[This is my monologue]

I'm dead, and it's the morgue.

I'm Song Kaihui [Imagination], an introverted boy who doesn't like to express himself very much. I am 19 years old, about 1.73 meters tall, and weigh 58 kilograms, which is probably standard. I am now a sophomore in high school, and I am the class president of the sixth class of the second year of high school in the school, and I personally prefer to eat honey products.

I've liked a girl for a long time, she's outgoing and loves to spread new things just as much as I do. Her name is Crescent Moon [Memory].

I dare not reveal my love for her, even though I have had a crush on her for a year, three months and nineteen days.

She is innocent and lovely, and always likes to laugh. I heard that she has never attended any cram school, but she also has extraordinary results. I admired her from the bottom of my heart - and at the same time hated myself, why did I have such a family-

"I'm going to be late for cram school."

This is one of the phrases I hear most often, from my parents.

Yes, they are two perverts. Very few children say this about their parents, this has nothing to do with conscience, when you stretch the spring, hope that the spring can be more flexible, have you considered the feeling of the spring? Once the deformation is pulled, it will be too late to regret it.

yes, regret, the term was vague until a guy who called himself a "ruler" came along and I got to know it again. Regret...... Maybe everything we do will make us regret it.

Before the disaster brought by the rules, I was a top student in the class, and the school teachers treated me as a treasure, saying that my grades and admission to Tsinghua University and Peking University were wronged.

You guys are so good!

What a fart!

I don't like to explode foul language, but I just can't get used to people who say that they are very laid-back all day long. Do you know what I've been through since I was a kid? On weekdays, cram school after cram school, with almost zero breaks. When you were talking about some popular variety shows, I listened with a confused look on my face while doing my Olympiad problems - mathematics, especially mathematics! It is different from other disciplines, other subjects have made progress if they work hard, but mathematics, the questions are ever-changing, unexpected, and the low entrance examination is simply luck.

Do parents know this? What would they do but set me goals that I had to achieve? Oh yes, and it will also give this kind of behavior a nice name, called "care", called "hatred of iron does not make steel".

They forced me to do things I didn't like. You know, I sometimes even feel that studying in school is 10,000 times better than at home. You can go to bed at ten o'clock at night at school, but what about at home?

My dad came at twelve o'clock to see if the light in my room was on – they wanted me to study eighteen o'clock every day.

Alas, sometimes I wonder, will I become a slave to learning all my life, born to study and die to learn?

The result was clear and clear, and the blood chase order gave me an affirmative answer. My present death is but a physical death; My spirit was trampled out by "force" and "restraint" a few years ago.

Sometimes, I will envy, envy Cheng Leilian for doing whatever he wants in class, envy Pang Ke for having time for fitness, and envy Xiong Chutuo for being able to do his favorite profession - detective.

Actually, what I envy the most are Yanchen and Shi Beier, because the two of them - both parents died when they were young.

I would also envy the way other boys attract bees and butterflies. Actually, I can't do it, it's just that I don't even have time to chat with my girlfriend on WeChat, let alone go shopping with her on weekends, unless I'm on the way to cram school.

Sometimes I feel that death is not terrible. At least for people like me.

[I'm dying, blood chase order]

I'm dead. Yes, everyone knows I'm dead.

I died in the second chapter, Blood Chase Order.

Do you know? When the rulers announced that Chapter 2 was played in a normal society, I bet everyone would be happy that they wouldn't have to be blown by the minus 40 degree wind anymore.

Alas, it's just me, it's sad and sad! I had expected my own end, and I even saw my flesh splattering as I died. The knowledge that I had shoehorned into my head dissipated in a moment, for I was dead.

When my body exploded, I could see my mother's face pale. Hehe, didn't you say that learning is more important than anything else? I agree with you, I even think that studying is more important than living, okay, I'm good enough.

I listened to you and obediently walked in the direction you gave. Unexpectedly, the end was death. Is this what I gained by using my youth in my studies? Haha, the fruits of this harvest are really sweet!

If I want to say that the best time of my life is in the hospitality of life, in that pure Iceland, I spent more than ten days without cram school, no homework and no questions.

What do you regret the most? 】

I'm dead, it's a morgue, I can say whatever I want, right?

What I regret the most is that I didn't run away from home, and I didn't chase the crescent moon when I could breathe! Oh my God, why did I come to this high school? If I transfer to a vocational school or drop out, will the end be much better than it is now? At least I'm still alive, and no one wants me to learn indefinitely.

Actually, I don't think I blame Jiang Yurou [charm] for my death, although she passed the flag to me, but, even if I didn't die in the second chapter, the third chapter and the fourth chapter were even worse environments, how could I live? Do you want to use poetry and vector analysis to live?

Alas, unwillingly, in my life, I can only relax after I die. Ruler, thank you for sending me down, thank you for letting me see my mother's grief-stricken face.

What do you wish for most? 】

This is a question that is difficult to answer even if I am very expressive.

Seriously, I don't think there's anything I can think about for myself, because I don't exist anymore. I only hope that other friends like me in the world can put down their busy pens and think about whether youth, the best time, is used to be restrained and imprisoned by others?

I want the whole world to be free again, not to be crushed by pressure, like me.

[Summary of the Rulemaker]

"I'm a ruler."

"Song Kaihui, you correspond to imagination."

"Imagine that it's the only living space you haven't been occupied."

"I mourn for you."

"Well, then, please lie down in the morgue and wait for the follow-up ......"