and meditated, and said:
"Okay...... I admit that in fact, as I am now an adult, I have somewhat understood my dad in my heart, although my dad disappointed me at the beginning, but in my heart, I still love my dad very much...... How to say it, it's not the same as when I was a child, but now this kind of liking is a kind of love based on my understanding after I have experienced it...... Whether it is my father who I felt high when I was a child, or my father who has now become mediocre and ordinary, he is my father, and the love he has given me will never be reduced by half a cent......"
"That's right." I clapped my hands lightly, nodded, and said. "That's the answer I want."
"How so? Xiao Shiyilang, what did you think of? If you have something to say, say it quickly, people are so anxious that they are about to pee. "Qi Miao is uncomfortable.
"Okay...... Let me start with a question. I blinked and said, "How would you feel if there was a man who was kind to you for no reason, who was kind to you, who cared for you, and who was a stranger to you?" ”
"This ......" After pondering for a while, everyone gave similar answers one after another, "I probably think there is fraud in it, maybe people are trying to steal my money or have some other intentions?" For example, selling insurance? La Amli's? ”
"Yes, this is normal psychology, I think Agini is the same, in the past few days, although I was very good to Agni, but from Agni's standpoint, it was completely a stranger who was inexplicably good to her, although Agini did not object to my various courtesies and care for her, nor did she hate to play with me, but in the depths of her heart, she must lack a sense of security, in the deepest part of her heart, she must have a sense of defensiveness against me and it is impossible to fully open her heart, the more I am ardent and enthusiastic about her, Although she does not reject it on the surface, the insecurity that arises subconsciously in her heart will also intensify...... Ajuni needed a reason, a reason to dispel my concerns altogether. And in this world, a man is unreasonably good to a woman, and only in one case is it gratuitous, and it is enough for that woman to completely let down her guard...... That is, the man is a relative of the woman, for example...... Father. ”
Qi Miao slanted her eyebrows and said:
"What do you mean...... Are you going to play Faye Wong's father? But the age difference is a little bigger......"
"That's not it, it's to make Agni truly believe that I am her relative, her acquaintance. Moreover, let Agni experience the kind of love that the strong love for the weak to protect the weak. In Agni's heart, she has always had an inherent notion that the strong can bully the weak as a matter of course...... Therefore, if you want to make Agni change her mind, you must fundamentally reverse her worldview and values. I said lightly, "...... I've probably figured out how to do it, and if it's still too late, I'd like to take the plunge......"
"Take a risk? What risk? What to try? Faye Wong asked quickly.
"I ...... I want to die once. I clenched my fists and said suddenly.
"Die once? What does that mean and why? I don't understand what you mean anymore......" Lin Yayue looked at me blankly.
I smiled wryly and said:
"Because I just thought of an answer, the answer to the last thing you said an incompetent father can do for the daughter of a disobedient strong woman, protecting, scolding, and loving are all impossible...... So, my answer is...... The only thing that father could do was to atone for his daughter's sins. ”
"Ransom...... Crime? ”
"Yes, that's the only thing an incompetent father can do." I nodded, and then I whispered into the walkie-talkie on my collar. "Commander, if your military has no other countermeasures and can trust me, I hope that I will personally serve as the director of the plot of the strategy next."
My request was not immediately granted, and I knew that because of my failure, there had been deep doubts about my ability and character, and it was almost impossible to trust me again and entrust me with the task of raiding Agni.
For the rest of the night, I spent the whole night in the detention room of the military region listening to the military situation on the front. At three o'clock in the morning, the "Sharp Blade" troops were dispatched, carrying thousands of people and hundreds of vehicles carrying Dongfeng-21, plus the three tank units urgently dispatched by the central government, and carried out a seamless and intensive siege around Agini all night, but at eight o'clock in the morning, the news came from the front line - the "Sharp Blade" troops and three tank units sent were all wiped out, and none of them were spared. In contrast, Agni himself was not harmed in the slightest.
It wasn't until 8 a.m. on the fourth day that I received an urgent dispatch order from the commander:
"Xiao Shiyilang, Agni is heading south into Shanghai, and will arrive in Shanghai before noon, because the situation is critical, the Central Military Commission has urgently notified your request, and now orders you to mobilize all available resources to stop Agni's continued destruction within twenty-four hours! Remember, it's a death order! ”