On Saturday and Sunday, our family's grain harvest finally began. Dad is still looking for a big machine to collect, but I don't know where the wind is blowing. This time, my uncle actually took the initiative to ask my father if he wanted to help him pull food. While I was surprised and happy, I heard my father say to my uncle, "Anyway, if you have time, you can pull me twice, and you don't know that I am unstable in starting." Dad said, although his voice was very weak, but the lack of joy in his tone was still difficult to hide.

I finally breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, because my uncle's words our family didn't have to worry about recycling food anymore. For the next two weeks, my dad and I were temporary diners. Originally, my father wanted me to cook food at his house, but my grandfather came over and shouted several times, and also shouted for several days. Later, my father said forget it, let's go over and eat. And I was also running around on both sides of the house during that time, busy with this and that.

And this familiar scene seems to have taken me back a long time. I remember that at that time, my grandmother was also like me now, and when she was busy with the farm, she was busy on both sides. At that time, I was still young, so I only vaguely remembered. Every now and then, I like to run around behind my grandma's ass. In the helpless words of grandma, it is, "You little girl, where do you have no eyes!" ”

What a distant thing that happened before, so far away that my mind knotted at that moment, so far away that my whole being seemed to fall into the clouds...... There was a gray and gray gray in front of me...... It's as if falling into the hypnotism of a hypnotist, and I feel far away and in front of me...... In a cloud of fog suspended all the images in my mind......

This year's summer came very quickly, and it was even hotter. The harvested grain can be basically collected into the house after a sun or two. Dad was going to bask the grain in the sun for an extra day, and then receive it in the house, and then sell it when the price of food rose a little more. But helplessly, others came to the door to ask for accounts, saying that something happened at home and needed money urgently. Otherwise, I wouldn't have come to the door at this juncture, and I really couldn't help it, so I thought of coming here. He said that he also knows that our family is difficult, but who is not difficult? Dad nodded and told him to stop talking, he understood.

I remember what my dad said, and he really understood. That's why he didn't hesitate to immediately call the grain collector to collect the grain that was still drying on the field. Dad sold almost all the grain for that season, except for a few bags left to grow grain. After selling for more than 3,700 yuan, and after paying off all the uncle's accounts, there were only 220 yuan left in my father's hand.

I looked at my dad and sighed as he looked at the little money he had left, and suddenly I wanted to cry. From planting last autumn to harvesting this summer, from the beginning of spraying and fertilizing to weeding...... After such a long time of hard work and dedication in the middle, in the end, the cost and profit fell to such a point......

A busy season, a tired season, a worried season...... In the end, there is nothing left...... But even so, what can you do? It is natural to repay debts, and there is nothing to say about this. But even so, I was so sad to see my father like that. I feel sorry for him, and I hate myself, and I can't do anything but cry and grieve......

Not only that, but I also upset him all day long and disappointed him again and again...... If only I could fight for some gas, why can't I fight for some gas? I asked myself over and over again in my mind...... Bu Yi, can't you fight for some anger? Can't you make Dad happy? Can't you see what he can't become? Why do you still talk to him all day long? Blame him, blame him...... He's your father, not your creditor! He is the most important person in this world, and he has given so much for you, which is enough...... What else do you want to ask him? Are you really not afraid that if you ask for too much, you will be damned one day?

People are strange, and incomprehensible is synonymous with human beings. Just like me now, I have obviously become enlightened, and I have realized it so late. But even so, after crying, in the blink of an eye, I forgot everything I had thought before......