Chapter 172: Hold up a piece of the sky
Hear what he has to say. Yan Qingwan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in her heart. They all have the blood of the noble royal family in their veins. Although there is endless glory and wealth. The envy of the world. But there is never absolute freedom. Not to mention the burdens that come on their shoulders. Seem. Only she has no meaning in existing. It doesn't matter what the responsibility is. It doesn't matter what you can do to help others.
It's been a long time since I've heard anything about that person. Yan Qingwan suddenly felt that the time since she left was so long. In fact, it was only three months.
"A good man has ambitions in all directions. Chen Xuan, a talented person like you should not be drowned in the market. It was a great option to go back. I have taken it from you. I saw the appearance of a generation of virtuous kings. Yan Qingwan said with a smile. Oh, yes. She hadn't thought about that.
Even a teenager like Yan Tianyou. All have a dream of being a general. I want to go into battle and kill the enemy. Achieve a hegemony. What's more, Helian Chenxuan is like this. An excellent prince who has been favored by the world since he was a child. When he was far away from the capital. He must have a lot of unwillingness.
I can hear her say so deeply. Helian Chenxuan had changed his opinion of her a little. It was as if he had never seen her clearly. She can always be easily. When you're most defenseless. A big surprise for you. Discovered by accident.
I didn't want to continue mentioning that person. But I've already quit. Every miller draws water to his own mill. I can't let my brother fall short. Not to mention how much she loved him in the first place.
"Qingwan. You really decided to spend the rest of your life in hiding. Don't see him anymore? Helian Chenxuan asked very seriously. He wanted to be sure of her intentions. Although that person is his closest relative. But she was also his most important person.
Sure enough, it's still on the subject. For such a question. Yan Qingwan had already prepared in her heart. After all, the relationship between several of them is complicated. It's not like a few words of understatement can cut off the entanglement.
She raised her eyes to stare at him. He also replied with great seriousness: "Chen Xuan." You know. We've all changed. It doesn't matter what I used to be. How he used to be. That's all in the past. Man lives. It's all about looking forward. You can't be immersed in the past. You can't make progress that way.
I admit that my previous self was not mature enough. Brave rampage. The result is not only scarred. It also affects others. But. Today. I've grown up. I also know that there are many things that cannot be forced.
Especially emotional matters. It's even more unattainable. I'm no longer the stupid girl I was looking for. After so many changes. I'm tired. The heart is old. I don't have the courage I had at the beginning.
I think. The days to come. I'll live quietly. If only there was a chance. Meet someone who is really the right person. I won't say no either. If there is no fate. I will live this life in peace alone. I won't force it. ”
Listen to her. Helian Chenxuan deeply understood the maturity in her mouth. Oh, yes. People are constantly growing up in bumps and bumps. I have to admit it. She is indeed not the simple little girl she was at the beginning. It's like none of them were teenagers who wanted to live a chic life.
I don't know when. She's strong enough. Able to hold up a piece of the sky for yourself. And not hiding under the wings of others. Let people protect it. It's because he's too persistent. in this world. The easiest thing to change is people's hearts. The most perishable thing is love.
"Qingwan. You're really different. "Finally. A thousand words can only be turned into such an exclamation.
Yan Qingwan smiled lightly and was silent. Non-deniable. In fact. Imperceptibly. They're all changing. But. It's a joy to behold. Their changes are all for the better. It's also a good thing.
"Chen Xuan. Now that you've made your choice. So you're here to say goodbye to me? "It's clear. Say an affirmative word. There is not the slightest doubt about it.
Helian Chenxuan nodded. If I hadn't met her in this town. I'm afraid I don't know if I will have a chance to see each other again in this life. Met her. It's already an unexpected receipt. I can go back without regrets.
"I'm glad to see you again." Yan Qingwan sighed.
"Me too. To be able to see you before I go back. I'm really lucky. Helian Chenxuan also said with a smile. But the light in his eyes was dyed with a hint of melancholy.
Before leaving. He finally asked. "Do you have anything for me to bring to him?"
This question surprised her a little. Also a little caught off guard. I thought he would give up. He shook his head. Signal that you don't need to do anything. Since it has long been decided to leave. Then there's no need to do anything to drag things around.
"King Chen. Are you leaving so soon. "I didn't expect that. The one who utters the reluctant words will be wishful. Both of them looked at her with some surprise.
Ruyi coughed lightly. Then he smiled and said, "King Chen is also leaving." We are the only ones left. ”
The meaning of the little girl's words. How could they not understand. But they can't do it after all. Brother-in-law and sister-in-law. Such a taboo relationship. It has long been impossible for them to live this life.
"Yes. I have to go. I'm going to meet the Kyoshi. Qingwan will be handed over to Miss Ruyi. I need you to take care of her more in the future. Helian Chenxuan was very solemn when he said this. Ruyi nodded equally earnestly. Say you're going to do it.
Looking at the figure of him galloping away on horseback. Yan Qingwan didn't have any expression on her face. It was those complicated eyes that betrayed the thoughts in her heart. Ruyi also didn't bother her. Let her stand alone in the doorway. Immerse yourself in your own thoughts.
What she didn't know was. Before the man left. He said something like this to her.
"Qingwan. No matter what you think. Brother Huang, he is a good man. Maybe. There have been many misunderstandings between you. Or miss. But. He only has you in his heart. Presumably, there will never be another woman in his life who will enter the depths of his heart.
If only you figured it out. Decide to let yourself go. to yourself. Give him a chance too. We will be waiting for you back in the capital. We'll keep waiting. The term is a lifetime. Or the rest of his life. And there is. In fact, he has always cared about you. ”
That's the case. She froze in place. I couldn't speak for a long time. She didn't expect it. Someday. The man who used to fall in love with himself. would have given up on her. And in the shoes of another man. Speak for him.