A week after the start of school, the homeroom teacher asked us to all live on campus. After saying that after a while, the evening self-study will be in class. When it comes to studying, Dad never slacks off. But whenever I asked him for money, he would always use it as an excuse to teach me a lesson. Let me study hard and not be playful. If you don't get a good grade, you can pick my eyes or something.

I have long understood his preaching, so I usually don't talk back. But sometimes I'll give two sentences when I'm annoyed, but I'll be taught another lesson later.

Because in my father's eyes, it doesn't matter whether I'm right or wrong, what matters is whether I do what he asks me to do. If not, it's right and wrong.

So sometimes, I feel very tired......

We have been promoted to the third year of junior high school, and the homeroom teacher has become strict with us. And I found that he was talking more now, giving us thought lessons at every turn.

But because the third year of junior high school has just begun, we don't feel nervous about his words at all. It's all just a casual listen. However, sometimes I also think deeply, worrying about whether I can be admitted to the first high school with my grades.

Although it is not bad to say that the second middle school in the city is good, I want to be the same as Li Yaowen. But I knew in my heart that I would never be like him. He's too good, he's too hard, and everything he does only scares me.

How I wanted to walk with him, but I knew I couldn't do it with my tenacity.

I've always been aware of my personality flaws, and it's always that my plans can't keep up with the changes. I think of good things, and I always do them with three points of heat. There is no way to be as persistent as Li Yaowen, so I envy him, but I am also jealous of him.

"Okay, that's all for class, memorize the article I just learned in the next two classes, and I'll check it in class tomorrow!" The head teacher said after the second class of the evening self-study.

The crowd wailed, but they had to obey. A month after the start of school, our junior high school evening self-study course began. The first two classes are classy, and the last two classes are self-studying. So, after I lived on campus, I basically went back once a week. Because I was afraid of delaying the evening class.

Although my grades are not bad, it is always very difficult to learn, and if I miss the course and can't keep up, I will definitely be read by my father again. And I found that this new chemistry always makes me memorize formulas. My brain is about to explode, what this reaction that reaction, this oxidation that oxidizes that I almost faint.

But even then, I can't help it. This is a subject to be taken in the high school entrance examination, so I can only study hard. But I don't know if it's because I have too much stuff in my head, and I'm always confused about the reactions and formulas in chemistry. So I always asked Yang Guorui next to me, but I couldn't figure it out, so I could only turn around and ask the people behind me.

Regarding my question, Li Yaowen was impatient to explain it to me over and over again. And I found that he actually knew all the questions I asked, and he spoke very well. I was depressed, I really don't know how his brain grew? How can you be so smart, I hate it and want to change my brain with his.

"You say, 'What is the hell with this man's brain?' Retracting my thoughts, I asked Yun Duo and Lian Ye, who were holding books next to me. "Why do some people learn something a little bit, while some people teach you a hundred and eighty times and still can't?"

"That is, why is it so easy for others to learn, but so difficult for us to learn." When Yun Duo heard me say this, he also felt a little empathy. "Let's just talk about Yang Mimi in our class, I don't usually see how she learns, and she should play the same. But every time I took the exam, I was in the top three of my class. ”

"That's someone with a good brain, not as stupid as us!" Lian Ye said on the side. All I could hear was sighing.

"Time flies, do you think?" I asked, as if to sigh. But I don't think so much in my heart, and I always feel that I care about something in my heart. But there was no answer.

"It's pretty fast, it's the third year of junior high school in the blink of an eye......" Yun Duo and Lianye nodded. The two of them don't know if it was affected by my emotions, and the expressions that were still happy just now turned melancholy.

"I don't know what I'm going to do after graduating from junior high school. Do you want to go on to high school, or do you want to learn a skill? Lian Ye said, and the cloud shook his head there.

"I don't know, I never thought about it! But I think it's better to continue to go to high school, otherwise the junior high school graduation degree is too low. Yun Duo said. Renye and I nodded, thinking that what she said did make sense. It is true that the education level of junior high school graduation is too low. It should be difficult to enter the society with such an academic qualification.

"I have an older sister who is an accountant, and now her salary is four or five thousand yuan a month! And it's very easy, my parents made me think about it. ”

"Four or five thousand? So high? Lian Ye and I were surprised when we heard the clouds say this. You must know that the monthly salary is four or five thousand yuan, which is equivalent to the income of my father from farming for nearly a year. It's not high.

"Hmm!" Yun Duo nodded and said, "But you need to be proficient in computer and English, because their company is a Sino-foreign joint venture." ”

"Alas...... The worst thing I am at is English! Lian Ye sighed, "What kind of computer is there, what are we learning?" Can't even type......"

"So, I have to specialize. After my sister graduated from high school, she applied for a school and studied for a year! Or what do you think? Yun Duo said. But after listening to it, we didn't know why we felt even more sad in our hearts.