Chapter 169: I'll Keep It Secret from You
Qin Han probably didn't expect that I would do this suddenly, so decent, and suddenly told him not to hurt me, maybe even he himself couldn't understand why I said this.
But it doesn't matter, for me, as long as Qin Han hears my words and stops, this is enough.
Just as I thought, after hearing me yelling, Qin Han's original strength in holding my hand slowly relaxed, until finally, he directly let go of my hand.
This time, he didn't seem to be worried that I would run away, but just looked at me with his eyes open, and the anger and helplessness in his eyes did not diminish in any way.
I just glanced up at Qin Han, and I was infected by this emotion in his eyes, unlike Qin Han's anger and helplessness, I felt more guilty and sorry in my heart.
Because I know very well how disappointed Qin Han was by what I did this time.
If I were him, I'm afraid I would never have any trust in myself again.
Seeing that Qin Han had finally become calm, I also sat up from the bed, my fingers constantly stirring my clothes, trying to make myself look less nervous.
"I'm sorry, Qin Han, what you said is not wrong, this time it is indeed me who lied to you, it is me who is wrong." I slowly opened my mouth to Qin Han and expressed my helplessness.
Since this whole thing has been known to Qin Han, then there is no need for me to continue to hide it, maybe saying it is the best result.
"Your guess just now is not wrong, after you left this morning, Xu Yi and I went to Mr. Lin's company, and what I told him was about the transfer of my company."
"In the afternoon, at the Industrial and Commercial Bureau, I also wanted to figure out how long it would take to deal with this whole thing from beginning to end, and they told me that it would take about half a month."
I didn't dare to look up at Qin Han's eyes again, I wasn't afraid of his anger and helplessness at this time, what I was most afraid of was seeing his disappointment, and I was deeply disappointed.
Looking at the computer placed on the side, I gently stroked its smooth surface, but there was only a sour sour stroke in my heart, "And what you guessed when you came in just now is not wrong, what I am writing is the evaluation of the company." ”
"Everything you said is right, these things have been hiding from you from the beginning, but I didn't expect that you would know so thoroughly."
"If I hadn't asked you today, how long would you have been hiding it from me?" Facing my explanation at this moment, Qin Han's voice was as cold as ice, making it difficult for me to control my emotions.
I know it's hurtful to say this, but I can't continue to lie to Qin Han anymore, he can debunk every lie I tell, and he can also hear if I'm sincere.
So I lowered my head again, I didn't dare to look into Qin Han's eyes from beginning to end, for fear that my heart would be cut like a knife, "I'm sorry Qin Han, if you don't know yet, I plan to hide this matter from you until it is exposed." ”
"Chen Ci, do you know how disappointing you are?" As I thought, whether I lied to Qin Han or told him the truth, the answer I got would only be like this.
"I know, of course I do." I don't need Qin Han to say these words, how can I not know in my heart, "But I also have no choice, I don't want to trouble you at all!" ”
"It's also since I was kidnapped by that group of shareholders, because of a misunderstanding, you didn't pay the ransom, and in desperation, I could only turn to Lin Xiangtian for help, and he paid the ransom of 200 million for me."
"But you also know that his company started later than me, how could he easily get these two hundred million. He used his own company and the freedom he inherited the company in the future to exchange for 200 million with Mr. Lin. ”
"Lin Xiangtian did this for me, this company has dreamed since college, how can I ruin him like this?"
"So when I went to Mr. Lin today, I told him about it in detail. He has already agreed, as long as I am willing to transfer the company to him, he will give Lin Xiangtian's company and his own freedom back to him. ”
"Then why didn't you know to come to me?" Listening to what I said so much, Qin Han still didn't understand why I was doing this, why I was deceiving him.
For him, these two hundred million seemed to be just a matter of raising his hand, but he didn't understand that for me and Lin Xiangtian, this was an extremely difficult choice.
"I've made it clear, haven't you understood yet?" It was as if all my strength had been drained, and I wanted to raise my head, but in the end I couldn't hang down.
"I really don't want to tell you about it at all, I don't want to bother you anymore, because it has nothing to do with you."
"So what do you think of me? I've helped you so many times from beginning to end, and if I really didn't want to help you, do you think I'd do that much? ”
"You're always so self-righteous, you always think that your own ideas are the best, and you never think about other people's feelings."
After saying this, Qin Han suddenly sat up from my bed, "Since you already have your own way, it seems that I don't need to get involved anymore." ”
With that, Qin Han walked towards the door.
At this moment, an inexplicable fear suddenly surged in my heart, if Qin Han left here now, I always felt that he would not come back.
When I say not coming back, I don't mean that he won't come back to my room, but that he won't come back to this house. Won't live with me anymore and the distance between the two of us will get farther and farther apart.
This fear slowly grew in my heart, and I couldn't control my thoughts. So he immediately lifted the quilt and ran to Qin Han without shoes, and then hugged him tightly the moment he grabbed the doorknob.
"No Qin Han, I'm sorry, I was wrong, don't be angry." The warm body temperature passed through the thin clothes, conveying Qin Han's mood to me at this moment, and I could even hear the thumping heartbeat, but I couldn't tell whether it was mine or his.
I don't know if it was my words or my actions that worked, Qin Han really didn't take another step forward, he just let me hold him.
"Forgive me this time, Qin Han, I really didn't know it would cause you so much harm." This is probably the first time I have apologized so sincerely, and it is also an apology from the bottom of my heart.
"I promise never to do it again, if you forgive me." I still hugged Qin Han tightly, for fear that if something was wrong, he would rush out of the room immediately.
"I promise it's the first time, and definitely just the last time, and it will never happen again, can you trust me?"
Qin Han still didn't speak, he stood still motionless, and after a long time, he slowly sighed and turned his head to look at me.
"Speech, you ......"
This time, without waiting for Qin Han to say his words, I immediately stopped him and didn't let Qin Han continue.
There is one best way to keep him speechless, and it's the only thing I want to do at this point.
I stood on tiptoe, wrapped my hands around Qin Han's neck, and kissed him without saying a word, the soft touch made me sink deeply, and I didn't want to continue to escape.
This time I was more awake than before, I knew exactly what I was doing, and I was willing to do it. Because I want Qin Han to know that my feelings for him are not less than those for him, but only stronger and stronger.
I have long been unable to extricate myself from Qin Han.
In the early morning of the second day, the sky was just dawning, the sun had not yet come out, and I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, but there was no sleepiness at all.
I stretched my waist and walked to the bed to look at the computer placed on it, and all the memories of last night swept over me, not giving me any respite, only making it difficult for me to escape.
Sure enough, after the first time, there must be a second time.
But I don't regret it at all, I know my feelings for Qin Han, this is no longer something I can control, since I can't control it, it's better to be more violent.
I casually opened the computer on the bed, and it was still on the page I edited last night, and on it was my company's assessment, and each one was exceptionally clear.
I hesitated for a moment, then started typing.
But before I could type two or three words, I suddenly stopped again, remembering the quarrel with Qin Han last night, and it seemed that I would not be allowed to continue like this.
Now that I have told the whole situation, Qin Han now knows what I want to do, but I don't know whether he agrees with me to continue to do it.
If he doesn't agree, continuing to write these things now is tantamount to provoking Qin Han. So after thinking about it, it is better to ask Qin Han first.
Thinking of this, it must not be too early.
After a brief freshening up, packing up my things for the day, I walked out of my room.
Just as I thought, Qin Han was sitting in the living room drinking coffee, and even though he heard me slowly approaching him, he didn't raise his head to look at me.
When I walked to the dining table, Qin Han suddenly opened his mouth, "Breakfast is ready, let's eat it while it's hot." ”
"Huh?" I didn't react for a while, I screamed in confusion, and when I saw Qin Han frowning and raising his head, I immediately came back to my senses.
"Breakfast, I just happened to be hungry, so let's eat!"
I sat opposite Qin Han, obviously extremely delicious food, but I didn't feel anything when I chewed it in my mouth, I only felt that the taste was like chewing wax, which was extremely uncomfortable.
Although he didn't raise his head, Qin Han still seemed to be able to detect my every move, and when I didn't know how to speak, he suddenly opened his mouth.
"If there's anything you want to tell me, just say it, there's no need to hide it."
I couldn't react to this sudden advice for a long time, and I was stunned for a long time before slowly lowering my head, trying to pretend that I was fine.
But suddenly, I remembered what I had said last night, and I came to my senses in an instant, and my whole body was extremely uncomfortable.
I promised not to lie to Qin Han, why did I forget it so quickly?
So I looked up at Qin Han, and I was going to ask solemnly.