Father Xia was silent for a while.

After a long time, he said, "Get up, come and sit, I have to look down at you, how uncomfortable it is." ”

Jiang Zhen looked up at Father Xia, his expression was very quiet, but Jiang Zhen guessed that he probably already knew. Jiang Zhen got up from the ground, and then sat on the sofa opposite Father Xia.

Jiang Zhen said hesitantly: "Dad, I ......"

Father Xia waved his hand and asked him not to say it yet.

Both men were silent.

I don't know how long it took, Father Xia said slowly with a kind face: "Do you know? Ning Ning went to the hospital for a physical examination on the third day of your mother's hospitalization, and when she told me in a trembling voice that she was pregnant, do you know how happy I was at that time! Thinking that I was about to have a grandson, I almost slipped from the chair to the ground, and the people next to me congratulated me, saying that I was blessed, and my heart was full of excitement and comfort, my Ning Ning grew up, had children, and was happy, and I also told Ning Ning her mother that I finally made my daughter happy.

Thinking about celebrating that night, although I said that I asked her to inform you, I thought you might be happy, because then I knew that your mother was hospitalized because of the condensation, and you were angry with her. I thought maybe this child would reconcile you soon, and I knew she was happy too. That afternoon she told me to go to your aunt's house, I thought it was so reconciled, so I didn't rush her again, the day before yesterday I had a nightmare, I dreamed of a sea of fire, I couldn't see anything but that, I didn't know what was in the fire, when I wanted to catch it, I was burned hard, and then I woke up, and then I saw the news, although I didn't say the name of the person specifically, but I knew that there was condensation in that sea of fire, right?"

Jiang Zhen lowered his head, indicating that he had acquiesced.

"I wondered if it was Ning Ning saying goodbye to me, but I didn't see her, the sea of fire disappeared like that, and now when I see you, I know that my woman is no longer alive."

When he said this, Father Xia's voice was choked, it took him a lot of effort to confirm this fact, and it took a lot of courage to let himself accept this fact, but his white-haired person wanted to give her this black-haired person, and the sadness in his heart can be imagined.

Through Father Xia's words, Jiang Zhen knew that she was looking forward to this child, and she wanted to tell him that she was coming, but what was he doing at that time?

He was angry, angry that she kept avoiding, angry that she was irresponsible, angry that she refused to apologize, so he kept turning off the phone.

Jiang Zhen could think of the disappointment and sadness when she couldn't get through on the phone, and the hole in her heart was getting bigger and bigger, how could she be such a bastard, why couldn't she trust her? What's the use of that ridiculous face.

Isn't it enough for a woman to be pregnant for a man that she loves him and cares about her? Why is she so unbearable at a critical time, let her wait in despair, and don't even give her a glimmer of light.

At that time, she didn't say a word to herself, she should have hated him, hated his dishonesty, hated his self-righteousness, hated his belatedness.

Now waiting for the loss of her, I realize what a ridiculous mistake I made, and I regret wanting to kill myself.

"Dad, you blame me, I'm incompetent, I can't save Ning Ning, I let her suffer what she fears the most, I made the same mistake as you back then, no, it should be me who is more of a bastard, looking at her, but I didn't have time to save her, let her die in the sea in this way." Jiang Zhen said sadly.

"I don't blame you, it's providence, I'm destined to lose her." Father Xia said helplessly.

"This providence was caused by me, if I hadn't blamed her at that time, hadn't ignored her, and hadn't stopped answering her calls, then all this wouldn't have happened, it's my fault, Dad, you can beat me, scold me, don't forgive me, but you can't blame me, I'm the most asshole in the world."

Father Xia looked at Jiang Zhen and comforted him: "Child, I know that your pain is no less than mine, this incident has happened, and no one can change it, but we have to look forward, Ning Ning She doesn't want to see us like this." ”

"But Dad, I can't forgive myself, I killed her with my own hands, how can I forgive myself, I can't see the future." Jiang Zhen's tears had already flowed, and his voice was choked with hoarseness.

"Xiao Jiang, we can only have strength if we remember her in our hearts, miss her, and think about those beautiful things." Father Xia said slowly.

Suddenly, Jiang Zhen felt that he was so selfish, how could he let such a Xia Father comfort himself, how sad he should be in his heart, and he only knew the grief, but he didn't understand his feelings.

"Dad, I know you won't blame me, if it was Ning Ning, she wouldn't blame me, but I just hope you take good care of yourself, Ning Ning is gone, and me, I will take care of you, you can do anything to me, I just hope you feel comfortable."

Father Xia said with a smile in his eyes: "Good boy, you haven't rested today, go and rest, there are still many things you need to do in the future." ”

"I know Dad, you too, I'll go back first, if you notify me of something, I'll definitely come." Jiang Zhen knew that Father Xia might want to be alone and quiet.

Accepting the fact of such grief at once, no one has such a great endurance, and he needs it even more.

Jiang Zhen stood up, and then Xia's father, who left, came forward and said, "Dad, I'll go first, and I'll come back tomorrow." ”

Father Xia nodded, Jiang Zhen walked outside, and when he turned around, he found that Father Xia was covering his face with his hands, he couldn't bear to turn his head and walked out of Xia's house quickly.

got into the car, but didn't start the car immediately, he slammed the steering wheel hard, how could he comfort a father who had lost a woman, his dearest and dearest people were away from him, and he was afraid that when he dreamed back at midnight, he would feel lonely and lonely.

Linhai University.

Fang Yi was eating in the cafeteria, listening to the news report of the explosion at sea, she only glanced at it, and then left the canteen with the food.

When she was about to reach the dormitory, she received a call from He Huanhuan.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Fang Yi asked.

He Huanhuan on the other end didn't say anything, "wow", and cried, which scared Fang Yi a lot, she had never seen this girl cry.

"What's wrong, Huanhuan? Is someone bullying you, tell me about it, I'll teach him a lesson! Fang Yi said in a big sister's tone.

He Huanhuan said with a crying voice: "Fang Yi, condense her...... She ......"

Fang Yi looked confused, this girl can make people die when she speaks, and hurriedly said, "What's the matter, you say!" ”

He Huanhuan said: "Condense her...... She's gone! ”

Fang Yi didn't react at once, and asked blankly, "What do you mean it's gone, what's wrong with her?"

He Huanhuan said well: "Didn't there be hostages held at sea in those days, the person who was held hostage was Ning Ning, but there was an explosion on the sea behind, and it burned for three whole days, and Ning Ning was gone." ”

Fang Yi was stunned, and He Huanhuan's words kept echoing in his ears, "Condensation is gone?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? I've seen her before! Today is not April Fool's Day, Huanhuan, you can't fool me. Fang Yi said with a smile.

"Who lied to you, you can ask Jiang Zhen, Ning Ning is really gone."

Fang Yi immediately threw the food he bought in the dormitory, and ran towards the Jiang family with his bag on his back.

She didn't believe it, Huanhuan must be talking nonsense, the news didn't say it, it wouldn't be her, it wouldn't.

When he ran to the door of Jiang's house, he happened to run into Jiang Zhen who came back from Xia's house.

As soon as Jiang Zhen saw her, he knew what she was going to ask.

Fang Yi slowly stepped forward and asked cautiously, "Is Ning Ning here?"

But when Jiang Zhen looked straight at her, his eyes, his expression, had completely told her the truth.

"No, no, Ning Ning won't die, Jiang Zhen, did you say, Ning Ning is still there, right?" Fang Yi shook his head and stepped back and said in disbelief.

"I'm sorry!" Jiang Zhen just said three words, and he couldn't say the other words anymore.

"Why? Why her? By the way, were you there at the time, why didn't you protect her, ah, why didn't you save her, Jiang Zhen! Fang Yi rushed to Jiang Zhen and shook his shoulder and asked, tears covering her entire face.

Why didn't you protect her? Jiang Zhen has also been asking himself this question, why can't he save her? He's asking himself, too, but the result is that he's incompetent, he's a bastard.

"You know what? Ning Ning is very meaningful and kind, she can't see the people closest to her being bullied, every time she will be the first to rush up, but when she is bullied, where are we? Where?" Fang Yi muttered.

"I'm sorry!"

At this moment, Jiang Zhen didn't know what to say except for this, because he couldn't find an excuse for himself, Ning Ning died because of him, how could he find it, this is a fact.

"She must have been scared at that time, you know, she was actually very timid, those strong and brave are pretending to scare people, she doesn't want those who care about her to worry, look, it's such a girl, God is so short-sighted, let her leave us, it's so unfair." Fang Yi scolded.

"It's me who didn't protect her well, let her suffer so much, it's me who is useless, it's me." Jiang Zhen blamed himself on his face.

When Fang Yi saw him, he found that he might have been blaming himself all the time, he couldn't bear to blame him like this, who could be more sad than him at this time.

"Did you find it...... Her...... Corpse! Fang Yi said the last two words with difficulty.

Jiang Zhen shook his head, Fang Yi covered her mouth and endured it hard, doesn't this mean that she has no corpse? She couldn't believe that her best friend, the most beautiful person, had died so miserably.

Two tears burst out of the frame, why, why do you treat such a kind person like this!

"What about the relics?"

"Found some, I haven't picked them up yet."

"I see, when is her funeral?"

"I haven't discussed it yet, maybe in a few days!"

"I know, let me know when the time comes."

After speaking, Fang Yi left with difficulty, condensing, condensing!

Jiang Zhen stayed where he was, like a disoriented child, so helpless, so helpless, so helpless, not knowing where to go!

The next day, early in the morning, Jiang Jian received a call from Aunt Li of the Xia family, saying that Xia's father had fainted and had been sent to the hospital.

Jiang Zhen hurried to the hospital.

Many times unfortunate things happen in a row, and they are very concentrated, as if they are testing people's endurance, and you can't guard against them.